Looking for Esports Stories About Depression 求电竞抑郁文

1. 1 穿 After Transmigrating Into the Esports World, I Was Forced to Go Straight 穿到电竞世界后我被迫从良了 Whiling Away Time with Corn消磨玉米Two Male Leads394k WordsCompleted [A little silly + Sweet romance + A touch of a harem magnet + Two powerful leads + Gaming + Healing] Complete. Read without worry. A rich, absurdly strong, doting top × a hot-tempered, prickly, unhinged bottom Unofficial character descriptions: A doting top who's obsessed only with the bottom × a sharp-tongued, rebellious bottom Qiao Shu toward life: Goes wild in public. Qiao Shu toward competitions: "Are your fingers even working properly? And you still want to play games?" Qiao Shu toward Xiao 8.5kReads9.4Score1.1k14d adds

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   These two books are great. They're so sweet! 😋

2. 2 万 Everyone Hated Her, Then She Showed Her Face and Took the Internet by Storm 万人嫌露脸后全网爆火 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads] A sickly, universally despised bottom; A seemingly cold and heartless top who has fallen deeply in love. A year ago, Xu Mian was rumored to have thrown matches, and was boycotted by the entire internet. He retired early. With his mother seriously ill and his right hand partially disabled, he became the target of abuse from everyone in the esports scene, like a rat crossing the street, and endured it for an entire year. Caught between life and death, he struggled to stay alive: 12.8kReads8.3Score1.1k14d adds
3. 3 电 Esports: Wild God, Your Marksman Has Jumped Off a Building Again 电竞：野神，你家射手他又跳楼了 a Sheng Never Restsa笙不息Two Male Leads403k WordsOngoing (The main story is complete, everyone, so enjoy without worry.) [Depressed beauty (bottom) x unruly loyal puppy (top)] [1v1 + redemption + esports + happy ending] Chi Yunshuo had planned to take a few jobs, pay off his debts, and then say goodbye to the world. But the second he stepped onto the rooftop, he received a message inviting him to join a team. Looking at the words "tryout" on the screen, he suddenly remembered that he had agreed to try out for Team AT not long ago. Chi Yunshuo: Maybe.. 35.7kReads9.0Score6.3k14d adds

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   This newly opened place is pretty good.

4. 4 全 Esports: I Owe It All to My Ironclad Luck 【电竞】全靠我命硬 Gu Moning顾莫宁Two Male Leads547k WordsCompleted [The rating is still low because it just came out. Dual male leads + esports + healing romance + beautiful but tragic bottom x beacon of righteousness top] You Ye was born with a life as worthless as grass. Two years ago, he stood out at the SFS Rookie Tournament and was chosen for GR, a team hailed as the industry's dream team. He thought he'd finally hit rock bottom and that things could only get better. Then a car accident wiped out the dream team. In one night, his dream was shattered, and h 11.8kReads9.4Score1.8k14d adds

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   The protagonist is traumatized by a car accident; the story is mostly sweet with a touch of angst.

5. 5 久 After Years Apart, My Mortal Enemy Wants to Take Me Home 久别重逢后，死对头要带我回家 Fu Xingyi浮兴逸Two Male Leads403k WordsCompleted [Esports] [Two Male Leads] [Power Couple] [Devoted to Each Other] [Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic] [Bickering Couple] [Disability] A former champion becomes a wheelchair-bound streamer, only to catch the eye of his archenemy, who wants him on his team? The whole internet is waiting to laugh at me, but he says, “You were born for the battlefield.” Ye Buqi, known by the ID “Seven,” was an LPL-certified prodigy and legend, skilled in every lane. He led STAR to three consecutive domestic championship 17kReads9.1Score3.8k14d adds

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   The first book is about depression, and the romance is quite good. The game is self-created, though; you can read a few chapters to test the waters if you're interested. The second book is about disability; the theme is quite novel, but it might not be entirely realistic, so read with caution—there are some flaws.

