Looking for a Female Lead Who Wants to Die but Can’t Kill Herself and Can’t Die 求女主想死（不能自杀）但死不了

1. 1 她 She, the Gloomy Madwoman, Was Read Like a Book 她，阴郁疯批被读心 Hui Li绘栗Modern Romance635k WordsCompleted The animated drama "Just Met, Platycodon" is now streaming. [Everyone's Favorite + Unpredictable Heroine + Mind Reading + Wealthy Families + Groveling Arc + No Fixed Couple + Otome Leaning] [Complete. We recommend turning off the comments while reading.] She was Lan Yetan, a mentally ill girl with no desire to survive. After dying, she inexplicably transmigrated into "The Sweet and Soft Green Tea Darling Is at It Again." At first, she figured she would just drift aimlessly as a lonely ghost. How 11.2kReads8.9Score903Shelves

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   This is quite tragic. The woman died in her previous life and transmigrated into this world. She was about to collapse after transmigrating and turned to rush into the street. When she got home, everyone started bothering her. She couldn't die, and someone who could read her mind heard her suicidal thoughts and rushed her to the hospital.

2. 2 丧 The Depressed, Wicked, Sickly Villainess Gives Up 丧系恶毒病美人女配摆烂了 Lousy Idle Fish烂烂的闲鱼Modern Romance339k WordsCompleted 1v1. A sickly heroine who falls ill at the slightest provocation. The male lead supports her unconditionally. Neither the original male nor female lead is vilified. The heroine truly has little will to survive, so please proceed with caution if that bothers you. There are some showbiz elements, but not many. The male lead’s legs are fine; he won’t stay disabled, so don’t worry. Yun Nuan, who died after enduring a long illness, discovers that she has entered a book. In the story, she uses her su 9.4kReads9.3Score879Shelves

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   The female lead has a very low will to survive, but it's quite satisfying to watch. She doesn't tolerate anything awful and slaps anyone she sees. The male lead initially thinks she's faking it to get his attention, but he later realizes she genuinely doesn't want to live. By then, he's fallen deeply in love with her and tries everything to keep her alive.

3. 3 厌 Her Brothers Go Mad After Hearing the World-Weary Heiress's Thoughts 厌世千金被读心后，哥哥们疯魔了 Mo Han Jing Lan墨涵静澜Modern Romance2.9M WordsOngoing Reborn + world-weary + no romance + personal growth + powerful family + heiress Su Xiaoli jumped from the Su Group’s tower, ending her life at the age of twenty-four. When she opened her eyes again, she was back in the year her brothers saw her as their enemy. Weary of life, she only wanted to end her suffering again, unaware that her brothers had suddenly become able to hear her thoughts. “When thoughts of death surged through her heart...” Her eldest brother, Su Yutian, broke down the door wit 1kReads8.6Score134Shelves

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   The female protagonist wants to die but can never succeed, causing her immense suffering. Sometimes, keeping someone who desperately wants to die alive feels truly cruel.

4. 4 我 I'm Not the Original Host. It's Okay If I Leave, Right? 我不是原主，离开也没关系吧 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance274k WordsCompleted [Content warning: The spirit realm is a fictional world; this is not a female-led power fantasy or a wish-fulfillment story. The heroine is like someone transported from ancient times to the modern day and is unfamiliar with the present] As the Lou family's illegitimate daughter, Lou Jiner was the most powerful being in the spirit realm. Yet after she sacrificed herself, the Lou family left her in a mass grave and took away her spirit tablet, the symbol of honor. “An illegitimate daughter has no 2.7kReads9.1Score209Shelves
5. 5 绝 Before I Jumped Into the Sea Because of My Terminal Illness, Everyone Begged for My Forgiveness 绝症跳海前，全员为我火葬场 Cha Xixi茶西西Modern Romance508k WordsCompleted [Everyone faces consequences + no forgiveness + going off the rails] Yun Li was brilliant, graceful, and well-mannered. From the day she was born, she was the child other people’s parents held up as an example. But in her family’s eyes, she was worth less than one fake tear from her adopted sister. They ignored and misunderstood her, calling her a hypocritical, selfish snake. At first, she thought that if she were obedient and well-behaved enough, even an unloved child might get a little sweetne 308Reads8.0Score—Shelves
6. 6 我 Caregiving at the Mental Hospital 我在精神病院当陪护 Dian Lan滇岚Modern Romance156k WordsCompleted A troubled heart can be healed with medicine. A troubled mind means something is wrong with your mental health. The moment I walked into a psychiatric hospital with my daughter, my world collapsed! As I stayed by her side through treatment, for a moment I wondered: Why did I have to come into this world? Why was I given a family like this? Why did I have a child like this? When all these questions surfaced, I wanted to cry. I didn't want to live! 183Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The female protagonist in this book is depressed, and she's struggling with this kind of mentality. Those of you who don't have the book yet can check it out.

