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The Protagonist Despairs and Wants to Die, While Everyone Feels Guilty and Tries to Make It Up to Him 主角绝望想死,大家愧疚于他,想尽力补偿他

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  1. 1 When They Wanted to Turn Back, I Was Already Gone 当她们想回头时,我却早已不在 Urban460k WordsCompleted In his previous life, he was the youngest son of the prestigious Jiang family, lost as a child. After they found him, they never accepted him. No matter how hard Jiang He tried to please them, nothing worked. During a fire, his three older sisters abandoned him without hesitation, anxiously taking the fake young master away and leaving him to burn alive... In this life, Jiang He stops debasing himself by begging for the ridiculous, biased love of that family. He simply waits quietly until he com 10.8kReads8.6Score934Shelves
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  2. 2 Riddled with Illness, I Refuse Treatment. Why Are You Crying? 诸病缠身,我不治,你们哭什么 Urban307k WordsCompleted [Also known as: "Your Son Has Been Gone for a Long Time" and "My Depression Was Getting Better, but I Still Had Stomach Cancer"] Guo Lu was just passing through, a person suffering from depression, schizophrenia, and stomach cancer. After learning that he had only a few years left if he did not seek treatment, Guo Lu wanted nothing more than to end it all on his own terms. After the conflicts with his family accumulated and finally exploded time and again, the people close to him at last learned 4.4kReads8.8Score392Shelves
  3. 3 He Is Gone in This Life, and the Heroines Break Down in Tears 这一世他已不在,女主们崩溃痛哭 Eastern Fantasy478k WordsCompleted [Reborn]+ [The Husband-Chasing Crematorium]+ [Deep Regret]+ [Cold-Hearted Protagonist] “Lin Yang, if there is another life, I only wish that we had never met.” After killing the man they loved and making this anguished vow, the seven most powerful female immortals on the Lingxuan Continent are unexpectedly reborn. In this life, their vows come true. The man they loved in their previous lives is now a stranger. And after losing Lin Yang, their lives take a tragic turn. One by one, they end up wee 5.9kReads7.3Score231Shelves
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  4. 4 After Cutting Ties, My Biological Parents’ Whole Family Panicked 断绝关系后,亲生父母一家都慌了 Urban582k WordsCompleted [Regret Story]+ [The Family Begs Their Younger Brother to Return]+ [One Female Lead]+ [Reborn]+ [Power Fantasy]+ [No Going Back to an Ex]+ [Romance] In his previous life, Lu Jiangli was reunited with the wealthy Lu family at the age of thirteen. Longing for family affection, he did everything he could to please them, believing that if he sincerely treated them well, they would accept him as one of their own. But in the end, four years of effort went to waste: the Lu family never cared for him at 9.1kReads8.0Score494Shelves
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  5. 5 EN The True Heir's Thoughts Were Overheard, and the Original Plot Fell Apart 真少爷心声被偷听,原剧情崩塌了 Urban668k WordsCompleted A short drama adaptation of this novel is titled Who Can Hear My Thoughts? Lu Chi is a minor celebrity who has finally landed a chance to appear on a dating show and meet his goddess face-to-face. But on the way to the TV station, he gets so excited that he dies. When he wakes up, he discovers that he has transmigrated into a novel titled The Fake Young Master Is Reborn and Goes on a Killing Spree. The good news: he's the real young master, the first heir to a wealthy family's fortune, and desti 1.9kReads6.8Score105Shelves
