All In for a Lifetime of Love

The second brush will keep the claws~ By the way, I will add some miscellaneous remarks (I forgot to post it in Jinjiang two days ago, haha, no one brushes it once a month) First of all, it's the same sentence: "I can't imagine what kind of talented woman Du Da is, writing such a story with such pen and ink." Hey, this sentence is so flattering that I feel embarrassed myself, but looking back, this description is still just right. Before encountering "Gentleness", I never thought about the existence of "White Moonlight"; after encountering "Gentleness"... That's it. Hehe, I stayed up until midnight on my birthday, so I got up to save some reading experience. The second brushing started in mid-September, and I watched it for nearly seven days. Originally I planned to do it twice during the National Day - to facilitate excerpting. Once it comes, make peace with it, be slow to read, and even slower to copy. I was so tired from copying, hehe, I just managed to copy 26 pages. When I look back at a piece of work, I feel much better. At least I know where the story begins. Zi Shi finally lived happily and forever. Don't dare read until there are spoilers for the ending. When I first brushed it off, I was a little bolder after all. My mood was ups and downs, ups and downs. I looked at each other and never thought about being separated. When we were separated, I only regretted why we hadn't met again. I love Wujiwu and hate Fu Mou deeply. My Zishi, my Zishi It turns out that after reading it for the first time, I hurriedly typed up my thoughts after reading it, and by the way, I opened a tweet post, euphemistically titled "My Love". It looked like a tweet, but in fact I just wanted to praise "Tenderness". That post can't be saved hahaha, it's really not good to raise other people's expectations. Wandering and deviating from the topic—— I won't go into details about the plot, haha, I hope everyone who is lucky can go and watch it. In reality, I don't even dare to tell my friends about "Tenderness" for fear of being robbed. You're doing business, you're doing business... It's probably a bit like going home. We are all family members. Even if we don't cover our faces in the end, it's okay to push Bai Yueguang. In my heart, "Tenderness" is like Zishi's "beautiful and beautiful, naturally beautiful". So just like the immortal, "I am eager to store it in a place that only belongs to me, and no longer be exposed to the world." In the end, Zi Shi "silently disappeared into the sky and gave his brilliance to the stars in the sky." Zi Shi did not care about fame and fortune at all. I just feel as sorry as Chang Sheng, but I can't feel reluctant for Zi Shi - it's fine if Zi Shi is happy. It's not that the joy of being alone is not as good as the joy of everyone, but I hope that one more person can see "Tenderness" and listen to A Du's story about Zi Shi and Chang Sheng. Ah, I talk a lot of nonsense... Er Brush still likes the plot of the four people escaping before entering Shu the most, especially the time they lived in seclusion in the valley. After reading the book for the second time, I realized that the length was only so small. From the time the two confirmed their feelings to the separation, it was Chapter 21 to Chapter 30, not to mention that there was a person named Fu who was causing trouble earlier. The first time I watched "Misfortune Lies on Blessings", I didn't even notice this little comment. I was relieved that everything would be fine. I always thought that there were many descriptions of happiness in the past. Even if the current situation is still turbulent, even if this happiness is like a mirror, Zi Shi and Chang Sheng dare not think about it carefully, and I am also confused. Zi Shi taught literature, Changsheng taught martial arts, and raised a pair of younger brothers and sisters who were capable of both literature and martial arts. I can't understand "The Immortal Wu" without the image, but when Zi Shi talks about the truth, hey, that's what he is really talking about. I didn't fully understand what Zi Shi said. I just watched it and thought: Zi Shi is suitable to be a teacher, talking about heaven and earth. When I came back