Kindred Spirits Who Can Only Love and Hurt Each Other, Angsty Romance, Preferably a Bad Ending 互为知己却只能相爱相杀，虐文，最好be

1. 1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 71.7kReads9.4Score6.4kShelves

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   The male and female protagonists liked each other, but after the male protagonist's sister committed suicide, the male and female protagonists could not be together. In the end, they became be. If you want to see the follow-up, you can watch it yourself [Like]

2. 2 尘 A Passion Sealed Away 尘封的炽恋 The Struggling Engineer艰难的工程师Modern Romance217k WordsOngoing Sixteen years later, they meet again. He is Gu Zhaoyuan, a tech emperor wielding immense power. She is Li Wanqing, huddled in the shadows with a terminal diagnosis in hand. He hated her for vanishing without a word all those years ago. More than that, he hated that after the bizarre abortion procedure, her cruel words, “The child wasn’t yours,” had left him utterly brokenhearted. He let her face the cold operating table alone, never reaching out to carry her away. The searing pain of that betray 3Reads8.9Score—Shelves

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   Sweet, cruel and bloody🩸I dare not watch it in the middle of the night [face covering]

3. 3 何 Why Not Sail Together 何不同舟渡 Xian Yuke羡鱼珂Ancient Romance483k WordsCompleted "The print edition under the same title is available to buy online" [No golden finger, no transmigration, no rebirth. A pure historical romance about family and country, with high-IQ espionage and political intrigue] [A double agent undercover + a petty thief who grows: a lone wolf plays a game of raising a rabbit, gives her fangs, then insists they run away together] In a chaotic age, she is a thief worth less than a blade of grass, willing to do whatever it takes to stay alive. She steals ten 152.1kReads9.7Score60.5kShelves

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   1. An imaginary spy war imitating the Song Dynasty. The love-hate relationship between a female thief and a treasonous general is intertwined. They are evenly matched but lead to tragedy due to their different positions. The open ending is disappointing. 2. Campus abuse stories, the reunion and separation of sweet students and handsome boys, love in midsummer is like fireworks, gorgeous but short-lived. 3. The secret love and miss between a sensitive girl and the favored son of heaven. Love gradually drifts away as time goes by, and the ending of BE is sad.

4. 4 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 84.9kReads9.6Score14.9kShelves
5. 5 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 64.3kReads9.5Score12.1kShelves
6. 6 快 Quick Transmigration: After the Host Follows the Plot, the World Falls Apart Again 快穿：宿主走剧情后世界又崩溃了 A Moon一颗月球Two Male Leads338k WordsCompleted [Quick Transmigration] [Male Leads] [Faked Death] [BE in Small Worlds] [Immersive Role-Playing] This world had long since lost its appeal for Tang Ci. Then System 007 suddenly barged in, completely out of place, and Tang Ci coaxed it into signing a contract with him by putting on an innocent act. Complete the missions? Sure. But why isn’t the world following the original plot? How would I know? Tang Ci smiled innocently. That’s the male lead’s fault. What does it have to do with me, Tang Ci? Wor 991Reads8.0Score111Shelves

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   The first world is from love at first sight to destiny. The second world is a bamboo horse. Well, one of the bamboo horses has died. The third or fourth world, I'm really convinced.

7. 7 策 Scheming Against the Heavens 策天阙 Murong Yiner慕容湮儿Ancient Romance377k WordsCompleted On the day she is to marry, the legitimate daughter of the Great General Who Pacifies the West is jilted, becoming the biggest laughingstock in the imperial capital overnight. “I want you to remember this: today, I, Yao Danqing, am the one who refuses you.” Beneath the red wedding curtains, she tears apart her splendid dress. A raging fire burns away all her dreams, and the beginning of a conspiracy is revealed. To avenge her family's blood feud, she returns, battered but unbowed, and successive 47Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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   Love, hate, and the righteousness of the family and country are just pawns in the emperor's scheme, and the ending is a bit unsettling.

