Any Really, Really Heartbreaking Ones? 有没有很虐很虐特别虐的？

1. 1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 71.9kReads9.4Score6.4kShelves

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   I cried so much that someone said I could lose 5 pounds after watching it.

2. 2 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 26.4kReads8.1Score4.7kShelves

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   ##Be It's so cruel and beautiful www. The student party stayed up late at night to watch it and their eyes were swollen the next day in class. They were thinking about it www [crying] Yu An is really a very good boy. Because he likes his unrelated brother Huo Qingyan, he was sent to a rehabilitation center by his younger brother. After suffering enough torture, he still has to suffer the torture of his younger brother [crying] It's really worth watching! The wireless brush type (PS: You have already left the Jie Tong Institute at the beginning, but the details of life later will reflect the influence of the Jie Tong Institute on Yu An's muscle reaction and the shadow projection of the Jie Tong Institute)

3. 3 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 20.5kReads9.3Score3.4kShelves

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   We both loved each other, but the other party suffered a lot and had problems with some details. In the end, he fell ill and passed away.

4. 4 质 The Captivating Hostage Prince 质子倾城 Little A Yao小阿瑶Two Male Leads313k WordsCompleted ❤️ As a hostage, Nan Xu must tread carefully in the Northern Chu royal court. Timid and cautious, all he wants is to live in peace, yet his peerless beauty forces him to endure the emperor's desire. They say the emperor of Northern Chu is cruel by nature, with a red face and fangs, and that he kills without batting an eye. ❤️ But... Gently biting Nan Xu's delicate earlobe, Chu Moli chuckles huskily. "Little thing, what are you thinking about?" Nan Xu blinks his dewy almond eyes and murmurs, "You 59Reads—Score—Shelves

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   It's very sad. When you think it's time to start being sweet, he will only appear in more sadistic scenes. It's very, very, very sad. I cried several times while watching it.

5. 5 病 After the Sickly Beauty Is Reborn, Everyone Gets Their Comeuppance 病美人重生后全员火葬场 Flying Eggplant会飞的茄子Two Male Leads315k WordsCompleted [Love Rival Showdown, Devoted Couples, Everyone's Favorite] Cool, aloof, black-lotus sickly beauty x snarky, two-faced, mad-dog green tea Lu Xueyong, son of the prime minister, was the untouchable beauty everyone in the capital knew. Fragile and sickly, yet possessing unparalleled elegance, he should have inspired countless heroes to fall at his feet. Everything changed after he took pity on a young boy and adopted him. His fiance, his childhood friend, and his confidant all told him the boy wa 9.1kReads9.3Score913Shelves

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   Shura Field + Heartthrob: The flower of Gaoling is known to everyone in the capital. After she adopted a young boy with a soft heart, her fiancé and close confidant all stood by him. When they were cornered, they found out that he was actually cannon fodder for the villain.

6. 6 我 I Only Took a Peek at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 14.3kReads9.7Score3.2kShelves

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   Unbeknownst to Chen Nan, Song Ciyu also had a crush on her for a long, long time.

7. 7 如 How Do You Win Over a Yandere Loli? I Choose to Fake My Death! 如何攻略病娇萝莉？我选择死遁！ Lone Wolf Wang Jianguo孤狼王建国Eastern Fantasy831k WordsCompleted [Yandere + Love Triangle Drama + Romance-Focused + Slight Gender-Bending + Winning Him Back Comes at a Price + Sweet and Angsty] “Senior Brother, I have a great immortal fortune to bestow upon you.” Li Changping transmigrated into a harem novel aimed at male readers. If he could win over the heroine, he would be able to go home. His junior sister, Chu Jiaoran, had already reached a favorability rating of 100. Certain he'd succeeded, Li Changping let her lead him to the back mountain of their sec 9.5kReads8.8Score715Shelves

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   I've seen yandere, but have I seen a yandere maker? Professional yandere maker, this male protagonist is worth watching

8. 8 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 63.3kReads9.5Score12kShelves

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   This is a book that I recommend to anyone I meet, but I haven't published it yet.

