
The One at My Side
枕边人
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 61k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 7y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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I found that most of the characters in my wife's article are the kind of people who are particularly cruel to themselves, in all aspects
I have been infatuated with her for ten years, changing myself for him and becoming the type he likes, watching him fall in love with others, fall out of love, and become a prodigal in love, and then finally come to him, even though I can only get along with her as a sex partner. I can't imagine how painful Qi Han's love is! Trying so hard to dig out your heart and give it to the other person pretending to be nonchalant. How could there be such a persistent person? He could not wait for the other person to look back despite being disappointed countless times, and could not wait for a word of love despite all his efforts. This fool is always waiting. I feel so sorry for Qi Han, why is this idiot He Ming able to get this passionate love so easily?
"Pillow Man" extra 02-14 14:03 Read 84426 Extra 1 The music in the bar was so loud that it hurt people's ears. He Ming hadn't been here for a long time and was already a little unaccustomed to such noise. He looked around under the dim light and found Qin Yuntian sitting alone at the bar drinking. So he quickly walked forward, sat down next to the man, and asked, "Why did you ask me out?" Qin Yuntian shook the wine glass in his hand and said, "Have a drink?" He Ming said solemnly, "I drove here." "Then take a taxi back." Qin Yuntian said and ordered a glass of wine for him. The wine was delivered quickly. He Ming had no choice but to take a sip and said, "Tell me, what's the matter?" "I have to have something to do before I can date you? Can't I just reminisce about old times?" He Ming remained silent. Qin Yuntian deliberately teased: "What's wrong? Are you afraid that the person in the family will be jealous?" "If nothing happens, I'll leave first." "Okay, okay," Qin Yuntian grabbed He Ming and said seriously, "Can you take out your phone and see what day tomorrow is?" He Ming took out his cell phone, took a look at it, and said, "It will be cloudy and rainy tomorrow, so remember to bring an umbrella when you go out." Qin Yuntian tapped the table with his fingers: "Where's the date?" "February 14th..." He Ming finally understood, "Valentine's Day?" "Have you prepared the gift? Have you arranged the date? If I didn't remind you, you would have forgotten it, right?" You are so busy at work, how can you have time to pay attention to this? He Ming admitted that he was negligent. However, he was still full of questions: "Why are you so kind to remind me?" "If I said..." Qin Yuntian took a sip of wine and said with a smile, "I have a good impression of Qi Han and I hope he can live a more comfortable life. Would you believe it?" He Ming's answer was to kick his chair directly. "I'm just kidding." Qin Yuntian laughed heartily. "No matter what, I sincerely hope that you two can be together forever. How about it? Where can I find such a good ex-boyfriend like me?" After he finished speaking, he raised the corner of his mouth, looking touched by himself. He Ming also wanted to ask, where did he find such a dramatic ex-boyfriend? He chatted with Qin Yuntian for a while, checked that the time was almost up, got up and left the bar. When he got home, Qi Han was sitting on the sofa watching TV. He Ming also walked over and watched TV with him for a while, without mentioning tomorrow's Valentine's Day. But after arriving at the company the next day, He Ming was still troubled by this problem. Secretary Xiao Yang happened to come in to deliver documents, so He Ming took a closer look. Well, Xiao Yang wore a skirt today and seemed to have some light makeup. Sure enough, couples attach great importance to this day. He Ming coughed and said casually, "Xiao Yang." "Manager, what's the matter?" "How do you usually celebrate Valentine's Day?" Xiao Yang was startled for a moment, then snickered. "Even a workaholic like you, the manager, has a partner." "Ahem, answer my question first." "Well, for Valentine's Day, there is usually a set process." "What process?" Xiao Yang counted on his fingers: "Eating, watching movies, and giving gifts all in one place." "That's it?" "Otherwise? Do we still need to hire an advertising company to come up with a plan?" "Okay, okay," He Ming waved his hand and said, "I understand." After Xiao Yang went out, he took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Qi Han. He edited this text message several times, but