I Have Only Three Months to Live, and Now They Want My Forgiveness!

I also got cancer, which was a little worse than the male protagonist in the novel, but my death was slower. Just after my 17th birthday, I had flashes of pain in my waist, which lasted for three or four months. Until February or March, the pain was unbearable when I woke up in the morning to go to school. My mother thought I was pretending to be sick, so she whipped me and drove me outside. The funny thing is that in 2017, I I had never pretended to be sick, and she never believed me. My dad couldn't stand it any longer. My legs were throbbing in pain, and I was limping and couldn't walk, let alone ride a bike. He asked my mom to take me for a checkup, and we went back and forth three times before the tumor was found. What I regret is that when I was in pain at first, my dad thought it was a herniated disc and thought he was giving me acupuncture (my dad is into health care), which delayed me for three months. Until later, he felt that chemotherapy was not good for my health, so he tried traditional Chinese medicine. After another two months of delay, the cancer directly entered the middle stage. Even so, my dad didn't think he was at fault. Once my cancer pain stopped, he began to reprimand me, scold me and hit me. He kept silent and did not mention that he was delaying my illness. He opened his mouth and said that I got the cancer from drinking cola and eating junk food. He did not try his own health products to recover after I got it. He just fended for himself. He even stopped my chemotherapy for a while. It's funny. So many cancer patients have cancer and are fending for themselves without using his products? Will it be good if you use it? Even if there is a good possibility, it is not a reason for him to reprimand me. The sad look when he was diagnosed with cancer was like crocodile tears. My mother never mentioned it and never believed me, until now. There is more to it. Even so, they are still my parents, and they spend money to take care of me for my illness, but there is always a thorn in my heart, that is, they never admit their mistakes, and they will not change them even if they admit it. The novel is very real, but cancer medicines are not used that way. As far as I know, apart from antiemetics and internal organs maintenance, the only medicines I take are painkillers and targeted drugs, and I cannot take them casually. I am not blaming my parents for their fault, I just hope that they will wake up and sincerely realize that my life does not matter. Finally, I wish friends who read my comments that my condition will not worsen before my 18th birthday. I persisted for a year, but it was not ideal. My disease is Ewing sarcoma, which is malignant and I have at least six of them.

The author's writing style is really good. I have always been a relatively rational person. I never cry when reading those tragic stories. Sometimes I even laugh. I have read similar stories, but I have never felt such a deep feeling. Maybe it is because I feel the same way. My dad and I The relationship is pretty normal. It has been almost two months since I started working during the summer vacation. I haven't had a phone or video call once. The only time I didn't go was because I wasn't feeling well for two days. Then my aunt told my grandma that she called me on video at night. My dad came up and said that I didn't work hard, cheated and cheated, and worked 12 hours a day. , What's wrong with me taking two days off to do heavy work, not to mention I was not feeling well yet so he said a few words, his expression changed and he said, "You can do whatever you want, I don't care about you anymore, so I walked over. Apart from living expenses, I just maintained my daily basic life, snacks, milk tea and so on." I barely touched it, and I never asked him for money for snacks or anything else. Even the living expenses were handed over to my grandpa by him, and my grandpa gave them to me. I didn't have many friends at ordinary times. My friends who came to work during the summer vacation didn't even ask. I asked them to play games and they didn't reply. I'm sorry, everyone, I made you laugh [face covering]

It's very interesting. I originally thought it was just an ordinary sadistic novel, but now it involves a fantasy aspect, which I never expected. However, I really enjoyed reading it. It's really interesting. I highly recommend it. It has a hazy feeling, and I can feel that it is obviously very real, but it has an unreal feeling. Finally, I will say it again, it is really interesting.

I consider myself a tearful person who won't be sad about anything. But when I read this book, I always couldn't help but want to cry😭. It's really beautiful. I'll explode if I take another look at it💥. After reading this book, I felt uncomfortable for a day, and if I didn't read it, I would feel miserable again. Highly recommended for those who have read too many sweet articles and want to read "Knife🔪" :) It really kills me (an exaggerated metaphor) Cry😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐔😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐔The mud is too moldy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭(ಥಥ)

Add more [cry] Can you imagine a grown man's eyes hurting from crying at night? What does it feel like? [Crying] It's better not to add some fantasy to these things. I am really forced to drop the evaluation again and again, and I went to practice for the new update, awesome... If someone hadn't said that one star on Tomato was a malicious review, I would have given you a one star. Good job ahead, but you have turned to fantasy... Gone, bye. I feel so bad that I can't see this star still left. Why is there no half-star rating... I suddenly remembered that I have advanced gastric cancer, and my body is just like a normal person...

I felt really good in the early stages, there weren't too many gorgeous words, but it felt very immersive when I watched it, and I felt like I was the one who was going to be there the next second. The introduction of magic in the later stage feels a bit stiff. It depends on how the author handles it. If it is handled well, it is actually good.

This book lays out the foreshadowing of magic from the very beginning. From this, it is not difficult to see that the protagonist is incapable of sex. This is also a failing of this book in my opinion. The early plot was very good and made me cry a little. The characters are also very delicately drawn. Although there are a few details that are not perfect, it does not affect the experience of another kind of tragic beauty. In fact, it's very involved when it comes to magic. Just like Ning Wu's appearance, I prefer to read with my head in mind. Haha, Ning Wu's appearance is really far-fetched. If a car forcibly changes its original trajectory, then the car will not be able to reach the destination it originally wanted to reach. This book is obviously a tragic text but it had to be changed, especially the plot details in the pictures. There were many problems. For example, if a forest monster kills someone, the police just block off the forest and ignore it. And even though it was blocked, the protagonists could easily enter. Haha, of course, it's also possible that I'm too old-fashioned and think too much. I am a picky bookworm, and this book was quite good at the beginning. However, my original evaluation of this book has changed. I will probably not continue reading this book. I sincerely hope that this book will get better and better. If I have the opportunity, I will continue reading, hoping to bring me a better experience~

I must praise it, it's so beautiful, I even cried a few times Can't change it back? What I wrote before is so good

I gave it a low rating. I thought there was something wrong with it, but I ended up reading 56 chapters in one go. I have been reading novels for almost 7 years, and I have also read a lot of depressive and touching masterpieces. During this period, I forgot how many times I secretly wiped my tears under the covers. It's not that I feel the same way, but I just can't help crying. After seven years of fighting, I originally thought that Tomato would focus on cool articles, but now it seems that excellent works can be found on every platform. Maybe I personally feel that there are still some flaws, but the flaws are not concealed. I hope the author will write better and better! [Like][Like]

The whole story is very good, the emotional lines are a bit repetitive but it's not a big problem. Although I shouldn't say this, this is the first time I hope the author will write the protagonist to death. The happy ending is as fleeting as fireworks, only the pain is unforgettable. The marks cut by the knife will be smoothed by time, but the marks where they were cut are so clear.