Heartbreak So Intense My Heart Might Explode

51 裂 Sunlight Through the Cracks Reclining in the NorthUrban169k WordsCompleted 127kReads9.8Score14.2kShelves

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This book is really cruel. Although it only has a few hundred thousand words, it is really sad. The first part is very sweet, so you can read it with confidence. The second part is really sad. Two people have the same disease, but they don't tell each other. It's a pure love novel, worth reading.

52 我 I Died in the Year When He Hated Me the Most He Saw Qingmuchuan11k WordsCompleted 25.3kReads9.7Score754Shelves

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——"I threw her urn with my own hands, but I knelt to pick it up every night." He hated her so much that even her death felt happy. She died in the bathtub, and the blood looked like the unborn child. On the day of the funeral, he smiled and smashed the urn on the ground, saying: "Dirty things should be crushed and ashes thrown away." But later - he began to talk to the air in the empty house, and began to collect scattered ashes like crazy. He even cried and begged the funeral home: "Give me her heart..." It turned out that the most painful thing was not the farewell, but after her death - he realized that he hated the wrong person. Reader warning ✔️ The opening chapter is high-energy, with the coffin-opening scene and the ashes of fame ✔️ Extreme sadomasochism + crazy criticism of the male protagonist + truth reversal ✔️ The stamina is so great that I couldn't get out after watching it for three days

53 未 Future Immortal Martial Record: from Wasted Spiritual Roots to God-Killing Arms Xiaoquan Strange PenEastern Fantasy683k WordsCompleted —Reads—Score—Shelves

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He is a burdensome fellow Taoist. Lin Jin's meridians were all broken and he became a useless person, but he formed a soul contract with the prodigy Su Yao, one soul and two bodies, and their lives were connected! During the competition between the nations, she drew out her Ice Soul Sword and slaughtered the genius for him: "Whoever hurts him will die!" He used his body as a furnace to refine the Nirvana Meridian Pill, and stood up suddenly in front of everyone's attention! The God of War has issued an order, and the whole country is a shield! Refining the body in the Valley of Fallen Stars, Xingxuan's spiritual power swallows the sky and the earth! In the Demon Realm of Ten Thousand Spirits, Qingli, the sister of the Fox Clan, is drawn by her bloodline; Tianyan Dan is formed, and Hua Xiangrong, the leader of the Hundred Flowers Alliance, is obsessed with Dan Dao and also obsessed with him... But she is the only one in his heart. See how Lin Jin excels in both alchemy and martial arts, breaks the soul contract, becomes the Alchemy Emperor and the Demon Emperor, and joins hands with the Ice Soul Sword Immortal Su Yao, pointing the crimson sword, to create the legend of Stardust! #Hundirdaomate #peerless swordsman #danwuzhizun #kill decisively, decisively

55 癫 Mad, All of You, Mad. Being a Little Mad Is Good! Little SaltModern Romance1.3M WordsCompleted 404.7kReads9.8Score53.4kShelves

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## Epilepsy, all epilepsy, epilepsy is good (Deliberate Zhufeng) >The day I dressed as the heroine of a sadistic novel, I was the male protagonist's biggest fan. >Seeing him condescendingly ordering me to get out, I threw the trash can over his head with my backhand. >"I forgot to tell you, I wrote about Hundred-Story Towers and called you a scumbag." >A week later, he and Bai Yueguang were in love, and I dragged the gaping wound to live stream the CP. >The barrage exploded: [She seems to really want to kill everyone! >Xiao Jingxi smashed the door and roared: "Xie Mi, why are you crazy!" >I smiled and coughed up blood: "Where are you?" >**——Once you come, you are crazy. ** --- When the heroine of a sadistic novel no longer humbles herself and sheds tears, but chooses to directly physically save the scumbag, the plot is so exciting! The opening chapter of "Deliberately Chasing the Wind" is Wang Fang. Xie Mi stood up from the hospital bed like a carp, and without saying a word, he slapped Xiao Jingxi three times! This was not enough, and then he started kicking and beating like crazy, and then put the trash can on the head of the arrogant male protagonist with his backhand, and finally kicked him out of the ward with a strong kick, "Close the door! Lock it! Done in one go." **Wearing books? No, this is a debt collection scene! ** Xie Mi, the male protagonist Xiao Jingxi's number one hater, once wrote a book detailing his crimes in a hundred-story building, but once he got through the book, he became the original owner who was trampled on and humbled by his love. Looking at Xiao Jingxi's "furious" and commanding roar outside the door, "Xie Mi! Get out of here!", Xie Mi covered his wound, but showed the first sincere smile in the book - this man really only relies on the love of his original owner to dominate. **"As soon as it comes, it will go crazy."——The heroine's new life creed. ** When Xiao Jingxi, with a sneer of charity on his face that said "Sure enough, you can't live without me", tried to continue to beat and threaten Xie Mi by saying "he will join Bai Yueguang and Chen Shuangrong in a variety show in a week", Queen Xie directly interrupted the spell! A light "I'm sorry, I forgot something", at the moment when the scumbag frowned and asked "Forgot what?" - **"I forgot that I just gave you face!"** Before he finished speaking, Xie Mi flew up and kicked Xiao Jingxi hard in the stomach again! It is crisp and clear, without any sloppiness, and it smashes all the arrogance and calculation of the male protagonist. How is this the awakening of the heroine of traditional sadistic novels? This is the "just execution" of the scumbag by the black fan leader personally coming to the scene! **Subvert the routine and feel explosive! ** This novel completely shreds the long "chasing wife in the crematorium" formula. The heroine Xie Mi is ruthless and doesn't talk much. She can do things but never make any noise. She could laugh wildly even with a gaping wound. Faced with the male protagonist's hysterical roar, she calmly opened the door just to make up for that decisive kick. Her resistance was not a cry or a forbearance, it was the ultimate madness of overturning the table, closing the trash can, and physically expelling her! **The pinnacle of "Physics teaches life"! ** While the male protagonist is still using the old routine of PUA, the female protagonist has already taken up the anti-PUA flag, and the flagpole of this flag is solid! "Madness, All Madness, Madness Is Good (Deliberate Chasing the Wind)" uses the craziest way to write the most extreme resistance. See how Xie Mi explains in action: Go to the crematorium, scumbag, the trash can is your destination! **This kind of madness is so exciting and so refreshing! ** Are you ready to witness the ultimate revenge of anti-fans? Are you ready to cheer for every pint-sized trash can smash? This novel will definitely keep you entertained from beginning to end, and you just want to shout: Epilepsy is great! Keep going, don't stop!