in the end he only kept the simplest sentence: Let's have dinner together in the evening. Qi Han quickly replied: Okay*^^* He even had a smile on his face. While He Ming felt a little childish, he couldn't help but look at it again and again, imagining Qi Han's eyes crooked with laughter. The next morning, in addition to taking care of business, he also made restaurant reservations and bought movie tickets. During my lunch break, I took the time to go to the mall and buy a gift. The weather forecast was quite accurate, and when I got off work in the evening, it really started to drizzle. He Ming first drove to Qi Han's company to pick him up, then transferred to the restaurant he had booked, and then... Then there was a traffic jam. They were only one intersection away from the restaurant, but they were blocked at the corner and couldn't move. He Ming looked in the rearview mirror and saw that there was already a long queue behind the car. Even if he wanted to turn the steering wheel and go home, it was too late. "Why is it so blocked?" "It's Valentine's Day. Everyone comes to the city center for dinner." Qi Han said calmly, "Even if the car can drive in, I probably won't be able to find a parking space." "What should we do?" "Wait." After waiting for half an hour, the car only moved forward twenty meters. He Ming looked at his watch irritably. Great, the movie tickets he bought were about to start, and they hadn't had dinner yet. Qi Han adjusted the back of the seat and played a game there. Then he stuffed his phone into his pocket and said, "I'll go down and buy something." He opened the car door, ran out in the rain, and trotted back after a while, still holding a plastic bag in his hand. He Ming glanced at it and was immediately struck by the bright red characters on the bag: KFC. He occasionally eats fast food when he is busy at work, but he definitely doesn't want to eat this with his loved one on a day like this! "Qi Han..." He Ming wanted to struggle again, but Qi Han had already handed over a burger: "Eat it quickly, do you want it spicy or not?" He Ming had no choice but to accept it. By the time they finished eating their burgers, their movie had started. He Ming thought happily, wondering if they could catch the ending song by the time they parked the car and walked into the cinema. "I wanted to treat you to dinner." "I know." "I also bought movie tickets..." "Well, it's pretty good." Qi Han wiped his mouth and said, "You can watch it now." He Ming was stunned for a moment, then saw Qi Han take out a mobile phone holder, fix the mobile phone in front of the car window, and then open a video website. The movie footage was quickly played on the small mobile phone screen. He Ming recognized it as a popular movie released a few months ago. Qi Han tilted his head, leaned lightly on He Ming's arm, and said, "I've wanted to watch this movie for a long time, but unfortunately I haven't had the time. Today is the perfect time to watch it together." The rain was getting heavier and heavier, pattering against the car windows. The cars queuing up outside the window flashed their taillights, blurring into hazy light and shadow, which seemed a little romantic. He Ming's heart felt as if something had poked it, and it was so soft that it felt like a mess. He coughed lightly, took out the gift he had prepared in advance, and handed it to Qi Han's hand. Qi Han was not polite and opened the package directly. After seeing the contents clearly, he raised his eyebrows and showed a look of surprise: "Lighter?" It was a silver lighter with a small and exquisite appearance. It looked particularly beautiful in Qi Han's fair hands. "I know you won't be able to quit smoking." He Ming said, "Use the lighter I gave you, so you can at least remember what I said." "Smoking less is not good for your health." Qi Han answered his words with a smile, and then said, "Thank you, I like it very much." He Ming suddenly felt uncomfortable and turned to look out the window. Qi Han leaned over again, played with the lighter in his arms, and said, "What should I do? I didn't prepare a gift." He Ming said: "It doesn't matter." He was not interested in these things to begin with, it was just a process. Qi Han said: "Why don't I make it up next year?" Next year... He Ming thought for a moment and said, "Okay." The heavy rain continues. On the small mobile phone screen, an unnamed movie was playing. It doesn't matter where you are, as long as this person is by your side, that's enough. Extra 2 In one morning, He Ming changed into three sets of clothes. Either the style of the shirt is too old-fashioned, or the color of the tie and the suit don't match. Qi Han had finished