to my senses, I thought, hey, wasn't it? Zishi was a teacher in his previous life. Then I thought, hey, I accidentally forgot my past life. This past life was too inconspicuous. Thinking about it again, A Duda is the people's teacher, isn't he? Changsheng thought: "As soon as he talks about these topics, his talent problem will kick in. He can't help but talk about his origins, origins, and origins... It's really cute to be so transparent about a person, and occasionally get a little bit of the pedantic spirit of a nerd." So cute! But in a daze, I saw the two of them kissing chastely after they had just rested under the Davidia tree, and saw that the Shuguan Pass that I had been looking forward to for more than a year was right in front of me - bang! Gu Changsheng ran away and had to return to Fusheng! Gu Changsheng, you are so cruel, you even think about it "——He finally, finally can't live without me... This habit has been implanted in the bone marrow and penetrated into the inner organs. I am afraid that even a sharp knife cannot remove it. Only in this way can I finally leave." And told him to "always remember this moment" I gave him expectations, but forgot to give him hope. I clearly knew that there would be such a long five years in the future. I could count backwards and determined that we would meet again around chapter 70. I had hope that I could continue to watch the story of the five years... But Zi Shi didn't have such hope. I watched Zi Shi eating peanuts and this "immortality fruit" until even his stomach ached became a habit. I watched Zi Shi inscribe the poem "Ruan Lang Gui" on the poem, and I watched Zi Shi thinking about him in the erotic pictures... After all, it is a two-way longing. From Chapter 30 to Chapter 51, there are two perspectives going back and forth. I seem to have discovered: Changsheng did not dare to call Zi Shi's name, nor did he call himself Changsheng (although it was originally a nickname). But Zi Shi longed for immortality, and he was still Zi Shi. Gu Changsheng and Fu Sheng are inseparable, but Li Min has mostly disappeared since Li Zishi traveled through time. I secretly felt that Changsheng gave his name away, to the other person, so that Zi Shi would miss him, but at the same time he didn't dare to miss Zi Shi (ah, I'm so confused... It's weird) Humph, probably Zi Shi felt that Chang Sheng was almost dead. From Chapter 50 to Chapter 65, there was no trace of Gu Chang Sheng at all. Humph, there are still a bunch of cowardly guys who covet my Zishi! It was the first time that I could feel the charm of a heartthrob so clearly, and it was the first time that I wished that the protagonist would not be so beautiful. I feel sorry for Zi Shi about the difficulties of living in the world, but Zi Shi just feels sorry for the pain and loneliness of lovesickness. Gu Changsheng, how virtuous and capable are you! Then I saw the reunion—— It's good to meet again, it's good to meet again. Two wandering hearts have a home, and two confused souls are entwined with each other - life and death are inseparable. "Human memory is selective" so "more distant past events can span five years of time and space, connect with reality, and form a continuous plot." Abandon grudges and watch your loved ones stay together happily. The story has come to a successful end, and I'm glad to say that I'm glad to say that (I'm really too sleepy to talk... I'll fight again after three rounds) My son Shi can secretly learn to drink Xifeng Bai, bet and compete with chess skills; he can get angry and angry; he can laugh "hee hee"; he is strong on the outside and soft on the inside, persevering; delicate and clear, highly talented but reluctant to show off; he is a "saint's egg" who has dropped his schoolbag; he is a lazy man, but he will try his best and quietly use his personal knowledge to continue the inheritance of culture. I tried my best to copy down passages in which others commented on Zi Shi, described Zi Shi, or Zi Shi showed off his strength alone, and pretended that I had seen such a young man, such a young man as bright as the white moonlight. Today is 17, amuse yourself quietly, and also learn to say "every year has today, every year has today"

