Authors... I Only Want to Read Tragic BL Stories, Please! 劳斯们...只想看be双男文，求求啦！

1. 1 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3k14d adds

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   "Bang!" The door to the maternity ward slammed shut, revealing several dark figures through the semi-transparent glass. The news had spread throughout the neighboring labor rooms: the husband of a pregnant woman in room 603 had cheated on her with a man—a third party. The wife's family, furious, had secretly come from their hometown to drag the "other man" to vent their anger. The spectacle of a wife beating a mistress was captivating enough, but this was especially true of a rarely seen man. Peeks and mocking glances scraped away at Wen Ci's flesh and dignity, layer by layer. Four or five burly men from Northeast China held Wen Ci's shoulders and hands down, forcing him to kneel on the ground. Wen Ci felt as if his shoulder blades were being crushed; the pain was excruciating. Wen Ci thought bitterly: Why did he need four or five people to hold him down? One would have been enough. He had suffered a severed tendon in his hand for nine years; his little finger couldn't open, his hands would tremble after prolonged use, and he had even given up his dream of playing the violin.

2. 2 1 The 19-Year-Old Couldn’t Forgive His 29-Year-Old Self 19岁的少年无法原谅29岁的自己 Strange Words and Strange Flavors怪言怪味12k WordsCompleted A 19-Year-Old Boy Can't Forgive His 29-Year-Old Self 258Reads—Score2114d adds
3. 3 八 The Eight-Year Itch 八年之痒 Jiu Li Duck久璃鸭7k WordsCompleted The Seven-Year Itch 2Reads—Score—14d adds
4. 4 退 After Breaking Off the Engagement, I Stole My Ex-Fiancé's Uncle 退婚后，我拐走了未婚夫小叔 Xi Yi A Xia西一啊虾Two Male Leads354k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Sweet Romance + Long-Planned Scheme + 1v1 + Both Pure + Domineering CEO + Entertainment Industry] Tsundere bottom + scheming top. After her fiancé's uncle, Lu Cong, returned from abroad, Jiang Li was drugged and climbed in through his window. “Uncle.” Jiang Li, weak all over, was held in his arms. Lu Cong laughed boldly. “You and my nephew aren't married yet. You can't call me Uncle.” Later, on her fiancé's birthday, Lu Cong pinned her in his arms. “Fiancé? Are you engaged? If 4.3kReads9.3Score69414d adds

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   They're all super good! If I could recommend a maximum of 20 books, I'd have so many more on my bookshelf!!! There are campus romances, alternate identity romances, entertainment industry stories, supernatural power stories, historical romances, pure love stories, Beijing socialites, and many more. If you're interested, check out my bookshelf; I have tons more.