7. 7 万 The Most Hated One Leapt to Their Death, and All the Powerful Figures Wept Until Their Eyes Were Red 万人嫌纵身一跃，大佬全员哭红眼 Zhouone周oneModern Romance511k WordsCompleted [No Second Chances After a Broken Relationship + Everyone Faces Their Comeuppance + Face-Slapping + Pure Satisfaction] To win over the male lead, Li Xiang pretended not to know what was happening and drank the spiked water, watching helplessly as one of her kidneys was transplanted into the sweet, innocent female lead. Afterward, the male lead promised to marry her to make it up to her. But on the wedding day, the female lead deliberately disappeared to ruin the ceremony, sending one powerful fi 10.1kReads5.8Score1kShelves

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   In this book, the female protagonist has a system. She wants to die but cannot commit suicide, so she deliberately attracts people to kill her.

8. 8 穿 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Heiress, I Can’t Enjoy Life at All! 穿成绝症千金后，活不了一点！ Near Death, I Sat Up in Shock垂死病中惊坐起Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Su Muran spent twenty years treading carefully, then died in an unusually frigid sea. Her birth had killed her mother, and both her father and brother resented her. “Dad, let me tidy that up for you.” Su's father irritably drove her out. “Big brother, I made this cake for you.” She eagerly hoped he would accept it. He threw the cake on the ground with a look of disgust. “Get lost!” The Su family disliked Su Muran, and the servants bullied her. She was tired. Because her mother had given her life 10.1kReads8.9Score742Shelves

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   I don't know how to describe it, but all I can say is that it's really good. Don't be fooled by the low ratings of the first two books; I still highly recommend them!!!

9. 9 真 The Real Heiress Doesn't Want to Live Anymore!!! 真千金不想活了！！！ Lu Guyuan鹿古鸢Modern Romance222k WordsOngoing Ning Mu had finally managed to die, only to transmigrate. In the end, Ning Mu's life became an endless cycle of either trying to die or going completely crazy. Her eldest brother, a CEO, is interrogating a traitor in a soundproof room. Ning Mu walks over, picks up a wooden stick from the ground, and knocks the traitor out. Her eldest brother looks at her in confusion. Ning Mu says calmly, “You're too noisy.” Her second brother is a police officer. Ning Mu keeps showing up at crime scenes. Secon 251Reads8.2Score—Shelves
10. 10 我 The System Punished Me by Making Me Bleed. Why Are You Crying? 我被系统惩罚流血，你们哭什么 Jie Ni Bai杰尼白Modern Romance600k WordsCompleted The Villainess System had never encountered such a difficult tasker. Every time, she chose to reject the task and accept the punishment of bleeding. But can someone explain why this woman has maxed out the male lead’s affection by bleeding from all sorts of places? System: Host, please choose whether to accept the Level Two task: [Steal the original heroine’s scenes]. Failure will result in coughing up blood. Lin Zhumian: I choose to refuse. Then, while acting, she spat out a mouthful of blood. 10.8kReads9.4Score1.6kShelves
11. 11 病 Sick Obsession: The Brooding Tyrant Is Reborn After Killing Himself for Her 病态占有：阴郁暴君为她自杀重生 Little Green Plum小青梅啦Ancient Romance580k WordsCompleted [A possessive, deranged, bloodthirsty crown prince X a sweet, tearful, utterly principled young cousin] Yu Youning, the second young lady of the Duke of Guo's household, was blessed with lustrous hair, a graceful figure, and breathtaking beauty. Sadly, she'd been frail and sickly since childhood, and the Imperial Preceptor bluntly predicted she wouldn't live past sixteen. Her family accepted her fate, and she had nearly given up herself. But one person refused to accept it. Gripping her waist, e 3.8kReads9.1Score351Shelves

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    These are all good. I think they're very good; the female protagonists all have very tough lives.

12. 12 疯 After the Mad Emperor Redeemed Himself, All Under Heaven Became His Devoted Subjects 疯批帝尊洗白后，天下皆为裙下臣 Chuchu Ziyu初初子语Ancient Romance1.5M WordsCompleted Original title: After Constantly Trying to Get Myself Killed, I Became the Emperor Venerated by All Di Yange transmigrates into a wish-fulfillment novel aimed at male readers, where she can only return home by getting herself killed. To make it back as soon as possible, she disguises herself as a man and does everything she can to oppose the protagonist and befriend the villains. In the end, through one careless mistake, she not only saves all the villains but also follows their path, rising ste 30.9kReads9.4Score5.3kShelves

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    He's the kind of person who wants to die but can't, and can't commit suicide either.

