A Story About a Female Lead Who Can’t Go Home and Chooses Death

1 病 The Branches of Diseased Branches Are in Spring Again Sweet MelonAncient Romance476k WordsCompleted 650.8kReads9.5Score95.9kShelves

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[Ding~ Xie Chenzhou's favorability is -1, current favorability: 99] [Sorry, the mission determination failed] [Leave this world in ten minutes, host please be prepared] Like a bucket of ice water being poured down, the chill seeped into Sang Nian's limbs and bones, almost freezing the blood all over his body. The pillar that had been supporting her suddenly collapsed, and all her strength seemed to be drained in an instant. She fell to the ground without any strength. …I can't go home. She thought. Never again, can't go home. "I can't go back... Home." Xie Chenzhou's pupils shrank, but he was still at a loss. The sky is a cold metallic white, which makes people think of the blade of a long sword. It seems to cut your eyes when you look up. Sang Nian looked at the sky, tears sliding down the ends of his eyes into his temples and disappearing. She suddenly laughed and said, "I miss my mother." Without any warning, she grabbed the sword blade in front of her and stabbed herself in the heart. The natal sword whined and retreated desperately. Her skinny fingers were dripping with blood, and she said softly: "Be obedient." The strength of the struggle with the natal sword weakened, but she still whimpered endlessly, like crying. So, the next moment, the sword stabbed smoothly into his heart. Crisp and neat. Not even a word was left to him. A few drops of warm blood splashed onto the young man's cheek.

2 真 Real or Fake Daughter? No, I'm a Country Sheepdog Feng TianyinSci-Fi & Apocalypse1.2M WordsCompleted 18.6kReads9.2Score1.7kShelves

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I was attracted to this genre, but I was a little disappointed when I saw that many of them were sentimental stories, or quick romance stories. There was no heroine who served the country and died fighting for the country and could not return home, or stories about the heroine and the country.

3 以 I Sacrifice the Years with My Deep Love Er QiaoModern Romance324k WordsCompleted 82.4kReads9.4Score7.2kShelves

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These two books are books that I have read several times over the years! I can't bear the torture! Not sweet at all! Even if it's a little bit sweet! I don't know what to do with this cruelty. They even walked into my dream and I wanted to save them! It's so bitter!

4 落 The Runaway Lady Cannot Be Chased Back The Author Escapes YaoyaoAncient Romance523k WordsCompleted 704Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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After losing the love of his past life and this life, his head turned gray overnight. "In this life, I obviously met her first, and we fell in love first, so why did I lose her." Bai Jingxuan hated himself, and he beat his head to vent his anger. Thinking of the scenes of love between the two of them in the past life and the present, the longing and pain of the two lives intertwined and merged into a river. He was so grief-stricken that he couldn't breathe. He couldn't suppress the grief that spewed out and burst into tears. His painful sobs floated in the yard. The originally brilliant young master Bai couldn't bear the blow of losing his beloved, and his head turned gray overnight. He stepped on the snow in the yard and walked towards the door of the mansion. His clothes were fluttering, his silver hair was flying, and the white snow was flying. He seemed to be integrated with the ice and snow, inseparable from each other. After he left the mansion, he headed directly towards Prince Annan's Palace, Annan followed silently not far away. ! ! ! ! !

8 白 Bai Yueguang Was Spoiled by Her Rival, so You Asked for Reconciliation. Wu YuehongModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 8.3kReads6.0Score829Shelves

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She suppressed her tears and said, "Gu Qingchen, I've been kidnapped, save me." There was silence on the phone for a few seconds. Gu Qingchen was helpless: "Yinyin, Xia Yue was in a car accident and her wrist was broken." "So?" Jiang Siyin roared into the phone: "But I'm dying, Gu Qingchen, don't you understand? Your wife is going to be ripped off by the kidnappers!" There was silence on the other end. For a moment, the man's tone softened, as if he was coaxing: "Xia Yue has no relatives in Beijing. Now she has a broken hand and is lying on the roadside. I don't care about her. What do you want her to do? Yinyin, don't joke about kidnapping. Jiang Siyin was startled, is she joking? A sour feeling filled her eyes uncontrollably, and the spinning suffocation made her almost unable to breathe. "She has a broken hand, not dead! Jiang Siyin tugged at the corner of his lips, and his tone was a little more sad: "Fifty kilometers to the north of Beijing, there is an abandoned pharmaceutical factory. Gu Qingchen, please come and collect the body for me tomorrow morning." "As the last word fell, the call was cut off ruthlessly. The robber was annoyed and stared at Jiang Siyin