5. 5 昱 Master Yu, Your Wife Has a Ton of Secret Identities 昱爷，你夫人马甲有亿点多 Little Black Fan小黑粉Two Male Leads236k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + devoted to each other + feel-good story + powerful couple + doting on each other + 1v1] They fell for each other the first time they met in a bar. One wanted to bring the other home, while the other only wanted to go home with him. Only after spending some time together did he learn that his wife had a lot of identities: a famous novelist, the youngest member of the Mei Shen Luo family from the island nation, the underground fighting arena’s Sacred Lion, owner of the Leo Bar in 5.5kReads9.1Score85814d adds
6. 6 被 Forced to Become the Antidote, the Big Shot’s Secret Identity Keeps Getting Exposed 被迫成为解药后，大佬马甲爆不停 Traveler Drinking Beneath the Moon月下饮归客Two Male Leads490k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Both Powerful + Both Devoted + Supernatural Abilities + Ensemble Cast + Multiple Secret Identities + A Touch of Group Adoration + Plot-Focused] Ling An, a world-class sniper from F Country, disappears without a trace after accidentally killing a teammate during an operation. At the same time, Ren Ling, who left home for F Country at the age of nine, quietly returns to his homeland. On his first night back, a tall, handsome man silently appears in his hotel room. Ren Ling: “...? 4.2kReads9.3Score52714d adds
7. 7 和 After Going on a Livestream Variety Show with My Archrival 和死对头上直播综艺后 Obsessed ing沉迷ingTwo Male Leads463k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + equally powerful leads + childhood friends + devoted couple + first love] A devoted, straightforward top who pampers his husband × a charming, flirtatious bottom who doesn't realize how adorable he is Gu Yubai × Jiang Ling (For this story, same-sex marriage is legal.) As everyone knows, movie star Gu Yubai and top-tier star Jiang Ling have always kept their distance from each other. They entered show business in the same year and have been in the industry for five years, yet th 3.3kReads8.3Score53014d adds
8. 8 沈 Young Master Shen, Keep Digging and You'll Lose Your Underpants 沈少，再扒底裤都要没了 White Orange Reflected in Tea白橘映茶Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted Bai Jian, the second young master of the Bai family, was abandoned in the countryside. After being brought back, he showed no respect for his elders, ranked near the bottom of his class, and was hopeless at everything. He was, by all accounts, useless. But as time went on, his secret identities were exposed one after another by Shen: top-tier hacker, genius painter, mysterious lyricist... At last, unable to take it anymore, he roared furiously, “Enough! At least leave me with my last shred of di 623Reads8.1Score12014d adds
9. 9 气 So Annoying! If I Can't Be a Layabout, I'll Be the Richest Man's Wife 气死！不让当咸鱼，就当首富太太 Shui Lianhanbing水怜寒冰Two Male Leads530k WordsCompleted Unlike other fake young masters who were treated like family by wealthy households, Yang Pingle was exposed as an impostor early on because his face was simply too beautiful. He endured more than a decade of cold shoulder treatment, which twisted his personality into something willful and warped. Yang Pingle couldn't accept it. Why should their family live together in harmony while he was the only one who got hurt? He fought, grabbed, and took what he wanted. If he couldn't have a good life, the 22.6kReads9.4Score3.7k14d adds
10. 10 这 I Actually Know How to Solve This One 这题我真会 Silent Sheng Pact默笙契Two Male Leads656k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + School Life + Equally Matched + Healing] Has Class 7 of Grade 11 at Jinyang No. 3 High School been cursed with bad luck this year? At the start of the school year, a transfer student arrived: stunningly good-looking, "poor" grades, and the type to settle things with his fists rather than his words. Not long after, another transfer student arrived: stunningly good-looking, "poor" grades, and the type to talk things out rather than lift a finger. The two became deskmates. Everyon 275Reads9.4Score3714d adds