13. 13 重 Reborn: The Hated Real Heir Wants Only to Die 重生：万人嫌真少爷一心等死 Spring Dawn at Mingtang明棠春晓Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted Lin Xi was the true young master of a wealthy family, but he was accidentally switched at birth. He grew up abused, and the Ye family found him when he was eighteen. He thought he would finally have a loving family and a peaceful life, but instead he was misunderstood and neglected. The Ye family favored the impostor young master, and their cold indifference made Lin Xi lose hope little by little. Then he was kidnapped and abandoned, and poisoned. His heart died, and he left for a distant land. 8.7kReads8.9Score769Shelves
14. 14 众 The Gods Were Willing to Descend from Their Thrones for Me? I Don't Care Anymore 众神肯为我走下神坛了？不稀罕了 Ling Wu令梧Ancient Romance356k WordsCompleted [From Universally Hated to Universally Adored + Everyone's Regretful Redemption Arc + No Forgiveness + Everyone Has a One-Sided Crush on the Heroine + Heroine Doesn't Get Emotionally Invested + No Happy Ending + Everyone Dotes on Her + Putting Scumbags in Their Place + Face-Slapping] Her master dislikes her? The whole sect hates her? The entire cultivation world looks down on her? She even gave them her Golden Core, and they still lowered their opinion of her? She's done being everyone's punchin 3.1kReads8.6Score378Shelves
15. 15 救 Help! Whose Obsessive Villain Gets Kissed Until He Cries? 救命！谁家偏执反派被亲哭啊 Nan Xiaofei南小非Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Complete] [1v1 sweet romance] [Pseudo-transmigration into a book] [A brooding young palace master who wants to die at any time × a demon hostage who grovels and is good at pretending] She transmigrates into the role of the vicious female side character, the foil to the adored heroine of a cultivation novel, and is also the cannon-fodder fiancée of a sinister villain. Worse, the villain is going to dismember her that very night. Faced with the System's unreasonable demands, Ning Xiyuan decides t 10.9kReads9.3Score1.4kShelves

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    Superb! First book: "Let me die, or she dies, you choose." — Si Yao! Second book: "It's just a Heavenly Contract, why should I obey orders? So what if it's the Heavenly Contract? We cultivators all defy the Heavenly Contract. A mere Heavenly Contract, so be it." — Di Yan Ge! Third book: "What are you waiting for?" "Can't you kill someone?" "It's alright, I'll teach you." — Ning Xi Yuan! Fourth book: "Fan Ji Xue owed me a life in my past life, and he returned it, but I owe him five cuts, I owe him a sincere heart… What you owe must be repaid…" — Li Xiang!

16. 16 捡 I Picked Up a Sweet-on-the-Outside, Dark-on-the-Inside Villain, So I’ll Raise an Army and Help You Rebel 捡到白切黑反派，我造反养你 Qian Zhixing千知行Ancient Romance393k WordsCompleted [A seemingly weak, secretly ruthless villainous demon emperor x a world-weary, unhinged princess who refuses to back down and fights anyone who crosses her] [Satisfying story + face-slapping + no women fighting each other over men + going berserk + sweet romance] Chu Cige only wanted to quietly log out of Earth and quit the game. But the second she breathed her last, she transmigrated into a book, becoming the princess villainess who served as a stepping stone for the protagonist. System mission 1.1kReads8.4Score161Shelves

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    🌈The female lead is extremely world-weary🌈 Holding a list of people to kill, she goes through the list one by one, while simultaneously progressing through the main storyline and quickly exiting the storyline. 🌿To speed up the process, she even helps the villain from the original plot to advance the story quickly. 🌸🌸Unexpectedly, having a genuinely loving heart is the key factor for the villain. 🌸🌸And unexpectedly, during the act of [eating melon], he developed genuine feelings for her [sending hearts][sending hearts].

17. 17 快 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is Determined to Die 快穿：宿主她一心求死 Nine Thousand Years九千岁Ancient Romance2.1M WordsCompleted Troubled girl Ruan Xiaoli committed suicide, then inexplicably got bound to something that called itself a System. It said, “What’s the fun in dying? I’ll take you to three thousand worlds to be the villain, destroy heaven and earth, and unleash chaos and bloodshed.” Ruan Xiaoli thought that sounded pretty interesting, so she agreed. But... hey, hey, hey! System, wasn’t the deal that I’d just play the villain? I’d destroy heaven and earth, then once I got bored, the world’s male lead would kill 13.3kReads9.5Score1.4kShelves
18. 18 系 System: How About Living a Little Longer, Host? 系统：再活一下呢？宿主 The Clover's Misconception三叶草的误区Modern Romance404k WordsCompleted After Lin Qing took her own life, a System bound itself to her and threatened her into completing missions in one world after another. But to its surprise, she promptly killed herself again. After 99 rounds of this, the System was nearly drained of energy. With no other choice, it could only beg this young lady to stay alive and stop trying to get herself killed! Quick transmigration + depressed heroine + System P.S. Temporary couples appear in some worlds, while others have no couples. The love 357Reads6.3Score102Shelves
19. 19 自 After My 99th Suicide, the System Begged Me to Save the World 自杀第99次，系统求我拯救世界 Following the Stars随星辰Modern Romance276k WordsOngoing [From universally disliked to universally adored] [Childhood friends] She had tried to kill herself nearly a hundred times, but never succeeded. On her ninety-ninth attempt, an impolite System barged into her home: “I want you to save the people around you! ... Please~” She stared at it, speechless. “Dude, I’m trying to kill myself!” The System scratched its head. “But... you’ve never succeeded.” Her: “...” After a long, awkward silence, she reluctantly agreed to the System’s request. And so To 7Reads7.0Score—Shelves
20. 20 惊 Thriller: The Little Ancestor’s Grudge Runs Deep, and a Hundred Ghosts Dote on Her 惊悚：小祖宗怨念大，百鬼手心捧 Rein In at the Cliff’s Edge悬崖勒马Mystery1.1M WordsCompleted [Funny + Dark + Redemption + Strong Heroine] The arrival of the Horror World turns humanity from the top predator into meat for monsters. Everyone fears entering the Horror World and meeting a gruesome death. Then one day, a little girl jumps from a building and enters the Horror World. The terrifying, bloody atmosphere takes a turn... The murderous Death Clown personally makes the little girl the braised chicken drumsticks she loves. The chainsaw-wielding soul butcher, a madman who dismembers p 9.3kReads9.4Score1.5kShelves

