A Story About a Female Lead Who Can’t Go Home and Chooses Death 女主回不去家了，选择死亡的小说

1. 251 伪 The Impostor's Observation Log 伪装者的观测日志 Jiangbei, Searching for Meaning in Travel寻找旅行意义的江北Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Dark] Series 2 Jiang Wang is called the perfect test subject for “love.” Though she has the ability to make everyone fall in love with her, she can't understand how the purest human emotions come into being. By a twist of fate, during that great fire, a System named 012 came to her. Together, they embarked on a new journey, beginning an observer's tour of the world of pretenders... PS: Baby Jiang Wang is a master of disguise. She can imitate the appearance and emotions of people she has seen a 544Reads—Score—14d adds
2. 252 我 I Was Just Driving, So Why Are the Viewers Laughing Their Heads Off? 我就开个车，观众们笑抽了？ Golden Hippo金色河马Urban1.8M WordsCompleted Zhang Yang wakes up to discover he’s participating in a reality show called All-Round Superstar, and his first job is as a rideshare driver. Female passenger: “Driver, how far can your car go on one liter of gas?” Zhang Yang: “When I get mad, I don’t go anywhere.” Female passenger: “My first-kiss boyfriend is still looking for me. Do you think I’m just too charming?” Zhang Yang: “Your first kiss? He’s still looking for you? Did you swallow his dentures?” Female passenger: “Driver, whenever I bre 46kReads9.2Score4.4k14d adds

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   🌲 "Lan Yin, will you marry me?" He remained silent. She compromised, "How about Zhu Yue as my secondary wife?" Shen Lan Yin's face was icy, and she turned and left. Zhu Jiu pleaded desperately, "Lan Yin, I will go to Si!" "Then go to Si."

3. 253 穿 After I Transmigrate, the Female Lead Just Wants to Go Home 穿越后，女主她只想回家 A Meow一枝喵Ancient Romance193k WordsCompleted University student Xu Su accidentally transmigrates to a world of immortal cultivation. While searching for a way home, she meets Jiang Zhizhou, Bai Yu, and Lan Jingzhou. She later joins them in fighting demons, growing stronger as she travels and faces challenges. Through all the bumps along the way, Xu Su and Jiang Zhizhou fall for each other. But when the Heavenly Dao is damaged and the world is plunged into misery, with all living things suffering, Xu Su, an outsider from another world, choo 17Reads—Score—14d adds

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   ✨️Going Home✨️ 1️⃣All she longed for was to go home, but fate had other plans, and she had no choice but to sacrifice herself. 2️⃣Her journey began in summer and ended in winter, but spring never came. She longed to go home, but just as her mission was nearing completion, she was forced to die.

4. 254 合 The Hehuan Sect Is Still Working Hard to Cultivate Today 合欢宗今天也在努力修仙 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance12k WordsCompleted The Hehuan Sect Is Working Hard to Cultivate Immortality Again Today 101Reads—Score514d adds

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   In my past life, Tao Fei flung open my bra strap in public, making me the laughingstock of the entire school. In this life, reborn in ancient times, I'm a frail, helpless girl, while he's become the powerful Prince Jingbei. He grabs my chin and says, "I've finally found you," while his chief guard presents a jade pendant, declaring me his betrothed. They all think I'm still that pitiful creature, manipulated by others, but I've been waiting for this day—those who owe me, I will make them repay a hundredfold. This time, I am the one in control.

5. 255 孽 Reborn from a Twisted Branch 孽枝重生 Tangerine Sand桔沙6k WordsCompleted Reborn Wicked Branch 73Reads—Score—14d adds

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   The female protagonist, unable to return home, chooses death. She has relatives in a family that favors sons over daughters, yet she cannot go back because her father remarried and had another child. She and her mother are forced to wander and die in agony. After her death, she hates her family's happiness. She is resentful of why she doesn't receive favoritism. She hates why her father abandoned her and her mother. She seeks revenge. Watching her relatives celebrate their joy, she wants to turn that joy into tragedy. She despises the happiness of every blood relative. She is willing to pay any price to kill them. Why do they so easily obtain the happiness she cannot have? Her niece is also a girl, so why doesn't her father favor sons over daughters? She suffered so much. What did she gain from ruthlessly eliminating them?