10 装 After Pretending to Be Blind for Three Years, Bai Yueguang Said She Already Knew Bunny CornerMarriage & Romance38k WordsCompleted 3kReads8.8Score—Shelves

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The first book [cry][cry][cry][cry]

12 酒 The Winery Helps Me Repay the Flower Grower Who Likes Giant Ants?363k WordsCompleted 3.3kReads9.1Score345Shelves

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The heroine cannot go back, and uses Japan as the curtain call for her life. The heroine has been crazy from the beginning, but she has never shown it. I hope you can return to your dreaming hometown after death, forget all the experiences in the other world, and become the carefree little rabbit in the arms of the mother of the motherland again.

13 假 If Only I Were Allowed to Be Young Again Mori No YuModern Romance268k WordsCompleted 6kReads9.1Score399Shelves

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The female protagonist forced the male protagonist to get married for revenge, so the male protagonist hated her and didn't believe her. After the marriage, she was humiliated and made things difficult for her. In fact, the female protagonist was not going to die soon... Her dying wish was to go home, but in the end she didn't [cry] [cry]

14 病 After the Sick and Weak Group Pet Gave Up, All Members Were Cremated. Picking PineModern Romance456k WordsCompleted 5.2kReads8.5Score278Shelves

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💔💔Jiang Yuan is dying. Jiang Yuan once felt that she had the best parents in the world, an arrogant brother, and a little bamboo horse who protected her... Although she was frail, Jiang Yuan still felt that she was the happiest girl in the world. ✨✨Until Qiao Zhenzhen appeared, the people who loved her all changed. When they looked at her, their eyes gradually turned cold and disgusting. In the end, they even kicked her out of the house and let her die alone in the hospital. 🫧🫧Jiang Yuan gave up completely. She thought it would be good to come here cleanly and leave alone, which would be pure. Unexpectedly, she was reborn...

15 穿 After Dressing up as a Villain, She Assassinates the Protagonist Group Every Day Chao LianyunAncient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 30.8kReads9.2Score4.1kShelves

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"I can't go back home, Xie Chenzhou." She said with despair on her face: "I can't go back... Home." Xie Chenzhou's pupils shrank, but he was still at a loss. The sky is a cold metallic white, which makes people think of the blade of a long sword. It seems to cut your eyes when you look up. Sang Nian looked at the sky, tears sliding down the ends of his eyes into his temples and disappearing. She suddenly laughed and said, "I miss my mother." Without any warning, she grabbed the sword blade in front of her and stabbed herself in the heart. The natal sword whined and retreated desperately. Her skinny fingers were dripping with blood, and she whispered softly: "Be obedient." The struggle of the natal sword became less intense, but she still whimpered endlessly, like crying. So, the next moment, the sword stabbed smoothly into his heart. Crisp and neat. Not even a word was left to him. A few drops of warm blood splashed onto the young man's cheek.

16 娘 The Empress Does Not Fall in Love, the Tyrant Becomes Obsessed with Mad Criticism Yellow EggAncient Romance635k WordsCompleted 31.6kReads9.3Score2.5kShelves

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She said: "Chu Yi, what are you hesitating about?" "You are the emperor." "Do you know what you should do as the emperor?" "You can't make a decision, right? It doesn't matter, I will do it for you." Half of her body was leaning out of the city wall. Sun Zhongliang didn't expect it and reached out to grab her. Meng Tang kicked his foot. The whole person fell out. Chu Yi's eyes slowly widened. The city wall was so high, if she fell down, would she be able to keep her body intact? Chu Yi rushed over like crazy. Meng Tang saw that the progress bar was full, full... She raised her lips with satisfaction, moved her lips slightly, and said three words to Chu Yi: "Goodbye." She would never see him again. She had lived in this life's body for seven years, and now she was finally free. She opened her hands, her long hair spread out in the wind, and looked at the moon in the sky. A long sigh. For seven years, she would not take it with her when she was alive or take her with her when she died, and she would have nothing in the end. "Tang'er!" Chu Yi broke through the darkness, broke through the siege of the rebels, and flew up. He has always been proud of himself and has great light skills, but now he just thinks that he is too slow, too slow! Why can't it be faster? Meng Tang fell from the city wall. She looked so petite, and with a "dong" sound, she sank into the night. A handkerchief with the fragrance of jasmine was blown down by the wind, and Chu Yi subconsciously reached out to catch it. It is embroidered with delicate small regular script: Mr. Lang, if you don't bring me with you in life or in death, you will have nothing in the end. Sir, this farewell is an eternal farewell. I don't want to see each other on the road to hell. A bowl of Meng Po soup will make everyone happy in the next life. Lang Jun, become the best emperor in the world. I wish Lang Jun eternal peace and endless solitude... Chu Yi took the handkerchief and came to Meng Tang. She lay quietly on the ground, so peacefully, as if she was asleep.