8. 8 我 I Only Took a Peek at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 15.4kReads9.6Score3.6kShelves

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   I immediately thought I had lost weight after reading it. I really cried to death [crying] [crying] What a beautiful BE novel!! It's really a pity. The story is very close to reality and has a strong sense of immersion. I'm so sad that I can't eat anymore. [I'm almost crying] [I'm almost crying]

9. 9 皇 Will the Empress Attend the Emperor Tonight? 皇后今日侍寝吗 Chi Guang Zao迟光早Ancient Romance351k WordsCompleted In her previous life, she was willful and domineering. She led people in tormenting Chu Zhuxu, the hostage prince of Northern Chu. First, when she fell into the water, she falsely accused him of being responsible. Then she sent him nothing but scraps and cold leftovers for months. Later, she even sent a courtesan to his bed, humiliating him by saying that the Crown Prince of Northern Chu would never be worthy of anyone better than a woman from a brothel. In this life, she keeps her head down and 10Reads—Score—Shelves

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   1. Introduction to the story In the previous life, west Yao was unruly and willful, and led others to bully Chu Zhuxu, the protégé of Northern Chu. First, he accused Chu Zhuxu of being a murderer, and sent him scraps of food every month. Later, he sent a prostitute to his bed to humiliate him. When he was eighteen years old, Chu Zhuxu left Xi Yao. Two years later, he came to the city and married her back to Bei Chu. In the next five years, west Yao was nothing more than a servant in Bei Chu except for the title of queen. In the end, she became a dead soul after a glass of poisonous wine. Unexpectedly, after rebirth, west Yao was asked to marry Chu Zhuxu again. The two tortured each other in love and hate, struggling between love and hate, hatred of family and country, and personal emotions. 2. Characters 1. Xi Yao: In her previous life, she was an arrogant princess who was pampered by her parents and elder brother. She was unruly and willful but fell in love with Chu Zhuxu without knowing it. After being reborn in this life, she only wanted peace and happiness, but when facing Chu Zhuxu, she felt love and hate, and her heart was full of contradictions and pain. 2. Chu Zhuxu: A protégé from Northern Chu who was abandoned by his parents. He was bullied by Xi Yao in the early stage, but was gradually attracted to Xi Yao in the later period. He struggled between power and love. He has a complicated personality, with both a ruthless side and a deep affection for west Yao. 3. Highlights 1. Deep sadomasochism: misunderstandings and injuries from the past life continue into this life. The male and female protagonists torture each other in their relationship. The female protagonist wants to kill the male protagonist but is afraid. The two struggle in the intertwining of love and hate. The emotional line is delicate and sadistic, which makes people feel heart-wrenching and enjoyable to watch. 2. The plot has ups and downs: from the rebirth of the heroine to the encounter with the hero again, to the outbreak of hatred between family and country, and the twists and turns of their relationship, the plot is linked one by one, full of drama and tension, making people unable to help but keep reading. 3. Vivid characterization: The author vividly displays the character traits and emotional changes of the male and female protagonists through delicate psychological descriptions and vivid behavioral descriptions, allowing readers to deeply understand and feel their pain, struggle and love. If you like novels with elements of sadomasochism, double life, ancient proverbs, etc., Then "Will the Queen Sleep with You Today" is definitely a masterpiece not to be missed. It will take you into an ancient world full of love, hate, and hatred, and make you immersed in the story of sadomasochism between the male and female protagonists.

10. 10 师 Abbess, I’m Here! 师太，我来了！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted Abbess, Here I Come! 401Reads—Score—Shelves

