Angst Novels, Angst Novels! Male-Male, Male-Male! 虐文，虐文！双男，双男！

1. 1 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3k14d adds

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   I'm dying of laughter, tears are streaming down my face.

2. 2 念 Longing Unanswered 念念不忘，再无回响 Yan Jiujing宴九京Two Male Leads605k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads \ ABO \ Angst Novel \ Substitute \ Chasing His Wife to the Crematorium] Important warning ❤️ The main love interest gets a bad ending; the second male lead ends up with him~ Yu Moyi had a white moonlight in his heart, but they couldn’t be together because their pheromones were naturally incompatible. So he found an Omega who looked a lot like his white moonlight: Jiang Yan. Jiang Yan was obedient and devoted to him. No matter how badly Yu Moyi treated him, he never got angry. Yu 5.9kReads9.2Score50114d adds

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   Completed and highly recommended

3. 3 哑 The Mute’s Diary (Bad Ending) 哑巴日记（be） Autumn Grasses Drunk on Spring Colors秋芜醉春色8k WordsCompleted A Mute's Diary (Bad Ending) 1.1kReads—Score11014d adds
4. 4 等 Waiting for You to Turn Around and Say You Love Me 等你回头说爱我 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted [Boys' love + emotional torment + physical torment + a perfect deception + innocent on the outside, dark within + obsessive and twisted + bad ending + strong characters + yandere] No one is simple. Please don't look at people too naively, especially those who seem harmless. Shen Yan is the child of a wealthy family. In other people's eyes, he's nothing but a commodity with a price tag, something to be passed around and bullied at will. He tries with all his might to learn how to love others and 854Reads9.2Score11414d adds
5. 5 快 Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped 快穿：把大佬虐哭后我死遁了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads, scum gong regrets his actions, chases his wife to the crematorium, sickly, coughing blood, forced love, shou fakes his death and escapes, BE in the small worlds, HE in the end] [System: Reminder, Host Yun Chen, this is an S-rank conquest world. The principal gods of every plane are extremely powerful!] [Yun Chen: Oh.] - The domineering CEO, wealthy enough to rival a nation: You’re nothing but a substitute picked out of the mud. My one true love is the chosen one! Yun Chen fell i 21.3kReads9.5Score1.9k14d adds

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   It seems pretty angsty, you could give it a try.

6. 6 无 Unable to Love 无法去爱 Han Ling寒灵Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted A collection of short, angsty stories about two male leads. Loving someone is easy, but finding happiness in that love is impossible. The tragic song of a chaotic age is destined to be sung, and all we can do is watch, unable to love each other. A love that cuts to the bone will last forever. I hope their stories leave you with a sense of loyalty amid the sorrow. There are many people in this world who cannot love each other, yet in truth, they have already found redemption. 61Reads—Score—14d adds
7. 7 傅 Lawyer Fu, Stop Hurting Her. Dr. Wen Doesn't Want You Anymore 傅律师别虐了，温医生不要你了 Moonstone月光石Two Male Leads349k WordsCompleted [Rebellious, wolfish lawyer x stern, devoted, beautiful but tragic doctor] [Two male leads + both are virgins + rekindled romance + groveling pursuit + younger man/older man + angsty romance + happy ending] [Two male leads! Two male leads! Two male leads!] When he ended things, Fu Zhiyue grabbed Wen Chuhuai by the throat and mocked him for being heartless and mercenary. “Every day I spent with you made me sick to my stomach.” “Wen Chuhuai, seeing you half-dead like this, do you know how satisf 4.3kReads8.9Score49214d adds
8. 8 你 Yet You Love Someone Else 你却爱着一个他 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads339k WordsCompleted Proud and self-assured, Jian Suiying loves fiercely and hates fiercely. He relentlessly pursues Li Yu, his younger brother Jian Suilin's classmate. But his arrogant, domineering attitude makes Li Yu feel deeply humiliated and provoked, awakening the beastly, frenzied side of this pampered young heir. Desire and affection become hopelessly entangled, impossible to separate. What seems to be nothing more than a pursuit and contest between the two gradually spirals out of control because of Jian Su 82.4kReads9.4Score15.2k14d adds
9. 9 迟 Love Came Too Late and Too Strong, but I Can Never Have It Again 迟来的爱太深重，可惜再也要不了 Bright and Spirited意气明绕Two Male Leads115k WordsCompleted (Two male leads + angsty story + heartbreaking + urban) How could you fall in love with me? “I tried to hold myself back.” (It wasn't that I fell in love with you. You were the one who put an end to my reason.) When I realized you loved me, it was already too late. I could no longer accept it. The person you love most is right beside you, yet you can't feel his love for you. What you thought was devotion is actually separated by an intangible, impassable chasm. 578Reads—Score10114d adds
10. 10 两 A Tale of Two Alphas Torturing Each Other 两个alpha互虐记 Red Bean Oatmeal红豆燕麦粥Two Male Leads128k WordsOngoing Two male leads, ABO, melodramatic angst Happy ending, both are alphas. One likes the compatibility he has with omegas, yet also has the worst instincts of an alpha and the possessiveness that makes him unwilling to let go of his longtime alpha ex. How could anyone have it that good? The first half is a romance-addled frenzy; the second half is two lunatics beating each other up. We're here for outrageous melodrama. Second edit: Uh, something unexpected happened, and the story went a little off t 7Reads—Score—14d adds
11. 11 一 Drunk for a Hundred Years 一醉经年 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads349k WordsCompleted A secret crush is like a flask of strong liquor. You know that drinking it will leave you dizzy, make you lose control, and bring you pain, yet you still throw yourself into it like a moth to a flame, all too happy to suffer. You only take a sip, while I drink until I’m drunk. But everyone who drinks has to sober up one day. A calm, aloof engineer bottom VS a selfish, cold-hearted celebrity top 20.4kReads9.4Score6.3k14d adds

