The Reborn Sickly Beauty's Diary

[Main story complete!] The main course starts in Chapter 22. We recommend starting there!

Fragile beauty Omega × aloof, flower-on-a-high-pedestal Alpha who acts tough / ill-tempered, spoiled rich-boy Alpha / seemingly gentle but actually twisted Alpha / younger Alpha who pretends to be an Omega while hiding a ruthless side

As a beautiful, sickly Omega hated by the person he loves, Shen Zhiyi has always felt insecure in his relationship with Shang Shixu.

Before marriage, he has to endure the Alpha’s cold words.

After marriage, he is left at home, abandoned to his miserable fate.

Shen Zhiyi can’t find a way to fix things. All he can do is hide away and sob quietly, waiting until his eyes are red from crying. Before he can wipe away his tears, his chin is lifted, and his crimson lips are roughly ground between his teeth.

After enduring this life for far too long, Shen Zhiyi reaches the end of his rope the day before his twenty-ninth birthday.

A thin shirt barely covers his pale, emaciated body. The hard edge of the window presses a deep red mark into his thigh. The wind on the high ledge is cold. Shen Zhiyi turns, meets the Alpha’s horrified gaze, then turns away and falls.

But that fall sends him back to before all the misfortune began.

So Shen Zhiyi makes a decision: run!

Run from the so-called white moonlight, and from every awful Alpha who brought him misery!

But… why are the Alphas who humiliated him in his previous life all coming to him of their own accord?!

Huh? Why is there one more of them now!

Reading guide: 1. An Alpha-Omega romance with an overwhelming size difference. Everyone is pure.

2. A weak bottom! A weak bottom! A weak bottom! Repeating it three times because it matters!

3. An old-school, angsty romance full of melodrama, with no regard for conventional morality. A battlefield of love and a crematorium of regret are regular occurrences. Read with caution if that bothers you!

4. Yes, there will be plenty of the kind of scenes you’re hoping for.

5. Dark kinks, including a pregnancy-and-depression storyline for a little cutie.

6. If you drop the story, there’s no need to tell me. No personal attacks. Let’s chat kindly and enjoy our books together!

7. A serious warning: none of the four Alphas are good people. This is a kink-driven work, so only buy it if you truly like this kind of thing. It’s just an entertaining novel, so don’t take it too seriously. Thanks for your support, and I hope you enjoy reading!

8. Readers have pointed out that the Alpha pretending to be an Omega is a pretty boy top. Read with caution if that bothers you.

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"Pain Junkie"

Base 36 is a facility dedicated to raising mutated humanoid monsters. It is full of creatures raised in a cocktail of drugs and bred for brutal slaughter.

But these mutated humanoid monsters all share one trait: once they reach adulthood, they become desperately needy for comfort and guidance.

And so Lin Yuan came here.

From the top’s perspective

The first time I saw Lin Yuan, he was sitting beneath a snow-covered corridor, lost in thought. Snowflakes blew onto his face. He seemed cold, his cheeks flushed a vivid peach blossom pink, and above that flush was a small, striking beauty mark beneath his eye.

His face was breathtaking. With heaps of snow behind him, he was a winter spirit who had strayed into the mortal world. His snow-white skin was hidden beneath his clothes. Barefoot, he stepped into my life.

“Who are you?” Lin Yuan asked me.

His voice was just as lovely, ethereal and cool. I was too close to him. I should have taken a step back, but my feet seemed rooted to the ground. I couldn’t move.

“The people over there sent me,” I added. “They said I could do anything I wanted to you.”

The setting sun’s last rays turned the snow stretching across the sky into garish orange-red sheets. The winter spirit fell into depravity and became a monster. He took off his clothes, revealing a body covered in red and purple bruises.

Still like peach blossoms, blooming across snow-white skin.

…

His soft moans seemed to merge with a song. I thought to myself:

Seduce me, fallen spirit.

Let me kneel willingly at your feet, dying little bird.

I love you, my dirty, adorable little peach blossom.

Reading guide:

1. The top is pure, and so are the incidental tops. The bottom is not pure, not pure, extremely, extremely, extremely not pure.

2. There is only one true top. The rest are supporting characters with long, one-sided crushes.

3. The blurb is from the top’s perspective; the story itself is from the bottom’s perspective.

4. The product of dark, bottom-focused tastes. Don’t read if that’s not your thing!!!

Theme: Healthy love is for you, me, and everyone