56 玫 The Rose Crown Jiujiu QiModern Romance454k WordsCompleted 72.2kReads9.6Score8.1kShelves

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## Crown and Perdition >He took off all the crowns and was willing to be another person's shadow. >In the dim room, Xie Yanli clasped Lou Ruan's waist and let her wine-scented breath burn the side of her neck: "Tell me, who am I." >Her eyelashes quivered, her fingertips slipped into his hair, and she murmured another profound name. >The last light in his eyes suddenly went out, but he tightened his embrace - it turned out that the most painful awakening was to sink into the tenderness she mistakenly recognized after being drunk. >It wasn't until the news of her marriage came that Xie Yanli drank the wine with a smile: "The shadow should be broken." >When the fire engulfed his treasured photo album, Lou Ruan finally saw the words behind the photo: >"Falling into you is my willing punishment for ripping out my heart." --- This tweet closely follows the core of "abuse" and focuses on presenting the following emotional tension: 1. **Humble Substitute and Sober Perdition**: The opening chapter points out Xie Yanli's humble setting of being willing to be a "shadow", setting the tone for sadomasochism. 2. **Heart-piercing pain of misrecognition**: The scene focuses on the key moment when Lou Ruan calls someone else's name after being drunk, pushing Xie Yanli to the climax of enduring the heartache but still being addicted to the tearing feeling. "The Most Painful Awakening" goes straight to the heart-breaking essence. 3. **Desperate self-destruction**: The decisive farewell of "The shadow should be broken" and the act of burning the treasured items imply that Xie Yanli is heartbroken and heading towards the tragic ending of self-exile, pushing the sense of cruelty to the extreme. 4. **Belated Truth and Eternal Regret**: The inscription on the back of the photo is his swan song of love that he has never spoken out - "The Willing Punishment of Eviscerating the Heart". It presents the cruelty and tragedy of this one-way sinking nakedly, leaving readers with endless sighs. This love was finally "seen" by Lou Ruan in a gesture of self-sacrifice, but time has passed and there is no way to recover, and the aftertaste is long and bitter. "Crown" symbolizes identity and dignity, while "sink" means surrendering to love and never recovering. He took off the former and fell into the latter. The title of the book and the core point of abuse are integrated.

58 总 The CEO Is on Top Jiang XiaoyaModern Romance3.5M WordsCompleted 20.4kReads9.3Score2.6kShelves

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh out out out out out out there out there out there out there in elementary school. It's really huge, speechless and beautiful. The tsundere boss x the stubborn cartoonist, there is a huge identity gap but they are crazy about each other! The president looks cold and authoritarian, but in fact he loves the heroine to the core; the heroine is soft yet strong, and will never let anyone manipulate her. The interaction between the two is both sadistic and addictive, and the character is so poignant.

