Are There Any Books Where the Female Lead Is Alive but Has No Desire to Live? 有没有女主活着但没有活着的欲望的书。

1. 251 深 Above the Abyss [Crime] 深渊之上【犯罪】 Zhang Depang张嘚胖Modern Romance293k WordsCompleted [Just started getting rated, score will rise!] [Dark + pretend siblings + physical and emotional torment + yandere + redemption] [Original title: Above the Abyss] “Brother, let's play hide-and-seek.” “Okay.” “Brother, you can't open your eyes until you've counted to a hundred!” “Okay.” An accident forced the siblings apart for sixteen years. When Shen Nanfeng infiltrated a criminal organization undercover, he discovered that the younger sister he had longed for all those years, Chi Yu, played a 9.1kReads9.1Score1.2kShelves

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   The heroine was kidnapped since she was a child and watched her parents being brutally tortured to death. She was stimulated to the point of amnesia and forgot her brother (who was not her biological brother). He was controlled by her enemies and made her use her body to please those people to gain profits. She met her brother during the mission, and he wanted to save her. She was involved too much behind the scenes and committed many crimes (forced to do so). Later, she was finally rescued by her brother and escaped with her. She thought everything was going in a good direction. She knew that she could not stay with her brother for a lifetime because of her crimes. In order not to be involved, she planned her own death.

2. 252 他 By the Time He Kissed Me, I Was Already Cold 他吻我时，我已冰冷 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted He kissed me when I was already cold. 245Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 253 快 The Quick Transmigration Host Has Little Will to Survive and Always Wants to Be the Villain 快穿宿主求生欲低且总想当反派 Yong Jin Si Xin泳锦似心Ancient Romance244k WordsOngoing [Quick transmigration + two equally powerful leads + violent, unhinged beauty + heroine addicted to the hero + games + infinite-flow + post-apocalyptic survival and development + god-tier identities] Lin Zhijing is a notorious perfumer: a violent, unhinged beauty. She’s obsessed with purple and addicted to despair. If she can settle things with her fists, she won’t waste words. Anyone who picks a fight gets two slaps, and if they really provoke her, she’ll haul around her “Thunder Hammer” and sm 135Reads—Score—Shelves

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   [Quick travel + dual strength + crazy criticism + the heroine is addicted to the hero + unlimited streaming + games + apocalyptic management + god-level status] Lin Zhijing is a perfumer. Love purple becomes a fetish, world-weary addiction. The biggest goal in this life is to create the most amazing incense in the world, and then - stop living. Until the system appears. System painting: Complete the task and you will be rewarded with all kinds of rewards. After hearing this, Lin Zhijing smiled and stabbed herself in front of the system. Brother Ba screamed until his voice broke on the spot. [Warning: The host's desire to survive is too low and cannot be bound. ] [Current desire to survive: 10%. When the system promised to help her restore her divine power. Lin Zhijing reluctantly nodded. The quick journey begins. Wearing in various worlds, specializing in grabbing villain scripts. The prepared incense has become a nightmare for many people! The system crashed: "Please! I can't kill!" Lin Zhijing wiped her sword: "I am both the heroine, let's see who has the greater aura of the protagonist." [Desire to survive: 8%] Naobao: The host he loves has to kneel down to take care of her. Work on it all the way. Until you enter a certain world and the rules change. [Warning: Unlimited streaming mode is on. The copy's mortality rate is 99%, and death is a real death. It is no longer a play-house task, it is really a matter of death. Lin Zhijing raised her eyebrows. Finally something interesting. There is a person who has been following her with royal purple eyes and fragrant iris body fragrance. She likes them all. Xiao Ziheng chuckled: "We are a match made in heaven." Lin Zhijing smiled calmly, raised her hand to pull out her love string, and raised the corners of her mouth little by little, revealing a crazy arc. "Try?" She said, "see if you can make me really fall in love with you."