11. 11 学 The Top Student Class Monitor Is My Boyfriend 学霸班长是我男友 Wei Chen Wewei未辰微微Two Male Leads297k WordsCompleted Jiang Shen took a deep breath and said, “Brother Zhe, would you be willing to make a little time to date me?” Su Jiuzhe looked stunned. Jiang Shen waited a long time, thinking he wouldn’t answer. “If I’m dating you, I don’t need to make time. I have plenty of it.” Even if your world has no light, someone will always come toward you carrying a whole world of light. 464Reads9.4Score10714d adds
12. 12 我 My Partner Is the Top Student at My Desk 我的对象是同桌学霸 Fox..Two Male Leads133k WordsCompleted [The product of a random impulse, with no logic, no plot, and no romance. A lot of things are left unexplained. Read with caution, or you’ll hurt your eyes!!] [I’ll start over and rewrite it. This version can’t be fixed anymore.] The story takes place at university. Everyone will meet someone on campus who finds their way into their heart. Every step from friendship to romance takes courage. Very few couples make it from campus to the altar, and even fewer when their love is rejected by society. 3Reads6.7Score—14d adds
13. 13 爱 Lovers, One After Another 爱人先后 Fish Fish Fish Roe Paddle鱼鱼鱼子桨Two Male Leads433k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + College Campus + Pure and Devoted Relationship (In Every Sense) + Online-Dating Ex-Boyfriend Story] [Tsundere, Easily Flustered Bottom × Brooding, Cunning Top] One second, Qi Yang was having a great time with his friends. The next, he was sprawled on the ground, arms and legs in the air. He stared at the snapped rope overhead and the dilapidated, poverty-stricken house, then pondered for two seconds. Right, I've transmigrated. Other people get transmigrated into wealthy familie 3.8kReads9.2Score58014d adds
14. 14 裴 Pei, Your Little Demon King Qi Is Causing Trouble Again 裴跟班，你的祁小魔王他又惹祸啦 Fish Three Loves to Eat鱼三爱吃饭Two Male Leads556k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + 1v1 + Childhood Friends + Rekindled Romance + Showbiz + Sweet Romance + Both Pure] [Once a top-tier star, cool and distant to outsiders but quick-tempered in private, the bottom x a gaming company boss, sharp-tongued to outsiders but shameless in private, the top] Qi Huaishu and Pei Su grew up together. Since they shared the same birthday, they were always arguing over which one was the older brother and which was the younger. Though they bickered over little things like that, 4.1kReads9.1Score54514d adds
15. 15 他 He Won Over the Beautiful, Tragic, and Brooding Girl with Clingy Sweet Talk 他靠撒娇粘人让美惨病娇羞答答 A Thousand Flutes, A Thousand Inks千笛千墨Two Male Leads514k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads, seme protagonist, goofy, ultra-sweet, and lovey-dovey.] Qi Yao is the son of the world's richest man. To win the man he loves, he pretends to be poor and becomes Bi Lihuai's model. He plays the devoted lackey every day, and doesn't care if people laugh at him for being a lovesick puppy. Those who achieve great things don't sweat the small stuff! His darling is so sweet and smells so good. So what if he wants to fawn over him? He'll keep at it, and in the end he'll have everythi 127Reads9.3Score—14d adds
16. 16 被 The Big Shot’s Darling Is Sweet, Bold, and Irresistible 被大佬偏爱的小心肝又撩又野 A Thousand Flutes, A Thousand Inks千笛千墨Two Male Leads249k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, pure sweetness with not a trace of angst, the sweetest two-male-lead story on all of Tomato Novel.] Qi Yu Ke (Little Tadpole) + Lan Xingran (Sweetheart) A sugary little treat! When Little Tadpole was nine, he went with his grandfather to an auction and spotted a private island shaped like a heart. He asked, “Is that shaped like Sweetheart?” So his grandfather happily bought the island and gave it to him. Little Tadpole, who was showered with love and affection, gave all of it to 227Reads9.4Score—14d adds
17. 17 甜EN Sweet and Sultry! This Seductive Bigshot Knows How to Flirt, Soothe, and Put an Arm Around Your Waist 甜欲！钓系大佬他会撩会哄会搂腰 Listening to the Wind 1听风等1Two Male Leads615k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + love at first sight + long-planned romance + sweet on the outside, dark underneath + secret identities + equally matched + receiver as the main protagonist] A side couple from the completed novel Ninth Master Fu, in a crossover of dreams. A cool, well-behaved, seemingly frail (it's an act) mercenary big shot receiver x a domineering, scheming, delusional-to-the-max, doting-to-no-end old *flow* refugee top. What you think is love at first sight is actually something I've plan 20.5kReads9.2Score2.8k14d adds