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    These are really, really, really good, I highly recommend you all to see them! 💕💕💕💕

21. 21 无 Infinite Flow: I Become a God After Giving Up 无限流：摆烂后我封神了 Chang Chang Chang Xiao长长长消Mystery2.0M WordsOngoing No CP + System + mass misinterpretation Luo Yuejian has always thought of herself as plain and ordinary, with a touch of social anxiety and a poker face. Someone like her would be utterly unremarkable in a crowd and completely ignored by everyone. After dying under bizarre circumstances, she is forced into a survival game. She knows her own limits and realizes she has no chance of coming back to life in a terrifying survival game. As she agonizes over whether to fight with all she has or give 35.6kReads9.2Score2.7kShelves

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    These are absolutely gorgeous! I highly, highly, highly, highly, highly, highly recommend you all check them out! [Heart emojis]

22. 22 重 Reborn as the Beloved Little Sister of the Richest Family 重生成首富家的团宠妹妹 Warm Cold Pastry暖寒酥Modern Romance808k WordsCompleted [Strong Female Lead + Everyone's Darling + Satisfying!] Bai Ran was reborn and became the villainess in a book. The villainess came from a powerful family. Her mother doted on her daughter, and her four older brothers were all overprotective of their little sister. To get close to the male lead, the arrogant and domineering villainess did all kinds of awful things to target the female lead, eventually bringing disaster upon herself and her entire family. After Bai Ran arrived, The male lead? She 2.8kReads9.0Score476Shelves
23. 23 N No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! NO！我才不要继承财产！ Chen Ww陈WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted [Angst] [Angst] [Angst] First life: The Ke family has no second daughter! Second life: Father Ke: Awen, these are the company shares I saved for you. Mother Ke: Awen, this is the princess bedroom I had renovated just for you. Older brother: Awen, I bought you a house and a car. Younger brother: Second Sis, I designed this formal dress especially for you. Younger sister: Second Sis, once I make something of myself, I'll support you! The Ke family's second daughter crosses her arms in an X! No way 9.1kReads9.1Score621Shelves
24. 24 她 She Swapped Bodies with the Tyrant and Went on a Rampage! 她，与暴君互换后，杀疯啦！ Little Chubby, Run!小胖子快跑Ancient Romance371k WordsCompleted [Soul swap + transmigrate into a book + sweet, funny romance + going off the rails + tyrant + wish fulfillment + both leads are each other's first and only] Yun Yaoyao transmigrated into a book, becoming a foolish, timid cannon-fodder character who doesn't even survive the first chapter. No problem. If my family plots against me, I'll assassinate the emperor and wipe out my own clan! But after killing the emperor, Yun Yaoyao was horrified to discover that she and the tyrant had swapped bodies! T 26.7kReads9.5Score4.4kShelves

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    [Already planted][Already planted] A game of instant death from the start💥 Since that's how it is, let's all die! [Angry] Yun Yaoyao pulled out her hairpin and stabbed it straight into the dog emperor's heart! [Cool] She shouted: "Father! Aunt! Sister! Yun Yaoyao has fulfilled her mission and finally succeeded in killing the tyrant! After eighteen years of forbearance and lurking, Yun Yaoyao is no longer a disgrace to the Yun family. She has rid the common people of this dog tyrant..." "Our Yun family is worthy to be enshrined in the Imperial Ancestral Temple!!!" The scum below trembled in fear. [Fear][Fear][Fear]

25. 25 恶 The Wicked Female Side Character Gets Her Mind Read: Putting Her Death Wish on Hold to Enjoy the Show 恶毒女配被读心，作死暂停先吃瓜 It's a Talisman, Not a Curse是符不是祸Modern Romance625k WordsCompleted [Self-Destruction System + Mind Reading + Everyone’s Favorite + Lighthearted + Romance] Yan Shi’an thinks no one could have it worse than her. After transmigrating, the memories in her mind tell her she’s the fake heiress who stole the real daughter’s place in this family. The System tells her she’ll eventually be kicked out, die miserably in poverty, and be forgotten by everyone. [Hello, Host. The Self-Destruction System is now bound to you. Please start targeting the protagonists and doing eve 3.8kReads9.0Score482Shelves

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    The female protagonist wants to die but cannot commit suicide. No romantic pairing; feel free to ship yourselves in the main story.