4. 254 最 The Year I Loved You Most 最爱你的那一年 Luo Qinghuan络清欢Modern Romance32k WordsCompleted A short childhood-sweethearts campus tragedy Song Xiyuan has been sickly since childhood, but she takes life in stride and sees things clearly. Then one day, she, who has never worn makeup, starts learning how. Duan Jingchen has always been the kind of child other parents wish they had: smart, hardworking, and good at school. Then one day, the person who has always been by his side disappears. The sun was shining brightly that day, yet Song Xiyuan said something completely out of the blue: “Duan —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   These books really made me cry😭

5. 255 雪 A Beauty Buried in Snow! 雪葬红颜！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted Snow Buries the Beauty! 119Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 256 我 I Want Us to Be Together 我想和你好好的 Shui Lingxiao水凌霄Modern Romance50k WordsCompleted On the day Yun Rumeng is sentenced to six years in prison, Lu He'an has a grand wedding. The husband she was married to for five years finally gets the divorce he wanted and marries the woman he has always cherished. Afraid of the dark, she enters a prison where the sun never shines. He visits her for six years. She only sees him once. "Lu He'an, if I survive these six years, I'll make sure you and her never know another peaceful day!" Later, he writes a letter to his wife in prison every week a 1kReads8.2Score132Shelves
7. 257 原 It Turns Out There’s No Light in the Deep Sea 原来深海没有光 Pian Qian翩浅Modern Romance233k WordsCompleted Girls from the south, most of them love the romance of snow drifting through a northern winter night. But what they don't know is that once the snow has fallen, howling winds soon follow. In an instant, they sweep away all the romance, exposing the bone-chilling cold beneath. 180Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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   It's really depressing. I cried many times while watching it. The rating is not high but it's really okay. The heroine is really difficult to cry, especially in the back, when everything is revealed and the truth is revealed, I really can't stand it. I suggest you not to watch it when you are in a bad mood recently. It will really affect you, but if you need a good vent, you can watch it. A good cry, it has great stamina. The tag is really awesome, "youth" and "sweet pet", it can't be affected at all [sad]

8. 258 意 I Called My Target’s Name While We Were Getting Carried Away 意乱情迷时叫错了攻略对象的名字 Ze Yin zern泽殷zernModern Romance21k WordsCompleted In the heat of the moment, I called my target by the wrong name: “Mr. Qiao, I really, really love you~!” The person holding me suddenly stiffened. “Who is Mr. Qiao?” I froze for a moment, then remembered that Mr. Qiao was my partner from the previous world. “Oh, silly me, it was just a slip of the tongue, Mr. Mo.” The man smiled at that, then his expression turned dangerous. “But my surname isn't Mo either.” 311Reads8.9Score—Shelves

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   🔥🔥Highly recommended🔥🔥Come and see🔥🔥 [Heart-throb ➕The heroine who doesn't follow the routine ➕Mind reading ➕Wealthy family ➕Crematorium ➕No fixed CP ➕Otome preference] [The text is over, please turn off the comments when reading this book]

9. 259 药 Bitter Medicine, Deep Love 药苦情深 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted Bitter Medicine, Deep Affection 30Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 260 曾 There Was Once Someone Who Loved Me Like Life Itself 曾有一个人，爱我如生命 Rolling the Sun into a Ball搓圆太阳Modern Romance47k WordsCompleted For more than twenty years, Shen Siyan had stubbornly loved a man named Xiao Zonghan. Even when he resented and hated her, she had never thought of giving up. But now, she was reaching the end of her strength... 1.2kReads6.5Score188Shelves
11. 261 猎 Time to Hunt: The Tragic Novel's Heroine Awakens 猎杀时刻，虐文女主觉醒之后 Cat Eats Meat Buns猫吃肉包Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Green tea scheming + love-triangle chaos + punishing scumbags + genuine regret and redemption + strategy] There’s a pitiable creature in this world called the tragic-romance heroine. She’s abused in body and soul by scumbag men and wicked women, only to be forced into a happy ending in the end. Ever since Lin You took on commissions to help tragic-romance heroines escape their fates, she’d been running wild through one tragic romance after another. Some regretted everything: “I’m sorry. Please 975Reads9.0Score100Shelves
12. 262 万 I Use My Harem Protagonist Aura to Crush My Coworkers 万人迷光环，我用来卷死同事 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted I Use My Harem Protagonist Aura to Outwork My Coworkers 10Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 263 蓦 One Fleeting Glance, and I Knew Love Had Faded 蓦然一顾知阑珊 Xian Zhou Chai羡舟钗Modern Romance40k WordsCompleted She married him without hesitation in the prime of her life, but couldn't escape the seven-year itch. As her life entered its final countdown, she could no longer find the young man who had once loved her so deeply. She devoted her entire life to him, and only at the very end did he finally realize what he had lost... 103Reads5.6Score—Shelves
14. 264 重 Reborn in Senior Year, the School Hunk Has My Back 重生高三，校草为我撑腰 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀15k WordsCompleted Reborn in My Senior Year of High School, the School Heartthrob Has My Back —Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 265 我 I Love You, and I’m Guilty 我爱你，我有罪 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance59k WordsCompleted Tang Xiaoran says: “My feelings run too deep. If I’m alive but can’t hold you, I’ll go mad.” Everyone has something they can’t let go of. For Tang Xiaoran, it’s Shen Muyan. Tang Xiaoran is too single-minded. Her devotion turns into an obsession, and obsession hurts both the person who holds it and the person it’s directed at. … Shen Muyan says: “Good riddance to that woman. Let’s go have a drink to celebrate.” But when he’s drunk, he asks his friend, “Did I miss something really important?” “Yes 1.4kReads7.0Score100Shelves