18. 18 不 Don't Chase My Sister! I Didn't Mean for You to Chase Me! 不许追我姐，不是让你来追我啊！ The Cool Old Hag酷酷的老妖婆Two Male Leads514k WordsCompleted [Two male leads] [Both are each other’s first + two strong leads + they save each other] A boy around his age moved in next door. He always seemed to be sneaking glances at Jiang Bei’s older sister, and Jiang Bei wasn’t happy about it. A good-for-nothing playboy like him wasn’t worthy of Jiang Bei’s beautiful, gentle, kind, best-in-the-world big sister. Jiang Bei warned him bluntly, “Stay away from my sister!” The boy smiled. “What’s wrong? Does it bother you? Jealous? Maybe you want me to date 1kReads9.0Score21714d adds
19. 19 冤 The Battle of Wits Between Rivals 冤家攻防战 Abyss Without Chen深渊无辰Two Male Leads433k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Both Powerful + Both Have Only Each Other] [Do-Whatever-He-Wants, Black-Bellied Top Student × Easily Provoked, Tsundere Top Student] [Campus + Enemies at Every Turn + Romantic Tension + Silly, Sweet Romance] A class reshuffle in their second year of high school brings Tang Chuming face-to-face with his lifelong nemesis: Fu Xuan. Tang Chuming is the undisputed top student and school bully at Huaihai No. 1 High School. He became a school celebrity as soon as he started his first 178Reads8.7Score—14d adds
20. 20 学 The Top Student Has a Slim Waist 学霸腰软 A Fish Swimming Thirty Thousand Miles游鱼三万里Two Male Leads281k WordsCompleted [Sweet Romance + Both Pure + Mutual Devotion + Warm and Healing + Youth] [Academic ace with a psychological disorder, bottom × Rich second-generation school bully, top] No misunderstandings in this story. You won’t regret giving it a try! Bai Yu, whose father nearly beat him crippled × Jiang Yanchi, a carefree rich kid who transferred schools a month ago Soft-spoken Bai Yu, who adores cats × Tsundere Jiang Yanchi, who adopted six stray kittens “A boy’s heart can be stirred in an instant, no mat 199Reads9.1Score4214d adds
21. 21 齁 So Sweet! The Handsome Roommate Gets Kissed to Tears by the Campus Heartthrob Again 齁甜！漂亮室友又被校草亲哭了 Mu Zhai木宅Two Male Leads231k WordsCompleted (Completed) [Two male leads + university setting + healing + top students + sweet romance + 1v1, both chaste + happy ending] Before university started, Jiang Yuci first met Wen Yu in a bar. Wen Yu was working there and got bullied by some jerk. Jiang Yuci wasn't the type to get involved in other people's business, but when he saw Wen Yu's reddened eyes, he had to admit he was smitten. So while others played the hero and rescued a beauty, he played the hero and rescued a handsome guy. Later, Jian 13.2kReads9.4Score2.5k14d adds
22. 22 真 After the Face-Slapping, the Big Shot Does My Laundry and Cooks for Me Every Day 真香打脸后大佬天天为我洗衣做饭 A Thousand Flutes, A Thousand Inks千笛千墨Two Male Leads629k WordsCompleted [Male lead + no female lead] Affectionate + flirtatious + a born actor + both wolfish and sweet: He Jiao, a handsome man with golden hair, blue eyes, and fair skin. Aloof and restrained + cool and strict + secretly passionate: Lan Qing, the capable, domestic head of the household. After He Jiao transferred to A University, the girls learned that being good at acting cute could make life a whole lot easier. At the cafeteria, the auntie serving He Jiao never shook any food off his tray, but when i 223Reads9.4Score—14d adds
23. 23 喜 You Like Good Grades? You Could've Said So 喜欢成绩好的？早说啊 Chong Hong崇虹Two Male Leads296k WordsCompleted My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novel. I hope you'll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell every story well! 507Reads9.3Score19014d adds
24. 24 迟 Love Came Too Late and Too Strong, but I Can Never Have It Again 迟来的爱太深重，可惜再也要不了 Bright and Spirited意气明绕Two Male Leads115k WordsCompleted (Two male leads + angsty story + heartbreaking + urban) How could you fall in love with me? “I tried to hold myself back.” (It wasn't that I fell in love with you. You were the one who put an end to my reason.) When I realized you loved me, it was already too late. I could no longer accept it. The person you love most is right beside you, yet you can't feel his love for you. What you thought was devotion is actually separated by an intangible, impassable chasm. 578Reads—Score10114d adds