Since some people would think that Zi Shi would like Fu. Although it can be admitted that Fu is one of Zi Shi's men, in the two years that Zi Shi dealt with him, they were indeed together in the eyes of outsiders and in fact. There is no need to deny this. Fu Ke would take him home every day, take him off the carriage and go straight to the boudoir. You can freely enter and exit his room in the middle of the night. You can eat tofu anytime and anywhere. This kind of pervert wants to eat and tear up Zishi every day. I have to wonder if Zi Shi accepted him obediently and relied on him despite being numb and lonely in the relationship, and whether Fu was taking care of him and stalking him. Even without love, you can still enjoy the care and convenience it brings. But Zi Shi could never like him or love him. Even if there was no immortality in this world, Zi Shi would not like a vulgar person like Fu. Not only because Fu QJ him, Fu is rude, selfish, unscrupulous and uneducated. Not even one of these can make me fall in love. It was impossible for Zi Shi to resonate spiritually with him.

After reading it, I summarized it in four words: It hurt me too deeply. I feel very sorry for Zi Shi. I am not Shuang Jie. I accepted the first sexual intercourse because I had no choice. I could barely do it the second time, but Zi Shi (why didn't you resist? What I can't understand is why Zi Shi was still with Fu, so lightly) Songdi said such words as "It's just a love affair" and "It's not a bad thing." This made me feel even more sorry for him. He accepted it silently, so desperate. Maybe Zi Shi was also very helpless when he said this, just like Fang Siqi's first love paradise. Same, because I couldn't resist, so I tricked myself into accepting it, otherwise it would be even more uncomfortable. Well, I was with Fu. How many times had Fu eaten Zi Shi's tofu when I dreamed about it at midnight? Even if I wasn't awake at the time, wouldn't I be able to understand this when I woke up? I understand that he also feels like he is looking for a substitute in Fu. If someone you don't like touches your face, it's a sign of sexual harassment, and you'll instinctively slap his hand away. But if someone you like touches your face, it's also the point that I can't understand the most and feel the most helpless about. Fu Zhen is pathetic and pitiful. What is there to sympathize with when he calls himself an affectionate criminal? Plaguing and deceiving in the name of love, wearing the wool of love to cover up the essence of the facts and confuse the public. He liked Zi Shi, did many things for Zi Shi, and even helped him block a knife, but this was not the reason for him to hurt Zi Shi. To use a sentence in the article, doing these things is not so much for Zi Shi, but rather to satisfy his own desires. He hopes to use these things to exchange for Zi Shi's affection. Isn't it a two-way benefit? I read in the forum that A Du wrote this article to express "goodness", and the ending also let Fu go. Zi Shi had never met Fu and just ignored it. For Fu, this was indeed torture in disguise. Regarding immortality, he left Zi Shi because he wanted to give him a pure land. In one volume, he has been laying the groundwork for his departure and teaching his son to return to Zhou martial arts. The first time he left, Zi Shi was hurt. I guess he was more worried and reluctant to leave, and at the same time he was more determined to leave. In such an environment where people are like nothing, this cannot give Zi Shi a pure land. Eternal love is like father's love, great and deep, helping you pave the way and giving you the best. But Changsheng was too confident, thinking that entering the city would be a paradise. Immortality is an ancient method used by an ancient person. Wenli Zishi also said that in that era, waiting was a normal thing, and Changsheng believed so. It's a pity that Zi Shi didn't think so when he passed away. He was a modern man and had accepted the development of fast food. He only came to his senses later when he went to the cemetery. In some places, Zi Shi influenced them in his own way, and they also influenced Zi Shi with the ideas of ancient people. I understand a lot of truths, but I still can't live a good life. I'm talking about people like Zi Shi, who pay attention to both things and be reasonable in everything, but the fact is that there is not so much truth in reality. This is also a kind of pain. Sometimes I even feel that Zi Shi is a bit negative towards some things. Is it because he understands too many truths and the reality is too cruel? This comment is just my subjective feeling after reading the article. This is also my first time to post a long comment. I have read so many cruel novels, and this one hurt me the most.