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16. 266 我 I’m His Third Substitute 我是他的第三个替身 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted I’m His Third Replacement 88Reads—Score—Shelves
17. 267 听 I Heard You Once Loved Me More Than Life 听说，你曾爱我如命 Wen Liu温流Modern Romance60k WordsCompleted Xie Jingchuan said, “My only wish is for you to disappear from my sight forever.” After five loveless years of marriage, Song Youran had become the person her husband hated most. Later, she really did disappear. Everyone said Mrs. Xie had brought it upon herself and deserved to die with no one to claim her body. But as one old secret after another came to light, he discovered... In the best years of her life, she had once given him the purest love. She had also risked her life for him amid the r 2.5kReads6.6Score152Shelves
18. 268 惊 Only When Love Cuts to the Bone Does Longing Finally Show 惊觉相思不露，原来只因入骨 A Midsummer Night一夜盛夏Modern Romance868k WordsCompleted In Sifang City, there is a woman with a notoriously bad reputation: Sheng Xia. Men think she’ll sleep with anyone. Women think she’s shameless and promiscuous. But in truth, she simply fell in love with one person. For him, for the first time in her life, she resorted to the most despicable means. Five years into their marriage, she endured his sneers and emotional abuse. She risked her life for him again and again, yet still couldn’t earn so much as a second glance. “Yi Ye, is it really so hard 2.8kReads8.7Score182Shelves
19. 269 他 He Traded Heart for Heart 他以心换心 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted He Repays Heart with Heart 656Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 270 明 Flirting in Public, Training in Private 明撩暗训 It's Su Su Candy!是酥苏糖耶Modern Romance218k WordsCompleted Synopsis: (Unhinged, obsessive beauty vs. wild, lovesick Lord Si + redemption + both leads are chaste) Bai Sumiao is a famously cold beauty, but few know that beneath her soft, delicate nature, she is gloomy and hard to tame. “He’s mine. He can only be mine.” “I just liked him so much that I turned A Si into a work of art.” “A Si, you’re being naughty… What should I do with you?” Shen Run Si willingly bowed to her, stepped into her trap, and let her keep him. Later, she really did turn him into 280Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    The female protagonist has a low desire to survive and is very crazy. No one understands her, and even the male protagonist was her experiment at first.

21. 271 野 Wild Dog and Evening Breeze 野狗与晚风 The Milk Cap Isn't on奶盖没盖Modern Romance205k WordsCompleted [Older woman-younger man romance | Six-year age gap | Healing and redemption] [Cool, reserved antiques restorer × wild, devoted puppy-dog boy] On a rainy night, Si Zhu took home a boy covered in injuries. He was like a trapped young beast, his eyes fierce yet fragile. She gave him a home and set three rules: Don’t enter the studio, be home by ten at night, and keep going to school. At first, they treated each other like ice. He couldn’t sleep in a soft bed, and she was used to living alone. Some 940Reads8.1Score128Shelves

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    The heroine used to like extreme sports, challenging and exciting, but after an accident, her parents were worried that her plane would crash, so she became silent and became a cultural relic restorer.