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    "Wasn't I a Substitute? Why Are You Crying When I Die?" Is a novel set in a quick transmigration world where the protagonist, Yun Chen, experiences different heart-wrenching love stories across various dimensions. He is used as a substitute, yet through repeated acts of hurt and being hurt, he displays resilience and unyielding spirit. This plot twist keeps the reader constantly anticipating what kind of heart-wrenching love story will unfold in the next dimension. "Late Love Is Too Deep, Unfortunately, It Can Never Be Relived" is a novel set in an urban environment, showcasing the contradictions and struggles modern people face between love and reality. This realistic setting makes it easier for readers to resonate with the story, as if they are seeing themselves or someone they know, thus enhancing the reader's immersion in the narrative.

25. 25 念 Longing Unanswered 念念不忘，再无回响 Yan Jiujing宴九京Two Male Leads605k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads \ ABO \ Angst Novel \ Substitute \ Chasing His Wife to the Crematorium] Important warning ❤️ The main love interest gets a bad ending; the second male lead ends up with him~ Yu Moyi had a white moonlight in his heart, but they couldn’t be together because their pheromones were naturally incompatible. So he found an Omega who looked a lot like his white moonlight: Jiang Yan. Jiang Yan was obedient and devoted to him. No matter how badly Yu Moyi treated him, he never got angry. Yu 5.9kReads9.2Score50114d adds
26. 26 快 Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped 快穿：把大佬虐哭后我死遁了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads, scum gong regrets his actions, chases his wife to the crematorium, sickly, coughing blood, forced love, shou fakes his death and escapes, BE in the small worlds, HE in the end] [System: Reminder, Host Yun Chen, this is an S-rank conquest world. The principal gods of every plane are extremely powerful!] [Yun Chen: Oh.] - The domineering CEO, wealthy enough to rival a nation: You’re nothing but a substitute picked out of the mud. My one true love is the chosen one! Yun Chen fell i 21.3kReads9.5Score1.9k14d adds
27. 27 暗 Joy Blossoms in a Dark Alley 暗巷生欢 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads274k WordsCompleted [Publication rights signed: @Youyu Ru Zhou] [Healing + Devoted Couple + Intense Push and Pull + Bittersweet, Over-the-Top Drama + Major Twists] [Cold-Blooded Big Shot × Frail Beauty, A Clawed Cat Toying with a Tiger] Xia Xunqian was sickly and had depended on others since childhood. Even as an adult, he still had nowhere of his own. When his father sent him to live with Feng Lin, Xia Xunqian chose to obey. He was docile and compliant, and knew every trick in the book when it came to staying aliv 15kReads9.6Score2k14d adds

