Angsty Novels: I Want Something as Heartbreaking as A Life Slain by Love, the Kind That Makes You Cry 😭

166 温 Gentleness Is on the Left, Affection Is on the Right Gardenia Berry16k WordsCompleted 25Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Crazy batch of lovers 💑

171 假 Masked Diva: the President's Bone-Eating Crisis 161323Modern Romance537k WordsCompleted 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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Very interesting book,

172 拿 If He Takes His Mother-In-Law as His Mother, I'll Tell Him to Get Lost Mulan SaidModern Romance231k WordsCompleted 28Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Shameless recommendation#

173 一 A Short Sadistic Story a Day Ruicheng's Frost SwordModern Romance4.2M WordsCompleted 39Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Warning for high-energy abuse! "Endless Love: A Collection of Sadomasochism Short Stories" and "A Short Sadistic Story a Day", each story is the ultimate pull of love that cannot be achieved. How many tears can you hold back?

174 动 Move the Bones and Restore the Emotions Chu LinmuModern Romance1.4M WordsOngoing 70Reads9.4Score—Shelves

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Amnesia in car accident

175 丰 The Plump Beauty Acted Coquettishly, and the Cold-Faced Officer Blushed. Mountain MirrorModern Romance529k WordsOngoing 24.5kReads5.8Score1.4kShelves

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Lin Shengsheng thought she could reach the top of her life by relying on the system. She wanted a gold finger, and the system gave it to her; she wanted plot points, and the system gave it to her; she wanted aphrodisiacs, and the system also gave it to her. She was extremely arrogant: I am the god of this world. Until the system coldly announced that "the battery is exhausted and has been shut down." She was stunned and called quietly in her heart. Shen Qingshu sneered beside her: "Sister, your plug-in has stopped due to payment arrears. Now it's my turn to perform!" Fang Yuan thought Shen Qingshu was a slut. She believed Lin Shengsheng when he said she was stingy; she believed her when she said she was reluctant to buy new clothes; she believed her when she said she didn't even want to pay class fees. She despises him so much: the richer he is, the stingier he becomes. Until Shen Qingshu casually took out a large unity ticket to pay the class fee and invited the whole class to drink soda. She was stunned and asked Lin Shengsheng quietly. Lin Shengsheng's face turned green: "She's trying to make a fool of herself!"

176 战 Master Zhan, Please Stop Being Cruel. Madam, She Was Wrongly Accused. October Is Not Cool YetModern Romance500k WordsCompleted 15.1kReads8.9Score989Shelves

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She loved him so much, but he just used her as a vent, abused and tortured her, and finally she wanted to leave, but he didn't want to...

177 心 Heart-Warming Temptation, Mr. Song Really Didn't Cheat That Night Xiao LinmengModern Romance501k WordsCompleted 22Reads—Score—Shelves

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🎉Very vicious, as dangerous as bone erosion. Accepting the incompetence, the ancient romance about torturing women makes people black-eyed

178 那 Those Years! Insanity! Chasing Wife Crematorium! Bad Experiences as a Child Chen Mengla6k WordsCompleted 248Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Abuse the body and mind like Jian Tong

180 不 Isn't It Just a Ccd? Are You Concerned? Tree That Wants to Fly10k WordsCompleted 1Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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Sadistic sadomasochism + youthful sourness + chasing his wife in the crematorium! .

183 白 On the Night When Bai Yueguang Returned, I Became the "Fiancée" of My Fiancé's Brother. Tree That Wants to Fly10k WordsCompleted 5Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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Sadomasochism chasing wife at the crematorium 1V2 + boss + amnesia + crime + scumbag abuse, here we have it

193 司 The Commander's Daughter Seduces the Innocent Staff Officer Dreaming and SoaringModern Romance206k WordsCompleted 18Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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It's really cruel!

195 重 Reborn as a Young Man, Hug the Gloomy Boy Tightly and Never Let Go A Boring Rich WomanModern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted 2.6kReads6.6Score148Shelves

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Abuse? ! !

197 蝶 Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust: I Was Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-In-Law, and My Ex-Husband Has Been Looking for Me for Ten Years Ah55k WordsCompleted 208Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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Cry till I suffocate! This is what the ceiling of abuse literature should look like in the Republic of China! Text: "Some loves are short-lived, but they are unforgettable." This is not a fast-food novel, nor is it an industrial saccharine. This book "Butterflies Into Dust and Smoke" has really great staying power! 😭 I would like to call it the ultimate "jet lag sadomasochism" - 🦋 When she loved him, he was waiting humblely; when he loved her deeply, she was already covered in scars. 💔 From the daughter of a famous family to the prostitute of a brothel, from a prisoner in a deep house to a Japanese spy... She changed her identity six times in her life, but in the end she almost lost her name "Lin Die'er". ✨ Highlight: On the wedding night, she threatened to die to keep him away. But he slept on the floor for four whole months without ever crossing the line. Until the big brother's slap fell, he was the first to rush forward and protect her behind him, caressing her cheek with red eyes: "Does it hurt?" At that moment, she was confused, but I burst into tears... If you love the sense of fate of "slowly falling in love, but it's too late to look back", you must read this book with heart. It's hard to calm down in your life. 🍂 # Republic of China sadism # BE aesthetics # novel recommendation # Butterfly into the Dust Smoke # Book Wasteland Recommendation [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry]

198 樊 Dawn Inside the Cage LaoqingganModern Romance350k WordsCompleted 9Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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The heroine gradually becomes stronger, very beautiful and sadistic

199 蝶 Dieying Returns to the Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forcibly Married Me and Robbed Me Ah15k WordsCompleted 19Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective - Everyone in the world accuses me of Xiao Qihao being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, put aside all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered that night she said to me: "I'm just your trophy." I said to the air word by word - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know, I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Ms. Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." ---[I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry] If you have ever loved someone, to the point of obsession, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". There are no purely good guys or purely bad guys here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down.

200 惟 Only Seven Traces I'm Not a MagicianAncient Romance527k WordsOngoing 4Reads6.3Score—Shelves

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Torture it~ Torture it~