9. 9 庸 Vulgar Rose 庸俗玫瑰 Rice Wine Among the Flowers花间米酒Modern Romance418k WordsCompleted [A Little Entertainment Industry + Reunion After Years Apart + Rekindled Romance + Push and Pull + Healing] [Vulgar, stunning rose × Cold-faced, abstinent, possessive big shot] Everyone said Chen Zheng was untouchable, with impeccable taste and refined sensibilities. Vulgar, materialistic women weren’t his type, no matter how beautiful they were. During a celebrity interview, the host’s quiz gradually revealed Chen Zheng’s ideal type: Big breasts, no brains, shallow and vain, beautiful on the ou 11.7kReads8.6Score1.2kShelves

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   It's not two places, but I personally feel it's quite meaningful.

10. 10 一 One Man, One Dog, One Zombie 一人一狗一丧尸 Uncle Nan Yao南妖叔Sci-Fi & Apocalypse1.1M WordsCompleted [No superpowers + no System + plot-focused + no harem] Huang Jin, a young man who secretly worked in a specialized line of business, received a call from his boss at the beginning of the zombie outbreak. His boss ordered him to stay put in C City and wait for the organization to rescue him. But time passed, and after waiting for two whole years, Huang Jin still saw no sign of anyone from the organization. He decided to head to Z City, where his boss was, on his own. Along the way, he came across 37.6kReads9.4Score3.4kShelves

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    This book "Lost in a Sea of ​​Corpses" is highly recommended by me.

11. 11 火 The Ruins on Mars Are Revealed: The Thirteen Loyal Sons 火星遗迹曝光，忠烈十三子 Suanni Roars狻猊咆哮Sci-Fi & Apocalypse478k WordsCompleted In 2066, a scientific research base is completed on Mars, and researchers head to Mount Olympus to collect data. On the far side of the mountain, a dust-covered battlefield comes into view. The wreckage of shattered warships. Giant steel mechs. A massive head buried in the dust. And a familiar red flag, standing tall on a platform at the very center of the far side of the mountain. What kind of battle took place here? Blood had congealed into fortresses, shattered, then congealed once more! It w 31.8kReads9.5Score3.2kShelves
12. 12 一 A Blossom, A Cup of Wine, An Immortal Life 一花一酒一仙人，亦眠亦醉亦长生 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [This book is also known as The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring] [The print edition of The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring goes on sale at 7 p.m. on November 15!] [Immortality + taking disciples + no female lead + lighthearted comedy, no tearjerkers] When your master serves food, you spin the table; when your master chants a spell, you chatter away. When your master rests, you sing; when your master sleeps in, you bang on a pot. Your master is immortal, but your life is short; your master 224.5kReads9.5Score25.7kShelves
13. 13 全 I’m the Only One in the World Without Powers 全世界只有我没有异能 Do Not Speak of Immortality莫道长生Sci-Fi & Apocalypse1.4M WordsCompleted The apocalypse arrives, and after destruction comes new life. Everyone gains special abilities, while Li Chang'an, who has none, lives like a beast. Some teach him to be kind to others; others teach him to fight his way to a better world. Little by little, he comes to believe that there is light even in the darkness. Though the road is hard, he still wants to become one of the strongest, standing at the very top. But one day, the light vanishes before his eyes. 4.7kReads9.4Score625Shelves
14. 14 商 With a Shop at My Fingertips, I Urge the Male Lead to Behave 商城在手，男主我劝你善良 The Unspoken Guest不诉之客Two Male Leads690k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance + both leads are strong + transmigration into a game + fantasy + secret identities + both devoted to each other + sweet and angsty moments + happy ending] Lin Yao transmigrated into a fantasy game and became a villainous NPC who was destined to be imprisoned by the protagonist as his male lover. He couldn’t leave the game until the protagonist wiped out his entire clan. To get home, Lin Yao pretended to torment the protagonist and use him, while secretly treating his wounds, 261Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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    The few comments all said it made me cry. The author makes the two fall in love without stopping to hinder each other, and the knife is fierce.

