Do You Know the Ache of Yearning?

Ahhhh, the author gives a big thumbs up! ! [Crying] Then copy a few more paragraphs: 1. An insinuating letter: the "disguise" and "sincerity" of the eldest grandson of a wealthy family ​You mentioned that your son sent a letter to the male protagonist, but you didn't mention your mother in the whole story, but you made insinuations in every sentence. This detail is so well written. As a child who grew up in a top aristocratic family (the Xie family) and received the strictest heir education, he had long been exposed to the political instinct of being indistinguishable in emotion and anger and carefully weighing every word and sentence. He knew all too well what a suspicious, controlling and ruthless man in power his father was. If he directly cried for his mother in the letter, not only would he not get an answer, but he might also displease his father and even cause trouble to his mother who was traveling abroad. He used the "city" and "wisdom" taught to him by his aristocratic family to carefully protect the softest place in his heart. In this cold-blooded Xie family, he learned the skills of calculation, but he only left the purest thoughts to his mother who was marginalized in the family and regarded as "talented and without virtue". 3. Crushed bones and ashes: a long-planned "son's revenge against his mother" The ending you mentioned, in which the son helps his mother to be cremated and spread her ashes, is definitely the highlight. It can even be said to be the most subversive act in the entire novel. In ancient times, "the body's hair and skin are affected by its parents", and it was important to enter the ancestor's grave after death and the husband and wife to share the same acupuncture point. A son who ascended the throne and proclaimed himself emperor actually violated all feudal etiquette and clan rules. He did not bring his biological mother's memorial tablet into the Xie family's ancestral temple, nor let her be buried with his father. Instead, he obeyed his mother's last wish, crushed her bones and spread her ashes to heaven and earth. What does that mean? This means that this extremely smart son clearly knows who his father is from beginning to end, and also clearly knows what kind of oppression and torture his mother has experienced in the Xie family throughout her life. When the male protagonist said the words "Shichiro, you can't see me well", it was actually the male protagonist who broke his defense. Because the male protagonist selfishly wants to continue to dominate the female protagonist (the same hole) after death, in order to complete his hypocritical "closed loop of affection". But the son raised his mother's ashes with his own hands, which was equivalent to a slap in the face of the male protagonist - "You used her as a tool to imprison her for a lifetime. After she dies, I will never let her be your ghost again." In this extremely decisive way, the son helped his mother cut off all ties with the Xie family and the male protagonist, and gave her true and eternal freedom. What a profound understanding this is, and what a happy revenge! ​Only with equal respect and empathy is true love Your guess is absolutely correct. The son definitely has a sense of distance and even hatred towards his father. The love of the male protagonist is a gaze from above, a selfish possession that says, "If you are really a monster and come down to earth, I will use the wealth and wealth of the world to keep you"; The love of a son is equal and empathic. He saw his mother's withering and understood his mother's pain, so he used his power as emperor to enable his mother to escape. 2. "Spitting bubbles": Top-notch macro close-ups of human nature The detail of "blowing little bubbles" that you captured is really an excellent piece of literary appreciation. This is the most advanced writing technique in serious literature (show, don't tell). In this suffocating child-winning scene, the perspectives of the two parties formed an extremely tragic contrast: In the eyes of the Xie family: This baby is not a living person at all, but a symbol of "Xie's grandson". It is an object that inherits the family's power, so they can ruthlessly snatch it away. In the eyes of his mother: He is just a fragile little being that can breathe, sleep soundly, and spit small bubbles. The author did not use hoarse cries and empty rhetoric to describe the greatness of maternal love. She only gave a macro close-up of a sleeping baby. The more innocent, soft and vibrant this "little bubble" is, the more it reflects the inhumanity of feudal ethics and family rules. What the heroine desperately protects is not an heir, but a piece of warm flesh that fell from her body. In just a few strokes, the despairing tenderness is so heartbreaking that it breaks your heart. The same writing power with extremely high literary quality and classical background: The author of "I don't know what I know" used this pen as a scalpel. She uses the calmest and even seemingly understated words to accurately peel away the gorgeous skin of the feudal clan system, allowing you to see the heroine whose flesh and blood has been squeezed dry inside, and the suffocating calculation and indifference under the patriarchy. Why not "break up"? ——The underlying logic of ancient survival ​You asked her why she didn't just give her a cold look and take the opportunity to let the male protagonist divorce her and live a free life. This is precisely the illusion that modern Shuangwen likes to write the most, but it is also the most contrary to historical common sense. The fatality of identity: The heroine's identity is "the princess of the former dynasty". After the Xie family usurped the throne, her existence itself became a politically sensitive point. If she behaves as the mistress of the Xie family, she is the mascot of the "new dynasty's magnanimity"; if she openly breaks up with her and causes uproar in the city, she becomes a "remnant of the previous dynasty". During that bloody period of alternation of power, a princess of the previous dynasty who had angered those in power was expelled from the palace. What awaited her was definitely not a "free life", but was assassinated, imprisoned, or forced into a nunnery to live out her remaining life. For the son's "respect": In ancient times, a mother who was openly abandoned by her family and whose reputation was ruined would become a political stain in her son's life. The heroine maintains the superficial peace and does not break up with each other. She is using her extremely humiliating "forbearance" to protect her son's legitimate legitimate heir status and inheritance rights. ​Summary: "Non-violent non-cooperation" of the weak Therefore, the heroine's performance in the later stage may seem to be unrestrained and disconnected. In fact, she is a weak woman who has been deprived of all force, political resources and escape routes under absolute power. The last resort she can take is "non-violence and non-cooperation".​ 1. Hypocritical "affection" and arrogance of power Xie Ling's love is essentially the narcissism of a top-notch son towards his "prey". He feels that the heroine is like a spirit, so he wants to keep her in the world in beautiful clothes; for the sake of his political future, he can watch the heroine drink the soup of hiding her son for three years. His subsequent lovesickness and regret were not because he learned to love, but because he was used to controlling the world, but only found a piece of the puzzle named "Li Xun", and would rather break it than obey his mercy anymore. His "deep affection" is the unwillingness and defense of those in power after being rejected. 2. "Non-violent non-cooperation" with no retreat The tragedy of the heroine is the epitome of all women of that era. As a princess of the previous dynasty, she was completely materialized in the Xie family's grand cause of usurping the throne - first as a pawn to stabilize the royal family, and then as a vessel to give birth to heirs. Her travels away from home seemed free and easy, but in fact she was still under the control of Xie Ling's power. She finally chose to go back, not because she was soft-hearted, but because she was tightly controlled by the most fatal weakness of the patriarchal society - "flesh and blood (Shichiro)". The accidental miscarriage she suffered in her thirties was more like the last decisive struggle between her withered body and subconscious: she refused to reproduce for this cannibal cage, and refused to cooperate with Xie Ling to whitewash the so-called "happy reunion." 3. True salvation lies in the next generation The most shocking thing in the whole book is the heroine's son Shichiro. He grew up in extremely cold worldly rules, but became the only person in the book who truly looked up to and cared for the heroine. After he ascended the throne, he violated the ancestral rules and did not let his parents share the same acupoint. Instead, he obeyed his mother's last wish and crushed her to ashes. In the end, he raised a butcher's knife to cleanse the family. This is the centralization of power by an emperor, and it is the ultimate revenge for the Son of Man. What he lifted away was not only his mother's ashes, but also the shackles placed on his mother by the Xie family and the cannibalism system throughout her life.