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    Such a sweet and heartwarming story ended tragically because one of the characters had a heart attack. It's so sad.

28. 28 神 The Gods Show Mercy [Quick Transmigration] 神明垂怜【快穿】 Lu Xi Yan陆喜厌Two Male Leads308k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, one-on-one romance, one-sidedly pursued bottom, devoted top, both pure; bad endings in the small worlds, happy ending in reality; bittersweet angst with satisfying payback, including a groveling-after-the-breakup arc] The first world has some major flaws and is still being revised. Readers can start with the second world instead, without affecting the overall experience. Nan Rong, no one in this world could ever fail to love you. Everyone should be grateful for your favor. But t 871Reads8.5Score10414d adds

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    "This is the salvation of the rebels by the gods, love learned through countless life-and-death separations, the most sincere heartbeat offered after stripping away selfishness, greed, and indifference." Comrades, this book is absolutely amazing, you have to read it!!! 🥰🥰🥰 The author's writing is truly excellent, the characters are vividly portrayed, and each chapter has its own unique character 😳😳😳 (Most of the worlds are tragic, so readers who can't handle that should proceed with caution, but it's really good 😘)

29. 29 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: The Poor Little Soul Er Ye Took In 盗笔：被二爷捡走的小可怜 Yaoyan垚琰Two Male Leads269k WordsOngoing [The rating is low because it just came out. I did my best, but the blurb is still pretty awful. Bear with me, everyone TUT] Starting with The Lost Tomb, paired with Xiaoge, a little bit of a crowd favorite, lots of personal headcanons, and a long-lived protagonist. Yi Sui had just turned twelve when Er Yuehong bought him from Nan Feng Guan and brought him home. He knew nothing at all. He followed Er Yuehong, learning opera and martial arts, and occasionally picking on Chen Pi. Yi Sui establis 5.8kReads9.4Score76914d adds
30. 30 不 I’m Not Faking My Death, I’m Just Chasing a Sales Target! 不是死遁，我只是冲业绩！ Sparrow Really Looks Good雀实好看Two Male Leads373k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration, two male leads, protagonist is the one being pursued, both devoted only to each other, from universally disliked to universally adored, tragic endings in every world] CP: a ghost bailiff and an evil spirit; the gong is split into fragments Let me introduce myself. My name is Yan Luo, and I’m a ghost bailiff. Let’s make a deal. I’ll grant your wish, and your soul will belong to me! To fulfill his duties as a ghost bailiff, Yan Luo travels through various small worlds, mak 242Reads8.7Score—14d adds

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    Some of the smaller worlds have tragic endings (BEs). You can just treat them as BEs without reading the extras while you're reading them; that's how I read them, haha.