26. 26 偏 After Rebirth, the Possessive Mr. Nan Dotes on His Wife Like Crazy 偏执南总重生后，宠妻宠上瘾 Muzi Yingbao木子颖宝Modern Romance305k WordsCompleted (Content warnings: The male lead is reborn, but the female lead is not + doting husband, fiercely protective of his wife, old-school domineering CEO melodrama + not a strong female lead + a touch of showbiz.) Desperate to pay for her medical bills, she sells her blood. Then the man who had once been her childhood sweetheart takes her in. She thinks all she has to do is play the role of his mistress, but she never expects him to force her to stay by his side. Nan Zhe never thought that after gett 7.5kReads8.8Score509Shelves

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    The first book's female lead suffered from depression and later committed suicide by jumping into the sea. The second book's female lead was mute, and the male lead doted on her immensely.

27. 27 心 My Darling! The Dominant Gu Dotes on His Sweetheart Day and Night 心肝宠！霸道顾少日撩夜哄小乖宝 May Blossoms五月番花Modern Romance242k WordsCompleted [Both leads are devoted to each other + married first, in love later + sweet romance + mutual devotion] Everyone in their circle knows that the woman Gu Shao cherished most jumped into the sea and died. From then on, the name Shen Wei became forbidden to Gu Zhouhuai. One day, the man brought home a woman with a slender waist and long legs, her delicate, gentle demeanor as clean and soft as jasmine. Unfortunately She was also mute. The rich young ladies waited with snacks, eager to see the mute g 8.7kReads8.8Score1.5kShelves
28. 28 寻 On the Road to Die, I Always Run Into Hopeless Romantic Male Leads 寻死路上总有恋爱脑男主 An Ancient, Broken Dream亘古残梦Ancient Romance446k WordsCompleted [A timid, easily usurped twin System + an immortal heroine who wants to die and can't be carried by her System + a seemingly aloof, overthinking male lead who later turns into a tsundere wolf-dog, sometimes sweet, sometimes salty] Yu Wanyin died. Huh, she came back to life. Not only that, she transmigrated too. Yu Wanyin twirled a knife in her hand, watched the two Systems babbling away, then plunged the blade straight into her own heart. The two fox Systems were so terrified they shrieked. Red 740Reads7.3Score—Shelves

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    The male and female leads are both strong, pure, and insanely crazy; both are immortal. The female lead is obsessed with death, and only the male lead can kill her, but he can't bring himself to do it. So, she stabs him multiple times. His first thought is always, "Did I do something to offend her?" It's a perfect match—one willing to hit, the other willing to be hit. A very good book! [Sparrow Eater's masterpiece][Top post][I also highly recommend it]

29. 29 宠 The Imperial Consort Has a Few Screws Loose 宠妃她脑子有病 One Duck at Ease一鸭悠Ancient Romance1.4M WordsCompleted (Audiobook version now available) [Transmigrate into a book + not a mutually exclusive first-love relationship + heroine adored by everyone + redemption + devoted love from the middle to later stages] Just as Ji Yuehuan's life was about to reach its peak, she suddenly died. After death, she transmigrated into a book. Unfortunately, she became a cannon-fodder character who was destined to die two years later according to the original plot. What? You think she can rely on knowing the story in adva 3.3kReads8.9Score356Shelves

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    She didn't want to live, but she couldn't die. Living was painful for her, and dying was painful for others. How could her life have been so absurd?

30. 30 装 I Kept Up the Act for Two Years, Then They Suddenly Read My Mind 装了两年突然被读心了 Hu Yu蝴俞Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Signed for publication in print] Also known as When My Billionaire Husband Started Coughing [Brooding, secretly snarky CEO X quirky, 'fake' innocent flower] Qi Weiran was a CEO worth billions. Because he carried a rare gene, he had a body that never got sick. But he could only live to the age of fifty. After he died, half his estate would go to his contract wife. One day, Qi Weiran's body, which had never shown a single sign of illness, suddenly began to cough. His adoring young wife, who loved 28.9kReads9.5Score3.6kShelves

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    The female lead is controlled by the plot; she becomes a devoted admirer of the male lead whenever she encounters him. She opens her mouth with, "Sir! What's wrong? Why are you coughing? What will I do if you're gone?" (Inner monologue: "This isn't a cough, it's a gold rush! How am I supposed to live? I'll just inherit your estate on your seventh day after death and then dance on your grave!")

31. 31 万 The Family’s Most Hated One Turns to the Heartless Path, and Her Father and Brother Face Their Comeuppance! 万人嫌转修无情道，父子火葬场了！ Jin Yanyan金砚砚Ancient Romance1.5M WordsCompleted For the sake of a junior sister who had been in the sect for less than a hundred years, the husband who had been by Ye Fei’s side for years ripped out her golden core in front of the entire sect, subjecting her to endless humiliation! For that junior sister, the child she had carried through a difficult labor and cherished for ten years berated her and sentenced her to a whipping! Both father and son turned their backs on her. Her fellow disciples stood by, and her beloved master looked the othe 843Reads8.4Score103Shelves

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    The female protagonist's golden core was extracted, threatening her life. A system rescued her, but her physical body was already dead, so she could only use it temporarily. Her senior brothers misunderstood and persecuted her, as did her husband and son. It turns out it was all because her master had fallen in love with her and didn't want her or anyone else to be happy.