17 都 Kill Them All. There Is No Need to Be Too Normal. Oranges with Round Heads, Round Brains and Round BelliesAncient Romance339k WordsCompleted 92.7kReads9.6Score18.2kShelves

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In order to go home, the heroine obeyed the system and did tasks. As a result, she lived life after life and was bound to one system after another, but she was never sent home. In the hundredth life and the hundredth system, the heroine was so heartbroken that she stopped doing system tasks🔥🔥

18 更 After Changing the Target of the Strategy, Qing Leng's First Assistant Became Black. Hidden for a MonthAncient Romance378k WordsCompleted 12.4kReads8.8Score1kShelves

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Recommended 🦆 ①The ending is BE. I went through the strategy again and again, torturing myself and others. The final result was to jump from the city wall and end this short but gorgeous life.

19 荨 The Road Is Difficult Qi YingjiaAncient Romance132k WordsCompleted 2.9kReads8.1Score183Shelves

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I felt so depressed after watching it. I could only watch the heroine reach a tragic ending. He was his childhood sweetheart but could not make her his queen. The heroine thought that she was his pawn until her death. In fact, she was everything to the hero. He hoped that she would become his queen all his life. I can't help it anymore, I really cry to death, the heroine is so miserable.

20 穿 Dressed as a Vicious Female Supporting Character, I Just Want to Die and Escape Home Ning Is GoodModern Romance335k WordsOngoing 32.3kReads5.8Score1.1kShelves

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Totally this, the real-life family relationship line is so good that I cry, the heroine really wants to go home

21 攻 After Failing to Attack Fozi, He Faked His Death and Escaped, but He Went Crazy. Andy Is Here25k WordsCompleted 1.6kReads9.8Score—Shelves

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The system task requires you to defeat the male protagonist 100%, if you fail, you will be wiped out. He was always stuck at 99% and had no choice but to fake his death to escape. The male protagonist grew old overnight.

22 贵 Does the Female Supporting Role of an Aristocratic Academy Also Need to Be a Heartthrob? Spicy Rice with RiceModern Romance340k WordsCompleted 24.7kReads9.1Score1.8kShelves

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The heroine is sober and rational. Zhi Nan Zhiyan knows that this is a novel world. She is an insignificant and positive female supporting character who has been secretly in love with the male protagonist since she was a child. So even though Nan Zhiyan doesn't like Lu Yanjing, he still plays a good supporting role step by step, trying to return to his own world, and the plot seems to be developing normally. Until she found out that she couldn't go back, the emotions that had been deliberately concealed surfaced, and Nan Zhiyan planned to leave. But the moment she revealed that she had someone she liked, countless sticky and dark eyes followed her. One of them was like a gangrene attached to the bones, coming from someone Nan Zhiyan had never thought of - the male protagonist of this world.

23 她 She Faked Her Birth and Died, and the CEO Was Wanted Day and Night. Jiajia YingziModern Romance602k WordsCompleted 514Reads—Score—Shelves

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"Master, the young lady is bleeding heavily during childbirth. I want to see you for the last time!" "Oh, dead?" "Not yet..." Listening to the urgent voice of the housekeeper Aunt Song, the man casually raised his eyelids and glanced at the busy figure in the kitchen, and raised his thin lips coldly, "Editor, keep making it up! She has been scheming, wait until she is really dead before telling me." 🍀🍀 Before the other party could say anything else, the call was cut off. Lu Wanqing is a woman who has always been very scheming. This must be another bad idea she came up with to trick her into returning to the Wen family! Thinking back to the last time, she also pretended to be sick like this, but she was tricked by her when she went back, and she had the child in her belly now, and now she wants to do it again? In the Wen family private hospital. Scarlet blood even spread from the gaps in the delivery room! "I... Heard everything... Today is Gu Shuran's... Birthday. It's... Impossible... For him to... Come back." Lu Wanqing's tears rolled down the corners of her eyes. It turns out that he really doesn't love herself... Even if she is pregnant with his child, nothing will change. "Young mistress, don't think so much at this time! The first young master has been born safely. If you persist, the second child will be born soon!"