6. 6 电 The Esports Prodigy Is Actually a Girl 电竞小天才竟是女生 Silver Jade Terrace银沛瑶台Sports136k WordsCompleted For family reasons, Ye Feng disguises herself as a man to enter the esports scene. She leads Team TT to victory and becomes the top mid laner in the national server, only to be driven out of the team because she trusted the wrong people. Three years later, Ye Feng returns to esports. This time, she will lead a new team to win the world championship. Along the way, she meets Xiao Yan. All the old grudges between you no longer matter. All that remains is: I'm glad I met you, and glad we didn't mis 611Reads8.9Score10014d adds

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   ① This one might not be a true story about depression, but I still thought it was good (there's self-harm in the early parts to try and clear her head). ② This one fits the criteria of the post: the female lead becomes depressed due to some events, but she later gets revenge. 🥰

7. 7 野 The Jungle King Is So Doting 野王他超宠 Jia Rong甲荣Two Male Leads374k WordsCompleted [Tsundere, dominant jungle carry × sweet, well-behaved newbie; 1v1; romance-focused; older man spoils the younger one; sweet romance; not both emotionally inexperienced; fast-paced] Xiao Nanfeng, a retired jungle carry and now a top-tier star streamer, is ruthless and taciturn, with tens of millions of fans. Then one day, while playing ranked, he is matched with a mid-laner whose plays are so bad they make his teammates cringe, and who is berated by them until he chokes up. Irritated, he turns o 3.4kReads8.8Score67714d adds
8. 8 电 The Ailing Esports God Retires, but His Coach Forces Him Into Love 电竞大神病弱退役，教练他强制爱 Long En Who Loves Red-Braised Chicken Wings爱吃红卤鸡翅的隆恩Two Male Leads359k WordsCompleted Retired esports pro with a chronic illness ❌ active team coach Once hailed by the esports scene as the “Hand of God,” genius mid-laner Yun Sinian was forced to retire at the peak of his career after suffering permanent nerve damage in his right hand and severe depression. He turned himself into an empty shell, plagued by anorexia, insomnia, and self-destruction, until his former captain, now head coach of the team Ashen Reign, Shang Mokan, kicked open the door of his squalid rental and forced hi 109Reads—Score10414d adds

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   All of them are about esports, except for the second one, and they all suffer from depression. But I highly recommend reading the second one, hehe ✪ω✪. Quickly join our group of readers who love esports! 😘

9. 9 野 Has the Jungle King Taken His Medicine Today? 野王今天吃药了吗 It's Yanxin, Not Lianxin是颜芯不是莲心Two Male Leads645k WordsCompleted [Wildly talented jungler with bipolar disorder × heart-condition analyst | Second chance romance | Esports | Two male leads] Xie Huai hated Chi Xuesheng for two whole years. His online girlfriend, whose ID was Snow, had vanished without a trace when he was at his lowest. Two years later, a new analyst joined team EG. Pale and frail. Male. ID: SnowSound. Xie Huai looked at that familiar face and sneered. “A guy? My ex-girlfriend was called Snow, too.” Then he discovered: SnowSound knew all of his 536Reads—Score10014d adds
10. 10 兄 Bro, Just Go In Already! 兄弟你倒是A上去啊 Song Guanhu宋观画Two Male Leads128k WordsCompleted [Outwardly warm but inwardly cold, world-weary support x insecure and timid genius AD carry] Lü Qing never told anyone that he once had an “online dating partner.” The other guy was two years younger, timid, and never even dared to use voice chat when they played games. He only communicated with Lü Qing through text. Alin: I’m socially anxious. I can’t really open up. Qing: It’s okay, your big brother’s here. What are you scared of? I don’t bite. Alin: ... Qing: How old are you? Alin: ...17. Qin 97Reads—Score—14d adds

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    He doesn't have depression. He has autism.

