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Keeping track of the free danmei novels I've read. Updated from time to time.
Personal Reading List
Only titles I bought in full, excluding locked chapters. Ratings range from 1 to 5 stars. (This is my personal list. I’m not responsible for anyone else’s feelings. If you insult me, that’s on you.)
Some Angsty Boys’ Love Stories About Rekindled Romance
Basically, it’s all melodrama. A little angst is fun, but the more devastating, the better.
QQ So Good It Makes You Go Mwah
Five-star review. I'm not very good at writing reviews, but it's good, and that's what matters! A pretty mixed bag, mostly modern danmei. The reason some books on this list aren't marked as fully read is simply that I'm personally not into bonus chapters.
Hidden-Gem BL Stories Under 100,000 Words
Some are obscure, but genuinely good. I do not provide content warnings ><
Substitute Romance
Substitute romance stories. Who else loves these?
Handpicked, Absolutely Delicious BL Fiction
Most are wish-fulfillment and sweet stories. I have a high tolerance for potential triggers, so I don't take responsibility for flagging them. Some are niche and some are popular, but I genuinely think they're all good.
For the Lowbrow-Story Lovers: Memorable Power Fantasies and Sweet Reads
A treasure trove of great stories in every genre. If you're in a reading slump, come on in! (Mostly melodramatic stories. I have separate lists for strong/strong historical romance and danmei.)
Books I've Read
Most of them are good
Personal BL Reading List
My tastes: nonhumans, enemies, equally matched couples, mutual devotion, and forced melodrama. I love seductive, earnest, and snarky bottoms, and controlling, dark, and tsundere tops. I generally prefer devoted couples, but some stories have infidelity or switch roles.
BL Stories Set in the Entertainment Industry
The protagonists are creative professionals, such as writers, painters, screenwriters, directors, actors, singers, idols, film crew members, assistants, and so on
Showbiz BL
Showbiz BL
So Good, I Love It
They're so good, I love them. I had to give them four stars just to add them to my list, and it hurts.
Happy Little Sweet Treats
Good, good, incredibly good books. I love them so much.
For Personal Use
My personal reading list
Read List
A record of books I've read most of the way through. The site insists that transferring them to my read list requires a full subscription and a rating. I can't believe even booklists restrict ratings.
Modern Danmei: Stories with What I Consider Good Writing and Plots
Occasionally, historical danmei. I tend to like A/B romances, showbiz, mecha, cyberpunk, paranormal, esports, and Sentinel/Guide stories. I'll add more when I think of them.
Sugar Daddy Romance
Come see how being kept turns into true love~
Tasks
Contemporary stories I've read
A Little Angst Is Comforting
As the title says, melodramatic angst
Good Reads That Are Free
Good reads.
Personal Favorites
A collection of my personal favorites.
To-Read Danmei 3
To-read danmei, 3
Over-the-Top Angst, Heartache, and Catharsis: My Favorite^^
Love is just four words, and I want to say them again and again: angsty melodrama! Reading angst late at night until my heart aches and twinges is such a thrill!
More by this author
The Apocalypse Boss Only Wants to Be Kept
My Senior Brother Cultivates the Unfeeling Dao, Yet Still Competes for Everything
Bad Friend
I Lost My Memory and Got Pregnant, So I Turned to My Good Brother
Shallow
Heartbreak
A Flash of Dashing Charm
Love Is Harmful
Precious as Jade
Saying One Thing, Meaning Another
Unorthodox Ways
A Mortal Heart Stirs
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I really don't want to re-read this article, it's too frustrating. In the early stage of attack, he used Shou to relieve the pain of lovelorn in his heart, and since Bai Yueguang got married, he began to slowly try to empathize with Shou, hoping to forget Bai Yueguang by falling in love with Shou. He should have really been attracted to Shou when Shou said I love you in the play. If things continue like this, maybe he can let go of his first love and truly connect with Shou. But when the car accident happened, his deeper feelings for Bai Yueguang overwhelmed his feelings for Shou (this pattern was also seen in his wife's other article "Pillow Man", which was to seize Gong's emotional focus first, leaving him no time to think about anything else), and his budding love for Shou temporarily withered. As for the later period when Shou played hard to get, he was really manipulated by Shou, truly fell in love with Shou, and let go of his first love. In fact, there is no need to worry about whether he retreated and chose Shou because he couldn't get Bai Yueguang, because the fact is that he and Bai Yueguang were destined to be fruitless, and his whole heart was eventually occupied by Shou. In real life, wouldn't everyone give up on a fruitless love and go round and round to find their final destination? It's just that the way he was hesitant between two relationships in the early and middle stages made me look down on him, and made me feel that he didn't deserve it. Shou is really a very sober and transparent person, but all his courage and strategy are used to catch such a rotten person in relationships, which inevitably makes people feel powerless.
