Mad Dog

The second long review for Haji King! (Anyone who reads pirated articles, get rid of them! Anyone who reads pirated articles, get rid of them! Anyone who reads pirated articles, get rid of them! Say important things 3 times) A mad dog chases the light, and his obsession becomes reality. Come and watch the fall and redemption of "Crazy Dog"! The dark-toned oil painting uses madness as the brush and obsession as the ink to outline the entanglement of two souls on the canvas of youth and adulthood. When the metaphor of "mad dog" runs throughout, when the silent coveting breaks out, what I see is not only a chase that spans eight years, but also the most primitive and fierce emotional carnival and struggle in the depths of human nature. The four words "crazy love" are vividly used, which makes people feel heartbroken and moved by this desperate obsession. The chapter of the student days is the prelude to the turbulent undercurrent, and every scene hides the unspoken sinking. In Brother Ning's eyes, Xiao Pei is a combination of contradictions - in the eyes of others, he is a taciturn top student, but privately he covets him all over the picture books. Those paintings with twisted lines are a silent cry of taboo emotions (I missed the perverted little Pei Wen) and the quiet breeding of madness. This untimely love is undoubtedly a scourge in the eyes of our homophobic Brother Ning. When the truth was revealed and the fist fell, it was not only Ning Ge's resistance to this abnormal emotion, but also the violent collision of the two worlds. He told Pei Chi Yan to "get away", and the disgust and determination in his tone were like a cold knife, cutting through the remaining ambiguous space between the two. (One is willing to fight, the other is willing to suffer) However, Pei Chiyan's madness was revealed at this moment. The shadow of being expelled did not make him flinch, but turned him into the most persistent pursuer. Under the rainy eaves, he stood silently as a guardian, letting the rain wet his clothes, just to catch Ning Ge's figure; at the bus stop in the evening, he was a follower who was neither far nor near, fixing his eyes on that person as if it was his only source of light; in the empty equipment room, he was a secret voyeur, and his breath was filled with careful coveting. (The male ghost is really dying.) These repeated scenes, like a recurring mantra, portray Pei Chiyan's "madness" and "persistence" deeply. He was like a mad dog driven by instinct, ignoring the pain and dignity, and only knew how to run in the direction he believed in, even if there was an abyss ahead. And Ning Yixing's resistance gradually showed cracks in the face of this all-pervasive pursuit. Behind those seemingly disgusted things, there may have been unspeakable care buried. The reunion eight years later is the gears of fate re-engaging, pushing the suppressed emotions to a climax. In the streets late at night, behind the drunken Ning Yixing, the footsteps that were neither light nor heavy were like a call from the past, carrying the weight and madness of time. When Pei Chiyan stretched out his hand, took the key and opened the door, his deep voice suppressed eight years of longing and paranoia, "Baby, is the puppy on the key, is it me?", Instantly breaking the barrier of time. This seemingly gentle inquiry is actually wrapped in an irresistible possessiveness. It is the announcement that the mad dog has finally bitten its prey, and it is also the climax of sinking. At this moment, Pei Chiyan is no longer the young boy who only silently drew picture books. His madness has become more mature, and his obsession has become more determined. And Ning Yixing, under the influence of alcohol, in these bewitching words, the resistance of the past is intertwined with the confusion of the present, and he is also intoxicated in it... Ha Ji Jing wrote a lot in this book very well, integrating the characteristics of "madness" and "gou" into the flesh and blood of the characters. Pei Chiyan's "madness" is not illogical madness, but the paranoia stemming from extreme love. The only coordinate in his world is Ning Yixing. In order to get closer to this light, he can abandon his self-esteem, ignore the world, and even transform into a mad dog that everyone fears. His "go" is his forbearance and persistence under this madness. Over the past eight years, he may have licked his wounds countless times late at night, but he never thought of giving up. This "living on" waiting made this emotion even more tense. And Ning Yixing's "Go" is the persistence and