11. 11 我 I Want to Dye This Thing Green 我想把这玩意染成绿的 Song Guanhu宋观画Two Male Leads191k WordsCompleted FPS, original setting. The first draft dates back to 2017, when I knew nothing about esports competitions, so I made up a lot of things based on my own assumptions. For example, players can’t switch halfway through an All-Star match, much less leave in the middle of it. Qin Kedu is an inspiring character, but female players would have their own dedicated women’s teams. A “mixed-gender team” like the one in this story simply couldn’t exist. There are all sorts of other ridiculous plot holes, too. 59Reads8.1Score—14d adds

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    There aren't many readers, so I'll help promote it. I don't know how much traffic this will get. All the works are by the same author and are complete. The writing is really good... (Depressing tone)

12. 12 电 Esports World Champion, Survival Show Center 电竞世界冠军，选秀C位出道 Winter Melon Fart冬瓜屁Modern Romance412k WordsOngoing (The rating has just been posted, so it's on the low side) [No CP + gorgeous but tragic + everyone’s favorite + esports + idol survival show + doted on by everyone + secret identity exposed] He is River, the legendary esports player renowned across the scene, who reached the top of the world at just seventeen. But behind the glory lies severe psychological illness and the agony of sleepless nights. His arms are covered in scars no one knows about. After winning the championship, he hides all his 8.5kReads9.2Score1.1k14d adds
13. 13 野 After a Wild Flirt Became My Team Captain, They Took the Internet by Storm 野撩偶像成我队长后，杀疯全网 Farewell Song送别歌Two Male Leads496k WordsCompleted [Two male leads // Esports // Older top] A seemingly gentle top who’s actually a hypocrite and usually doesn’t want to be human X A cool, reserved bottom who blushes at the slightest flirt and is easy to tease Gu Yan never imagined that simply playing duo queue in a friend’s livestream would catch the eye of a wealthy esports team. An email came out of nowhere, inviting him to go pro. Because he always kept to himself, everyone who had ever been matched with Gu Yan called him the “Lone Wolf.” T 279Reads9.0Score16414d adds
14. 14 惊 Shocking! The Esports Heartthrob Becomes a Demon King's Exclusive Support 惊！电竞白月光成了魔头专属辅助 Azure Clouds Stir the Mist青云扰雾Two Male Leads247k WordsCompleted [Esports + two male leads + both are romantically inexperienced and each other's first love + happy ending] Jiang Yue Bai is the esports scene's universally adored white moonlight. He's good-natured, handsome, and incredible at mid lane. So why did he join another club as a support player?! Because of a hand injury, Jiang Yue Bai is kicked off the team at the insistence of its investors. Jiang Yue Bai takes it in stride: if they can work it out, fine; if not, they can call it quits. The very 15.1kReads9.2Score2.2k14d adds
15. 15 谢 Esports: Captain Xie, Your Mid Laner Is Causing Trouble Again 【电竞】谢队，你家中单又在惹事 Coffee Who Loves Durian爱吃榴莲的咖啡Two Male Leads366k WordsCompleted [Reunion After Years Apart / ABO / Esports / Livestreaming / Sweet Romance, Both Are Virgins] [A gorgeous, haughty little troublemaker x a devoted, top-tier jungler] Because of some old grudges, Li Zhi was especially fond of provoking professional players from various leagues. For instance, he would ruthlessly kill them solo on stream, then dance in circles near the spot where they died. He was shamelessly arrogant and outrageously cocky. He became notorious online, hated by everyone. It wasn't 94.6kReads9.3Score22.9k14d adds

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    It's so beautiful!!!