22. 272 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 64.3kReads9.5Score12.1kShelves
23. 273 加 The Overtime Pay Was Hell Money, But I Signed Anyway 加班费是冥币，但我还是签了 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted The Overtime Pay Was Ghost Money, but I Signed Anyway 18Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 274 八 The Wicked Little Darling of the 1980s Has the Powerful Man Hooked, and Now He Can't Get Enough 八零坏娇娇勾到大佬后真香了 Lollipop for a Little Lolita萝莉抱抱糖Modern Romance503k WordsCompleted [Sweet romance + a wicked seductress + a factory director’s rise to wealth] Tao Yu is beautiful and bold. On the surface, she’s gentle, quiet, and perfectly normal, but deep down she’s a wicked little black-hearted dumpling. She transmigrates into the 1980s and finds herself in a poor, overcrowded courtyard compound, struggling just to get by. She and the favored son of heaven, Song Hecheng, are worlds apart and should never have crossed paths. But in the factory director’s office, she smiles so 2.6kReads9.0Score242Shelves

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    ①The female protagonist is a bit world-weary. At first, she only flirted with the male protagonist on a whim, but she soon lost interest. The male protagonist hated herself for starting to act too pretentious. ②The heroine has no desires and desires. She can only embarrass the male protagonist and use him as a bed warmer, but it is just for fun, but the male protagonist takes it seriously😭

25. 275 我 Something Seems Off About My Sect 我的宗门，好像不太对劲 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀18k WordsCompleted My Sect Seems a Little Off 12Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 276 神 Divine-Grade 神品 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy691k WordsCompleted Three Law Secret Realms have appeared in the underground city of the East Sea, sparking a fierce scramble among countless factions. The reason is that the protagonist possesses the divine ability to make his words come true! He can complete alchemy and artifact crafting with just a thought. And since he also has an immortal artifact, he joins the competition for the secret realms! 465Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 277 玫 The Rose Stirs the Gentle Breeze 玫瑰惹清风 A VV阿VVModern Romance301k WordsCompleted Nie Jin has a twin sister who suddenly falls ill and needs a kidney transplant, making Nie Jin the only suitable donor. Her mother, who had never cared for her, came begging. So did Cheng Wen, her sister’s stepbrother. Knowing her sister liked Cheng Wen, Nie Jin said, “I might be willing to save her, but I have one condition!” Cheng Wen: “What condition?” Nie Jin: “Winter’s almost here, and I want someone to keep my bed warm. How about you?” Cheng Wen: “Impossible.” Nie Jin: “Then don’t ask me t 13.8kReads8.9Score1kShelves
28. 278 捡 I Picked Up a Sweet-on-the-Outside, Dark-on-the-Inside Villain, So I’ll Raise an Army and Help You Rebel 捡到白切黑反派，我造反养你 Qian Zhixing千知行Ancient Romance393k WordsCompleted [A seemingly weak, secretly ruthless villainous demon emperor x a world-weary, unhinged princess who refuses to back down and fights anyone who crosses her] [Satisfying story + face-slapping + no women fighting each other over men + going berserk + sweet romance] Chu Cige only wanted to quietly log out of Earth and quit the game. But the second she breathed her last, she transmigrated into a book, becoming the princess villainess who served as a stepping stone for the protagonist. System mission 1.2kReads8.4Score162Shelves

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    The heroine has no desire to live, but she has the buff of being immortal and invulnerable.