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11. 11 运 The Man Who Hauled Provisions Was Made a Prince, While I Was Stripped of My Command 运粮草的被封王，我却被夺了兵权 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted The Man Who Hauled Supplies Was Made a King, While I Was Stripped of My Command 751Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 12 看 Invisible Tenderness! 看不见的温柔！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted Invisible Tenderness! 626Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 13 阿 Auntie, I Don't Want to Work Hard Anymore ¥¥¥ 阿姨，我不想努力了¥¥¥ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted Auntie, I Don't Want to Work Hard Anymore ¥¥¥ —Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 14 师 The Master’s Wife’s Chaos Body and the String of Events It Set Off 师娘的混沌体，所引发的连串事情 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted A series of events set off by the Shiniang's Chaotic Body —Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 15 神 Divine-Grade 神品 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy691k WordsCompleted Three Law Secret Realms have appeared in the underground city of the East Sea, sparking a fierce scramble among countless factions. The reason is that the protagonist possesses the divine ability to make his words come true! He can complete alchemy and artifact crafting with just a thought. And since he also has an immortal artifact, he joins the competition for the secret realms! 465Reads—Score—Shelves
16. 16 影 I Calculated the Actress’s Fate 影后的命，我算的 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted I Read the Actress’s Fate 325Reads—Score—Shelves
17. 17 这 In This Life, I Just Want to Treat You a Little Better! 这一世，我只想对你更好一些！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted In this life, I just want to treat you even better! 628Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 18 这 In This Life, Would You Still Want to Be with Me? 这一世，你还愿意和我在一起吗？ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀11k WordsCompleted In This Life, Are You Still Willing to Be with Me? 197Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 被 My Husband and Mother-in-Law Set Me Up, and I Snapped 被丈夫和婆婆算计，我怒了 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted My Husband and Mother-in-Law Set Me Up, and I Snapped 188Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 皇 The Empress Gets Her Revenge on the Spot 皇后有仇当场报 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance11k WordsCompleted The Empress Gets Her Revenge on the Spot 209Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 21 九 The Nine Bestowments 九锡 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Historical11k WordsCompleted Nine Bestowments 298Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 22 缅 Reborn: Escaping a Telecom Scam Compound in Northern Myanmar 缅北电诈园重生逃亡记 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted Reborn and Escaping a Telecom Fraud Compound in Northern Myanmar —Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 23 他 He Found My Suicide Note 他捡到了我的遗书 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted He Found My Suicide Note 625Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 24 美 The Secret in the Beautiful Woman’s Hands Made Me Stop Resisting 美妇手中的机密，让我停止了反抗 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Sci-Fi & Apocalypse6k WordsCompleted The Secret in the Hands of a Beautiful Woman Made Me Stop Resisting —Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 25 他 He Killed Me, Then We Shared a Body 他杀了我，然后和我共用一具身体 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted He Killed Me, Then Shared My Body 66Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 26 仙 The Immortal Venerable Says I Laid an Egg 仙尊说我生了颗蛋 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted The Immortal Venerable Says I Laid an Egg 24Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 27 皇 The Empress Only Wants to Be Empress Dowager 皇后娘娘她只想当太后 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Her Majesty the Empress Only Wants to Become the Empress Dowager 262Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 28 盗 The Thief Stole Three Women and the Country 盗贼偷了三个女人和这个国家 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀6k WordsCompleted The Thief Stole Three Women and This Country 24Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 29 疯 The Mad Emperor Imprisoned Me in a Shrine and Made Me His “Bodhisattva” 疯批皇帝把我囚在佛堂，让我当他的“菩萨”。 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted The mad emperor imprisoned me in the Buddhist temple and made me his “Bodhisattva.” 28Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 30 情 Bound for Life: A Kindred Spirit in Beauty 情定一生红颜知己 Beauty of Jin Xizhou锦西州的美人Ancient Romance368k WordsOngoing In the prosperous ancient city of Chang’an, Su Yao, a young lady from a distinguished family, and Lin Yu, a poor scholar, meet by chance. When an unexpected act of heroism saves her, their eyes meet and affection quietly takes root. But they belong to different social classes, and family expectations, the constraints of propriety, and society’s prejudice all stand in the way of their love. Yet true love fears no obstacle. Amid the twists of fate, they remain true to themselves, striving to break —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    🔥🔥Highly Recommended🔥🔥 In the prosperous ancient city of Chang'an, the famous daughter Su Yao and the poor scholar Lin Yu met by chance. An accidental hero saves a beauty, making the two's eyes meet, and a secret love arises. However, they are in different social classes. The expectations of their families, the constraints of ethics, and the prejudices of the world have all become obstacles on their road to love. But true love has no fear. They stick to their original aspirations in the whirlpool of fate, work hard to break free, and bravely pursue their own happiness. Their love story is like a moving piece of music, played against the background of the ancient dynasty, with sweet encounters, helpless separation, and firm waiting. Can they overcome many difficulties and find a lifelong love? [Seeking attention]

