The Good-for-Nothing Idle Consort

As a Virtuous Consort who attempted suicide and ended up inhabiting her body, I should have been living a carefree life that had nothing to do with me, enjoying good food, drink, and fun as an idle consort. Her emperor husband treated her well, after all. He neither demanded she attend him in bed nor neglected her, and the two of them could look at each other all day without growing tired of it. It would have been a wonderful life, except it seems Heaven had no intention of letting things go so smoothly. One bad thing after another keeps happening. What on earth is going on here? Everyone knows magic?! And she's the number-one spirit mage?! Fine, whatever. But why is her emperor husband getting more and more awful, tormenting her, provoking her, and causing trouble for her every day?! Worst of all, she has to take part in the Autumn Sacred Domain, which requires powerful spiritual and martial abilities. So what is a good-for-nothing like her supposed to do? Fine, all that is one thing, but is she just doomed to be a walking jinx in this life, getting badly injured every few days? Even giving birth means making a sacrifice. When the Sacred Domain comes, will she have to give up her life for it? No, absolutely not! She can't bear to die like this!