The Aristocrat

Milan did not know all of Elise's pain: she did not kill his parents, the only child she was pregnant with was their child, his wife wanted to kill her, and his wife also killed Elise and his child. She was forced to endure years of sexual and mental torture from her husband because of him. Milan didn't know anything, but he knew that she loved him deeply, and he couldn't kill Francis. He might not really listen to Catherine's instigation, but he naturally hated her based on this deep love, and he also tortured her. He gave up on her again and again, and he also had a share of the credit for her schizophrenia. But I can't hate Milan, because of his hatred, he just told Elise over and over again: I don't love you. I may fall in love with anyone else in the world, but I will never love you. This hatred must be listened to in reverse. P. S. It is clear that she has formed a habit of following him silently and protecting him, but I think that one day the count will really appear, and it will be good if she can fall in love with someone else.

(Suspected of spoilers) This may be the fifth time I've watched Aristocrats. It's been five years since I last watched it. From the first chapter, whenever I see any description of Milan and Elizabeth, my heart aches. That familiar feeling comes back. They are a couple I will never forget. I have read most of the early works at that time, maybe because the nobility is a trap, and I miss it the most. Whenever I think of this book, I feel like I have returned to Levin and to the melancholy blue eyes in Elizabeth's paintings in the rainy window. Now that I think about it, the tragedy of this couple is indeed somewhat deliberate in plot: misunderstanding, hatred, cowardice, unwillingness to tell the truth, and a bit of a bloody tangle. But the bond and attraction between them is really well described. The pain, persistence and melancholy hidden under Elizabeth's indifferent attitude towards life, Milan's temptation, tenderness, cute coquettishness and the name that he claims he will never fall in love with. This kind of fatalistic and difficult to express love really touched me. I didn't guess the answer to the mystery when I read it for the first time until I saw the ending - every time I read it again after that, I tried to find clues of love and sweetness in the interactions between Milan and Lilith. Although the ending has made Milan's feelings very clear, with love and hate intertwined, and a feeling of separation. The one who felt most distressed was Elizabeth, who had returned from Levin's dream to Turner's lonely world where she was alone, not knowing Milan's thoughts. ... At this moment, I hated Milan so much. How could I live so freely and let that aristocratic girl who believed in love sink alone. Every one or two years I come here to see if "The Count" has filled in the gaps. I had given up hope at first, but now I have seen the pre-acceptance copy. I hope it won't take too long. My favorite countess, Elizabeth, I don't like love brains, but I just like this fragile woman who believes in loving Milan, and I am often saddened by her melancholy. I can accept any ending for Milan and Elizabeth, but... I really hope they can communicate with each other, tell their love and hatred, and return to their Lily Manor. In this way, whether we are together, whether we die, or whether we watch each other, it can be regarded as the fulfillment of a dream I have had for ten years. In short, this is an update review:)

I read this book in junior high school, and it had already stuck with me for many years. Now that I have graduated with a master's degree, I still don't have any follow-up.

A delay of more than ten years??

It has been many years, will I still see the count in my lifetime? [Crying]

I always feel that I shouldn't have found this article by searching for the tag of strong women. Perhaps independent women are Lilith after losing Cain?

I remember that I only read this article once. The first part was okay, I thought the male protagonist was a pure person, but later on it turned out to be a description of the male protagonist sleeping with this and that. The relationship I had when I was a teenager was very touching, but later on the male protagonist and his cousin had a baby, and the female protagonist and the male protagonist's baby died. I'm speechless. I feel that the author's heroines are all similar, pure and kind. Honest

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Very poor heroine, what a fate, but I hope the heroine can be more selfish, open her mouth and say, I want it, I want to do it,

What a big trap. When will I write about the earl?