"Tenderness" made me fall in love with Ah Duda I can't imagine what kind of talented woman Du Da is, writing such a story with such pen and ink Let me talk about the most painful part first, all the scenes where this trash Fu Chuqing appeared. It was the first time I hated a character in a novel so much, and it was the first time I felt disgusted when I read a book. I would rather skip to the reunion of the two after reading the first volume. I really can't bear the pain. From the time Zi Shi (suffered) was forced for the first time, he met again in the capital later. I lay in bed most of the night, looking at this piece of garbage, and my whole body was shaking. I wanted to peel it off, and I felt extremely disgusted. I even thought that I would be cleared when I read these three words in the future. I was so crazy that I posted a dozen posts on WeChat Moments in one breath, telling myself: As long as this person is alive, I won't sleep. I really hate it. I always thought that hateful people must have pity, I thought I could understand, I could excuse them to myself. But this time I failed. In fact, looking back, I can still explain myself. The first time was because of the situation, and the second time was because... But, but, but I can't accept it. I can't accept Zi Shi being treated like this, I hate it But, but, the curses I wailed for more than an hour disappeared after Zi Shi and Chang Sheng reunited. Zi Shi said: That's it. No resentment, no hatred, no one owes anyone. God finished drawing this circle, completed the docking and collision at the end, and was annihilated. He was telling himself not to resent immortality. I just felt like he was telling me not to hate him. I just watched them hugging each other, watching them recognize each other, and watching the little round stone that was quietly clinging to Zi Shi's chest being discovered by Chang Sheng, and I wanted nothing more. What I love most is this kind of sincerity. Two teenagers meet in troubled times, escape with their younger siblings, and enjoy themselves in hardship. What I love most is their trip to Shuzhou. Before you and I parted, and after we met, we had a brief but sincere relationship, the pure love of young people. I really like to see the people in the author's works see the common people, feel the common people, and try to get a glimpse of what I might look like in their eyes. I really can't describe the beautiful scene during the trip of four, and I don't want to summarize A Du's words. It was so beautiful. The small pot, the explanation of the escape, the refugees bowing to the flower tomb, the adventure in the cave, a red bamboo flower, a fish with eyes pierced, a little affair in the youth... They are telling about life, a tenacious life, an unyielding life, a persistent and strong person. From the moment I fell in love with Zi Shi, I began to worry about their future. Li Min, also known as Zishi, was the grandson of Li Gelao in the Jinxia Dynasty. And Fu Sheng/Gu Changsheng is the second prince of a foreign tribe in the grassland. Fortunately, Zi Shi time-traveled from modern times. In fact, I always feel that it is more like a big dream. I traveled around the modern society and paved the way for Zi Shi's behavior and thoughts. After all, I have never seen any time-traveler who is more like the original owner than him. Such a learned and talented young man, "wear brocade, walk the stage; mix silk and bamboo, paint pictures; play with pen and ink, follow the wind; appreciate the moon, laugh at the spring breeze." So I can understand that Changsheng left Zi Shi behind and went to conquer the world alone. He was afraid, how could such a clever Xia man accept an enemy prince. Maybe there are no younger siblings. If Chang Sheng opens his mouth, I believe Zi Shi will follow him. So I had to leave Zishi alone for five years, which was so painful. At first, Zishi loved eating peanuts, also known as the longevity fruit. Later, he got to the point where he would get stomachaches when he saw peanut products, and he would subconsciously eat them again. Over the course of a year or two, I gradually assumed that this person was dead. If he wasn't dead, why didn't he come? When Fu's garbage was found again, I could only feel heartbroken. I just prayed that Changsheng would come out as soon as possible, cut this Fu into pieces, and kill him cleanly. Zi Shi thought about longevity "--Why do I always wait for you? --Why do I always wait for a disaster while waiting for you?" I can only feel heartache Zi Shi Ailan Tailing's position, dared to openly ignore the emperor's orders, and worked overtime until midnight alone. Hey, I really like Zi Shi, who came to earth like a living god. "--Why do I always wait for you? --Why do I always wait for a disaster while waiting for you?" In my opinion, there is absolutely no problem with Zi Shi's behavior, which the world seems to surrender to the enemy. Once the Xia Dynasty was indeed in decline, and ethnic minorities took over the Central Plains, the situation of Chinese governance was not unavailable. As long as the people survive, as long as the country is healthy Is Zi Shi following his biological mother? A Duda is also so smart and clever. In his free time, he drops some books in his bag and happily listens to the comments of his friend "Saint Egg". I fell in love with Adu's big words. I haven't read much, but this is the first author I've seen who truly demonstrates what it means to read all the saints' books and come back still young. I was really impressed by his scholarly spirit and made me believe that there would be such an immortal figure in the world named Li Zishi. I didn't dare to open the remaining three books of A Duda without permission, and I lost them after reading them. To put it bluntly, "Tenderness" is only two, three, four, five years younger than me, it's like a dream. Hey, "Tenderness" put me to sleep at 3 or 4 in the morning for two days in a row. When I came back to my senses, I realized that there were 770,000 words in just over 100 chapters. If I hadn't read the article only for the number of chapters and not the number of words, I would have probably missed the encounter. (By the way, leave a comment in Jinjiang)