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    The kind of crying you do secretly under the covers at night! Once you start crying, you can't stop.

12. 12 渣 My Ex Keeps Forcing Me to Get Back Together 渣男又逼着我复合 Aston阿斯顿Two Male Leads712k WordsCompleted [Complete] After three years as his male spouse, he was used by the man he loved, then driven from his own home on a stormy night. Heartbroken and disillusioned, he discovered that his body held a tremendous secret. His scumbag ex used every means at his disposal to keep him close and pull him back into his arms, refusing to take no for an answer. He refused to give in or obey. Fighting with all his strength, he escaped the cage that had held him captive and began a new life of his own. When the 99Reads—Score—14d adds
13. 13 谁 Who Takes Whom Seriously? 谁把谁当真 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted One is a fickle playboy who lives life as he pleases. The other has been through countless trials and puts reason before emotion. A relationship that began with “living in the moment” gradually turned into a bloodless battle of wits, where each tried to win the other’s heart. They distrust each other, yet feel drawn to one another, constantly testing each other’s limits with suspicion and probing. They knowingly fall into the trap, surrendering to feelings in confusion, until they’re caught in a 38.6kReads9.5Score7.9k14d adds

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    It's so good!

14. 14 我 My Unrequited Love Was Buried in Midsummer 我的暗恋葬于盛夏 Junior Sister123师妹12312k WordsCompleted My Unrequited Love Was Buried in Midsummer 460Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Short, abusive stories.

15. 15 予 I Offer You a Prison: Part One, Diary 予你为牢·上：日记 Junior Sister123师妹12311k WordsCompleted I Make You My Prisoner, Part One: Diary 11Reads—Score—14d adds
16. 16 听 I Heard You're Getting Married [Two Male Leads] 听说你要结婚了【双男主】 Junior Sister123师妹12311k WordsCompleted I Heard You're Getting Married [Two Male Leads] 144Reads—Score—14d adds
17. 17 十 Ten Years, One Sword, All to Wait for You [Male-Male Romance] 十年一剑，只为等你【双男主】 Junior Sister123师妹1236k WordsCompleted Ten years of honing one’s sword, all for the chance to meet you [Two Male Leads] 16Reads—Score—14d adds
18. 18 针 Locked in a Deadly Match 针锋对决 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted Yuan Yang is forced by his father to learn business management under Gu Qingpei, a newly hired commercial star. One is a wild, unruly rich young master, while the other is a cautious, shrewd industry leader. They take an instant dislike to each other, and whenever they meet, sparks fly as neither is willing to back down. By chance, Yuan Yang discovers Gu Qingpei’s secret and sets a scheme in motion against him. He never expects strange feelings to gradually take root in his heart. With their cla 33.6kReads9.5Score9.8k14d adds

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    The pinnacle of male-male romance novels, a must-read! A modern pure love story with two male protagonists that you can't miss.