6. 256 他 He Said I Was Pure 他说我很干净 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance26k WordsCompleted He Said I Was Pure 276Reads—Score—14d adds
7. 257 继 My Stepsister Is a Psycho, and I Won't Save Her After Being Reborn 继妹是疯批，重生后我不救了 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Historical14k WordsCompleted My Stepsister Is a Lunatic. After Being Reborn, I Won’t Save Her 153Reads—Score114d adds
8. 258 休 Hand Over the Divorce Papers 休书拿来 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Ancient Romance30k WordsCompleted Hand over the divorce papers. 87Reads—Score—14d adds
9. 259 靠 You Need Me to Survive? I'm an NPC, Not a Player! 靠我存活？我是NPC不是玩家哦 Sui Sui Er岁岁儿Mystery782k WordsCompleted Wu Le is a murderous NPC in a horror game, rotating through different scenarios to "work"! Wu Le is free-spirited and willful. Deceiving players, playing tricks on them, and terrifying them are all part of her daily routine. Sometimes she likes to disguise herself as a player, getting a close look at the evil in people's hearts. She gives players hope, then crushes it completely, enjoying the look of despair on their faces. Other times, she plays the part of a proper horror NPC, hunting down pla 24.6kReads9.3Score3.3k14d adds

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   Wu Le is an NPC in a horror game, rotating through various dungeons as a "laborer." Unbeknownst to many, she has developed independent thought. Free-spirited and capricious, deceiving, toying with, and intimidating players are her daily routine. As a player, she sometimes enjoys impersonating one, observing the wickedness of human nature up close, giving players hope only to shatter it completely, and relishing their despair. At other times, she will dutifully play the role of a proper horror hunter. As an NPC, she loves all beautiful things, and when bored, she enjoys teasing her fellow horror NPCs, provided they are pretty enough. Since they are all mindless dungeon NPCs, she doesn't have to take responsibility for flirting with them.

10. 260 退 After Calling Off the Engagement, I Made the Powerful Beg Me to Get Back Together 退婚后，我让豪门跪着求复合 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance23k WordsCompleted After Calling Off the Engagement, I Made the Wealthy Beg on Their Knees to Get Back Together 118Reads—Score—14d adds
11. 261 快 Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death, I Became His White Moonlight 快穿女配：死遁后我成了白月光 If Not for the Jade Maidens若非群玉Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Complete] [Characters Stay True] [A Touch of a Harem] [Heroine Is a Bit of a Heartbreaker] After transmigrating, Shen Yaoyao binds herself to a Supporting Female Character System. As a supporting character, she might be obsessive and deranged, spoiled and arrogant, or petty and scheming. No matter what, she always ends up hated by the male lead, crushed by the heroine, and meeting a miserable end. Shen Yaoyao: “...That sounds kind of interesting.” So she diligently played her original character 5.9kReads8.9Score30914d adds

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    1. After Shen Yaoyao is bound to the Female Supporting Character System, she must play the role of a fake heiress in a wealthy family who has been mistakenly given a life of privilege. The original owner, obsessed with an identity that wasn't hers, continued to cause trouble even after the real young master returned, leading to her being abandoned by everyone. At the end of this world, when Shen Yaoyao completes a plot point and prepares to leave, a system malfunction traps her in a collapsing spacetime rift. At this time, the original owner's body is on the verge of death due to long-term mental breakdown. Ultimately, the female lead drinks a potion alone on a moonlit terrace, and with a sense of relief that she "can never return to the real world," falls from the high-rise building. 2/ A third cultivation world has a hidden point of convergence. Jing Sha transmigrates into the body of a sect's holy maiden whose spiritual roots have been extracted. The original owner, obsessed with returning to her home spirit world, willingly allows herself to be used by the male lead. When the plot progresses to the point where the male protagonist's ascension passage opens, Jing Sha deliberately destroys the core of the interdimensional teleportation array. Faced with the system's warning, "If you miss this opportunity, you will be forever trapped in this world," she smiles and plunges her natal magic weapon into her heart: "Since I'm destined to rot in this filthy world, I might as well let my blood become the nightmare of all plunderers." This ending achieves substantial self-destruction through a subversive act.