cleaning up a long time ago, holding his chin and watching from the side, saying: "I just went to my house to have a meal, not to participate in the beauty pageant." He Ming looked in the mirror and corrected him: "This is the first time I'm meeting my parents." He is a very self-centered person and has always disliked these red tapes. However, he and Qi Han have been together for so long, and if he wants to continue, he has to go through the parental test. He paid so much attention this time because he wanted to give Qi Han face. Of course Qi Han understood what he meant, stood up with a smile and said, "Let me choose for you." He rummaged through the closet, picked up a suit, touched He Ming's body, and said, "Okay, it looks good enough with this face." He Ming chuckled and said, "You just like this face anyway." "No way, I like other places too." After He Ming changed into his clothes, Qi Han helped him tie his tie. While tying it, he said, "I have already said hello to my family. I will ensure that you pass smoothly." He Ming didn't speak, just shook his hand. They set off from home at half past nine and drove there for more than an hour. When they arrived at Qi Han's house, they were just in time for lunch. Qi Han's family is a reorganized family. In addition to his mother, there is also a stepfather and a younger sister brought here. The gifts that Qi Han brought to the door had been prepared a long time ago, and when they arrived at the door, they were all carried in He Ming's hands. It was Qi Han's mother who opened the door. Mother Qi wore a decent skirt and carefully put on light makeup, making her look young and beautiful. The stepfather was also very enthusiastic. Qi Han's younger sister was still in college and was still a little shy when meeting strangers. She kept standing by and secretly looking at He Ming. Half of the lunch dishes were already burned. He Ming glanced at the table and saw that they were all his favorites. During the meal, Qi Han found various topics and used various tricks to heat up the atmosphere. His family also cooperated very well, and the meal was a feast for both the guests and the host. After the meal, the position moved from the dining table to the sofa, and Qi's mother served a variety of fruits. While He Ming was chatting awkwardly with his stepfather, he winked at Qi Han frequently. Qi Han understood, walked over and pulled him into his room. After closing the door, He Ming finally breathed a sigh of relief. Qi Han laughed loudly: "Your behavior is no different from that of a little daughter-in-law who comes to visit her for the first time." He Ming said with a dark face: "I don't even think about who I am doing it for." "Yes, yes," Qi Han pressed the person against the door panel, looked at him and said, "Thank you for everything you have done for me." He Ming suspected that he wanted to kiss him and quickly stopped him: "This is your home." Qi Han shrugged regretfully: "Okay, I'll make it up when I get back." He Ming pushed Qi Han aside and began to visit his room. The room is not big, just a bed and a desk, but it is clean and tidy. The quilt on the bed was also newly replaced, and it smelled faintly of sunshine. He Ming became inexplicably worried and asked, "You're not going to keep us overnight, are you?" Qi Han said with a smile: "If you want to stay, you can." "Forget it, go back after dinner." He Ming pointed to the door and asked, "What do you think of their... Impression of me?" "Do you still need to ask?" Qi Han rolled his eyes and smiled very sweetly, "Of course I am very satisfied." It is true that Qi Han's family members were very friendly after the meal, but He Ming could guess how much communication work Qi Han did behind the scenes. He sat down on the bed where Qi Han once slept, suddenly wanting to know more about this person. "Isn't it boring?" Qi Han asked, "Should we go to the living room and watch TV?" "No, I want to see your room." Qi Han blinked and said with a smile: "There are no secrets in my room." His desk was neatly tidy, not even a single photo. He Ming couldn't help but ask: "Where are your old photos?" "Oh," Qi Han said nonchalantly, "They are all put away." Regarding the past, it has always been a topic that the two of them avoided. He Ming occasionally wanted to have a deep talk with Qi Han, but always felt that it was not time yet. Perhaps, they can't talk about this until the dust has settled and they put rings on each other. He Ming looked at Qi Han's bookshelf and found that apart from classics, there were only a few comic books, which were also nothing special. But... He Ming's sharp eyes found a cardboard box stuffed in the corner of the bookshelf. The