32. 32 每 Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀 Alice's Forest Cottage爱丽丝的森林小屋Modern Romance334k WordsCompleted Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa 5kReads9.0Score368Shelves

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    Her family was both her concern and the cause of her illness; the male lead was her salvation. His death took her heart with him, and after fulfilling her responsibilities, she went to join him. [Almost crying][crying]

33. 33 重 Reborn a Hundred Times, I Tortured the Proud Phoenix Girl Until She Lost Her Mind 重生一百次，凤傲天被我虐傻了 Half a Palace Chief半只宫长Urban690k WordsCompleted Also known as "The Villainess Wants Me" [Two heroines, yuri, angsty story, nothing but heartbreak, the whole novel is heartbreaking. Love is only here to make the heartbreak worse. Please don't complain if it's not your thing.] Some parts early on may seem frustrating, so please bear with them. The loose ends will be tied up later. [Xia Qingchun's birth] Su Xiaojiu, a college student sent to another world by a car accident, unexpectedly meets a System. The System tells her that if she does her u 2kReads7.0Score199Shelves

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    The first two conditions are met, but the female protagonist can start over for the last one.

34. 34 系 After the System Betrayed Me, the Empire’s Marshals Regretted Everything 系统背刺后，帝国元帅们都后悔了 The Ring of a Donut甜甜圈的圈Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted Transmigration + interstellar + secret identities + strong heroine + men competing for her Lu Xingyao is bound to the Villain System and transmigrates to an interstellar era rocked by political turmoil. She must play the villain and rack up enough malice points from the famous founders of the empire in this era to go home. While playing the villain, she must not alter interstellar history or let any of the era’s founding figures die. And so Lu Xingyao nervously plays the vicious antagonist in pu 7.1kReads8.9Score1.2kShelves

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    The female protagonist wants to die and go home, but she can't commit suicide. She's at her wit's end, trying to make everyone think she's a bad person. Unexpectedly, she starts a live stream as she's about to die, and the beginning shows the content of that live stream. Ultimately, she wants to die but everyone won't let her, leading to a storyline where everyone regrets their actions.

35. 35 女 The Female Lead Keeps Rewinding? This Is Just a Wife-Chasing Hell 女主无限回档？追妻火葬场罢了 A Maozi一只maoziUrban731k WordsCompleted [Yandere protagonist + gender-bending GL 1v1 + role-playing + behind-the-scenes + plot-driven + some angst (mild) (the protagonist is safe) + regretful pursuit] Lin Niannian transmigrates into the role of a scheming fake heiress. She thinks it’s just an ordinary story about a real and fake heiress, but then the female lead, a powerful heroine, is reborn with a cheat that lets her rewind after death, and wants to kill her. What should she do? Luckily, she gets bound to a role-playing System. To 13kReads9.3Score1.9kShelves

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    I want to die in front of her in the most miserable way, again and again. I want her to remember that a despicable girl once barged into her life. Please remember me… never mind, forget me.

36. 36 穿 Book Transmigration: The Mad Demon Venerable Is Invincible from the Start 穿书：疯批魔尊她开局无敌 Cauliflower and Potato花椰菜土豆Ancient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Strong female lead, weak male lead, a dream for GB fans] Chu Wangyue transmigrates into a male-oriented cultivation novel, becoming Wangyue, the Demon Venerable and tragic villain boss. The good news: In the Lingyue Realm, she's at the absolute top, invincible. As long as she doesn't get herself killed by provoking the male lead, she can live a comfortable, enjoyable life. She could even ascend to the Upper Realm, continue cultivating, shatter the void, and return to her happy home. The bad new 879Reads8.9Score102Shelves

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    ⭐️First book: The female lead is determined to die, while the male lead wants to kill her. They hit it off immediately; the female lead helps the male lead become stronger, and after he becomes a god, he kills her. However, the male lead falls in love and declares their previous agreement invalid.⭐️Second book: The female lead's mission is to eliminate the main characters' group. She also has an immortality buff, so all her schemes are simple and straightforward—she just kills whoever she dislikes.

37. 37 快 Quick Transmigration: The Whole World Thinks I’m a Martyr 快穿：全世界都在脑补我是殉道者 Big Wrench大扳手Fantastical Romance292k WordsCompleted Xie Heng transmigrates into an expendable slave in a fictional ancient world. Disguised as a man, she only wants to follow the plot, die on cue, and complete her mission. She takes a blade for the princess and begs to die, but survives, only to be forced to steal the male lead's credit. She gives away her achievements and refuses rewards to keep a low profile, but everyone imagines she's still devoted to a deceased loved one. She starts a rebellion and begs to be executed by lingchi, but is hail 711Reads8.1Score103Shelves

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    This novel features a female protagonist who disguises herself as a man in an ancient, fictional world, spreading free speech, and also involves other time travelers. It leans towards an ensemble cast.