  6. 6 My Childhood Friend, the Campus Beauty, Broke Off Our Engagement. Why Are You Crying Now That I'm Marrying a Tycoon? 校花青梅悔婚,娶女财阀你哭啥? Urban141k WordsCompleted Also known as: My Death Sent a Deranged Female Tycoon into a Rampage, and the Entire Capital Circle Paid the Price [Obsessive Female Tycoon] + [One Heroine] + [Forced Love] + [Fake and Real Young Masters] + [Reborn] + [Revenge] + [Putting Scumbags in Their Place] + [Feel-Good Story] In his previous life, Xu Yi was a hopeless simp for campus belle Liu Weiwei. He pursued her through heaven and earth, until the seas ran dry and the stones crumbled, until the world itself changed beyond recognition. 495Reads—Score100Shelves
  7. 7 The Universally Hated Young Master Reborn 万人嫌小少爷重生以后 Two Male Leads170k WordsCompleted Gu Xingqiao is a little simple-minded. He was born after a difficult labor that cost Lady Gu her life, and a few years later, his older brother and father abandoned him. The unwanted Gu Xingqiao met the powerful, gentle Lin Xiujin. Lin Xiujin was a ray of light in his miserable childhood, and as time passed, that light reached into his heart. Lin Xiujin came across a little bundle of misery with nowhere to go. He took him home, doted on him, and protected him. But he never expected the little on 7.4kReads8.1Score411Shelves
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  8. 8 Reborn: The Hated Real Heir Wants Only to Die 重生:万人嫌真少爷一心等死 Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted Lin Xi was the true young master of a wealthy family, but he was accidentally switched at birth. He grew up abused, and the Ye family found him when he was eighteen. He thought he would finally have a loving family and a peaceful life, but instead he was misunderstood and neglected. The Ye family favored the impostor young master, and their cold indifference made Lin Xi lose hope little by little. Then he was kidnapped and abandoned, and poisoned. His heart died, and he left for a distant land. 8.7kReads8.9Score769Shelves
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  9. 9 A Mute Love in Wind and Snow 风雪哑恋 Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted A Mute Love Amid Wind and Snow 220Reads—Score—Shelves
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  10. 10 By the Time He Kissed Me, I Was Already Cold 他吻我时,我已冰冷 Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted He kissed me when I was already cold. 221Reads—Score—Shelves
  11. 11 A Nation Ruined by the Author's Pen 笔下亡国 Marriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted A Fallen Kingdom, Written Into Being 117Reads—Score—Shelves
  12. 12 My Domineering Girlfriend 我的霸道女友 6k WordsCompleted My Overbearing Girlfriend 48Reads—Score—Shelves
  13. 13 Old Stories of Qingxi 清溪旧事 7k WordsCompleted Old Stories of Qingxi 29Reads—Score—Shelves
  14. 14 The Yellow River's Mandarin Ducks 黄河鸳鸯 9k WordsCompleted The Yellow River’s Star-Crossed Lovers 14Reads—Score—Shelves
  15. 15 The Night Before His College Entrance Exam, My Heart Stopped 他高考前夜,我心脏停了 10k WordsCompleted The Night Before His College Entrance Exam, My Heart Stopped 2kReads—Score—Shelves
  16. 16 Broken Kisses! 碎吻! 16k WordsCompleted Broken Kiss! 17Reads—Score—Shelves
  17. 17 The Last Page: It Hurts So Much! 最后一页:我好疼! 9k WordsCompleted The Last Page: It Hurts So Much! 50Reads—Score—Shelves
  18. 18 After I Died, All That Came Out Was a Lifetime of Sobs! 我死后,说出来的是一生的呜咽! 9k WordsCompleted After I Died, All That Came Out Was a Lifetime of Sobs! 76Reads—Score—Shelves
  19. 19 Little Fox of Qingqiu: A Millennium of Cultivation, Reduced to Ash in a Day! 青丘小狐:千年修行,一朝成灰! 8k WordsCompleted The Little Fox of Qingqiu: A Thousand Years of Cultivation, Reduced to Ash in a Single Day! 99Reads—Score—Shelves
  20. 20 A Glimmer of Light in the Wasteland! 废土微光! 11k WordsCompleted A Glimmer in the Wasteland! 57Reads—Score—Shelves
  21. 21 By the Time He Returned, I Was Gone 他归来时,我已不在 7k WordsCompleted By the time he returned, I was already gone 25Reads—Score—Shelves