12. 262 合 The Hehuan Sect's Last Cauldron 合欢宗最后的鼎炉 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊28k WordsCompleted The Acacia Sect's Last Cauldron 908Reads—Score2514d adds
13. 263 快 Quick Transmigration: After the Tragic-Novel Heroine Gets a Unhinged Script 快穿：当虐文女主拿了疯批剧本后 Ou Cong偶葱Modern Romance504k WordsCompleted In every tragic romance, the heroine is tormented by the hero until her heart is torn apart, and her heart, kidneys, and brain are cut out. Yet the heroine loves the hero without fail, devoting herself wholeheartedly to her career as his doormat. Now Jingsha has become the heroine of a tragic romance. She's obsessive, unstable, scummy, and downright crazy. She torments the male lead, then the male supporting character, then the female supporting character. In the end, they all love her but can n 8.8kReads9.3Score1.5k14d adds
14. 264 潜 Whisper 潜声 Ask If You're Coming Back问归不归Fantastical Romance578k WordsOngoing The story began on a promising note. The Creator Goddess Yuanchu died, and the conflict between the ancient gods and the rebels came to an end. Ao Sihai, leader of the rebels, led his followers in wiping out the remaining forces of the Heavenly Emperor, then appointed new gods and ushered in a golden age. He became an emperor without equal throughout history. The turning point came on an ordinary afternoon. A little girl named Zhao barged into his world without warning. Or perhaps this was a clo 3Reads—Score—14d adds

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    She brought life to those who should have been gloomy, allowed two people who should have met tragic ends to stay together, and enabled those who should have suffered to live in a prosperous era. She fulfilled everyone's wishes and brought success to everyone. Only she herself died before the era she longed for arrived.

15. 265 她 She Insists the Child Is His 她非说孩子是他的 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance12k WordsCompleted She Insists the Child Is His 145Reads—Score314d adds
16. 266 难 Am I Destined to Pick Up Only the Losing Heroines? 难道我只能捡败北女角们？ Nai Fuyue乃负岳Urban216k WordsOngoing [No Dumpster Diving + No Salvage Hunting + Notice on the First Page + Just Give It One Second] My name is Lu Cheng. It sounds like the sort of name no one would remember, like a passerby on the fringes of real life. I’m 23, average-looking, and in my third year at a junior college. I’m an old virgin for my age. My father farms, my mother is ill, my older brother works away from home, and my little sister is in middle school. Growing up poor, Lu Cheng learned to be sensible from a young age. He c 738Reads—Score10014d adds

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    [Flying kiss][Already want to buy][Already want to buy]

17. 267 我 After I Died, the Entire Imperial Harem Followed Me Back to the Modern World 我死后，全后宫跟我穿回现代了 Zhao Chi Chi兆吃吃Modern Romance164k WordsOngoing [Real and fake heiress, everyone transmigrates, possessive male lead, a whole crew dotes on her, satisfying read, mutual first love] After struggling my way through palace intrigue to become empress, I turn around and fake my death to return to the modern world! I thought I could finally live a carefree life, glued to my phone, but then my loyal palace maid, my clever and adorable little eunuch, and even the concubines from the imperial harem all start transmigrating back with me, one after anot 6Reads—Score—14d adds

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    ☘️The female protagonist burned down the Empress's palace and faked her death to return home. However, she hadn't even lived in the modern world for a few days when the palace maids, eunuchs, and concubines all transmigrated to the modern world. In the end, even the young emperor arrived in the modern world and looked at her pitifully, saying: "Sister, please don't abandon me..."

18. 268 傲 The Proud Rich Heiress’s Husband-Chasing Road to Ruin 傲娇富婆的追夫火葬场 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊12k WordsCompleted The Tsundere Heiress’s Long Road to Winning Him Back 745Reads—Score414d adds
19. 269 我 My Brother Keeps Falling for It Again and Again 我哥他又双叒叕真香了 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊36k WordsCompleted My Brother Has Fallen for It Again and Again 1.2kReads—Score1914d adds
20. 270 你 You Call This Picking Up a Corpse? 你管这叫捡尸？ A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯7k WordsCompleted You call this picking up a corpse? —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    "I sell memory power banks at the train station. Plug it in and it charges your phone, and it charges your memories too. An old man charged his childhood memories for three days and three nights without unplugging it, and when he came out, he was walking with a spring in his step. A heartbroken girl charged her first love, deleted all the photos after it was finished, and said, 'It's fully charged, time to unplug it.' The strangest one was a middle-aged man who charged his future—the power bank exploded. During repairs, they discovered his future was empty. He said, 'So, people like me don't have a future.'"