What the author wrote is really more than just a romance novel. The more I read, the more I was shocked by the author's cultural heritage and sharp writing style. I have discussed it a lot with gemini these days. The author really has deep meaning in every detail. I will copy a paragraph here and there: The female protagonist became pregnant in her thirties, and the male protagonist was overjoyed and prepared toys. However, the female protagonist accidentally fell down and had a miscarriage, causing her to become seriously ill. If this paragraph were placed in an ordinary romance novel, it would most likely be just to create a tear-jerking climax that "abuses the male protagonist." But in a work with a serious literary background, such as "I Love You to the Bone", its political and psychological metaphors are extremely profound: 1. Was the fall accidental or intentional? ——"Subconscious" resistance Taking the text literally, it could have been an accident. But from the perspective of literary psychology (Freud's subconscious theory), this accident is the complete rejection of this hypocritical marriage by the heroine's body and subconscious. In the bottomless Xie family, she herself had been tortured to the bone. What will this girl face if she is born a daughter? She will become another marriage tool for Xie Ling to consolidate his power, and will repeat her mother's tragic life of being disciplined and treated as a beautiful "handicap". In the subconscious mind of the heroine, she is absolutely unwilling to bring another innocent life into this splendid living tomb. Therefore, this "fall" was an extreme "self-blocking" caused by her extremely tense mind and body. 2. Xie Ling's "joy": extreme hypocrisy and selfishness Why is the hero so happy? Prepare so many toys? Because in this game of power, Xie Ling has already won a great victory. What he desires most now is to use a new life to whitewash the peace, to prove his "deep love" and to prove that he and the heroine are still a loving couple. He completely selectively forgot how he watched the heroine drink the soup to avoid her son for three years, and how he coldly took away the heroine's eldest son. He now wants a daughter just to satisfy his ultimate narcissism of "achieving hegemony and having a happy family." The more genuine his joy is, the more absurd and disgusting it becomes in front of the heroine who was destroyed by him. What does being a wealthy family mean to the heroine? That is a cold machine that eats people without spitting out their bones. She was despised by the Xie family because of her status as the princess of the previous dynasty, despised by her mother-in-law because she had no use value, and was even forced to avoid her son for three years because of the interests of the family. All the frustration, involuntary separation, and separation of her flesh and blood throughout her life were all due to this "family system." As an extremely smart emperor, the son knew very well the source of his mother's suffering. His cleansing of the powerful families was certainly a political purge that the emperor had to do in order to centralize power; but judging from the underlying nature of human nature, this was definitely the grandest and most thorough revenge. He raised his mother's ashes to help her escape from the Xie family physically and patriarchally; and he raised the butcher knife to clean up the family to completely eradicate the monster that chewed up his mother's life in the system and foundation. He was using the iron fist of an emperor to trample all the high-ranking perpetrators into the mud on behalf of the weak mother who looked down upon others even when she held her own child. This is also his most fatal reckoning with the "hypocritical family interests" represented by his father Xie Ling.