  22. 22 The Home We Never Spoke Of 未说出口的家 11k WordsCompleted The Home Left Unspoken 22Reads—Score—Shelves
  23. 23 Ten Years After My Death, He Dug Up My Body in a Mass Grave 我死后十年,他在乱葬岗挖我尸体 Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted Ten years after I died, he dug up my body from the mass grave 708Reads—Score—Shelves
  24. 24 Lotus Blossoms from White Bones! 白骨生莲! Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted Lotus Blossoms from White Bones! 25Reads—Score—Shelves
  25. 25 Snow Festival! 雪祭! Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted Snow Festival! 104Reads—Score—Shelves
  26. 26 He Traded Heart for Heart 他以心换心 7k WordsCompleted He Repays Heart with Heart 715Reads—Score—Shelves
  27. 27 Two Critical Condition Notices, One Boat Ticket, and an Elopement with No Tomorrow! 两张病危通知书,一张船票,和一场没有明天的私奔! 9k WordsCompleted Two critical condition notices, one boat ticket, and an elopement with no tomorrow! 703Reads—Score—Shelves
  28. 28 Divine-Grade 神品 Eastern Fantasy691k WordsCompleted Three Law Secret Realms have appeared in the underground city of the East Sea, sparking a fierce scramble among countless factions. The reason is that the protagonist possesses the divine ability to make his words come true! He can complete alchemy and artifact crafting with just a thought. And since he also has an immortal artifact, he joins the competition for the secret realms! 384Reads—Score—Shelves
  29. 29 After Five Hundred Years Bound in a Forbidden Land, You Cry When I Become a Rogue Cultivator 自缚禁地五百年,我当散修你哭啥 Eastern Fantasy5.3M WordsOngoing [Published] [Immortal Cultivation + Traditional Fantasy + Invincible + No System + Unrelentingly Satisfying + Decisive and Ruthless + Rogue Cultivator] Five hundred years ago, Gu Xiu bound himself to a forbidden sect ground for five hundred years, offering himself as a source of fortune for the sect. Returning at last, he should have been welcomed home in glory. But the world had changed beyond recognition in those five hundred years. His master abandoned him, his senior sisters despised him, an 128.4kReads7.9Score12.7kShelves
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  30. 30 Exiled from the Sect, My Beautiful Master Begs Me to Forgive Her 被逐出师门,美人师尊跪求我原谅 Eastern Fantasy1.2M WordsOngoing [A remorseful sect + a disciple-chasing road to redemption + leans toward xuanhuan later on] Twenty years ago, Yang Qingliu, heir to the Taiyi Sect, was framed, betrayed by his sect, and cast out of the mountain gate. From then on, he lived in seclusion at a dilapidated Daoist temple, spending his days watering flowers and tending trees. Unexpectedly, he awakened a lie-flat System, and his cultivation grew stronger by the day. Twenty years later, the Taiyi Sect’s leader emerged from seclusion an 5.5kReads6.3Score33.1kShelves
  31. 31 With Only Two Months to Live, They Finally Break Down and Repent 命剩最后两月,他们终于崩溃忏悔 Urban224k WordsCompleted [Tearjerker]+ [Heartbreaking]+ [Bad Ending]+ [No Clichés, Realistic Story] The world beneath the neon lights is dazzling, but it has never shone for just one person. Lonely souls are always searching for comfort, but the medicine that could heal their wounds died long ago in childhood. When the stories they left behind finally become known, all that awaits them is a corpse that has long since grown cold. His parents spend their entire lives mired in a failed marriage, treating Bai Mo like a garb 12.3kReads9.1Score1.2kShelves
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  32. 32 Two Months Left to Live: My Stunning Wife Falls to Her Knees, Weeping 癌症最后两个月,绝美妻子跪地痛哭 Urban615k WordsCompleted They say the seven-year itch, but after only three years, I could no longer feel that “itch” at all. I was the husband who had always been there for her. I was also a dog, wagging my tail and begging at her feet. Every day, I watched her flirt and laugh sweetly with other men. To her, I was nothing but a dog. It was time to leave her. In my hand was the report confirming that I had late-stage brain cancer. With three months left to live, I wanted to live for myself for once. But she grabbed hold 118Reads—Score—Shelves
