The Long Dream Is About to End

Invincible, my mother's comment section for this chapter feels like it could be compiled into the entire "Symbiotic Strangulation (Part 2)", because today, or it can be said to be yesterday, she gave me two new speechless points. The first one is that she was finally tortured and driven crazy by the job of taking care of the elderly. It happened that my grandparents figured it out and almost happily took people to look for nursing homes. After my dad told the truth or a lie, they also went to the nursing home. Because if I do this job for the rest of my life, I will basically say goodbye to taking care of the elderly during my working time. My mother didn't say a word. I am very vindictive. I immediately said that I told you before that I would send you to a nursing home with the best conditions and you still scolded me for being unfilial. My mother said that was different. In fact, there is no difference. Aren't my suggestions and her actions the result of torture? The second one is about the Chinese New Year. It is known that I only took three days off during the Spring Festival holiday in 2026 and only had two consecutive days off. There is a 99% chance that it will be the same next year. My mother has always said that she is going to Chengdu to celebrate the New Year and asked me if I would welcome her. Why, can I say that I'm not welcome? How often did she come just when she wanted to? Will she listen if I tell her? My plan is to write it in my lifetime (Part 2), don't continue to feed me material to make a frustrating (Part 3).

After not listening to what I said, my mother started not to read the texts I sent on WeChat. I refused her to buy me clothes and shoes. I refused three times and she still didn't understand. One of her and I must have been treated like a child💔

How long ago was the last time I was treated like "someone else's child"... It was really subtle to experience it again today. When I was going to work normally during the National Day, one of my mother's colleagues took her son to Chengdu to play, and even came to Tianfu New District on purpose, saying that you have the ability to go to a big city to find a job like xxx, and shared it with my mother. His son didn't say a word and his face turned green. My face turns green when I hear this. I have seven days of vacation and five days of work and you are playing games with me. Are cows and horses annoying you? [Loading] That younger brother is very miserable. He is one year younger than me. I vaguely remember him as a good boy from the few times I met him in elementary school. However, he became depressed and bipolar in junior high school. It took a long time to become a normal person in the secular sense. Who knew that as soon as he became normal, his father would put him on the full-time examination track. Finally, in 24 years, his father felt that his psychological problems were about to relapse again, so he tried every means to find a job for him, and he took the exams while working. However, because of the good relationship between his boss and his relatives, he was under double pressure after each exam. That's it, and I'm still adding more pressure... I really don't know what some parents want to do. Will driving their children crazy will light up any new achievements in their lives?

It's hard to stop thinking catastrophically. Sometimes I worry that I won't be able to get a regular job in February next year, but every time I think about it, I feel like I'm afraid of what I'm afraid of. I've already experienced the system and it's good to have it 🐶🌹

Most of my superstitions in this life have been focused on my mother-in-law. When I encountered a very difficult customer, my team leader was worried that I would be in trouble and sued for thousands of dollars, but I silently said a few words in my mind, "Mother-in-law, you see someone is trying to bully me." As a result, this matter never had anything to do with me again. Yeah, thank you, mother-in-law 😭

My mother is very charming, so she came here on Saturday and I told her that I didn't need to clean up my room, but she still didn't listen to me. I worked hard to get off work at 7 or 8 o'clock, and while she complained that I didn't give her emotional value or hug her, she reluctantly admitted that your room was well tidied and there was basically nothing I could do. I was alarmed at that time, and the first thing I noticed was that all my books were placed farthest away from my desk. Me:… I wanted to go out for fun today on vacation. My first reaction was to wear a 295 T-shirt. Then I found something missing... It took me 0 seconds to guess who the prisoner was. After I changed my clothes and went out, I asked my mother, and she sent me a video reply. The first sentence was very proudly, "As expected, if you can't find something, just call mom." Yes, you don't ask why I went to the step of looking for my mother.

It seems that flattering my father has become my mother's instinct, just like her instinct to beautify herself infinitely. I won the job on my own, but my parents never believed in me until I succeeded. So today, my dad can be convinced and say, "It's all because of your own hard work," but my mom doesn't. My mother opened her mouth by saying, "As expected, your father gave birth to a daughter who is really amazing." She closed her mouth by saying, "If we hadn't given you an extra allowance every month and asked you about your work every night, you wouldn't have been able to persist." I really can't have any expectations for her anymore. I'm already numb.