25 最 The Year I Loved Him the Most, He Killed Me Fireworks MiaomiaoModern Romance516k WordsCompleted 4.7kReads8.0Score402Shelves

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The female protagonist came through the book to redeem the gloomy male protagonist. The male protagonist was very miserable and possessive, but the female protagonist was tolerant. Ten years later, she realized that she was moved. In the end, the redemption failed and the system wiped out the heroine. The heroine died. The light in the male protagonist's life is unimaginable. It's so explosive, absolutely

26 京 Beijing Young Master Falls in Love with Genius Girl The Flying Boy of Wuyong CityModern Romance492k WordsCompleted 1kReads6.2Score108Shelves

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[Almost crying] I hope that the heroine can live a free and happy life in the next life, and will no longer be bound by various things, and can always pursue what she loves💐💐

27 记 Memory Trial: She Doesn't Want You Anymore Xingyan 66Modern Romance693k WordsCompleted 7.5kReads8.7Score1.4kShelves

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This this! Super invincible and beautiful!

28 我 I Just Drove a Car and the Audience Laughed? Golden HippopotamusUrban1.8M WordsCompleted 68.3kReads9.2Score6.2kShelves

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Why should eoom read books and be happy?

30 惊 Shock! Whose Family Is the One Who Abuses the Male Protagonist? I Don't Know When Yao Was OldAncient Romance664k WordsCompleted 7.9kReads9.0Score978Shelves

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1. The female protagonist Ye Yaoqing accidentally slipped into a sadistic novel and became a miserable character who was poached by the male protagonist and imprisoned for miscarriage. The system asked her to follow the sadistic plot of "getting caught without mercy", but the original owner had already chosen to die because she could not bear the torture. At the plot point where "martial arts is abolished", the heroine discovers that there is a time and space rift between the original world and the mission world, and she cannot return to reality even after completing the mission. In the end, she ended the cycle with self-destruction and used death to break the system's confinement of the soul, echoing the determination of "choosing to die if you can't go home". (Tag: system/abuse/travel) 2. As a fast traveler, Gu Changqing specializes in counterattacking for cannon fodder. Among them, in the interstellar plane, the original owner is a clone abandoned by his family. After the heroine seizes power for him, she discovers that the clone's genetic defect prevents him from leaving the world. During the last time and space jump, she took the initiative to close the escape capsule, leaving the chance of survival to her companions. She was annihilated in the universe as the starship exploded, leaving behind a monologue that "her hometown is ultimately a shadow in the torrent of data." (Tag: quick wear/scumbag/big boss)

33 权 Quan's Doting Little Seductress Has Become a Heartthrob in the Capital. Road CarpAncient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 3.8kReads9.1Score422Shelves

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The heroine traveled to ancient times due to a curse. At first, she wanted to commit suicide and return to the present. However, she had intersections with 6 different men. Due to the heroine's righteousness, she saved the country from dire straits. A series of things happened. The author's writing is smooth and fascinating. I rarely read such a long chapter one chapter at a time.

36 众 Are the Gods Willing to Step Down from the Altar for Me? Not Rare Anymore Ling WuAncient Romance356k WordsCompleted 5.3kReads8.6Score587Shelves

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☘️The heroine dug up the golden elixir to her junior sister for the strategy, but the master still refused to favor her. In the end, she decided to escape and change the target of the strategy, but those who disliked her jumped out to prevent her from ending her life. In the end, she was given up to die...

37 死 I Met True Love After Escaping from Death ListModern Romance413k WordsCompleted 3.4kReads8.9Score249Shelves

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"She might as well die, so that Aunt Yue can be Hanhan's mother openly." Her seven-year-old son, Wen Wuhan, was absolutely right. She really couldn't live without Wen Yuzhou. Her life was originally obtained by completing the strategy mission released by the system. Without Wen Yuzhou's love, she would die of multiple sclerosis just like in her previous life. That feeling of gradually losing all five senses. Jiang Shiyan twitched subconsciously. But now... Next, she will create an environment for the death of "Jiang Shiyan".