21. 271 表 Cousin, I Need Your Help to Restore My Kingdom 表妹，我需要你助我复国 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Male-Channel Fanfiction1.7M WordsCompleted [Synopsis] Reborn as Murong Fu, he’ll find a different way to fulfill his ancestral instructions in this life. A chivalrous reputation? He wants it. A peerlessly beautiful woman? He wants her, too. But that impossible dream of restoring his kingdom… why can’t he change it? Starting with his cousin Wang Yuyan, he takes in A Zhu and A Bi and gathers every beauty in the martial world, turning Swallow Dock into both his refuge of romance and the foundation of his bloodline. The Northern Darkness Div 2.1kReads—Score15814d adds
22. 272 他 They Told Me to Find a Man and Have a Baby 他们让我招个男人生孩子 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯8k WordsCompleted They Told Me to Find a Man and Have a Baby —Reads—Score—14d adds
23. 273 开 From the Start, One Pot of Brine Took Out Five Demons 开局一锅卤水灭了五只妖 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊16k WordsCompleted From the Start, One Pot of Brine Wiped Out Five Demons 29Reads—Score—14d adds
24. 274 三 Three-Minute Pursuit 三分钟追踪 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯7k WordsCompleted Three-Minute Tracking —Reads—Score—14d adds
25. 275 兄 Brother, You’re Really Something 兄弟，你可真行 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊13k WordsCompleted Bro, you really are something. 372Reads—Score—14d adds
26. 276 她 She Tastes Delicious 她的味道很美味 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯6k WordsCompleted She Tastes Delicious —Reads—Score—14d adds
27. 277 太 The Crown Prince's Pregnant Fake Heiress 太子爷的孕肚假千金 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊10k WordsCompleted The Young Master's Pregnant Fake Heiress 3.4kReads—Score—14d adds
28. 278 她 She Gave My Illness Back to Me 她把病还给了我 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯7k WordsCompleted She Gave Me Back My Illness —Reads—Score—14d adds
29. 279 最 My Last Two Days: I Want Someone to Cuss Out the Boss With 最后两天，我想找个人一起骂老板 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯9k WordsCompleted My Last Two Days: I Want Someone to Curse Out the Boss With —Reads—Score—14d adds
30. 280 我 I’m Going to Give In 我要妥协了 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯7k WordsCompleted I'm Ready to Give In —Reads—Score—14d adds
31. 281 找 Find Someone to Spend a Lifetime With 找个搭子过一生 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯8k WordsCompleted Finding a Companion for Life —Reads—Score—14d adds
32. 282 他 He Left Me His Resurrection Armor 他的复活甲留给我 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯6k WordsCompleted He Left Me His Resurrection Armor —Reads—Score—14d adds
33. 283 资 The Capitalist Heiress Is Reborn, Takes Down Villains, and Charms the Village Tyrant 资本家千金重生，虐渣下乡撩村霸 Luan Jing峦镜Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [1970s, Sent to the Countryside, Rebirth, Revenge Against Scum] Qin Shuiyan had been beautiful since childhood, with a delicate, soft figure. She had a pretty face but no way to protect herself. After her family fell into ruin, her stepmother sold her to an old man to keep as a canary. Just as she could no longer endure the humiliation, Xu Mo, the man she had always looked down on, burst in with a hunting rifle, fighting his way through a hail of bullets to save her. “Xu Mo, I’m sorry. If there’ 9.7kReads8.1Score99114d adds

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    In his past life, Xu Mo killed someone, even himself, for her. In this life, he only chops wood, carries water, and washes her clothes. Qin Shuiyan feels that Xu Mo is better in this life. Because in the past life, love was death; in this life, love is life. He lives to wash her clothes, lives to plant jujube trees for her, lives to sit on the kang (heated brick bed) smoking, occasionally glancing back at her. That's enough, far more than death.