Some people say that Zi Shi has moral problems. I've read this more than once, and I feel so sad that I can't let it go? How could it be a moral issue? It was precisely because he was so glorious and had responsibilities and missions in his heart that he chose to mediate with Fu when he had no other choice. He had never been willing to do so. He wanted to protect his younger brothers and sisters and complete his mission of saving books in troubled times, so he chose to take this path that he himself despised. In the past two years, he had not said a word about his thoughts, fatigue, and pain. No one understood him. He could only drink wine alone in the moonlight, swallowing his blood and tears. His longing for Changsheng, Mr. Fu's torture of him, the corruption of the imperial court, and the fact that he worked hard to save books all consumed him to death. After meeting Changsheng again, he immediately fell seriously ill and almost died. It was his reunion with Changsheng that gave him the will to live again. How can you say he has moral problems? During the time with Fu, he sacrificed himself for his brothers and sisters, to save books, and for culture, but not for himself. He even felt that it didn't matter if he couldn't hold on anymore. How could he be said to have moral problems? He is holding on to the responsibility of protecting his family and the mission of continuing culture! I feel sorry for Shi Zishi, I feel sorry for the humiliation he suffered during the two years in the court, I feel sorry for him walking alone and no one understands me, I feel sorry for my younger brother who was loved and protected by him but still had a thorn in his heart and questioned him, I feel sad that he did everything until the end but no one knew that he was only recorded in the history books as a traitor, I feel sad that he couldn't even attend his sister's wedding because of his tainted identity, I feel sad that he has done so and finally ran out of money and was scolded as unfaithful by readers who did not read carefully. He has never been willing. His whole body is resisting. He clenches his teeth and is trembling with tears on his face. He says that Fu has no limits, is vicious and short-sighted, and says "I have never been willing." Can't everyone see this? When Changsheng finally unified the world and went on a tour of the Chu region, he walked alone in the palace. When the sun set in the west and the yin and yang changed, the majestic and glorious palace became eerie and dark, with shadows covering it. He felt the coldness from deep in his heart. His younger brothers and sisters were already stable. Changsheng was at the peak of spring and autumn. There may be other people living in the harem. He feels tired and unable to support himself. Subconsciously, he feels that his mission has been completed. The world no longer needs him, neither his younger brothers, sisters nor the immortal need him. He may even become a burden, so he thinks, why do he still stay here? Why are you still here? Why didn't God take him away after he completed his mission? Why is he still alive? Then he ran out of gas. Why is it that even though he has reunited with his lover and everything has changed for the better, he is still unable to go on? Because he was hurt! The hurt in the past has never passed. It has always been in the subconscious. He just deliberately did not mention it and forgot it. He has been consumed to death. So when some readers misunderstood him, they felt even more sad, because in the world in the book, only a few people knew him. In the world outside the book, even if the readers had read his life, there were still people who looked down upon him, but he was obviously the most glorious and beautiful person. So even if the ending is good, I still feel so sad, the same sadness as the world. My Zi Shi really suffered for two lives in exchange for staying with his lover for the rest of his life.

Love it very much! One of my favorite Danmei. It can be felt that the author is very serious about writing a book with a beginning and an end, and does not change the character for the readers' preferences, and does not change the narrative because of good or bad reviews. And the plot and characters written in this way are exactly what I like, which is really a great fate. In addition, this is the first time since I watched Danmei that I read such beautiful writing, and I sighed, "Ah, it can still be written like this." I have always thought that online novels are time-killing and not nutritious, but at least the characters in this article are three-dimensional, and it even brought some influence to me in terms of perspective and cultural influence. I sincerely hope that there will be more high-quality online novels like this.

I need to slowly accept that people will not be perfect in this life and will have all kinds of regrets. My life cannot be perfect. I may not even be as good as immortal because I may not have a true lover. Life is long and full of hatred, and life is always tiring.

Ah Du, you are really cruel to Zi Shi! ! ! I finally understand why you wrote that Zi Shi regarded Fu as immortal while half asleep and half awake! I finally understand why you only used Fu's perspective when writing about the two years between Zi Shi and Fu, not Zi Shi's! I finally understood why Zi Shi said "I didn't persist" after Zi Shi reunited with Chang Sheng! You have been harassing Chi Zishi! Not only are you depriving him of his physical purity, but you are also depriving him of his spiritual purity by confusing himself and the reader! Then let him regret and hate that he has no purity before his eternal life! You are so cruel! You also let the readers realize it themselves [crying], you know? Your subtleties and metaphors made me always worry about whether Zishi was really the "perfect victim" during those two years with Fu. Now I understand, he was! You completely uncovered all of Zi Shi's physical and mental wounds, just to show that Zi Shi endured the huge physical and mental humiliation of Ling Chi, using everything he had as a bargaining chip, just wanting a touch of tenderness - a future with immortality.

In my heart, I was still worried about Zi Shi's failure to maintain chastity. In fact, Zi Shi had no choice both times, and I knew that, but I just couldn't let go. Even if he was in unbearable pain, he still had to shoulder the responsibility of being a big brother. Rereading the previous chapters today, I probably vaguely realized that Zi Shi accepted the suffering, endured the suffering, and deceived himself, so that he could continue to do what he should do, and then he realized the real life. We are all like this, deceiving ourselves to move forward despite the difficulties we cannot escape.

The name Li Mian really stings me. This name gives people a feeling of frivolity and bohemianism. During the time when he was Li Ming, he had submitted to Fu Yao's thief, and his body was freely used by Fu Yao, regardless of his reputation, and he could be insulted by other people's words. He said he gave in because he was tired, but didn't he think about how it would end if Changsheng came back and saw him with his former adulterer? He can be with anyone, but he can't do this to himself. When I see Li Mian's name, I feel that I don't blame the world's evaluation of Li Mian.