Tracing Dependence: Special Edition

A very long creative talk, if there are no comments I will create my own comments haha. I just pasted it and forgot to explain it. The description of "The Heart Mantra of All Living Beings" in the scrapped manuscript has little to do with the main text. It is too backward and can be displayed. Jpg And I have regrets about the plot of Okinawa that I originally designed. After all, it was designed and written with great effort since 2021. When I started the article in 23, I kept putting it in the main text to improve it. But not long after I started the article, 236 came out, and my outline collapsed along with my mentality. From that time to this moment, and in the future, I have believed that Satoru's death was caused by others, whether it was famous people in the comics or people with only one nickname, or higher-dimensional creators and people who expected to support this plot. The Curse Return is a more cruel and cold-blooded work than I expected, so in addition to the preservation of the psychological activities of seeing Satoru's near-death, all the parts from meeting Sonoda Shigeru to the campus moonlight night confession were all rewritten. The purpose of writing this article is to have someone say to Satoru, "All the wrong paths lead me to you", and to find a way to patch up this messy world of magic with him from another angle. However, based on my current understanding of the magic world, if I don't trace the root cause, If she only stays in the realm of relying on the strongest love and strength to achieve identity or skin-wearing existentialism (the curse is some remarks that use this word to analyze curses), she cannot give him true happiness, equal love and eternal companionship. So I feel a little regretful, but not at all. For example, in the original article, there was a very sweet quarrel between the young couple. The scene was during a night vigil. Satoru also gave Tennai his magic tool. Tohru was a little concerned about this, so when the two were alone at night, Satoru explained it. Then the topic naturally turned to Satoru's support for Tennai's freedom to be different. Toru was worried that he would be under pressure from senior management and Heibai would be in danger. Tsunami was opposed to this. Satoru realized that Toru's biggest change was that she became timid and liked to get into trouble more. Trying to bring back her normal outlook on life actually triggered PTSD. When Toru went crazy, she said angrily, saying that she was originally from the Kikuchi faction and it was her responsibility to stop this kind of thing. This really pissed Satoru off, and the two of them didn't speak again until Satoru was seriously injured. Keeping this paragraph will definitely be more dramatic than my main text, and the comments I dream about will most likely increase, but I can't cross the line in my own heart. I don't know if I can be understood if I say it... I think this design hurts Satoru's feelings and fundamentally defeats the meaning of this article. A person whose views cannot be consistent with his in the general direction and who resolutely stands on the side of Rotten Orange, whom he hates most at critical moments when the pressure is heaviest, is also the young Tongran who he grew up with and has liked for many years. Isn't it really a stab in his heart? He misses the past and values ​​love and justice, so he can smoothly let go of some unpleasant past events and return to the way he was in high school, laughing with his friends and saying that he is going south, but are the unpleasantness and pain that he has let go of really not important? If I don't care, it's for the good of others. As one of the single-minded people who loved him until the end of the story, if I don't care, I'm being hypocritical and heartless. So, the chapter "Unspoken" was born. Of course, I also considered it from the perspective of Tohru's character arc. After careful research, if I kept that plot, it would actually make Tohru OOC. I have clearly written and emphasized repeatedly in the text that one of the sources of Toru's PTSD is "I spread misfortune and hurt many innocent people", and I deliberately designed it so that two adults who personally told her that her existence made them happy died one after another. There are too many to say here. At least it should be obvious that Toru hopes that no one will encounter tragedy or misfortune wherever she exists, no matter when. In addition, she was raised as a good person, and she was also burdened with shackles and longed for freedom, so she must be able to sympathize with Riko's situation. However, in the past, I wrote this kind of plot... Where she was so overwhelmed by love and fear that she ignored the dilemma that Riko and Kuroi presented to her. What on earth was going on? It's already so bad that Huang Quan and I don't know each other anymore?? (People can't even understand themselves a few years ago haha) So there is "Believer" and there is also the design in "Dust Settled". As for the other comrade-in-arms plots in Nanami Haiyuan, Xia You's concept collision plot, and Glass's hospital bed heart-to-heart plot that made me regretful, I can only write more about the Unlimited Chapter and the fifth volume. Finally, I hope that friends who currently like "Retrospective Dependence" will still like this story after reading it to the end.

It's so strange that the new avatar for Toyo was successfully changed here but not in the main article... It doesn't matter if you can see it. If not, you can also go to my column and see my avatar...

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