38 攻 After the Strategy Failed, I Ran Away and the Boss Went Crazy. Whistling Egg TartModern Romance190k WordsCompleted 2.6kReads6.6Score113Shelves

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🍒🍒Qin Qianqian has been attacking Xiao Tingyun for five years, but she still hasn't been able to get into his heart. When she was in a car accident and was lying on the hospital bed wearing a plaster, he was accompanying the so-called "sister-in-law" without caring about her life or death💔. At this moment, Qin Qianqian knew that she could not return home, so she chose death and was wiped out by the system, but she was unexpectedly given a chance to regenerate...

41 渣 The Scumbag Wants Me but Doesn't Get It [Quick Wear] ShuimuqingAncient Romance315k WordsCompleted 5.3kReads9.1Score436Shelves

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☘️The heroine chose to do a quick travel guide mission in order to return home. As a result, her family was destroyed by the scumbag in every life, and she became a disaster that everyone avoided. After experiencing five consecutive worlds, the heroine completely collapsed. Even when she returned to modern times, she ended her life because she lost the desire to live...

42 深 The Beauty Hidden in the Palace Cai WangwangAncient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted 60kReads9.5Score6kShelves

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The heroine seems to be at home in this world, but she still feels very uncomfortable inside. As a modern person, the heroine still feels melancholy about the experiences of many ancient women. She is disappointed in being unable to change, and finally dies in depression.

43 在 Ten Years After the Failure of the Strategy and Death Jiang YaoqingModern Romance346k WordsCompleted 6.1kReads6.6Score178Shelves

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She was no longer coveting this man's love, but she was really going to die. She covered her face, she really wanted to live. "There are still 6 hours before the mission fails. Host, please hurry up and complete the mission. Your life has entered the countdown." The mechanical sound of the system came from her mind. She smiled and laughed at herself, "He refused to come back to celebrate my birthday with me at the last moment. How can I make him admit that he loves me." The system did not answer. Wen Sheng leaned against the shoe cabinet and looked at the countdown hour hand on the wall. She seemed to see her own life draining away. "I really tried every means and gave up my family and dignity, but no matter how hard I tried, he refused to fall in love with me. What else do you want me to do?" She admitted that she approached him with the purpose of conquering the family in order to survive, but for so many years, internally she had worked hard for the family and kept it in order. Externally, she had put aside her face and used her family's resources to help him survive the company's crisis. She was the perfect wife in the eyes of outsiders. Even if her goals at the beginning were not pure, she felt that she had a clear conscience at this point. She thought, no matter what, she was done with him, she had not sorry for him, even at the moment of death, she began to hate him, why, why did not you want to fall in love with me, I can live even if I tell a lie against my conscience, I hate you. 🌱🌱

44 修 The Cultivation World’s Sickly Number One Paper TigerAncient Romance1.3M WordsCompleted 217.9kReads9.7Score25.4kShelves

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The purpose of reading is to read something fun, sand sculptures, and heroine stories

45 攻 After the Strategy Failed, I Decided to Leave the World and Go Home CANNOModern Romance9k WordsCompleted 1.6kReads9.8Score—Shelves

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It's okay. There are short stories that are pretty good.

47 攻 I'm Not the One Who Attacked You, Don't Hold Me Responsible. Liang BaoyiModern Romance303k WordsCompleted 247Reads5.4Score—Shelves

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[System, I'm so tired, and now I want to give up everything. ] [After receiving the host's request, the host is about to leave the body. The cold mechanical sound sounded in his mind, and Su Tangmi became conscious in a trance. After the pain in her mind, she had a memory that was not her own. "He Huaixi, I love you so much." "For you, I am willing to stay." "He Huaixi, you can't do this to me." Scenes flashed before Su Tangmi's eyes, and Su Tangmi realized that she was back in her body. For the past eight years, she has been sealed. Su Tangmi just graduated eight years ago, but when she was taking graduation photos, the lights flashed and her swaying body fell down. She never got up again, and while her consciousness remained, her soul was pulled out of her body and sealed in the dimensional space. Then her body was occupied by the system and the time traveler. One occupation lasted eight years. The name of the time traveler is Zhao Pu, and he comes with a strategy mission. The target of her attack is He Huaixi, the only son of the He family. He Huaixi was famous for being modest, courteous and gentle. At that time, I already had my childhood sweetheart girlfriend. One of them was the noble young master of the He family, and the other was a proud little white flower who followed her aunt back to the countryside after her parents died. The two have been exchanging letters for many years and have already made a private agreement about their future.