box was square and square, and the pattern printed on it had long faded, and it looked very old. "What is this?" He Ming took it out casually. Qi Han said "Ah" and reached out to grab it, but He Ming had already opened the lid of the box before him. The box contained a miscellany of small items. He Ming glanced over and saw an ordinary ballpoint pen, an unopened band-aid, a piece of scratch paper full of words, and... Before the others could take a closer look, the box was taken away by Qi Han. He Ming was a little stunned and asked: "What are they?" "Just some sundries." Qi Han answered very naturally, "It should have been stored in the storage room. I don't know why my mother put it here." If it is really unimportant, why do you hold it tightly in your arms? He Ming was deceived by Qi Han a lot, so he was not so easy to deceive. However, he understood Qi Han's character and knew that it would be useless to ask further. He could only remember the matter first and make insinuations later. After Qi Han put away the box, he chatted with He Ming for a while and watched TV in the living room. The afternoon passed quickly. They left just after dinner. Before leaving, Qi's mother also stuffed a red envelope into He Ming's face. This was the first time He Ming encountered this kind of thing. Looking at the bright red envelope, he didn't know whether he should accept it or not. Qi Han accepted it for him with a smile. On the way back, He Ming found that Qi Han had been humming and seemed to be in a good mood. Although meeting the parents this time was tiring and tiring, he felt it was worth it to make this person so happy. After returning home, He Ming was still thinking about the box and wondering how to let Qi Han speak out. Or, ask Qi's mother? Anyway, WeChat has been added. He was so focused on his thoughts that he fell asleep without even realizing it. But while half asleep and half awake, a flash of inspiration suddenly occurred, and I cried out "ah". He remembered! That ballpoint pen! No wonder it looks so familiar. Isn't that a pen he has used before? Later... Later, it seemed that during the exam, a classmate forgot to bring a pen, so he lent it out. There was also the Band-Aid. When a classmate was injured in physical education class, he happened to have it with him and lent it to others. Who is that classmate? The unknown person who had been following him originally had a blurry face, but now, that face finally became clear. The remaining items in that box must also be related to him. What was properly treasured by Qi Han may be his heart. He Ming turned over, reached out and gently held Qi Han's waist, and kissed his neck. Qi Han was sleeping soundly and said drowsily: "It's so late at night, why are you still not asleep?" "I want to say a few words to you." "I'm so sleepy, can we talk about it tomorrow?" "No, you must say it now." "Then you say it and I listen." "Next time, let's go to my house instead." "Okay, your parents will definitely be okay with me being so lovable." "And..." And, when you are willing, let me hear... Your story. Extra three When He Ming woke up, it was already bright. The person next to the pillow was still asleep, so he lifted the quilt and got out of bed gently. However, I always felt like something was wrong. Is the bedside lamp in the wrong position? Or are the slippers the wrong size? Or... It wasn't until he walked into the bathroom to wash up that He Ming realized that the face reflected in the mirror was wrong. Snow-white skin, dark eyes, and a pointed chin—this is clearly his favorite look, that is... Qi Han's face! He Ming took a few deep breaths, and after he calmed down, he walked to the bed and wiped himself
After reading it, even I was deceived by Qi Han several times, not to mention many people named He who collapsed.
On the heart, no one is perfect in the world [Shy] If the giant web called love can weave a lifetime of dreams, then the truth may not be so important.
The only drawback is that it's too short! ! But my wife's article describes a romantic and tortuous secret love in a very short space.
I like Qi Han very much and feel sorry for Qi Han, but maybe it's because of He Ming's cheerful personality. I don't know why every time I think of He Ming, I can't help but smile, giving me a very warm feeling (^_^)/Maybe it's because He Ming is too silly.
The surnamed He is lucky that you have a wife in your life!
Wow, oh, damn, it's so beautiful. It's worthy of being the top 1 Bai Yueguang in the mouth of my good sisters.
I kind of hope that the final outcome is that Xiao Qi and Xiao Qin get better and continue to be friends with Xiao He, making Manager He regret and suffer for the rest of his life.