31. 31 快 Quick Transmigration: After the Host Follows the Plot, the World Falls Apart Again 快穿：宿主走剧情后世界又崩溃了 A Moon一颗月球Two Male Leads338k WordsCompleted [Quick Transmigration] [Male Leads] [Faked Death] [BE in Small Worlds] [Immersive Role-Playing] This world had long since lost its appeal for Tang Ci. Then System 007 suddenly barged in, completely out of place, and Tang Ci coaxed it into signing a contract with him by putting on an innocent act. Complete the missions? Sure. But why isn’t the world following the original plot? How would I know? Tang Ci smiled innocently. That’s the male lead’s fault. What does it have to do with me, Tang Ci? Wor 624Reads8.0Score10314d adds
32. 32 穿 After Transmigrating, He Made His Mark on History in a Livestream 穿越后，他在直播间青史留名了 Zhang Chengge章成歌Two Male Leads215k WordsCompleted [Livestream] + [everyone's favorite] + [no-couple ending] (The low rating is because it was review-bombed.) [This is a female-oriented novel… female-oriented, okay… Why are so many guys reading it…] [Ding-dong, hello! This is the Great Wei Dynasty Livestream. We are now broadcasting…] The Great Wei Dynasty is doomed. The emperor has fled… Famine, refugees, a foolish ruler… And Lin Qianyu, summoned by an unknown System to save the world. Oh, wow. Lin Qianyu stared at the world before him, express 2.4kReads9.0Score32314d adds
33. 33 快 Quick Transmigration: Back Off, You’re Asking for Trouble 快穿：别过来，你在找虐 A Little Morning and Evening一只朝夕Two Male Leads900k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Fake Coercion + Frail Health + Faking His Death + A Melodramatic Grab Bag] The small worlds all end badly. As a member of the Torture Fiction Team with exceptional professional skills, Xu Bai travels with the System, Xiao Liu, conquering one challenge after another until they reach a Grade B world. He is determined to max out the affection ratings, reach Grade A as soon as possible, and get promoted with a pay raise! There are two targets to win over in each world. The title h 6.5kReads9.1Score56514d adds
34. 34 有 After I Developed All Kinds of Ailments, Every Bastard Man Came Clinging to Me 有各种病症后，狗男人都贴了上来 Cycling Prawn自行车大虾Two Male Leads336k WordsCompleted Click to read The growth story of a skilled actor: a flippant, uncaring, cold-hearted bottom [Two male leads + quick transmigration + bottom protagonist + universally adored + no fixed pairing during the quick-transmigration arcs + no pairing in the ending + the top is not split into fragments + the top is devoted] Ruan Yan works for the Space-Time Administration. His mission is to save the world. There’s just one problem: he keeps coming down with strange illnesses. What? You’re wondering how h 425Reads—Score—14d adds
35. 35 何 What Brings Joy to Life 何生欢喜 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted Two male leads + body-double romance + BE aesthetic “So, Xu Linxun, what am I to you? A tool you summon whenever you want and discard whenever you're done?” “Say something!” Xu Linxun's eyes were just as cold, their depths impossible to fathom, as if the feelings they had shared over the past three years had never meant a thing to him. “Say something... Tell me, even if you have to lie...” Yu Chensheng dug his fingernails into his palms, the pain cutting to the bone. Still, he forced a smile and 608Reads8.8Score10014d adds
36. 36 等 Waiting for You to Turn Around and Say You Love Me 等你回头说爱我 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted [Boys' love + emotional torment + physical torment + a perfect deception + innocent on the outside, dark within + obsessive and twisted + bad ending + strong characters + yandere] No one is simple. Please don't look at people too naively, especially those who seem harmless. Shen Yan is the child of a wealthy family. In other people's eyes, he's nothing but a commodity with a price tag, something to be passed around and bullied at will. He tries with all his might to learn how to love others and 854Reads9.2Score11414d adds
37. 37 病 Pathological Obsession 病态沉溺 Teng Xiao藤小Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Physical and Emotional Angst + Bad Ending] Love-struck bottom ✖️ cruel, womanizing top Lu Li ✖️ Shen Yexi “You’re just my bodyguard. You need to remember your place at all times. Understood?” 29Reads—Score—14d adds
38. 38 死 Still Waters, Cold as Death 死水薄凉 Frostblade Fish霜刀鱼Two Male Leads99k WordsCompleted [Scumbag Top x World-Weary Bottom] [Mad Dog x Mad Dog] [Forced Love] [Tragedy] The world had never been so dull. It all began when Xu Yanzhi picked up the countdown. Xu Yanzhi, a rich second-generation layabout who did nothing but coast through life and wait to die, encountered Li Yan after he returned to the country ten years later. Forced to tear open his wounds, Xu Yanzhi gradually let his true nature show. I’m done pretending. I actually hate this world. I set fires, hurt people, and framed 797Reads8.7Score11014d adds
39. 39 丧 Stray Dog 丧家犬 A Bite of Coconut Jelly吃一口椰冻Two Male Leads317k WordsCompleted [Reader advisory: A cruel lover faces retribution in this angst-heavy story. First person, bad ending.] [Contracted for publication] [Cold, elite, callous top x rough, middle-aged bottom] Zhou Xian was reborn. In his previous life, he died like a stray dog on the day his former lover Shen Wen married the man he had always loved. This time, he was reborn three months before his death. To get revenge, he asked Shen Wen to date him for one last three months. * Successful in his career, Shen Wen had 506Reads9.3Score8314d adds
40. 40 倒 The Plan to Pursue the Big Shot 倒追大佬计划 Luo Ziyan洛紫湮Two Male Leads500k WordsCompleted Pei Shen’s body was irreparably damaged three years ago when he saved Shen Fengyu. The disaster nearly cost him his life. But while he was hovering between life and death, Shen Fengyu ran away, quickly dropping out of school and going abroad to take over his maternal family’s overseas business. Then he disappeared without a trace. And he left with… Mu Hao. Pei Shen had given up on him completely. Who could have guessed that three years later, Shen Fengyu would return, change his appearance, and 429Reads8.8Score10214d adds
41. 41 快 Quick Transmigration Host: Clearing Bad Endings Online 快穿宿主在线BE通关 Mr. A FoxA狐狸先生Two Male Leads864k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + one-on-one romance + mutual devotion + both pure + faked death + tragic endings in the small worlds] Shi Tian binds himself to a System that makes him torment and win over villains, but things are far from as simple as he imagined. This villain is rich, handsome, and knows how to treat someone well. He hardly seems like a villain from any normal world. So Shi Tian decides to soften him with love and prepare for a dramatic romance of love and hate with the villain. But then! 1.6kReads8.9Score12414d adds
42. 42 别 [Mint Orange] Don’t Leave Me Again 【薄荷橘】别再离开我 NanxiNancy楠希NancyTwo Male Leads230k WordsCompleted [Warning: This ending is heartbreaking! If you can’t handle angst, don’t read this!!!] Two male leads + unrequited love + falling in love over time + mutual devotion + tragic ending “Do you know how much I miss you?” They hadn’t seen each other in five years. A baffling misunderstanding, a sudden stirring of the heart, feelings neither of them could explain: it was the first bloom of love. The story begins when they become classmates. Xu Mohan leaves twice along the way, leaving an empty space i 29Reads—Score—14d adds
43. 43 帅 Handsome, Strong, and Tragic, but It's Forced Love 帅强惨，但强制爱 Tea Cloud Ling Lake茶云陵湖Two Male Leads671k WordsCompleted ★Complete★ [Quick transmigration + pseudo-coercion + drama queen + beautiful, powerful, and tragic + equally matched leads] Jun Zhaoliu, a model employee at the Space-Time Administration and a retired savior of small worlds, loves writing scripts and is a drama queen at heart. After binding himself to a Secret Identity System, one careless move turned him into a real multiple-personality patient. From then on, he set out to collect fragments of his soul. Your main body has a fatal attraction f 5.7kReads9.2Score49914d adds

