Two Male Leads, One With Mental Health Issues and Self-Harming Tendencies 双楠，其主角有心理疾病那种，自残之类的

1. 51 分 After Breaking Up and Running Away, My Ex Caught Me and Forced Me to Love Him 分手跑路后，被前任逮回强制爱了 Freshly Clad, Riding a Fine Horse鲜铱怒马Two Male Leads242k WordsCompleted [Male-male leads | young lovers | rekindled love | both protagonists are each other's only ones] Innocent, silly beauty on the receiving end × devoted, scheming elite on the pursuing end _ Ji Tong and Qi Yang fell in love when they were young, supporting each other for nearly ten years. But when Ji Tong brought up marriage, Qi Yang brushed him off with a single sentence: “I have no plans to get married.” - Three days later, Ji Tong threw a million yuan in breakup money at Qi Yang. “A rich man wa 8.8kReads8.5Score1.3kShelves
2. 52 穿 I Transmigrated into The Grave Robbers' Chronicles, and They All Fell Apart After I Faked My Death 穿越盗笔，假死后他们都崩溃了 Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Mystery151k WordsCompleted Qing Yan transmigrated into the world of The Grave Robbers' Chronicles twenty years ago, and Zhang Qiling and Hei Xiazi raised him like a pig for all those years. Then, forced by a Corpse Beetle Pill to become a player in the game, Qing Yan accidentally uncovered a shocking secret about himself. From then on, the Nine Houses had another lunatic... No, that's not right. Qing Yan: Sorry, Brother Xiao Hei! I didn't mean to! Hei Xiazi: Kid, you sure put on a good act. Qing Yan: Sorry, Brother X 11kReads9.4Score1.8kShelves
3. 53 黑 The Corrupted Moon Was Redeemed After Her Rebirth 黑化月亮复生后，被救赎了 Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Mystery241k WordsCompleted Fan Favorite / Pairing Undecided (Anything Is Possible) / Mutual Salvation / White Moonlight Returns from the Dead Qing Yan died in the Zhang Family Ancient Tower, in Black Glasses' arms. Years later, he returned and appeared before the Nine Gates once more, but everything had changed beyond recognition. Suspicion and heart palpitations, probing and cautiousness. After countless rescues and glimmers of hope, who, in the end, saved whom? Are you really him... Did you really come back...? Now tha 7kReads9.3Score1.4kShelves
4. 54 九 The Merciless, Mad Eunuch Is Truly Beautiful 九千岁狠毒疯批，却实在美丽 Rice-Loving Dumpling爱干饭的团子Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [A print edition has been signed for publication] [Self-directed conquest x emotionally detached recipient + equally matched, devoted couple + reunited after a breakup, happy ending] Xie Yu, the most beautiful man under heaven, is frail and sickly, with weaknesses all over. Every prince and noble sees him as the ultimate plaything. The newly appointed top scholar can harass him, but will be dead by the next day. The imperial concubine can frame him, but her entire clan will be executed for it. A 12.5kReads9.5Score1.9kShelves
5. 55 万 The Man Everyone Hates Is the Seal-Bearer 万人嫌他是执印者 Xiao Xiaoxiao肖小肖Two Male Leads589k WordsCompleted [Modern setting + Eastern fantasy] A lazy, half-dead moonflower who loves good food & a calculating, straight-laced-looking Wood God CEO Jiang Liao is the only human in Shengjing Group. He is weak and ordinary, lazy, greedy, and materialistic. He is the lowest-ranking creature in Shengjing Group. And yet Jiang Liao has a handsome face. As a delivery guy for Shengjing, he’s always running from the very bottom to the very top to deliver packages. And while he’s at it, he tries to charm the lofty 5.7kReads9.3Score783Shelves
6. 56 被 After Being Forced into Love, I No Longer Want to Die 被强制爱后，厌世的我不想死了 Buddhist-Style Little Salty Fish佛系小咸鱼Two Male Leads842k WordsOngoing [Quick transmigration + 1v1 + forced love (the uke enjoys it) + mutual love at first sight + exclusive, doting affection from both sides + pure fluff] Gentle, carefree, aloof uke x crazed, possessive, twisted seme who wins his love through ruthless scheming * Han Jin, the only undying being in the void, was imprisoned by the gods. After enduring ten thousand years of torment, he broke free and slaughtered his way through the divine realm, seeking only death. As it turned out, the gods were all u 75kReads9.3Score10kShelves
7. 57 重 Reborn as a Shy Little Introvert with a Lovable Romantic Streak 重生小自闭，呆萌恋爱脑 Eating Beans Makes You Chubby吃豆豆长肉肉Two Male Leads559k WordsCompleted [Romance between two men] [Sweet romance] [Devoted to each other] [Reborn] [A reclusive genius, emotionally clueless bottom] VS [A gentle, doting, fiercely protective top] Yu Duo is a beautiful boy who has put every skill point he has into intelligence ever since birth. His mathematical talent is astonishing, but when it comes to emotional intelligence, he is a complete idiot. Yes, our Yu Duo is a little autistic. But even our little autistic boy has someone he likes. Though he cannot express it 15.2kReads9.5Score2.1kShelves