31. 31 虐 The Tragic Romance Heroine Says Nothing, She Just Keeps Killing People 虐文女主不语，只是一味刀人 The Eshou Never Lies讹兽不骗人Modern Romance419k WordsCompleted (A heroine who grows over time; the early worlds are short, while the later ones are longer.) Ruan Jiaojiao’s name has a cute, sing-song sound, but she kills without batting an eye. Ruan Jiaojiao is slender and delicate, with a soft-looking face, but she kills without batting an eye. The director of the quick transmigration bureau’s angst-fiction department looked down on Ruan Jiaojiao for a moment and sent her into an angst novel world No matter how powerful the male lead was, no matter how cru 110Reads8.1Score—Shelves
32. 32 十 After Ten Years of Secret Love, Mr. He Regrets It Too Late 十年暗恋清醒后，贺总悔不当初 Misty Drizzle as Far as the Eye Can See弥望霏霏Modern Romance705k WordsCompleted Shen Anian loved He Lingchuan for ten whole years. She was utterly devoted to him, and everyone thought she would cling to his side forever. But the day she saw him announce his relationship, she finally came to her senses and left him without hesitation. If ten years wasn’t enough to make it work, another ten wouldn’t change anything. Who could have guessed that afterward, He Lingchuan would start pursuing her relentlessly? The man who had always been so composed and restrained turned red-eyed 279Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 33 你 If You’re Heartless, Then I’ll Leave. Reborn with a Dead Heart, I Won’t Marry You 你既无情我便休，重生心死不嫁了 I Am the Phoenix吾为凰Ancient Romance321k WordsCompleted [Both leads are inexperienced + groveling pursuit after losing her + forced love + simmering tension] Jiang Jinhuan, the most beautiful woman in Huainan, was born with otherworldly beauty that drew the sons of officials and merchants to her like moths to a flame. But born into a family of imperial merchants and spoiled by her parents, she grew into a spoiled, willful young lady good for nothing. On the day she came of age, she received devastating news: the Jiang family’s true daughter, Jiang Sh 1.7kReads7.4Score105Shelves
34. 34 让 You Want Me as a Concubine? I'm Done Playing Nice, Sister 让我做妾？姐姐不装了 Summer and Winter and夏与冬与Ancient Romance674k WordsCompleted [Transmigration + marriage first, love later + face-slapping and falling hard + everyone has one-sided feelings] Lu Xuanzhao is a prince of a different surname, powerful enough to rule the realm. He’s decisive and ruthless, and has always despised romantic entanglements. But he promised to look after his late friend’s beloved, only to discover that the woman is prickly and calculating at every turn. It’s been barely two months since news of his friend’s supposed death reached the capital, and sh 2.6kReads8.0Score305Shelves
35. 35 州 Vast Lands and Seas, Together We’ll Take Our Time 州阔海远，与尔徐徐 Su Jian Yue苏见月Modern Romance224k WordsOngoing Ten years ago, Vice President Yu Youqian was about to be reported for embezzling public funds by President Mu Songxiao. To silence him, Yu hired a killer. Ten years later, Yu's son returned from overseas to seek revenge, but through a twist of fate, he wound up sending the parents of his first love, Wen Haiyao, to prison. Yu Shuyuan spent ten years pursuing Mu Zhixu. When the truth finally came out, she realized the importance of family. For her father's sake, she framed the parents of her best —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Everyone is miserable, it's a revenge-type thing, I want to cry after seeing it

36. 36 狐 The Fox King's Betrothed: A Girl Born to the Yin 狐王聘，阴生女 Fu Sihui付思卉Mystery195k WordsCompleted On the night of Jiang Yuening's eighteenth birthday, she saw ghosts drifting through her village. After that night, a little red fox came to her in her dreams every night. Its magnetic, bewitching voice had already been etched into her memory. Who is this little fox? How will the wheels of fate turn? The secrets hidden deep in the darkness will eventually bloom like flowers beneath the sunlight… 6Reads6.8Score—Shelves

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