19. 19 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 100.9kReads9.7Score19.5k14d adds

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    It's incredibly, incredibly heart-wrenching!!!

20. 20 别 Long Time No See 别来无恙 Classmate Xiao Yan小炎同学Two Male Leads598k WordsCompleted Jiang Rao has returned home. The moment he landed, he ran into the little wolfdog he hadn’t seen in two years. The little wolfdog glared at him fiercely, but his wagging tail gave him away. Later, the puppy wrapped his arms around him and said, “I missed you so much I nearly went crazy.” —Reads—Score—14d adds
21. 21 分 After the Breakup, the Boss Turns Dark and Obsessed: Wild Seduction and Spoiling 分手后大佬黑化变疯批，野撩诱宠 Lu Yin鹿吟Two Male Leads282k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Reuniting After a Breakup + Powerful CEO + Both Untouched + Possessive Takeover + Tension and Flirting + Reunion After Years Apart + Seductive Pursuit] [After He Wronged His Ex, the Big Shot Went Dark] Everyone knew the big shot was cool and dispassionate, but no one knew about the obsession hidden deep in his heart. After a carefully engineered reunion, he took the other man by force and made him move in. The darkened big shot's image crumbled: he turned wild and seductive, in 389Reads9.5Score83914d adds

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    Forbidden Love: Entanglement in the Dark Behind the city's hustle and bustle lie countless untold emotional secrets, and the story of Shen Li and Ji Zhouye quietly unfolds in that dimly lit bedroom. An ambiguous atmosphere lingers in the air, every breath seemingly interwoven with complex emotions. "Shen Li, who am I?" The man's voice is low and husky, as if coming from an endless abyss of darkness, echoing in the small space. Shen Li's eyes redden slightly, his expression aggrieved, and he responds with a choked sob, "Ji Zhouye..." Just three words, yet they seem to carry a thousand unspoken words; the longing and helplessness within are palpable to anyone. However, Ji Zhouye's dark eyes are filled with coldness, a chill that seems capable of freezing the ambiguous atmosphere instantly. He parted his thin lips slightly, coldly uttering two words: "Kiss me." This brief command, like an irresistible spell, caused Shen Li to struggle instantly, shouting in a hint of panic, "Get off me!" At this moment, Shen Li was perhaps experiencing an internal struggle; reason told him he should escape, but emotion held him tightly. "Shut up." Ji Zhouye ignored Shen Li's resistance, leaning down and forcefully silencing his unspoken words. Was this kiss an outpouring of love or an expression of hatred? What kind of tangled past did they share? Was it their forbidden identities, or the cruel reality, that made this love so twisted yet intense? Want to know the complete story behind Shen Li and Ji Zhouye? Can their love overcome all obstacles, or will it gradually sink into darkness? Click [Read the original text] to enter their tumultuous emotional world and explore the deep affection and truth hidden in the darkness. #HeartbreakingLove #ForbiddenLove #EmotionalSuspense

22. 22 玄 Xuanming Cannot Measure the Big Dipper 玄冥不可量北斗 Ordinary Abyss平凡深渊6k WordsCompleted Xuanming Cannot Measure the Big Dipper 4Reads—Score—14d adds

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    One was a cold and aloof junior brother, who became a demon. The other was a virtuous senior brother, who now sleeps forever in a cold coffin. –– The cold coffin has been gone for many years, and will never be seen again in this vast life.

23. 23 灰 Notes from the Gray Tower (Web Edition) 灰塔笔记（网络版） An Empty Lamp Drifting Far空灯流远Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted The original online edition of Gray Tower Notes is now available! This edition includes all the short extras and character poems, making it a more complete collection. Thank you all for your support~ Mathematics is the domain of geniuses. Only those who have outgrown what mathematics can satisfy turn to cryptography. Some say codebreakers helped secure victory in the Second World War. They were oddballs among geniuses, deciphering enemy messages from radio waves and striking at the Nazis' vulne 72Reads8.8Score—14d adds

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    Dual male leads, angst-filled novel

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