8. 58 乖 Behave, Please. The B65 Bureau’s Chief Engineer Is in a Bad Mood Today 乖一点，B65局总工今天很烦 Xiao Xiaoxiao肖小肖Two Male Leads620k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + ABO + equally powerful leads + secret identities] A seemingly mild and unremarkable Beta who is actually cold and unhinged × a noble, composed, obsessive Alpha who can’t mark his husband The Jiang family’s second son, who had been missing for twenty years, was found and brought home. He was an ordinary Beta named Shen Yu. No one knew anything about Shen Yu’s past. All they knew was that he had returned to the central city from that 300-story slum tower. All they knew was that S 16kReads9.2Score2.9kShelves
9. 59 痴 After the Foolish Emperor Turned Evil, the Prince Was Forced into Love 痴傻皇帝黑化后，王爷被强制爱了 Su Mu Yijin苏木一槿Two Male Leads391k WordsOngoing [Two male leads # equally matched powerhouses # physical and emotional angst # love and hate # imprisonment # groveling redemption # mutually unhinged] A gloomy, unhinged emperor top × a cunning, patient prince bottom He was once a regent who held power over the entire court, feared and respected for his iron fist. Later, he became the new emperor’s hidden captive, kept on his bed and out of sight. His legs were broken and he was shackled. The regent who once looked down upon the world became 5.2kReads8.7Score387Shelves
10. 60 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: Posing as a Mysterious, Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic Man 盗笔：装出个高深莫测但美强惨 Fish Like Water鱼依如水Two Male Leads447k WordsCompleted "The only Grave Robbers' Chronicles fic rated 9.6, come see!" [Starting with the Old Nine Gates, Beloved by All, Pick Your Favorite Pairing + Slightly Everyone's Favorite + Everyone Imagines the Powerful Heartbreaking Beauty] Third-person narration I transmigrated, but not completely. At that very moment, my body was lying right beside me, playing the part of a breathtakingly beautiful vegetative patient. The good news: I could create an immortal secret identity. The bad news: the System told me 44.5kReads9.6Score6.1kShelves
11. 61 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: Their Shadows 盗笔：他们的影子 Playing with the Setting Sun戏残阳Mystery666k WordsCompleted [Tomb raiding + no romance + female-oriented + beautiful, strong, and tragic + mild angst + apologies for OOC] Wu Sheng spent nineteen years traveling around and enjoying himself in a new world after transmigrating there. Then one day, someone told him to his face that this was a novel’s world. And not just any novel: The Grave Robbers' Chronicles, a book he had never read in his previous life! Wu Sheng eagerly rubbed his hands together, ready to go on one last adventure. Huh? That handsome guy 2.1kReads8.7Score325Shelves
12. 62 穿EN Trapped in a Novel: The Stunning Villain and the Darkened Hero's Obsessive Love 穿书：绝美反派被黑化男主强制爱 Cheng Nezha城哪吒Two Male Leads471k WordsCompleted (Complete) BL + both leads are chaste + transmigrate into a book + cultivation + confinement Straight man Ning Ke wakes up one day inside the cultivation novel written by his younger sister. From the start, he’s destined to be the villain, tortured and killed by the male lead! Fortunately, a System appears at the crucial moment and binds itself to him. It turns back time and sends him to the male lead’s past to fix plot holes and keep himself alive! So Ning Ke dons secret identities and, one aft 10.9kReads9.6Score1.7kShelves
13. 63 厌 My World-Weary Wife Is So Well-Fed and Soft!! 厌世老婆养得白白嫩嫩！！ Xiao Sui小绥Two Male Leads111k WordsCompleted [Two male leads / Marriage Before Love / both pure / guiding partner / healing / mutual devotion] (Complete) Mu Xu (top) x Lin Jin (bottom) [Marriage Before Love] [Gentle, insecure top VS world-weary, long-haired beauty bottom] Lin Jin couldn’t find interest in anything. On the night he decided to end his life, he ran into Mu Xu, a classmate from high school. They entered a fake marriage. The timid Mu Xu had been in love with someone for years. When they met again, that person was about to jump 24.6kReads9.4Score4.6kShelves
14. 64 终 At Last, I Realize What I Owe You 终觉亏欠 Not-Bitter Bitter Melon不苦苦瓜Two Male Leads144k WordsCompleted Young Liang Anxian will never forgive the person he becomes as an adult. Cheating scum-gong story! Enter at your own risk! Bad ending! Bad ending! Bad ending! Realistic setting, no rebirth, and no golden finger. 922Reads—Score—Shelves

