I Want to Kill Me [Pseudonarcissus]

[1V1] [Double Cleansing] [Two-way Redemption] [Fake Narcissus] I want to kill me, on a sunny day. —— Su An has been lacking a muscle since he was a child. When someone kills a chicken, he covers its neck; when someone else lassoes a dog, he lets it bark. Adults say that stupid people are lucky. This child may not have much potential when he grows up, but he will not die. Because I am in good health. The amount of medicine that can stun a cow is enough to stun Su An. —— Su Ya has been smart since he was a child. In ancient times, he would have been a child prodigy; in modern times, he would definitely be on the rich list. The elders of the family say that giving birth to such a child in the Su family is no different from the reincarnation of the God of Wealth. But Su Ya was in poor health and relied on medicine jars to stay alive. The doctor concluded that he would not live to be 25 years old. This year, he is 24 years old. Su Ya lay on the bed, quietly waiting for the clock to strike at midnight to welcome his 25th year and death. When he opened his eyes again, he was met with a pair of dog eyes in the darkness. Su'an was stunned for a while, then raised the corners of his lips to reveal his white teeth. "Are you the lover God gave me?" Suya:? In a completely unfamiliar world, Su Ya finally understood - the stupid guy in front of him was himself in another time and space. Under the chaos of time and space, he took over most of Su'an's intelligence, and Su'an took away his healthy body. So, I just need to kill "me"... "I" no longer exists, and I am reborn. —— Su An is not smart enough. He couldn't figure out why his lover was losing weight day by day and there was nothing he could do. He sat on the edge of the bed and thought about it all night, watching the darkness fade away and the sun shine. It's another sunny day. Su'an's chaotic mind finally figured it out and muttered: "I want to kill me." —— Suya is not in good health. He can't walk very long distances. But when he saw his lover lying in a pool of blood, his strength gradually returned to him, he chose to carry the powerless body on his back, hoping that Su'an would not die. "I want you to live." "I want... I want to die..." —— The plot is humorous, mostly about the attacker racking his brains to kill Shou but never succeeding, and even being defeated by a general. Demining: 1. Gong who is in poor health but very smart × Shou who is in poor health but has excellent body 2. The body will get better if you attack, and you will become smarter if you suffer. Not bed rou. 3. In the early stage, attacking only wants to die (really wants to), pure hatred 4. The article is not long, so there are very few sweet romances. It is mainly about pulling each other in the early stage and redeeming each other in the later stage. 2025/12/15 Concept: What comes before death is the eyes of the lover