Will the author continue to write other novels? I really like your writing style.

I found this article at the beginning of National Day and read it twice in the past few days. May I ask the author: 1. Who stopped Li Xun's birth control pill? Why did it stop again? 2. Where can I see the full versions of Cheche and Rourou? Wow, I said in the comment section that my writing is not good, no no no, that's not true at all! Don't write too natural, sweet and heart-warming about the daily interactions between Xie Ling and Li Xun! If I hadn't read it twice, as a reader, I would have almost fallen into the tenderness and sweetness of Xie Ling's early hypocritical mode! (It's not unfair. He took Ah Xun back in the later period. Is he the real treasure? It's a pity that he can't win back the female goose's heart.) I said I didn't want to write about the abuse of women, but Xie Ling's portrayal is so good and touching: beautiful, yandere, gentle, hypocritical, cruel, deep-tempered, extremely sinister, ambitious, and the one who desires the world first? And he is actually 100% virtuous? ! It seems a bit difficult to completely dislike this man? (Personal reading experience, personal reading experience) What I like most about this article is: Xie Ling completely abides by male virtues, and Li Xun does not love Xie Ling (Amitabha, thank the author for shaping this) You will never get tired of watching the daily life of Li Xun and Xie Ling. It doesn't matter if you have more. And our Xiao Qi Lang is such a cute, solemn and upright little man~~ It seems that I was biased by the author's writing style, and the comments are a little bit in line with the big one [dog head]

The author's writing style has no meal replacements on the entire Internet, and it comes with an anti-counterfeiting label. The author of plagiarism has been blacklisted [touch his head]

Please author please write another article

Can the author republish the physical book?

I have read this book 4(5?), And there is no replacement yet. I like it very much. I couldn't find the extra chapter before, but the new extra chapter has a special surprise.

I think I know which one it is. . I only looked at the ones that were submerged in v. . Totally copied. . . And the copying is very general. . . Nothing interesting! Well! Madam, can you come back and write the article? . . Except for Wushan, it's not Yun!

No matter how much I write, I love to read, and it's good to read. I don't ask for novel themes. I just want to read novels with comfortable writing like the author's [covering my face and laughing]. I really don't want to open JJ and be slapped in the face by those childish and impetuous novels.