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15. 65 囚 After the Ghost Who Imprisoned a Beautiful Canary Lost His Memory 囚禁貌美金丝雀的男鬼失忆以后 Bubuli布布里Two Male Leads419k WordsOngoing On how a fool trains a dog. [Coercion] [Locked Away Together] [A Little Wife-Chasing] [Role Reversal] [A Little Bad Taste] [Fool Trains Dog] [Pure Love] [Happy Ending, Both Pure] [Sweet-faced, scheming, high-needs, humble, unhinged ghost of a man Fu Shiyu VS beautiful, foolish Jiang Mian, who never lets a grudge go unanswered] Before Fu Shiyu lost his memory in a car accident, Jiang Mian, the canary he kept, was tormented by him in body and soul. After Fu Shiyu lost his memory in the accident, J 1.1kReads—Score115Shelves

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    Both main characters have issues; they're the "love at first sight" type. The bottom, especially the top, either self-harms or suddenly kills himself to keep the bottom from leaving, all to make the bottom feel sorry for him.

16. 66 破 After My Bankruptcy, My Ex-Boyfriend Became My Boss 破产后前男友成了我老板 Little Future Predictor预言小未来Two Male Leads625k WordsCompleted [Alternate Universe | Two Male Leads | Reunited After a Breakup | Redemption, Sweet and Angsty] The day Cheng Xi went bankrupt, he finally learned what it meant to have everyone turn against him. His parents and older brother fled overseas overnight and vanished without a trace. His fair-weather friends blocked him. And Gu Yun, the poor student he had once “forced” to live with him, was laughing and chatting at a café with a younger schoolmate. Cheng Xi quietly left the city. Three years later, 2.9kReads6.5Score190Shelves

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    I just finished reading it. Shuangnan, the young master is sick but doesn't realize it, and thinks he's perfectly normal.