29. 279 核 Nuclear Weapon Skill 核武技能 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy125k WordsCompleted A modern nuclear physicist transmigrates to a world of immortals and cultivators, awakening a unique nuclear martial physique. He turns concepts such as nuclear fission, nuclear fusion, and radiation into cultivation abilities, using the “Nuclear Path” to smash his way through the road to immortality in a world where immortals and demons vie for supremacy. Nuclear Weapons Analysis System: Bound to the protagonist after his transmigration, it can analyze cultivation techniques, immortal material 1Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 280 论 A Hundred and Eight Ways for a Villain to Slack Off 论反派摆烂的一百零八种方式 Li Jiu理久Ancient Romance1.4M WordsCompleted [The comic is now available on Tomato Novel. Search for "The 108 Ways a Villain Can Give Up" to read it] [This is a slow-burn story with a couple. The male lead, Yu He, arrives late. The female lead is incredibly powerful, but she just gives up! This is not a conventional power fantasy, so fans of power fantasies should steer clear! Note: This story has lots of original worldbuilding. Please don't compare it to other works!] [A solemn announcement: Actually, never mind. Just make do with it! If 14.9kReads9.2Score2.9kShelves

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    This heroine didn't want to live, but God forced her to work. The heroine always wanted to die and kept showing off.

31. 281 惹 Mess With Her? She’s an SSSSS-Rank Abnormality, the Real Deal 惹她？她SSSSS级异端真祖宗 The Peach Picker摘桃子的人Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted [The heroine and hero are both genuinely unhinged and murderous! Read the content warning at the end of Chapter One before starting!] [Fantasy setting, secret identities, wish fulfillment, powerful characters, face-slapping and punishing scum, fantasy and sci-fi, sweet romance] [The heroine is the strongest and unbeatable in this story. Both leads are violent, unhinged hard cases who would rather throw a punch than waste words, and are far from normal.] Ye Sang, the eldest daughter of the Ye fam 18.8kReads9.1Score2.6kShelves

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    The heroine has lived for a long time and once wanted to die, but she never grows old or dies. Fortunately, meeting the hero makes her feel that life is interesting [shy]

32. 282 废 Wasteland Reboot: Paradise Restoration System! 废土重启：乐园修复系统！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Sci-Fi & Apocalypse175k WordsCompleted Worldbuilding: In 2077, the Great Annihilation disaster erupted (nuclear war + a genetic virus leak), turning the surface into a wasteland. Cities collapsed into jungles of steel and concrete, radioactive dust blanketed the land, and mutated creatures (sand locust beasts, iron-shell rats) took over the ruins. Humanity retreated to underground shelters or formed armed settlements. Only fragments of the old world's civilization remained (rusted amusement park rides, faded fairy-tale murals, defunc —Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 283 堕 Fallen 堕 Sister Corpse尸姐Modern Romance59k WordsCompleted That year, I was twenty-nine, and Mo Huai was thirteen. When I, someone who no longer wanted to live, met him, someone else who no longer wanted to live, we somehow found the strength to keep going, at least for a little while. So we decided to rely on each other and make it through together. 52.6kReads9.6Score6kShelves

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    There are two protagonists in this book, but they redeem each other later on.

34. 284 叠 The Host, Stacked With Frailty Buffs, Keeps Hitting a Nerve 叠满病弱buff的宿主又扎心了 Cat Moon猫月亮Modern Romance179k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration + corruption + mutually devoted + frail heroine + yandere + split personalities + regretful pursuit + faked death + tragic ending] Su Mian transferred to the main department and took on a new job, only to discover that the old Lord God had tricked her badly. A virus had invaded and altered the plot! Not only was she physically frail, she had only the novel’s synopsis, not the actual script! World One: Fatherly, scheming CEO × emotionally impaired mad doctor × delicate “litt 1.1kReads8.5Score104Shelves

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    These books are all very good-looking. They are also sad stories. I don't know why the second one is so low. The heroine of the first book died on his birthday. It has a very cool feeling. I highly recommend it. The same goes for the other two books.

35. 285 入 Nightfall Restlessness 入夜躁动期 Ye Lanxi夜阑汐Modern Romance320k WordsCompleted [The second male lead pursues his wife but fails to win her back + the male lead marries her in a flash and takes his place + reunion after a long separation + both are devoted only to each other + an ex gets humiliated] Ye Lanxi met Jiang Yueze at sixteen, and they got engaged at eighteen. Whenever they had a falling-out, she was always the one who had to make peace first. Then, at twenty-four, she heard him say to a friend, “How about another bet? No matter how many rumors I stir up, she’ll ju 25.1kReads9.2Score3.1kShelves

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    This book is beautiful, the man is handsome and the woman is beautiful, and the back part is very sweet!

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