16. 16 糟 Oh No! My Online Crush Is My Roommate! What Do I Do? 糟糕！网恋对象是舍友怎么办？ Ask Not About the Future, All Will Be Well莫问前程皆无忧Two Male Leads486k WordsCompleted [Youth + online romance + two male leads + healing and redemption + depression + a little esports + mutual devotion] Lu Yuchen, captain of THP, has led his team to eight consecutive KPL World League championships. Then THP.Silent suddenly announces his retirement. He's only twenty, and teams from all sides rush to make him offers, but he turns them all down and goes straight back to university. The news shocks the media, but no matter how hard they investigate, they can't uncover why Silent is s 1.6kReads9.3Score26914d adds

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    Esports Depression Redemption Novel

17. 17 有 Esports: If You’ve Got What It Takes, Don’t Fall for Me [电竞]有本事别喜欢我 Ink Cup墨盏Two Male Leads225k WordsCompleted Chi Gu, hailed as the strongest mage in the entire Salty Fish livestreaming app, never imagined he would lose a match in the Gold tier. His team's support had stuck by the marksman from start to finish, failed to use Smite when killing monsters, died twice to jungle monsters right from the start, and kept stealing farm from all three lanes. He had none of the game sense a support should have. “Our team is 5.4k gold behind.” “Farm first. Don't teamfight.” He sent two signals in a row, then opened 5.1kReads9.3Score73614d adds

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    Nice!!!!!

18. 18 入 [Esports] Into Your Arms 【电竞】入怀 Xiao Yeye宵椰椰Two Male Leads234k WordsCompleted [Tag warning] BL, sweet HE, second chance at love; a romance story wrapped in an esports setting, so avoid if you’re looking for pure esports; the setting and game are entirely fictional; immature writing, so avoid if you have high standards; the work is original, and any quotations will be credited. Any similarities are coincidental. I welcome thoughtful reminders. Every character is an individual. Please avoid being disruptive or projecting real-life content and people onto the story. Let’s re 348Reads—Score10214d adds

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    Check out this one! Two male leads, two professions, reconciliation after a breakup, the game setting is fictional. Main couple x1, side couples x3, sweet moments included, but also some angst. Completed.

19. 19 电 Esports: The Cunning Jungler Lures the Mid Laner Away 电竞：腹黑打野诱拐中单 Mo JingchunM莫惊春MTwo Male Leads200k WordsCompleted Can the laid-back first mid-laner lead a struggling pro team, FM, to victory? Qi Feng: “Watch me lead the team to victory.” Chi Jing: “Stop messing around, damn it! We’re about to lose!” The team manager silently rubbed his forehead. Could someone please save his heart? These two were going to kill him. “Congratulations to this year’s summer split champions, Team FM! They broke with tradition in their choice of heroes and fought with daring and determination, earning a ticket to the semifinals! 32Reads—Score—14d adds

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20. 20 磕 Sweet Romance! The Scheming Young Master and His Fiery Cat Captain 磕糖！腹黑少爷的炸毛猫队长 Jun Tang俊糖Two Male Leads265k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + esports + two strong leads + fictional game setting] [Gentle, scheming, doting pro gamer × foul-mouthed, streetwise team captain] Four years ago, the gaming-streamer duo An Zhen took the country by storm. With their incredible gaming skills and savvy CP marketing, the two gained a huge following of fans who shipped them together. But just as their careers were taking off, they suddenly announced that they were going their separate ways. Four years later, a new moneybags joins t 2.2kReads9.0Score33914d adds
21. 21 学 There’s No End to Learning, but First This Fox Is Going Pro in Esports 学习永无止境，狐狸先打电竞 Parting Words离诀词Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted [Completed. Some mistakes can’t be fixed, so follow the later chapters. Some details are author’s inventions.] Flirty, sly, black-sesame-filled tangyuan top x absentminded, aloof bottom who turns shy when he zones out Zhou Xinglan x Qi Suishi A former powerhouse esports team returned for the new season with a star-studded roster. Two players stood out the most: Zhou Xinglan, a veteran making a comeback who had once been the top jungler on the Chinese server, and a rookie. The first time the rook 8.9kReads9.3Score1.5k14d adds
22. 22 A AKM: After Falling for the Captain, I Take on Three at Once AKM：和队长恋爱后，我一打三 The Frog Who Loves Potatoes爱吃土豆的呱Two Male Leads1.8M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + esports + evenly matched + sweet romance + both leads' first relationship] Shen Qiuci, a top-tier professional game booster, suddenly dies and wakes up inside a book! A decent, honest young man of the modern age, he decides to return to his old line of work, only for the story's big bad to grab him. “I need a mid laner. You're the one.” “What do you mean, I'm the one? We're enemies!” Later, the enemies become teammates, and the teammates become lovers. On the day the global tou 30.5kReads9.3Score4.5k14d adds
23. 23 我 My Ex-Boyfriend Is the World Champion 我前男友是世界冠军 The First of April四月初一Modern Romance141k WordsCompleted [A genius support player and legendary veteran VS the cutest-looking, most ruthless top female pro. A sweet, fiery power couple chasing their dreams] [Sweet esports romance + two equally strong leads + rekindled love + happy ending] What’s it like when the boyfriend you dumped suddenly becomes your direct superior? Gu Su, an iron-willed straight shooter in the esports world, chose esports without hesitation when her boyfriend issued his final ultimatum: “It’s either me or esports.” Five months l 10.3kReads9.3Score1.1k14d adds