I don't think they will always be happy after they finally get together. There are still too many problems between the two, and their feelings for each other are not very pure. Shou is the second best choice for Gong. There is definitely a liking for her, but there is no need to love her as much as she wants. At least it is definitely not as good as Gong's love for Zhao Xin. The rest is just Shou's guilt for killing Gong in order to save Gong. But the things that happened in the car accident will never be forgotten by Shou for the rest of his life. Even if he says it is over, the cracks have been created and the broken mirror will never be healed. Shou's love for each other will never be as 100% unreserved as it was before. The gap will always allow him to leave at any time. I feel that the two of them are able to be together mostly because they are forced to do so. They know that they don't have much love for themselves but they still keep attacking each other. This is a bitter melon of coercion. But Gongba wanted and wanted, wavering left and right, wanting to have both Bai Yueguang and Cinnabar Moles. In the end, who knows how long Gong's guilt will last? Shou has also become ambitious and can no longer pursue love without reservation as before. How far can the two of them go in this colorful world? In fact, I really hope that the ending will be be. I hope that Gong can be his boss without getting entangled and that Yanyan will be indifferent no matter how many warlords there are in the future. I also hope that Shou can carve out his own world in the industry, win trophies one after another, and find a new lover who loves him wholeheartedly. Well that's just my opinion haha.
I think that disgusting and should be is not that Gong is a scumbag and Shou is not a scumbag. In fact, Gong is not a scumbag and Shou is not a scumbag either. But even after watching the ending, it is hard to believe that Gong's love at the end is somewhat real. He is too calculating and too selfish. Idealistic thinking, in fact, I, as a reader, should not doubt his feelings. The direction of abuse should be that the friendship under attack should no longer fully believe in it, and always leave room for leeway. But he loved me so deeply, which made it difficult for me to swallow this breath. This relationship is doubtful in the end. As mentioned below, this person is the kind of person who feels like he will cheat even after getting married.
He is the only male protagonist of a heart-stealing thief. There is no need to worry about how much Gong loves Shou in the comment section. I think Shou is a very exciting character. As long as Gu Yan wants to, he will always get what he wants, whether it is things or people.
I really like this article, the step-by-step approach is very charming. I don't think there is any need to worry about whether Gong really loves Shou or settles for the next best thing, because it's very simple, Shou gets what he wants, and his love, career, and life are all perfect. The second extra chapter makes it very clear that Shou knows that the love he gets is fake, but it is what he has longed for for a long time, so what if it is fake? Even if it is fake for a lifetime, it will be true. Secondly, I think we should not regard Gong as a thoughtful person, but treat him as Shou's acting career. Even if he has no acting skills and is just a vase, he can still become a big star and be nominated. Even though his background as an actor is not supported by anyone, he still gets the love of his sponsor and that specialness. Not perfect, but it's all in hand.
I can only say that Gu Yan is too charming. In comparison, Gong's character is too mediocre, and I feel like he is not worthy of him.
The comment section has been full of curses. Did you notice that this is a book about foster care? It's already great that they were given money and resources and also took care of them on a daily basis. They weren't in a relationship in the first place.
I feel like throughout the whole story, I don't have any personal charm, or personal characteristics, and it's just a streamlined scumbag attack. From Zhao Xin's perspective, he can only get a gentle but scumbag second male lead Dangdang who is not worthy of his position. Gu Yan is very smart and scheming (praise), but it's a pity that he has poor vision (.
Vase is my favorite article. Although from an offline perspective, many people will think that Gong is a bit scumbag and Shou, but with the status of Gong and Shou at the beginning, it is impossible for the two to fall in love. Gu Yan has been choosing the most suitable way to pursue Gong. Many of the articles in the trapped family are about "being pursued", but the ending will definitely be "attacking, favoring and being favored". Both body and mind are unique. You really need to understand this before reading the article.
Why do so many people say that Gong didn't love Shou at all in the end, and Bai Yueguang waved and would go back? Don't you understand? Gong's emotional transformation has been clearly written. He didn't dare to take a step to pursue Shou for Bai Yueguang, but his love for Shou made him dare to do it. I think It's very obvious what I have to write, and I obviously gave up in the end. I don't understand what the comment section says about not being worthy of it. When Qiu Ya gets married, you can just sing and dance. As long as the couple is happy and satisfied, there is no need for you to point fingers here.