A Book Hidden in the Collection

Guagua has nonsense to say: "A Collection of Books" has been completed for a long time. I know very well that this kind of subject matter will not be liked by many people, and I never thought about how much splash this book would have. I just want to write about such a special group of people, imperfect and perfect, imperfect and sound. Will the combination of the two lead to a different story? What I have always wanted to write is that even if Song Wanshu is not perfect and his memory is not perfect, the heartbeat is the first to recognize the person who makes the heart hurt. Yan Yu's love is not vigorous, but with a plain and unforgettable feeling, she gave all her tenderness and love to Song Wanshu, so there is "If the rainy night can keep your gaze, will you look at me during this moment of stay?" ], But selfishness and love are very contradictory. Yan Yu still wanted her to forget herself, but Song Wanshu secretly hid the sticky note with "I love Yan Yu" written on it, and remembered Yan Yu again and again. Their love is a light and sweet farewell, so there is no third party~🤷🤷🤷 In addition, I would like to ask for a rating, hehe~[cover your face and laugh and cry][cover your face and laugh and cry][cover your face and laugh and cry] Thank you all for your likes, I will continue to write plots that are neither sweet nor cruel! [Rose][Rose][Rose]

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2026.1.25 The knife killed me 😭, Wan Yan must be 99 in her next life 😭

Yesterday someone asked me if Yan Yu had a prototype. Here is my explanation. Regarding the unknown story of "A Collection of Books", before writing, I need to make a few statements: First, look at this story rationally, and don't make random comments about her misfortune, and don't accuse Nian Shang's sister of her faults, because this is not a novel, and you can't really love someone forever. Second, for the protagonists in the story, I used their nicknames as the pseudonyms of the storytellers. Third, I am an outsider and do not interfere in their stories. I express their stories from an outsider's perspective. I started running my own Douyin account in my freshman year and published excerpts from novels about Bai Hexiang. It was also the time to get to know Xiao Xie (the protagonist). She is kind-hearted and has a cheerful personality. She is a sunny girl. She especially likes to read lily novels, such as "The End of My Life" by Teacher Min Ran, "Peaches and Plums Are Silent" by Teacher Yi Lantern, "Unbridled" by Teacher Xuan Jian, etc. She seems to be particularly interested in lily novels about age differences, and she also asked me to write lily novels about "Love in the Sky and Hate the Sea" and the age gap. At first, I didn't like being asked to write articles, so I wasn't too used to Xiao Xie's request. She is also sensible, does not push for updates too much, and has become a good friend with me. She will also give me comfort and encouragement when I am at my lowest and my mood is not right, and let me know that "the world is not as scary as I thought." One day, I remember it was a Friday afternoon, she told me that she had matched with a close sister on the winking software. She was born in 1998. Let's call her Xiaolin here. It seems that from this day on, Xiao Xie was as obsessed with Xiao Lin as he was after drinking the ecstasy soup. He either said hello politely or confessed his love to Xiao Lin in a wrong way. I don't know much about Xiaolin's situation, but they did get together quickly within less than a month of knowing each other. I was surprised. How could she get together with Xiao Lin so quickly? Wouldn't it be too thoughtful? Maybe love is so incomprehensible, but fortunately, Xiao Lin seems to be very good to Xiao Xie, so they get along very well, and they met offline less than half a year ago. Xiao Xie came over and told me that Xiao Lin is very good-looking, tall and thin, and smells good. She is her ideal older sister. I also wished them special blessings and envied them. After all, I didn't have a partner at that time and I fed them dog food every day. Maybe God is also jealous of Xiao Xie. She was diagnosed with cervical cancer in 2023. Not long after, her condition worsened so much that she was hospitalized. She told me this three or four days before she left. She said: "I am still so young and I still have my sister to play with. I don't want to leave this world." This sentence is very cold, but it seems that I can feel Xiao Xie's helplessness and helplessness. She made a video call to me. She was very haggard, with a sallow complexion and a completely different mentality than before, which destroyed her body. She cried to me and told me how she had made up lies to deceive Xiao Lin during the past few months when she was suffering from illness. She was just busy with her studies and forgot to reply to her messages. But Xiao Lin was not a fool. The night before Xiao Xie left, he still found out about Xiao Xie's condition and rushed over overnight to take a look at Xiao Xie. Xiao Xie said that she would never forget the way Xiao Lin looked at her at that time. He looked calmly at Xiao Xie's sallow face, pale lips, and eyes that were dulled by illness. Xiao Xie lost strength after saying these words to me. She said she was going to rest. The next day, she suddenly transferred 5,639.69 Yuan to me and asked me to transfer it to Xiao Lin. I didn't understand, but I respected her choice. After collecting the money, she said she wanted to hear her friends sing. I love singing the most, so I sang her a song "Happy Birthday" because it happened to be her birthday that day. I asked her what her wish was for this year, and she told me without hesitation: "I want Xiao Lin to have a smooth work and live a happy life. I want Xiao Huang (my name) to have a spring of thinking and write good articles." That's how she is, a good person with a bad heart. She always thinks about the good of others and doesn't take care of her own feelings. After talking to her on the phone, I went to do my business. It must have been around nine o'clock that night, when her brother told me that she was gone. When I heard the bad news, my first reaction was not to cry in sadness, but to follow her words and tell Xiao Lin about her 5,639.69 Yuan and her death. Xiao Lin also accepted the money and said, "RIP the deceased, I understand." After Xiao Xie left, Xiao Lin found a new partner and used Xiao Xie's money to pay the rent that had been delayed for two months. In the years that followed, Xiao Lin occasionally posted on WeChat Moments, and the content was basically about her daily love life with her partner. She seemed to have forgotten Xiao Xie. But I can't interfere in other people's lives. By chance, I took Xiao Xie as the prototype of Yan Yu in "A Collection of Books". I think she can get the love of her ex-girlfriend in the novel, at least that's what I hope.

Crying in confusion (இωஇ )

The content of the text does not deliberately describe anything, but uses plain words to describe their suffering. But it is precisely this plot that does not even have a struggle that makes their suffering even more desperate.

Even if she forgets everything, she will never forget the feeling of loving you. Even though she knows that she has only a short time, she still wants to spend her last time with her and let her study over and over again. The sticky notes full of them are not written about things to pay attention to, but about Yan Yu's deep love for Song Wanyu. I'm afraid that at the last moment of my life, I obviously can't take care of myself and I will forget everything, but I still remember that she is allergic to pollen, remember to love her, and pursue her with my love for her. This time they will never be separated again, and they will be happy in another world.

Wuwuwuwuwu, 😭😭😭😭 double death is also he

The sword? It was too sharp. I thought there would be some reversal in the follow-up, but I didn't expect it to be a single blow. I really forgot everything and never forgot to love you. Yan Yu didn't know until her death that Song Wanshu would leave with her, right?

You asked her if it hurt when the clothes hanger hit her, and she said it didn't hurt, but how can it really not hurt? The pain on her body is just not as much as the pain she feels for you.