  33. 33 I’m Dying of Cancer, So Why Are My Seven Sisters Crying? 我癌症要死了而已,七个姐姐哭啥 Urban203k WordsCompleted [Also known as: My Seven Sisters Call Me Ungrateful, But They’re the Ungrateful Ones]“Seven sisters, that’s enough…” “You call me ungrateful? You’re the ungrateful ones! Mom and Dad only had me because they wanted a boy, but that wasn’t my fault. I felt guilty about it growing up, and once I made money from my company, I treated you well enough.” “You borrowed money, asked me to buy you cars, and even when you borrowed hundreds of thousands to buy a house, I never asked you to pay me back. I fun 139Reads—Score—Shelves
  34. 34 Your Brother Is Dead. You Chose This, Sister! 弟弟已死,你们选的,姐姐! Urban512k WordsCompleted [No forgiveness + feel-good revenge + miracle doctor + beautiful women pursue him] Ye Fan thinks he is the most miserable man alive. Misfortune has plagued him since birth: he is frail and sickly, and has nearly checked in with the King of Hell several times. He has no idea that his seven peerlessly beautiful older sisters cursed him so he would take the suffering meant for their real younger brother, Ye Tianze. After enduring more than enough suffering on someone else’s behalf, Ye Fan is diagno 39Reads5.1Score—Shelves
  35. 35 Terminally Ill, My Parents Told Me to Die Somewhere Else 绝症晚期,爸妈让我死远点 Urban235k WordsCompleted I was diagnosed with a terminal illness. After learning that my family adored their “fake young master,” Yu Zhang, and wanted me to disappear so I wouldn’t disturb their happy family life like I used to, I decided to give them what they wanted. But I never expected them to accuse me of faking my death for attention. My dad looked at me, alive after being rescued from the water. His face was grave! “Why aren’t you dead?” I decided to spend the time I had left living for myself… 18Reads—Score—Shelves
  36. 36 Writing Songs to Stay Alive with Cancer, My Superstar Ex-Wife Begs to Remarry 癌症写歌续命,天后前妻哭求复婚 Urban1.1M WordsOngoing Liu Ruyan and I were childhood sweethearts. We grew up together. After graduating from college, we moved in together. I wrote songs for her, and she sang them. Gradually, she became a Chinese pop diva, and I became a top-tier star composer. We were deeply in love, the perfect couple in the eyes of our friends, relatives, classmates, and online followers. But fate is hard to predict. I was diagnosed with terminal cancer, with only a year left to live. I chose to break up with her and wait for 686Reads7.6Score—Shelves
  37. 37 Terminal Cancer: They Forced Me to Give Up My Kidney, and Now They Regret It 癌症晚期,逼我换肾后他们后悔了 Urban324k WordsCompleted He gave her warmth when she was at her most helpless and desperate, and helped cure her depression. But later, her cousin's meddling made her believe it had all been a calculated ploy. From then on, she grew to hate him more and more. No matter how humbly he tried to please her, she saw it only as an attempt to hold on to his status as her husband. When he learned he had cancer and only three months to live, he told her. She didn't believe him, thinking he was jealous and just trying to get atte 64Reads—Score—Shelves
  38. 38 One Month to Live: My Family Regrets Learning the Truth 命剩一月,知道真相的家人后悔了 Urban202k WordsCompleted [One heroine]+ [Regret]+ [Romance] Lin Luo thought that if he quietly gave everything to his family, he would receive their love in return. But when overwork left him gravely ill and he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, the younger sisters he'd cared for so devotedly showed not a shred of concern. Instead, they only took even more from him. At last, Lin Luo stood up and fought back. When friends and relatives tried to guilt-trip him, Lin Luo said, “I'm fucking dying, so what the hell are you 68Reads—Score—Shelves
