
How Am I Actually Living in a Novel?
怎么我还真活在小说里啊
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 79k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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Top-Led Stories: Weak Tops and Muddy Tops
I'm a pretty devoted top-mom. I feel sick when I see a top being dominated in bed by a bottom. I like feminine or cute tops and fake-strong tops, but don't read many of them. These are completed stories I've finished.
Delicious Mutual Pampering, with a Preference for Top-Led Couples
I like mutual pining, with the bottom's feelings stronger~ I'm fine with the bottom pursuing the top, the bottom doting on the top, exclusive couples, and either weak or strong bedroom skills. But don't overdo the details if they're strong in bed, and no sex-crazed characters.
Beloved Tops and Top-Led Romance
I’m all about gong babies; I only love gong babies. Strong gongs are all adorable! I’ll scoop up the weak gongs myself. There are both mutual-pampering and gong-centric stories. Some minor dealbreakers may appear.
On My To-Read List
I always update in batches, so I forget what I've already read.
Mutual Devotion, Usually with the Top Doting on the Bottom
A roundup of some good novels I've read. This is a list of pampered gong stories, though I'm not too strict about it. At heart, I just love watching couples fall in love and seeing the gong get doted on.
XP Collection
Things I personally like
Short Stories
Some short stories, with the shou doting on the gong
The Family of One Is So Cute
Keeping track of the novels I finish in 2026. I'm a moderate-to-strong gong fan.
Top-Led, Mutual-Doting Stories for Protagonist Fans
I only just realized that a list's rating affects the ratings of completed books. Jinjiang, you are truly sinful. The ratings here reflect only my personal taste, not poor writing or bad plots.
Qi Kou's Bookshelf
I’m a picky omnivore who prefers top characters. I’m perfectly fine with updates once a month, once a year, or once in a lifetime.
A Rundown of Top-Led BL
A seme-focused reader. I dislike shou who are completely obedient to the seme from beginning to end, and I firmly reject weak shou.
Pampered Seme or Seme-Focused Reading List, Part Two
The bottom is a total doormat, and he fiercely supports his girlfriend, the princess.
Personal List: Bottom-Focused Stories, Part 2
Top devotees, don't sneak a bite. I'll do my best to make sure there are no tops □ bottoms, bottoms throwing themselves at the top, cheating tops, FW tops, or beastly tops. Still focused on characterizing the top and the bottom's feelings for him...
Top-Centric Recommendations (Not Dom-Torture)
I read both dominant and submissive tops, but I prefer tops who are dominant in bed or just normal in bed. Major squick: tops getting sexually assaulted, or submissives who are too submissive in bed, like crying or passing out during sex and being completely overpowered by the top.
My Son Comes First
I love tough, take-charge tops and cute tops, but my favorite is the physically weak top. Ongoing updates. Check the comments for content warnings.
Top-Led and Top-Favoring Romance Reading Log 3
Weak in bed, obsessed with domineering gongs, mistreats gongs, has unusual eating habits.
Completed No-CP or Protagonist-Top Stories
Not too many deal-breakers, but most stories focus on the protagonists being doted on. Please bear with me if some aren't quite to your taste.
Love for Tops (Reborn as a Top-Simping Big Sis)
I’m a pretty intense top fan and only care about the top himself. Just sharing my reading impressions, so avoid if that’s not your thing. Not into tops who are obsessed with other tops, bottoms who act like tops, or tops who are weak in bed but pretend to be strong!
Some Subscription or Free Reads (Protagonist Gong Edition)
Free and subscription-only stories are all here.
Mutual Pampering, Mostly Spoiling the Top (Full, Starting a New List)
Top stans and bottom stans, stay away. Keeping track of stories with mutual pampering, or where the bottom pampers a sweet top. I prefer tops who are weak in bed. No review means there are no major dealbreakers, but it wasn't especially good either.
Keeping Track of Books I Finished Recently
A bit of an acquired taste. I like devoted-wife, yandere tops, catlike tops, and cute tops. Weak or overly clingy bottoms can all get lost. The rest depends on my tastes
Top Recommendations
A personal collection of pampered gong stories, with weaker gongs. Pick and choose to suit your taste.
Male-Led Romance with a Doting, Devoted Focus on the Male Lead! (Plus Gender Bender)
Mostly stories with a dominant male lead, where everything revolves around him and caters to him. There are also two girl-on-boy stories. They all leave you feeling warm and satisfied after reading. Completed.
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Hahahaha, it's so easy to reveal that I am a villain and I also kidnapped Xiaochi... Wait, it seems that we are the villain camp [Loading]
Oh my god, this villain is so awesome.
It's also very easy to knock here. Who knows?
It's just because I like it that I doubt it. Can you tolerate so much just because you like it? What do you like? Is it looks, personality, freshness, or something else? What if one day all these things you like change? What if one day I don't like it anymore? People with sensitive minds can't help but overthink. Children who have never been firmly chosen can't help but question when they are exposed to love, and sincerity does exist, it just changes in an instant. Things given by others can be easily taken back by others
Bao still has a bit of a dark streak, so the young couple looks good together [Fireworks]
Xie Yuanyi…Xiao Lele…
I couldn't sleep tonight, so I took out this cookie book and tasted it [laughing] I'm so happy.
What a versatile and powerful treasure!
"Having it will make you charming." This is a big bug for the author~ This should be "disenchantment" [touching head]
It's exactly the same except that I go to class at five o'clock [changed]