It's so funny, my grandma is really cute. My dad, who is said to have never dreamed of grandma, suddenly dreamed of her last night. He said that in the dream, my grandpa bought a two-wheeled electric motorcycle and rode it. My dad was worried that he would not be able to ride it steadily, so he followed him. Who would have thought that while walking, my grandma appeared, drove my dad and grandpa away, and took the bike away by herself. Grandma's face is the kind of gloomy face of the deceased that is rumored to be. There has always been a saying in my hometown that if you see such a face in your dream, you should never talk to her, or you will be taken away. But my dad was very puzzled, so he caught up to grandma and asked her where she was going. She said she was going to a hotel. My dad asked what hotel did you have a room at home? Grandma stared at him and silently walked away... After my dad woke up, he always felt inexplicable. How could he suddenly dream about his mother? Then he went to the hospital for treatment at the appointed time with this inexplicable mood. Who would have thought that the painful process was not worth mentioning, because the condition was not serious, and after the treatment, the anesthetic was no longer effective. He got out of bed and moved around so fast that neither the nurse nor my mother could react. Especially my mother said that the eldest brother who was lying in the next bed gave me anesthesia before my father did it, so he didn't wake up 😂 During the video, my mother tried to explain that my father was not sensitive to anesthetics. Instead, my father emphasized twice, "Your mother-in-law knows everything because of the dream." He also told me that I should not be afraid to talk to my grandma when I dream about it. She means well. I imagined the expression on my grandma's face in her dream as she stared at my dad, a big boy who refused to listen to advice and always drank. It should be the same disgusted expression of "frowning, hesitating to speak, and having no idea" before, and I almost couldn't hold my breath 😂 And when I think about the fact that in the dream she rode away her grandpa's electric bicycle, and the old couple who love to try new things are still fighting, I really want to die laughing [crying with laughter]

Another year of forgetting the day you left, the tears come two days late. Every time I think I have passed, I always find that one of me is still there, and that one of me is still there for a moment the night you left. It was a hot day that night, and the corridor outside the ICU was quieter than what I had seen and imagined on TV. The unbearable expressions of the doctors and nurses were still very sharp. The feeling of riding in the ambulance for the first time was particularly bad. Being called by your aunt to say a few words to wake you up made me feel more uncomfortable than performing something I am not good at in public. The scene of you being surrounded by circles of people and going home to sleep in retrospect is scarier than the face-jumping death of any horror work. And when I heard my grandfather's voice and turned around to help him, there happened to be a cousin crying and saying, "You are gone." After all, I, the white-eyed wolf, didn't even watch you until your last breath. It was really hot and stuffy that day, and coupled with my headache, I felt almost like going up a mountain of swords and down a sea of ​​fire. Even if there was a sudden strong wind and rain in the early morning of the first seven days, and even if I can no longer tolerate the heat in the summer and have to sit in a cool place, the feeling of burning pain in my internal organs will still not let go of me. This year is just as hot as four years ago. The temperature alone is crazy enough. I really can't live without air conditioning. I heard that Chongqing is hotter than Chengdu, so I feel lucky that although my grandfather is not with my father, he can still enjoy the cool breeze with my aunts. Grandpa also knows that this kind of weather is very bad for people with underlying diseases. If only you could understand that year and not save so much on electricity bills. But if you could listen to my advice, you would no longer be the grandma I remember. I hope the summer where you are is as cool as the autumn and winter.

A charming moment of native family every day: My current boss suddenly asked me when I was getting off work, why I felt so humiliated when I was suddenly attacked by a customer from the opposite side despite having reasonable grounds. I was really stunned for a moment. Then my boss told me that this is wrong. You are not wrong and you are not inferior to anyone else. Slowly regain your confidence. I always thought that this kind of thing should be said by parents. Who would have thought. It's great to run away, it's great to rely on my own abilities, I have everything I didn't have before.