  39. 39 Terminal Cancer: I Want to Live for Myself 癌症晚期,我想为自己而活 Urban160k WordsCompleted After learning he didn't have much time left, Xie Yu decided to settle things with his past. When faced with a breakup, he calmly agreed. When two women came to blows, he told them he was ill. One stayed, while the other left. But after he moved to another city, someone began searching for him like a madwoman. 93Reads—Score—Shelves
  40. 40 After My Cancer Diagnosis, I Cut Ties with You. Why Are You Crying? 癌症后,我断绝关系你们哭啥? Urban1.0M WordsCompleted [Male-Oriented] [Cancer + Rebirth + One Wealthy Heroine with Strong Possessiveness + Regret and Redemption + Entrepreneurship] Switched at birth, the impostor stole eighteen years of his life! After going through hell to find his way home, he thought things would finally get better. But his parents thought he was inferior to the fake son! His sisters despised and misunderstood him, his parents favored the impostor, and the fake son strutted around like he owned the place. Reborn, he looks at the 425Reads6.5Score101Shelves
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  41. 41 My Five Sisters Regretted It After I Died of Cancer 癌症去世后,五个姐姐后悔了 Urban229k WordsCompleted [Reborn * No Forgiveness * Revenge] A fortune-teller predicted that the young master of the Shen family would face a calamity before turning twenty. To avert it, someone with a similar destiny had to take his place and bear it for him. So Shen Fei was brought into the Shen family as a substitute, to shield the real young master from disaster. Twenty years later… “Shen Fei, you’re just a pawn of the Shen family. We’re about to welcome the real young master home, so leave,” said the eldest sister, 1.7kReads—Score—Shelves
  42. 42 I Have Only Three Months to Live, and Now They Want My Forgiveness! 只剩三个月命,他们来求我原谅! Urban551k WordsCompleted Chen Shu has stomach cancer and only three months left to live. In the final three months of his life, Chen Shu no longer wants to accommodate others, put the greater good first, or keep compromising. He wants to say goodbye to the past, see the world through his own eyes, and finally be himself! The irony is that all the care he once desperately wanted but could never get is finally coming his way... They all regret it now, but isn’t it too late? He doesn’t need it anymore! The one thing Chen S 1.1kReads6.6Score100Shelves
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  43. 43 With My Death Approaching, They Came to Beg for My Forgiveness 死期将至,他们来求我原谅 Urban195k WordsCompleted Lin Yu was dying. But his parents, his younger sister, and even his best friend refused to believe him. “Why do you always lie? You’re just trying to get our attention!” But when he really did die, everyone regretted it. “I was wrong! I really was!” “Mom will make it up to you. Please, forgive me!” Lin Yu spat out a mouthful of blood. “You did nothing wrong. I’m the one who was wrong. I shouldn’t have been born to you.” 54Reads—Score—Shelves
  44. 44 My Closest Family Killed Me: Why Are You Crying When I Came Back Reborn to Take Revenge? 至亲害死我:重生报复你们哭什么 Urban400k WordsCompleted He was the true young master of Hua Xia’s wealthiest family, left outside for 18 years. When they finally brought him home, he discovered that the family had already taken in a fake young master in his place, who joined forces with his closest relatives to have him killed. After being reborn, I’ll kill the whole family, and then you’ll know you were wrong. No, you won’t know you were wrong. You’ll know that you’re about to die. 136Reads5.2Score—Shelves