38. 38 明 Moonlight on Ice and Snow 明月照冰雪 Mu Qiqi暮萋萋Ancient Romance2.5M WordsCompleted A crazy, formidable woman. General Shen Guizhou VS a prince who only wants romance. Prince Chen Muyi Shen Guizhou was once the young general of the Shen Army, which commanded 300,000 troops in the northern frontier. As her reputation grew, her family feared the emperor would discover that she was a woman disguised as a man and bring disaster upon her. After weighing their options, they sacrificed her. For the sake of peace in the north and the hundreds of thousands of soldiers in the Shen Army, 4.9kReads9.2Score1.3kShelves

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    These books definitely meet your requirements. The first one features a female protagonist who was once a renowned general, but was abandoned by her family and faced near-death experiences. The story begins with her attempting suicide but failing, and it's incredibly captivating! [Admiring][Admiring][Admiring]

39. 39 权 The Adored Little Charmer Becomes the Most Coveted Woman in the Capital 权宠小撩精，成了京城万人迷 Lu Li路鲤Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Complete] [Despised by everyone early on, plot-focused] [Loved by everyone later, with a romantic free-for-all] [Looks like a familiar trope at first, but the imagination takes off] [The main story has a canon pairing; the male supporting characters get bonus chapters] Chu Luo never imagined that asking the author to kill off a minor female character would get her cursed by that very character and make her transmigrate into a book as the useless crown princess who had forced five beautiful men 2.6kReads9.1Score360Shelves
40. 40 宗 Every Sect Wants to Kill Me, So I Just Reload After Death! 宗门都想噶我，我直接死亡回档！ Chao Lianyun巢怜云Ancient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted [Transmigrated into a Book + Villainess + Death Rewinds Time + Eldritch Cultivation + Unhinged + Quirky Style] Lu Xiaojin transmigrated into a book, becoming the lovesick senior apprentice sister in a cultivation novel where everyone falls for the heroine. She kept fighting the heroine for men and ended up dying horribly. No problem. She wasn't stupid. She knew how the plot went, so she could avoid trouble, stay away from the men, and survive. But! Can someone tell her why her junior apprentice 24.8kReads9.2Score3.6kShelves

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    The female lead can't die; she can rewind time, so even if she wanted to die, she couldn't. It's incredibly sweet, it's so sweet it's killing me!

41. 41 大 The Mad and Gloomy Senior Sister Just Wants to Kick the Bucket 大师姐疯癫又阴郁，只想嗝屁 A Bowl of Lotus Seed Soup来碗莲子羹Ancient Romance959k WordsOngoing Li Xiaoxiang leaped from a rooftop, but instead of dying, she transmigrated. She became Li Xiaoxiang, the useless eldest senior sister of the “Number One Immortal Sect.” As soon as she arrived, she ran into a familiar plot: cutting out her golden core to save her junior sister and the sect. With a wicked grin, she cut open her dantian. “So, Junior Sister, do you want this golden core that represents my beauty, this one that represents my kindness, or this one that represents how beautiful and ki 1kReads8.2Score194Shelves
42. 42 恶 After the Villainess's Heart Died, Everyone Faced Their Comeuppance 恶毒女配心死后，全员火葬场 A Scoundrel Who Just Eats and Drinks混吃混喝的小混子Modern Romance567k WordsCompleted [The brothers chase their sister after losing her and regret it + devoted couple + SC + beloved by the whole family + never forgiving them + face-slapping + finding a new family] The short drama is now streaming: The Moonlight That Ran Backward Yue Shengge is the youngest daughter of the Yue family, with four older brothers who dote on their little sister. All four are famous for spoiling their sister, but everyone in high society knows that the Yue family dotes not on Yue Shengge, but on anothe 6.7kReads9.2Score551Shelves

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    It's so good! [Crying][crying][crying] It's a masterpiece! After watching it so thoroughly, I feel like my mouth is broken and all I can say is "it's good!" [Licking screen]