15. 15 见 Seeing Spring 见春天 Ling Min凌忞6k WordsCompleted See Springtime 346Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Personally, I still think it's quite sadistic. I don't know if I can poke you. The fairy tale about the forest is one of the most sadistic books I've read. I think it's the most sadistic one.

16. 16 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 85.4kReads9.6Score15.1kShelves
17. 17 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 67.5kReads9.7Score12.1kShelves
18. 18 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 94.3kReads9.7Score15.2kShelves
19. 19 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 19.1kReads9.6Score4.2kShelves
20. 20 见 Spring Has Come, but My Old Friend Has Not Returned 见春天，不见故人归 No Connection连不上的网Modern Romance111k WordsCompleted Childhood friends aren't childhood friends, and the boy and girl who grew up together aren't what they seem. Lin Yang: “Lu Duoduo, long time no see?” Lu Duoduo: “Lin Yang, I like you...” Time passes, things change, people go their separate ways. Looking back, can we return to where it all began? ╭(╯ε╰)╮ A campus romance, full of a girl's feelings she can't keep hidden. Written for love... 9Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 21 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 241.5kReads9.5Score36.1kShelves

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    It's very easy to cry after more than 90 chapters, give it a try

22. 22 顶 I Can't Take It Anymore! My Ex-Husband Pins Me Against the Wall and Kisses Me Every Day 顶不住了！前夫天天把我摁墙上亲 Yu Zhouzhou魚周周Modern Romance2.6M WordsCompleted Consumed by jealousy, Sheng Xiangsi pushed her pregnant husband’s first love down the stairs, causing her to lose the baby and bleed out. Rumors swept through Jiangcheng: Sheng Xiangsi was arrogant, domineering, and cruel-hearted. To avenge his first love, her husband sent her abroad, abandoning her to fend for herself. Four years later, Sheng Xiangsi returned to Jiangcheng. She and Fu Hanjiang smiled and let bygones be bygones. From then on, they would be strangers whenever they crossed paths. 20.8kReads8.7Score2.5kShelves

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    My eyes were swollen from crying and I haven't recovered yet [crying]

23. 23 崩 On the Brink of Honkai Impact 3rd 崩坏之际 It's Amo, Yeah是阿墨哟—Anime Fanfiction3.4M WordsCompleted PS: This story begins in the Previous Era and has now reached the Current Era. Please note: this novel has no romance, features a female protagonist, and has two female leads. A slow burn, with mostly slice-of-life scenes and storytelling, and relatively little combat. “The dark, dark sky hangs low Bright, bright stars follow along...” “Do you remember? This is the song you sang to me when we first met.” “Back then, I was weak and helpless, and afraid of everything around me.” “You took my 8.5kReads9.6Score842Shelves

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    This is a fanfic, it's very cruel

24. 24 我 I've Secretly Loved Him, Year After Year 我偷偷喜欢他，一年又一年 Clouds and Smoke with You云烟与卿Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted Jiang Yuze will never know That a girl named Xiao Xi secretly loved him for seven years. Xiao Xi: a desolate hope. Just like her unrequited love, it would never see the light of day. She said, “I once loved someone with all my heart, too. But he never knew how I felt.” Reader's note: Based on a true story 2kReads8.6Score178Shelves

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    Secret love, be, the first book of Double Death is HE, "My love for the princess grows like grass in spring and spreads like wildfire. I miss you all day and night."

25. 25 吻 Kiss Me and Say You Like Me 吻你说喜欢 Extra-Large Soup Dumpling超大小笼包Modern Romance256k WordsCompleted Written for freedom and hope, and for the faraway places we have never seen... [Stray dog story | Small-town redemption | Sweet-and-angsty romance | School life] At the beginning of the story, she arrives in an unfamiliar little town, defiant and self-reliant, her pride and sharp edges intact. People have told her she was born under an unlucky star, but she couldn’t care less. Whether her life is fortunate or not is up to her. * There’s a boy in town who, according to the rumors, is gloomy and 419Reads9.3Score101Shelves

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    Sweet torture, redemption text

26. 26 我 My 26-Year-Old Female Tenant 我的26岁女房客 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban2.1M WordsCompleted After a wild night at a bar, a beautiful woman pinned him with a paternity claim, and the down-and-out young man suddenly became a father. As if things weren't bad enough, the owner of his rented home changed, and he was about to be kicked out. But his new landlady was beautiful! Should he ask to share the place? She coolly gave him a single word: “Get out!” A romantic entanglement sparked by a housing problem. 123.9kReads9.7Score13.7kShelves

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    Classic tetralogy, just watch it!