  45. 45 Terminal Cancer: My Campus Beauty Girlfriend Breaks Down When She Finds Out 癌症晚期:校花女友知道后崩溃了 Urban233k WordsCompleted [One heroine + online romance + daily life + lighthearted romance + pure love + heartbreak + the beauty of tragic endings] With terminal cancer, Jiang Jin decided to put on a show. “So you’re saying we were all just pawns in your act?” Xie Yumo glared at Jiang Jin, her face dark with anger. Jiang Jin shook his head and smiled like a spring breeze. “You’re all the protagonists.” “Then was your love for me fake too?” “No.” “What about the cancer? Hurry up and say it’s fake!” “It isn’t.” “Why? Why 2.8kReads6.3Score104Shelves
  46. 46 Terminal Cancer: My CEO Wife Torments Me Without Mercy 癌症晚期,总裁老婆疯狂折磨我 865k WordsOngoing I married the girl I’d loved since I was young, never imagining that Su Yuan had married me just to get revenge! Right after the wedding, she brought different men home, ordered her bodyguards to beat me, and even forced me to eat pig slop! In just one year, she had reduced me to a shadow of myself. Then I was diagnosed with terminal liver cancer. With little time left, my only dream for the rest of my life was to divorce Su Yuan! 1.5kReads5.4Score—Shelves
  47. 47 Terminal Cancer: My Ex-Girlfriend Is Taking Her Revenge on Me 癌症晚期,前任女友疯狂报复我 Urban2.7M WordsOngoing The year my girlfriend’s family went bankrupt, I broke up with her. Later, she made a comeback and achieved success. When she attended a class reunion with her new boyfriend, everyone mocked me. “Pei Yan, if you hadn’t let her go back then, you’d own half the Su family’s fortune now.” Su Yan sat among them, her gaze icy. “Someone like him? As if he deserved it.” Everyone knew I had abandoned her when she was at her most helpless. They all sighed. “Pei Yan, you really should apologize to Su Yan.” 1.6kReads5.8Score107Shelves
  48. 48 The Day I Was Diagnosed with Cancer, My Wife Drank a Wedding Cup with Her First Love 我确诊癌症当天,老婆和她初恋喝交杯酒 Urban232k WordsCompleted The day I was diagnosed with cancer, my wife's first love returned from overseas. At their class reunion, the two of them shamelessly drank from the same cup. She would do anything for Lin Muchen, yet treated me, the man who had supported her for six years, with nothing but contempt. If that's how it is, then I'll leave. I handed the divorce papers to Shen Qingqing. "Fu Yan, how long are you going to keep this up? You think you can threaten me with a divorce?" Shen Qingqing sneered as she signed 654Reads—Score—Shelves
  49. 49 Terminal Cancer, and His CEO Wife Is Beside Herself with Regret! 癌症晚期,总裁妻子她悔疯了! Urban870k WordsCompleted [Urban Romance] [Wife-Chasing Redemption] [Tormented Romance] [Female CEO] [Regret] [Reborn] My wife’s first love died on the day we got married. She believed I had killed him and had me sent to the police station. In the end, there wasn’t enough evidence, and I was released without charge. For years after we married, she would scream at me hysterically, “Why wasn’t it you who died?” But she didn’t know that I really was going to die. 129Reads5.5Score116Shelves
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  50. 50 After My Wife Mistook Me for Terminally Ill, She Dropped the Act 误以为我得癌症晚期后,老婆她不装了 10k WordsCompleted “The hospital accidentally mixed up my wife's white moonlight's medical checkup report with mine. Everyone thinks I'm the one with late-stage stomach cancer. My wife became gentle and attentive, taking care of me in every possible way. Everyone said she loved me more than anything, and I believed them. I was deeply moved, too. But behind my back, I discovered my wife and her white moonlight were celebrating with champagne: ‘Just wait a little longer. Once he's dead, the company will be ours.’ Wh 62Reads—Score—Shelves

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