43. 43 皇 The Empress Leaped to Her Death, and the Mad Tyrant Wept Until His Eyes Were Red 皇后纵身一跃，疯批暴君哭红了眼 Huang Dandan黄蛋蛋Ancient Romance635k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance, devoted couple + palace intrigue + regretful pursuit, clear-headed heroine, everyone's unattainable ideal] Meng Tang is a gracious, gentle empress who never competes for favor. Everyone thinks she is a true white lotus standing tall in the harem, and even the tyrant believes it. He takes a new concubine, and she smiles, congratulates him, and arranges for the newcomer to spend the night with him. He sends her restorative medicine, and she obediently takes it, knowing full we 21.5kReads9.3Score2kShelves
44. 44 恶 The Villainess's Memories Are Exposed, and Every CEO Faces a Reckoning 恶女记忆曝光，霸总全员火葬场 A Cat and a Donkey一只猫驴Modern Romance385k WordsCompleted The comic adaptation of Snow Falls on Yu Nian, with the same title, is now available. [Unhinged Heroine + Sharp-Tongued Male Lead Who Sees Through Fake Sweethearts + Everyone Chases Her to the Crematorium + Men Fighting for Her + Satisfying First, Sweet Later + Comedy + Both Leads Transmigrate] Jiang Yuke transmigrates into a book as the vicious true heiress and villainess. The System tells her that if she fixes the key plot points and reaches her character ending, becoming universally rejected 3.7kReads8.9Score422Shelves
45. 45 我 I'm Unhinged, You're a Freak, and No Villain Can Die Faster Than Me 我发癫，你变态，反派作死没我快 fogforestAncient Romance218k WordsOngoing [Both untouched + happy ending + transmigrate into a book + unhinged + goofy + meme-filled + funny and lighthearted + beloved by all] Fu Ling transmigrates into a book and becomes the villainous female supporting character in a rebirth novel. In the original story, the heroine, reborn and back to take revenge, schemes to marry her off to the unhinged crown prince, leaving her without even a corpse. Fu Ling gets the worst possible start: the moment she opens her eyes, she’s performing an erotic s —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The female protagonist in this book tries to commit suicide but fails, then goes on a crazy spree of self-destructive behavior. Every time someone tries to kill her, she either provokes them into killing her or puts herself in danger, but she always manages to survive. It's hilarious!

46. 46 放 Protect Me After School 放学保护我 Qi Can栖璨Modern Romance151k WordsCompleted [Complete❗❗] [Campus + Secret Crush + Urban + Lighthearted Comedy + Tragedy + Healing + Both Leads Pure + Bad Ending] The roguishly handsome, devoted Lu Yannian VS the resilient, sensitive Ruan Yi’an The day they first met. Thirteen-year-old Lu Yannian was bullied by a group of bad boys. He curled up in a dark alley and buried his head as he sobbed. A mysterious girl rushed forward and fearlessly stood in front of him. “How dare you bully one of your own in broad daylight? Are you even human?” 161Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The female protagonist's mother died in a car accident, her only maternal grandmother also passed away, and the privileged young man was also dead. Unable to commit suicide, she ended her life four years later. [Crying][crying]

47. 47 死 After Faking My Death, I Was Forced to Relive the Past, and My Nemesis Kneels and Begs for a Hug 死遁后被迫回溯，宿敌跪着要抱抱 The Fish’s Search知鱼之寻Two Female Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Rivals + fellow disciples + faked death + comedy + dual Systems + one-on-one romance + constantly courting disaster + extremely vengeful + dual transmigration] A theatrical, hilarious transmigrated-into-a-book senior sister VS a sharp-tongued, lunatic junior sister with a cheat System and a vicious grudge Liao Sichou transmigrated into the world of immortal cultivation and got bound to a villainess System. She opposed the heroine at every turn, raising the heroine's hatred toward her. Once it h 11.6kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves

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    🔥🔥Highly Recommended🔥🔥 [Nemesis + Sisters + Death Feud + Comedy + Dual Systems + 1V1 + Constantly courting death + Extremely vengeful + Dual Transmigration] [Please Follow]

48. 48 我 I'm About to Die. What's Wrong With Going a Little Crazy? 我都要死了，发发疯怎么了 Idle Fish Flirts闲鱼撩人Ancient Romance242k WordsCompleted Synopsis: [Revenge, with every slight repaid + crazed, unapologetically satisfying drama + real and fake heiresses] In her previous life, Wen Jinse lived a miserable existence. Her adoptive parents exploited her all her life, and her birth parents showed her not the slightest affection. She was bullied and trampled by an impostor and the so-called friends around her. She fought with all her might to break free from the filth surrounding her, only to be knocked down again and again. In the end, s 26Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 49 女 The Heroine Refuses to Be Tortured: A Death-Faking Demon Cultivator Seeks the Righteous Path 女主拒绝被虐：死遁魔修正道 Xiao Luoxi小珞惜Ancient Romance803k WordsCompleted Only after binding to the System does Lu Lingshuang learn that she was originally the female lead of this world, only to have her fortune stolen. She used to respect her senior brother, care for her junior brother, and devote herself to looking after her spirit beasts. But for the sake of the female rival, they hurt her again and again, driving her step by step into demonic cultivation. After turning to demonic cultivation, all she cared about was cultivating and becoming stronger. But then they 910Reads8.4Score132Shelves
50. 50 想 After I Wanted to Die, Everyone Started Loving Me 想死后，所有人都开始爱我 Not a Common Name非俗名Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Yandere + regret and redemption] Shi Chuyi is an orphan. He dreams of having a family more than anything. In his previous life, after going through hell to return home, he found a fake young master already living there. The fake young master was gentle and refined, perfect in every way, and everyone loved him. But it was all an act. He showed his vicious true colors only to Shi Chuyi, framing and slandering him at every turn and turning everyone around him against him. His four biological broth 3.3kReads8.6Score227Shelves

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