59 和 On the Day of Her Divorce, the God of War Prince Carries Her Through the Door Coconut SagoAncient Romance1.3M WordsCompleted 649Reads8.8Score180Shelves

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The subject matter responds to the book topic demand: Ancient proverb about strong women + marriage first, love later! On the same day, Heli was carried back to the house by the God of War Prince. The heroine was originally the legitimate daughter of the Hou Mansion. She was smart and perceptive, and she fought back all the way in the family fights and court disputes. The Prince seemed to be a cold-faced God of War, but in fact he doted on his wife to excess, and he went both ways to express his true reading experience. After reading this book, I will go to the top! In the first half, the heroine keeps a low profile in the prince's mansion and outsmarts the villain. In the second half, she joins hands with the prince to pursue a career. The plot is sweet and refreshing, especially the reversal of the scene of leaving the name. It made me slap the table crazily. I stayed up late to watch it and was still thinking about it. High-energy clips or plot twists. At the wedding banquet, the heroine was signing the divorce letter in a dashing way. The God of War, the Prince, jumped over the wall and walked in. He picked her up and left in front of everyone in the court. He also said, "Who dares to divorce my princess?" The rumors in the capital exploded. I watched this part many times! Character Setting and Attractiveness: The clever and cunning daughter of the Marquis x the cold-faced loyal dog, the God of War Prince. The heroine is not stupid, but sweet, and is calm and strategic in situations. The prince seems to be iron-blooded, but he is blatantly partial to the heroine. The interaction between the two is sweet and tense, and the character design is so exciting!

61 重 The Boyfriend of Dongbei Yujie from Reincarnated Gods He Bing of Jixia AcademyUrban132k WordsCompleted 182Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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How about this hahaha [laughing evilly]

62 异 The Lost City of Exotic Beasts Peng PaiUrban3.0M WordsCompleted 476.5kReads9.7Score66.1kShelves

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Book friends who like to read sadistic stories, don't miss it. This book is basically very sharp, and the author's writing style is also very good. You can try watching it [Like]

66 为 A Life of Servitude Qiaoqiao the LoachAncient Romance389k WordsCompleted 6.7kReads8.7Score706Shelves

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It was so cruel. I cried all night. It's really cruel~

67 至 In the Darkest Days, You Are the Light Dongxie XiaoxiaoModern Romance235k WordsCompleted 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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Mute brother x repaying sister, sacrifice and protection in a special era, the ultimate tenderness of secret love coming true ① Story summary In the 1970s, 19-year-old Shen Xiaoling was forced to accept a marriage exchange and marry Zhang De, who came from a well-off family but was ugly, just so that her mute brother Shen Baozhu could marry the daughter of the Zhang family. Behind this transactional engagement, there is a secret that has been sealed for many years - Shen Baozhu's muteness was caused by being trampled by a mad cow while trying to save her when she was a child. When Shen Xiaoling was struggling in her marriage, the mute brother who had always been silent lit up the light for her in the darkest years in the most clumsy way... ②Abusive points ▫️ The undercurrent of taboo between step-siblings (not related by blood) ▫️ The sense of redemption of "I lost his voice, but he gave me the world" ▫️ The abusive points and desserts of two-way sacrifice in exchange marriages ③My personal favorite fragments in the book • "Brother Baozhu suddenly snatched my marriage certificate and tore it into pieces when he was pressing his fingerprints on it. That was the first time I heard a mute voice - it was squeezed out of my throat, like the cry of a wounded beast." • He always hid the hard candies bought from the supply and marketing agency under my pillow. The wrinkles on the candy paper were the word "peace" that he had secretly practiced countless times. • When Zhang De hit me, Brother Baozhu rushed in and knelt down and gestured: "Hit me. If she hurts, I'll do it for you."

68 重 Reborn After a Failed Confession, the Campus Belle Panics Fruit DumplingsUrban2.5M WordsCompleted 15.4kReads8.4Score1.6kShelves

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A very interesting story about changing your destiny after rebirth, staying away from dog-licking behavior, and growing up on your own.

69 行 Stop Late Zhi ErAncient Romance138k WordsCompleted 37.4kReads9.6Score4.5kShelves

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Everyone has their own cruelty, some are a little sweet

79 别 Stop Singing, All the Dogs on the Roadside Are Sorry! Happy Dance InstructorUrban691k WordsOngoing 155Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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[Heart-breaking Tweet] 💔 "To the God of Depression, the whole internet begged me to stop singing"｜The pinnacle of BE aesthetics. When he swallowed the pills, the hot search on Weibo was ridiculing ##. After traveling through time and becoming a depressed singer who committed suicide, he stood on the stage with the broken memories of his original self. The audience was holding "Money Back" signs, and the manager's betrayal and his girlfriend's last phone call echoed in their ears: "The song you wrote... Is too painful." 🎤When he opened his mouth to sing "Under the Sea", the entire live broadcast room suddenly fell silent - that was not singing at all, but tearing the bloody scars to the world. The trembling cry in the chorus made the anti-fans who had scolded him silently take off their headphones. "Please stop singing..." "What kind of song is this? It's a suicide note..." It turned out that he had already written the dosage of antidepressants into the lyrics, and composed the pain of every breath into a melody. When the ambulance sirens blew across the night of the finals, people understood that those melancholic melodies were evidence that he desperately wanted to live. 💧High Abuse Warning: ▪️Three tissues were wet from crying in bed ▪️Each song hides the diary of a real patient with depression ▪️The barrage changed from "unpleasant" to "Help, I cried until I suffocated" "When he finally took his last breaths with a smile, the whole network was looking for the bottle of unfinished medicine." #Inducing depression Ceiling # The staying power is greater than sleeping pills (Hot comment in the book review area: Did you write the article in the hospital? It's so real that I dare not read it a second time😭)