17. 67 他 He Didn't Comfort Him 他没哄他 Nine Leaves九叶叶叶Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + campus + lighthearted + unrequited love + a touch of bittersweetness + BE + short story] (Soothing someone = comforting them = deceiving them) Gloomy top student [Mu Qi] × doomed delinquent [Ling Shu] Every relationship needs someone to make the first move. That's inevitable. So Ling Shu spent two years preparing before stepping back into Mu Qi's life. Liking someone doesn't guarantee you'll end up together, and love doesn't have to be earth-shattering. So Mu Qi kept watch ove 170Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The foreshadowing of depression was quite obvious.

18. 68 急 Urgent! My Wife Lost Her Memory and Won’t Kiss Me! 急急急！老婆失忆不亲我怎么办！ Su Luo苏雒Two Male Leads197k WordsCompleted Ling Yao searched for Su Chen for a year. When he finally found him, Su Chen asked, “Who are you?” He brought him home and cared for him attentively. When Su Chen’s illness flared up and he was on the verge of breaking down, Ling Yao finally brought him back with one sentence: “I am your home.” His memories returned little by little. In a photograph, one half was covered in blood, while the other showed a spotless, smiling face. It had been Su Chen’s only source of comfort through a year of d 17Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 69 谁 Who Still Cares Whether Their Ex Lives or Dies After a Breakup? 谁家分手后还管前男友死活啊 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + seductive, treacherous shou + devoted, fatherly gong + rekindled romance + a groveling pursuit] The biggest mistakes Song Qingyan ever made were acting on his own, making the first move, exposing their relationship, breaking up, and then trying to get back together without asking! He successfully drove himself to the brink of death over and over. The first time, his heart stopped for five minutes. The second time, his heart stopped for ten minutes. The third time, he nearly die 8.5kReads9.3Score671Shelves
20. 70 把 After I Brought My Amnesiac Archenemy Home 把失忆死对头捡回家后 xp Supremacistxp至上主义Two Male Leads408k WordsCompleted Just started ranking, so it may rise. [Two male leads + top's perspective + healing + mutual devotion + pure love] I wasn't there for your past, but I'll clear away your hell for you. A volatile, possessive, flamboyant, love-struck, loyal-dog top VS a bottom who is innocent and confused after losing his memory, then broken and self-destructive as a CEO Jiang Yu had hated Chu Xiaoji for three years. He hated how Chu Xiaoji was always perfect, how he never let a single weakness show. Then Chu Xia 3.6kReads6.9Score513Shelves

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21. 71 肆 Unrestrained 肆溢 Yan Yan言阎Two Male Leads946k WordsOngoing It starts slow and gets better as it goes. The sweet moments later on will be very sweet. The full synopsis is in the foreword, after Chapter Three. [A dual-male-lead ABO story, with extensive alternate worldbuilding and two couples. Main couple: A story about an ordinary person gradually falling into a madman's sick love. Ceramic prodigy and gentle hunter. Secondary couple: A gifted yet insecure young doctor of traditional Chinese medicine is healed by a sunny, cocky, fox-eyed big dog.] You wak 1.2kReads—Score101Shelves

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    Both are male, with psychological trauma, but not a very serious mental illness. They both have mouths and will openly discuss their fetishes. Love is shown in the details, written in a very gentle style! One is a possessive yandere who tricks his wife into staying with him during her sensitive period. It starts as a transaction, but they gradually fall in love. He restrains his instincts to avoid hurting her for love. The other is initially afraid, but later masters dog-training skills and never runs away—super doting.