34. 284 我 No Man Has Entered Our Workplace in Seven Years 我们单位七年没进过男的了 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯8k WordsCompleted No Man Has Joined Our Workplace in Seven Years —Reads—Score—14d adds
35. 285 离 After the Divorce, I Burned Young Master Lu's White Moonlight with My Own Hands 离婚后，我亲手焚了陆少的白月光 King Revolver左轮王18k WordsCompleted After the Divorce, I Personally Burned Lu Shao's White Moonlight 171Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Haha, it looks great, it's just... Awesome! [Eating melon seeds][eating melon seeds][eating melon seeds]

36. 286 相 My Blind Date Died in My Bed 相亲对象死在我床上 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯9k WordsCompleted My Blind Date Died in My Bed —Reads—Score—14d adds
37. 287 以 The Bills from Before 以往的账单 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted Bills from the Past —Reads—Score—14d adds
38. 288 摘 Take His Moon, Destroy His White Moonlight 摘他月亮，废他白月光 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance26k WordsCompleted Take His Moon, Destroy His White Moonlight 191Reads—Score—14d adds

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    [Abusive Romance/Revenge/Twist] "Your sister's kidney is a match for Lin Yue." When the older sister of my beloved made this suggestion, I assumed Gu Chengyan would act without hesitation, like all domineering CEOs. After all, he had made me kneel in the pouring rain all night for Lin Yue. But instead, he coldly pulled out a legal document: "Illegal organ transplantation is prohibited within the territory of the People's Republic of China." "If you want my company, just say so. No need for all this beating around the bush." ​​I was stunned.

39. 289 养 The Dad Who Raised Me for Eighteen Years Was Waiting for This Day 养了我十八年的爸爸，等的就是这一天 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯12k WordsCompleted The father who raised me for eighteen years had been waiting for this day. 1Reads—Score—14d adds
40. 290 我 I Hot-Potted His Heart 我把他的心，涮了火锅 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊9k WordsCompleted I Hot-Potted His Heart 5Reads—Score—14d adds
41. 291 奶 The Milk Tea Trap 奶茶陷阱 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted The Milk Tea Trap —Reads—Score—14d adds
42. 292 烟 Fireworks and Handcuffs: A CEO's Journey to Staying on the Right Side of the Law 烟花与手铐：一个霸总的守法之路 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊11k WordsCompleted Fireworks and Handcuffs: A CEO's Journey to Lawfulness 10Reads—Score—14d adds
43. 293 你 Would You Dare Share a Dream with a Stranger? 你敢和陌生人共享梦境吗？ A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯14k WordsCompleted Would you dare to share a dream with a stranger? 1Reads—Score—14d adds
44. 294 白 The Night His White Moonlight Had a Fever, I Called a Divorce Lawyer 白月光发烧那夜，我拨通了离婚律师电话 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊8k WordsCompleted The Night His White Moonlight Came Down with a Fever, I Called a Divorce Lawyer 839Reads—Score—14d adds
45. 295 依 Addiction 《依存症》 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted Addiction —Reads—Score—14d adds
46. 296 新 On Our Wedding Night, My Husband Held Me and Cried All Night 新婚夜，丈夫抱着我哭了一整夜 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted On our wedding night, my husband held me and cried all night 32Reads—Score114d adds
47. 297 他 He Told My Younger Brother to Buy a Lexus 他让我弟买雷克萨斯 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯6k WordsCompleted He Told My Younger Brother to Buy a Lexus —Reads—Score—14d adds
48. 298 二 Twenty-One Grams of Body Heat 二十一克体温 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊14k WordsCompleted Twenty-One Grams of Body Heat 37Reads—Score—14d adds
49. 299 一 Five Foot One 一米五五 A Ragtag Immortal Couple Adventuring Through Troubled Times乱世星途沙雕仙侣闯7k WordsCompleted Five-Foot-Five —Reads—Score—14d adds
50. 300 我 I Turned the Tables and PUA’d the CEO 我反向PUA了霸总 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊12k WordsCompleted I turned the tables and PUAed the domineering CEO 17Reads—Score—14d adds

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