Kiss Me If You Love Me

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Cool-headed, restrained, poker-faced top (Yan Zeming) x justice-loving, sunny bottom (An Shaoyang)

“Then kiss me.”

The soft, alcohol-scented lips pressed against his. Yan Zeming stiffened, staring in disbelief at the person kissing him.

He and An Shaoyang had grown up together. They were friends, brothers, practically family.

But Yan Zeming loved An Shaoyang. Even if the other man saw him only as a brother, he couldn’t let go of his feelings.

He never thought his unreasonable request, made only because the other man was drunk, would actually get him a kiss.

Even if it was only once, he let himself give in and kissed him back.

The next morning, when An Shaoyang asked why his lip was split, Yan Zeming lied with a straight face and a racing heart.

“I fell.”

-

An Shaoyang thought Yan Zeming would never leave him.

He believed they were the closest people in the world, sharing secrets and telling each other everything.

Then one day, Yan Zeming asked him, “Do I really have to tell you everything?”

Only then did An Shaoyang realize that maybe they weren’t as close as he’d thought.

He was angry and furious, but didn’t understand why.

Until he found out Yan Zeming was leaving...

“Don’t go. It doesn’t matter if you’re keeping something from me, just don’t hate me. I don’t want you to leave...”

An Shaoyang clung to Yan Zeming’s clothes, crying. He felt selfish and despicable, trying to keep him there by acting this way, but Yan Zeming asked,

“Do you really want me to stay no matter what? What if I told you I love you?”

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Everyone said they acted no differently after getting together. Only An Shaoyang knew that wasn’t true.

“Weren’t you the one who told me to call you big brother? Now you don’t like it?” Yan Zeming held An Shaoyang in his arms, kissing him as he whispered in his ear.

An Shaoyang couldn’t dodge or back away. As Yan Zeming peppered him with little kisses, he nearly burst into tears of exasperation.

I told you to call me big brother, but not at a time like this!!!

Noticing he genuinely wanted to get away, Yan Zeming stopped. His usually icy face took on a rare hint of hurt. “You don’t want me to kiss you?”

“...” An Shaoyang gritted his teeth. He simply couldn’t say no to that face. The next second, he grabbed Yan Zeming by the collar and kissed him.

Fine, kiss me! Kiss me however you want!

Reading guide:

1. 1v1, both virgins, mutual devotion, everyday life, happy ending.

2. A fluffy little love story without much logic. Just enjoy it.

3. Childhood sweethearts. An is a few months older than Yan.

4. Yan is poker-faced, not cold-hearted. An is a little slow to catch on romantically at first, but gradually gets better!

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My upcoming story, My Straightforward Deskmate Says He Likes Me, also hopes to earn a place in your collection. Here’s the blurb:

Gu Yuanzhou (top) x Yang Jiayou (bottom)

*Bold, passionate, straightforward beauty of a top x dependable, easygoing, cool-guy bottom

When his stepmother got pregnant and his biological father started treating him like a nuisance, Gu Yuanzhou packed up without a second thought and went to live with his maternal grandfather in the countryside.

On his first day home, he shut out the world and devoted himself to his studies.

On the second day, he tossed aside his books, went out for a ride on his electric scooter, and ran into someone who was exactly his type.

The bad news: He didn’t get their contact information.

The good news: That person was his new deskmate.

Yang Jiayou had grown up dependent on others, always watching their moods. All he wanted was a home of his own.

But no matter how many people came into his life, he’d never been able to feel that way. He thought things would go on like that forever, until he met Gu Yuanzhou.

The new transfer student was warm and beautiful, completely unlike him, yet kept showing up in front of him every day.

“Wondering why?” Gu Yuanzhou looked at him with a grin that was almost obnoxious. “Because I like you.”

Yang Jiayou said nothing, assuming the guy was talking nonsense.

A guy liking another guy? What a joke.

Until one day, after Yang Jiayou was injured, Gu Yuanzhou kissed the bandaged spot on his face...

Yang Jiayou immediately knocked him to the ground.

He straddled Gu Yuanzhou, wanting to hit him but unable to bring himself to do it.

And somehow, Gu Yuanzhou was still grinning.

Yang Jiayou stared at him in disbelief, stunned. “What the hell is wrong with you?”

“I told you I like you.” Gu Yuanzhou smiled. Feeling the weight on top of him, he added out of nowhere, “You’re so skinny. What am I going to do with you?”

Yang Jiayou stiffened, then slowly unclenched his fist.

Gu Yuanzhou’s best quality was his honesty. Yang Jiayou, on the other hand, was anything but honest.

When there was something he wanted, he said no. When there was somewhere he wanted to go, he said no, too.

Even after falling for Gu Yuanzhou, he couldn’t bring himself to say how he truly felt, even though Gu Yuanzhou had already confessed.

“Didn’t you say you weren’t into men?” Gu Yuanzhou looked at the astonished boy with great interest. “So why did you sneak a kiss while I was asleep in the middle of the night?”

Yang Jiayou flushed. “You were pretending to be asleep...”

“You just didn’t realize I was awake.” Gu Yuanzhou slowly slid his fingers between Yang Jiayou’s. “Are you starting to like me?”

Yang Jiayou: “No.”

Gu Yuanzhou: “Then why did you kiss me?”

Yang Jiayou: “I was hungry.”

Gu Yuanzhou’s smile faded as he watched Yang Jiayou avoid his gaze. His voice turned teasing.

“You think I’m going to believe that?”

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