22. 72 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 323Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's a really heart-wrenching story about two men 😢

23. 73 溺 Drowned: The Unexpected Charm of a Depressed Boyfriend 溺亡【抑郁小男友的反差萌】 Three Flying Birds三只飞鸟Two Male Leads170k WordsCompleted [Rekindled love, reunion after years apart, reunited from the very first chapter, depression, bittersweet romance, contrast, powerful leads, equally matched, no angst between the couple, both each other’s first and only, happy ending] Tender, devoted CEO Jiang Xu (top) × depressed, aloof yet unexpectedly adorable Gu Chong (bottom) A story about a comic artist and a pianist. (The author would rather not get flamed, so extreme top- and bottom-focused readers should proceed with caution.) Five year 2.5kReads9.1Score303Shelves
24. 74 坏 Bad Seed [CUR] 坏种【CUR】 The Homing Pigeon Doesn't Miss You信鸽不想念Two Male Leads199k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads, Happy Ending] [Gentle Top, Cool and Aloof Bottom] [A Short, Very Sweet Story, No Angst] What makes someone a bad seed? Have you really seen the truth of what happened? Do you really understand a person? A bottom with a tiny bit of a crazy streak (which disappears later; he becomes very obedient) × a strict but gentle, fatherly boyfriend top It’s not long, and there will be regular slice-of-life bonus chapters. 1.4kReads9.3Score208Shelves
25. 75 分 After the Breakup, the Boss Turns Dark and Obsessed: Wild Seduction and Spoiling 分手后大佬黑化变疯批，野撩诱宠 Lu Yin鹿吟Two Male Leads282k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Reuniting After a Breakup + Powerful CEO + Both Untouched + Possessive Takeover + Tension and Flirting + Reunion After Years Apart + Seductive Pursuit] [After He Wronged His Ex, the Big Shot Went Dark] Everyone knew the big shot was cool and dispassionate, but no one knew about the obsession hidden deep in his heart. After a carefully engineered reunion, he took the other man by force and made him move in. The darkened big shot's image crumbled: he turned wild and seductive, in 389Reads9.5Score839Shelves
26. 76 遇 After Meeting a Powerful CEO, the Frail Beauty Becomes More and More Adorable 遇到霸总后，病弱美人越来越娇了 Shui Liuying水流萤Two Male Leads244k WordsCompleted Sickly beauty bottom x scheming top who is gentle to only one person Everyone thinks Gu Zhan is an ice sculpture. You don’t even need to get close; one glance is enough to freeze you to death. No one knows that his heart and soul have long belonged to someone else. Twelve years of secret love, carefully planned step by step and woven into a gentle net. When Gu Zhan was abandoned by his family and lost in those helpless days, Cheng Que was the one who made him want to keep living. But one day, he 299Reads8.4Score—Shelves
27. 77 吾 Our Shore: What If Fan Xiao Got Bound to a System 吾岸：假如樊霄绑定了系统 Just Passing Through路过云云Two Male Leads304k WordsCompleted Fan Xiao, burdened by bitter hatred and deep-seated grudges, was bound to a System. From then on, he no longer had to walk the path of revenge alone. Though the System nagged him like an overbearing mother, it also helped him claw his way out of hell, one step at a time. He's still a little obsessive and awkward, but this time, he'll go a little easier on the person he loves. Fan Xiao: Director You, do you believe in fate? You Shulang: Get lost! Fan Xiao: You got it. 1.4kReads8.2Score124Shelves
28. 78 穿 After I Transmigrated, I Gave Up, but My Target Started Pursuing Me Instead 穿越后摆烂我被攻略对象反攻略了 Jiang Li Jiang Li江黎姜离Two Male Leads1.4M WordsOngoing Dual male leads, everyone's favorite, cultivation, System, angst first and sweetness later, reincarnation, amnesia, twists. I transmigrated into a hidden extra, and not just any extra, but a crucial one! The original story never even mentioned me! The calamity that will destroy the world is fast approaching, yet the System's missions are utterly baffling. Am I supposed to form a friendship bond with the child of destiny? Or win over the world-ending villain? And there's more than one child of de 437Reads9.4Score110Shelves