struggle of self-awareness. Under the label of homophobia, there is an instinctive resistance to this taboo emotion. However, under Pei Chiyan's step by step pressure, he gradually lets go of his guard. This "playing hard" persistence makes his transformation more authentic and credible. (Actually, I feel it's a pity for Song Yang. I hope Song Yang can also meet someone he likes in the parallel world.) What's touching about it is that it tears apart the tender veil of love and reveals its most original and fiery essence. As Li Zhi said: "It's not love that makes me crazy, it's you." (Haji Jingli's photo is so good hahahahaha) Pei Chiyan's madness was never the fault of love itself, but the existence of Ning Yixing, which ignited the fire deep in his heart. In this love, there is no gentle temptation, no gradual pulling, only desperate pursuit and possession. It is destructive and aggressive, but also with the purest sincerity. In this era when everyone is pursuing dignity and restraint, such a "crazy" love seems particularly precious. It allows us to see that when love reaches its extreme, people can break away from the shackles of the world and ignore the eyes of others, just to get close to the person who makes their souls burn. Every detail in the book is just right and adds to this "crazy" love. The twisted lines in the picture book are the catharsis of emotions; the puppy pendant on the key is a symbol of obsession; the footsteps in the late night are the call of fate. Ha Ji Jing uses delicate brushstrokes to connect these fragmented scenes together to form a complete emotional picture. Her words carry a thick tension, with both the youthfulness and restlessness of youth and the depth and paranoia of adulthood. During the reading process, one feels as if they are in this emotional storm, sinking and struggling with the characters. "Crazy Gou" is not only a story about love, but also a story about self-salvation and acceptance. In the pursuit, Pei Chiyan found the meaning of his existence; in the struggle, Ning Yixing learned to accept this "abnormal" emotion. They are like two complementary puzzle pieces, incomplete but fitting together. When the mad dog finally caught up with the light, when obsession turned into staying together, what I saw was the final reconciliation of the two souls. This reconciliation has nothing to do with worldly perspectives or the judgments of others, but only the truest desires of two hearts. Just like the ending, the seven-day dream is based on the two of them, and finally comes to a perfect conclusion. You two in parallel time and space will eventually meet! You must always be happy!! I vaguely remember Pei Chiyan's depressing and crazy inquiry still echoing in my ears, and those chase scenes still emerge before my eyes. Just like a glass of strong wine, it is spicy and irritating when you first taste it, but it is sweet and long aftertaste. It makes us understand that there is always more than one kind of love, including the gentle and lingering stream, and the crazy and persistent flames burning the city. The story of Pei Chiyan and Ning Yixing is the most extreme portrayal of the latter. In this world full of regrets and restraint, such a "crazy" love may be the secret yearning deep in our hearts to break free and love bravely. Ha Jijing uses her words to build an emotional utopia for us, in which we can see the most passionate and authentic appearance of love! Ha Ji Jing is the best at writing! Finally, I hope Hajijing can maintain his original intention! Write more and better articles! Happy every day, Haji King! Your readers will always be with you! [Spread flowers][spread flowers]

Tamar's scene made me laugh so hard 🐶🌹 Haji Jing was written directly () [Note: No stairs]

Very cute xql 🥺 I am so good at this mouth 🥺 Completed Spreading Flowers xql Forever in Love Thanks to the author for creating them!! 💪 💪

Hajijing High School's essay writing wouldn't be like this, right? Hahahahahaha (hilarious)

Thank you to heaven, thank you to earth, thank you for your hard work~

Xiao Pei's mother is also really cold-hearted

Ha Ji Jing's little postscript to Mad Dog after so many years. It's so well written that it will definitely not be buried. I wish Ha Ji Jing's new book a big hit and getting better and better.

2025.12.24 Happy Christmas Eve, may you two little darlings be happy

Very well written! I really like [spreading flowers][spreading flowers][spreading flowers]

Although it is very short, the story is complete and the ending is very happy. It is delicious [Spreading Flowers]