I've Secretly Loved Him, Year After Year
我偷偷喜欢他，一年又一年
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- Modern Romance
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- Workplace & Marriage
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It's very interesting because I had a crush on someone in high school. He was one year older than me and was my senior. I would show up wherever I could see him. This novel vividly describes the crush, the kind of girl in adolescence who likes but doesn't dare to confess, so she can only look at the boy she likes secretly.
Isn't it popular if the writing is so good? Damn it, I saw two cowards. It would be great if the two cowards could be together. The story about secret love is also very real. The real thing is that I feel the same way. I was knifed to death. ! Why is this novel so popular recently? How did I discover them all? I'm a little happy that my favorite novel was discovered [Sending my heart]
Secret love is a one-man show, and this sentence makes sense. I really want to watch Zhang Duo and Xiao hope's extra story.
It's very interesting. When the female protagonist likes the male protagonist, there is also a boy who silently likes the female protagonist behind the scenes. He chooses to hide his secret love. I highly recommend everyone to watch it! ! !
It's so beautiful, and it shows the sour secret love vividly. I can remember Xiao hope, but I can't remember Jiang Yuze... It's the Xiao hope who can't love, the Xiao hope who quietly looks up to the light in the darkness... A one-man show, all me from head to toe... Has come to an end
The person you loved when you were young is so unforgettable, how can you forget it? How to forget? Why can't I get what I want even though I've liked it for so long? Keep thinking about it, but there may not be any response Just like he said to me, "Thank you very much for everything you have done before, but if two people are not suitable, they are not suitable after all. There is really no other reason for this. In the end, I hope you can find your own happiness." I hope both Xiao hope and Zhang Duo can find their own happiness, and I wish the same for me If I prefer Zhang Duo, I can get what I want. It's really sad to bring Zhang Duo's perspective! He looked at her and liked others as much as he liked her
This book is really about secret love, and the description is very delicate.
Secret love is always a one-man show, one's joys and sorrows, one's joys and sorrows. What is secret love? It is something you have never had but are afraid of losing. She has a crush on him, but she doesn't know that there is someone who has loved her for many years [crying] I really want to know the ending of Zhang Duo. Will he be brave enough to tell Xiao hope? He also secretly liked her for many, many years...
Zhang Duo is also very good [crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]
Super beautiful, secret love is the chaos of one person's war