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    The first book, only started publishing on New Year's Day! It's a female-to-male transmigration cultivation novel with two male protagonists, initially 1vN, later 1v1, angsty at first, sweet later, with many plot twists. The second book is a prequel to the first, also a female-to-male transmigration cultivation novel with two male protagonists, 1v1 pure angst, finding sweetness amidst the shards of glass. Don't worry about the tags and details; male body, female soul—it's inherently difficult to define the gender. If you insist on being precise, I can't help it; you're absolutely right. 😳😳😳😳

29. 79 十 Ten Lifetimes of Entanglement, All Ending in Tragedy 十世纠缠皆成殇 Jiang Li Jiang Li江黎姜离Two Male Leads300k WordsOngoing Dual male leads, one-on-one romance, a love full of hatred, cultivation, transmigration, reincarnation, and heartbreak. He transmigrates in a dream, taking over someone else's identity. The moment he opens his eyes, he finds the original owner's enemy standing before him. And that enemy is none other than the supreme ruler of the Demon Realm! At first, Jiang Li thinks it's all a dream. Carefree and sharp-tongued, he eventually enrages Shang Ying and gets a thorough beating. Only then does he rea 133Reads8.9Score101Shelves
30. 80 少 The Young Master Takes What He Wants, Then Insists on Being a Dog 少爷他强取豪夺非要当狗 Tea Number Two茶个二Two Male Leads150k WordsCompleted Complete! [Double male leads, a sweet little romance | 1v1 + devoted to each other + both leads are each other's first + a touch of bittersweetness + healing] [Honest, steady, emotionally stable bottom x generous, protective top who doesn't hesitate to fight] Fang Zhi x Mu Jingci Fang Zhi had been a nobody in the entertainment industry for nearly ten years, quietly doing his job. Then someone spent a night with him and still wasn't satisfied, barging headlong into Fang Zhi's cramped little world 18.4kReads8.8Score2.3kShelves

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    This one! 🥺 But thankfully, the two characters love each other very much in the end.

31. 81 漂 My Delicate, Beautiful First Love Is So Fragile, and the Interpreter Knows Just How to Comfort Her 漂亮白月光太脆弱，翻译官超会哄 Bubu Roll布布卷Two Male Leads182k WordsOngoing [Cool, melancholy figure skater bottom x guiding, older translator top] For nineteen years, Yu Jingchen endured a life without love all alone. He thought he was destined to sacrifice himself for the family, just like his parents. But then he met another guest on a promotional program, a translator. Only later did he learn it hadn't been a coincidence. Someone had spent six years carefully planning it all. But how can someone who has never felt love know how to love another person? Yu Jingch 35Reads—Score152Shelves
32. 82 颜 Beneath the Paint 颜料之下 Du Zeyan杜则言Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Zuo Tang x Li Yu] [Iris ⚜️ x Sunflower 🌻] Just started getting ratings, and they'll keep rising 🔥 Five years ago, Li Yu, bundled up from head to toe to fend off sasaeng fans, met senior Zuo Tang “in the sunshine” on the first day of school. Sadly, he only remembered he was still wearing a mask after Zuo Tang had run off. By the end-of-term exhibition, the sunny senior had turned into an emo senior, sitting blankly on the floor and staring at his painting. Li Yu sat beside him a 49Reads8.6Score—Shelves
33. 83 清 Soberly Falling Apart [Male-Male Romance] 清醒沦陷【双男主】 Scratchy Tiger挠挠虎Two Male Leads178k WordsCompleted Hard tech, financial rivalry, and sapiosexual romance: rigorous storytelling with airtight logic. A clash between equals, a contest between worthy opponents, judgments made with careful timing, and a clear-headed surrender to love. This is a rational romance that begins with business rivalry and ends with building a System. If emotions can be modeled and trust can be governed by a protocol, how should two people who fear losing control plan their “risk management” and design the “resilience syst 2.8kReads—Score243Shelves

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    Hard technology financial game, intellectual romance, rigorous narrative, closed-loop logic, niche audience, no data.

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