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    Nice!!!!!!

24. 24 渣 The Bad Girl and Pro Gamer Only Want to Crush the Entire League 渣女野王只想杀穿全联盟 A Little Cuckoo Bird一只布咕鸟Modern Romance2.1M WordsOngoing [Complete] [Everyone's Favorite + System + Strong Female Lead + Male Rivals + Harem Love Triangle + Streamer at First, Pro Player Later] Just after returning home from abroad, Li Yue was still worrying about how she would support herself when she was suddenly bound to a System that claimed it could make her a winner in life. All she had to do was earn affection points, and she could gradually reach the pinnacle of life. The System gave her some starting points from the start and suggested she pr 18.8kReads8.9Score2.1k14d adds

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    [Already recommended] 6 must-read high-scoring e-sports novels, so good you'll cry! You guys absolutely have to read them, I'm sure you'll thank me later. A godsend for e-sports novel lovers! [Top post]

25. 25 网 Online Game: Rebooting My Esports Era 网游：重启我的电竞时代 I Am Gu Nai在下顾奈Sports3.7M WordsCompleted [Traditional MMORPG + esports competitions + ensemble cast of professional players] Three years ago, prodigy Gu Qingzhu swept the world with a pair of light swords, undefeated wherever he went. But just before he could step onto the professional stage, he was framed and banned from competing, forced to bid farewell to the arena. From then on, the legend of the light swords vanished from the scene. Three years later, the brand-new MMORPG Realm opens its public beta. The former prodigy returns, st 9.8kReads9.2Score82714d adds
26. 26 网 Online Game: My Healing Spell Can Instantly Kill 网游：我的治疗术能秒人 Potato Stewed with Tomatoes马铃薯炖西红柿Sports2.5M WordsOngoing The comic adaptation of this book, "One Healing Spell From Me Could Kill You", is now available on Tomato. Jiang Chen returns reborn and enters "The Gods" once again, a game that can merge with reality. This time, he chooses a support class: priest. He discovers that his priest is a little different from everyone else's. His healing skill can turn into a damage skill; His blessing skill can turn into a curse skill; And when he uses resurrection... The whole world cries out in astonishment: “Are 24.8kReads8.8Score2.1k14d adds
27. 27 电 Esports: The King of Chu Loves a Tiny Waist 电竞：楚王好细腰 Sword Qi Stretches Thirty Thousand Miles剑气纵横三万里Two Male Leads417k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + KPL + Devoted Couple + Sweet Romance + A Long Road to Winning His Love Back] [Esports: Endless Possibilities for Those Who Never Give Up] As a regular in the top ten of Honor of Kings, Qin Yao thought he could support himself and his grandmother by doing account boosting and coaching. Little did he know that his grandmother's serious illness would change the course of his life. Would he surrender to fate, or fight it to the bitter end? Along the path to becoming a pro, he not o 1.9kReads9.4Score24214d adds

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