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    It contains tragic ending content. The author mentioned in the introduction, "Try to eat it yourself, good luck."

44. 44 全 Everyone in This Story Is Crazy. Please, Won't You Kill Me? 全文疯批，请杀了我好吗 Jiu Jiu Ziqi酒酒子琪Two Male Leads297k WordsCompleted [Power couple + Mutually faithful] [Angst early on, more angst in the middle, the male lead turns into a lovesick puppy later; tragic ending, but with rebirth] The pursuer thinks the pursued betrayed him. The pursued spends two years hiding away, then gets caught and brought back. The pursuer starts beating and tormenting him in every way, and even brings his fiancée to see him. She'll stop at nothing and wants to kill him every day. After enduring endless humiliation, Bai Feiying tries to escap 2kReads9.0Score26414d adds

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    Highly recommended!!!

45. 45 红 Red and White Wedding 红白囍 AyeAyeCaptainTwo Male Leads186k WordsCompleted [Republican-era nostalgia + supernatural + two male leads + equally matched powerhouses + pure-hearted madmen] [Brilliant and passionate young diviner Tian Suanzi, Mu Geshen X cold-on-the-outside, warm-on-the-inside heir to a family of physicians, the saintly doctor Chai Shuxin] A funeral is mournful, a wedding joyful, I travel from the world of the living to the Yellow Springs, Prepare incense, candles, paper horses, and a bridal sedan, Lady Meng offers us the nuptial wine. White paper, red rob 50.2kReads9.7Score11.9k14d adds

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    Funerals are sorrowful, weddings are joyous. I depart from the mortal realm to the underworld, with incense, candles, paper horses, and a bridal sedan chair prepared. Meng Po (the goddess of forgetfulness) offers the nuptial cup. White paper and red robes, music for miles around, we will be together in life and in death.

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