27. 27 我 Waiting for You Amid Wind, Flowers, Snow, and Moonlight 我在风花雪月里等你 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban1.9M WordsCompleted The short drama of the same name, I Wait for You in Wind, Flowers, Snow, and Moon, is now available on Hongguo. We all pretend to be sad, comforting someone else who is sad. It isn't until one day, when we go to another city, that we finally understand: there's no such thing as pretend sadness. Shanghai or Dali, it doesn't matter. The cities shine with lights, but loneliness lives only in people's hearts! This is a story about a disillusioned man fleeing the city, only to find love in Dali. 88.3kReads9.3Score11.3kShelves
28. 28 世 The Person Who Loves Me Most in the World 世界上最爱我的人 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban2.0M WordsCompleted The purest kind of love is this: you rejected me, and I’ll never resent you for it, but I won’t come near you again. If you ever need my help, I’ll still give everything I have to help you... 63.8kReads9.3Score7.9kShelves
29. 29 被 My Husband, Whom I Mistreated, Turns His Life Around, and I'm in Trouble 被我作践的老公翻身后，我惨了 Worry-Free Other Shore彼岸无忧Modern Romance3.2M WordsOngoing “I've been wanting you for so long...” In the darkness of night, the man kisses me without restraint. He's my live-in husband. One drunken night, I slept with him, and the scandal caused a huge stir. So I, a pampered heiress, had no choice but to make this down-and-out young man marry into my family and become my husband. Bitterly resentful, I repeatedly humiliated and abused him, beating and berating him at every turn. But he never got angry, always behaving like a gentle, virtuous man. Just as 10.2kReads8.0Score722Shelves

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    📣 The hit turnaround article "After Bankruptcy, My Husband Who Came to Home Became My Financial Supporter" is here! 💥 **I cheated on him in the past, but now he buys my "home"**——The pampered young lady trampled on her son-in-law who came to her for three years. It was not until the family went bankrupt and the villa changed owners that I was shocked to realize that the silent figure had already transformed into a new upstart in the business world. She signed the divorce agreement to support her pride, but he simply said: "Do you need me to send a driver to take you off?" Her last dignity was shattered in an instant! 🔥 **Bai Yueguang? No, the gold master game has just begun! ** She dragged her suitcase out of the "home" where she had lived for twenty years, thinking that she would fall into the dust. Little did she know that the man bought the villa just to trap her, and even handed her a new key when she was in the most miserable condition: "Want to live back? Please ask me." 💔 **"When I liked him a little, he didn't want me anymore"** Three years of bullying is revenge, three years of forbearance is dormancy. When he showed his fangs, she realized that this marriage had never been a game she led - divorce was the beginning, chasing his wife was a trap, and the palm of the financial owner was her final prison! 🛑 ** "If you are tired of sitting in Mrs. Lu's position, then change your identity -" He pinched her chin, "Be my canary."

30. 30 全 The Whole Family Is Insanely Eavesdropping on My Thoughts 全家偷听我心声杀疯了，我负责吃奶 Xia Shengsheng夏声声Ancient Romance2.1M WordsCompleted The Red Fruit short drama adaptation of My Whole Family Hears My Thoughts: Fu Bao Chaochao is now open for reservations! Please show it lots of support and give it a follow! [Whole-family mind reading + cannon fodder + beloved by the whole family + powerful figure transmigrates into a book + play the pig to eat the tiger + feel-good story] Lu Zhaozhao transmigrated into a book. She became a cannon-fodder character who was drowned at birth, while the heroine stole her identity. The heroine turned 16.6kReads9.6Score3.4kShelves

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    I could have cried when I heard this

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