Looking for Angst. The More Brutal, the Better. I’m Asking for It 求刀子越狠越好，皮痒了

1 秋 Autumn Vow 秋誓 Bai Liyun白篱云Two Male Leads398k WordsCompleted [No female lead] As the young master of the Lin family, Lin Funian grows up surrounded by the love and affection of everyone in both the Lin and Jiang families. He should have had a happy life, but one sudden upheaval takes everything from him. Jiang Yuchi hates him to the bone. Lin Funian's father dies of illness, his mother is murdered, his older brother dies in an accident while on a mission, and he himself is diagnosed with terminal stomach cancer. . Lin Funian: Can't you love me one more ti —Reads—Score—Shelves

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It's coming, it's coming🍅 [Love] Highly recommend the third book! I almost broke my guard [crying] I really feel for the protagonist! [Crying] I feel like the protagonist is the kind of person who remembers everyone except himself [Crying] [Crying] [Crying]

4 收 After Adopting the Down-and-Out Female Lead, I Died Horribly in Front of Her 收养落魄女主后，惨死在她面前 Li Huan离焕Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [In your first simulation, you transmigrate to a cultivation world.] [You become a refugee fleeing famine. Along the way, you save an abandoned baby girl and become her older brother.] [You depend on each other and become one another's only support.] [At the end of the simulation, you shield the grown girl and give your life to hold off a horde of demonic cultivators. You die, and the light in her eyes goes out too.] [In your second simulation, you transmigrate to a world where steam and mag 152.2kReads9.1Score18.7kShelves

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Why is there not this book? Apart from other things, the first three simulations I read were all very good, and the writing was also more literary, making it very comfortable to read.

5 穿 After I Transmigrated into a Book, the Cultivation World Started Plotting Against Me 穿书后，修仙界都对我图谋不轨 Princess-Flavored Tomato and Egg Stir-Fry公主味儿的西红柿炒蛋Two Male Leads538k WordsCompleted Song Xianyun transmigrates into a male-lead novel just as he’s about to reach the ending. So, can someone tell him why he’s become a cannon-fodder character who won’t even survive a single episode?! If this is how it’s going to be, why make him transmigrate at all?! To stay alive, Song Xianyun struggles to survive in the perilous world of immortal cultivation. He dodges the fate of being slapped into the sky by the Demon Lord, then trains like crazy. Train, train, train! If he gets strong enough 225Reads9.3Score—Shelves

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Both of these books are super sadistic. The first one is about the male protagonist who time travels to a person named Song Xianyun☁ in the world of immortality. He is abused in this way and that by the great demon Lord Dongfang Wentian. Anyway, it is very beautiful. Although the second book is about the concave and convex world, it is really super sadistic and beautiful later on, but if you don't abuse the male protagonist in the early stage [crying], it's so miserable. If you don't read it, I will really know how to QQ.

7 小 My Little Pony: There's Something Seriously Wrong With This World! 小马宝莉：这个世界大有问题！ Slacker Knight摸鱼骑士Anime Fanfiction2.5M WordsOngoing [Slow burn] [Everyday life] [Sarcastic commentary] [Comedy] [My Little Pony] [Transmigration] [Very slow main plot] [Heavily altered setting] From pure magic to becoming a pony, studying the mysteries of Earth ponies, Pegasi, and unicorns, and seeking the path to ascension as an Alicorn. The wonders of space and time, the might of magic, the differences between worlds… A soul from another world arrives in the beautiful land of Equestria. Starting with the search for a way home, this is a story a 12.8kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves

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I highly recommend watching the original movie of My Little Pony. It is best to watch it from one to nine in one go. Then you will be killed by a knife. This knife is a real knife. In other words, if you go and watch The Little Pony, you will definitely like it. Just to say this, I read four books at random. You can read it if you like it, but you will be disappointed if you don't.

11 带 Taking a Rebel on the Journey to the West, I Gave the Demons Eighty-One Tribulations Instead 带反骨仔取经，反给妖怪八十一难 Little Doctor小医生Female-Channel Fanfiction1.3M WordsCompleted [Journey to the West fanfic + hilarious antics + punchline-packed + healing and redemption for each other + Heaven's three rebellious troublemakers + retracing the journey west] On my first start, Nezha stabbed the Destined One to death! On my next start, Erlang Shen's dog bit me to death! On my third start, I forgot the gold headband and got beaten to death by Sun Wukong! Tang An: “So I’ve been transmigrated as the new Destined One, and I have to go fetch the scriptures? And I have to get those 28.7kReads9.4Score3.7kShelves

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Although the beginning is funny, starting from around chapter 100, the knife appears.

12 这 This Scholar Comes from the Underworld 这个书生来自幽冥 You Zi Yin油子吟Eastern Fantasy2.0M WordsCompleted “Where is this?” “Perhaps... the River of Forgetfulness...” “Who are you?” “Wuchang...” “I've never heard of anyone called Wuchang in this world.” “From now on... that's who I'll be!” The soul crosses the River of Forgetfulness, while its thoughts remain on the other shore. What is gained from all beings must be returned to all beings. When Su Mo woke up, he was no longer in his former life. He went to the capital to sit the imperial examinations, but accidentally stumbled into an immortal schem 67.5kReads9.4Score7.6kShelves

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Guys, I'm diabetic and this is too sweet for me to watch.

14 柯 Detective Conan: In Beika Town, Everyone's Headed for the Crematorium 柯南：人在米花町，全员火葬场 A Moon Rabbit一只月兔Anime Fanfiction554k WordsOngoing [No romance + everyone adores the protagonist + beautiful yet tragic + madman literature 3 + ambiguous factions] Chiyahara Nozomu was the most useless codename operative in the organization. He couldn’t lift a finger to carry anything or fight, and he was out of breath every other step. Even climbing a flight of stairs could kill him. He also wore a device to monitor his heartbeat, various tracking devices, and even a collar around his neck that dispensed sedatives. Everyone else in the organiza 3.4kReads9.2Score435Shelves

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Very sweet (guaranteed to make you cry)

15 误 Imprisoned by a Mistaken Favor 误恩囚 The Deer and the Rabbit鹿与兔Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + both devoted to each other + angst + physical torment + fictional setting + unequal status + happy ending] [Bottom fans, get out] Synopsis: After an accident, Ning Huairu, the young lady of Wangyue Manor, rescued Wen Jinchuan, who had been poisoned. When he woke, however, he mistakenly believed that Shiqi (Ning Huaizhi) had saved him. And so he began to indulge and favor Shiqi. He forgave Shiqi’s schemes, his cruelty, his selfishness. Having never known what it was to be favore 5.6kReads9.1Score422Shelves

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✨This Shuangnan is cruel to the heart and body, and the ending is he [shy]

16 明 How Many Years Has the Moon Shone on My Heart? 明月何年照我心 Great Dream Tree Man大梦树人Modern Romance560k WordsCompleted (Not a feel-good story. This is angsty. If you want a feel-good story, you may want to skip this one. The low ratings have been getting me down.) Yan Mingchuan said, “Anran, I love you.” Anran was unimpressed, and utterly repulsed by him. The man before her was the nightmare of her life. Later, Anran stood before him, timidly gazing at his face with greedy longing. But he said, “Anran, there can never be anything between us.” Later still. The moon shone especially brightly that day. Yan Mingchua 3.1kReads7.1Score113Shelves

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The fourth and fifth books have two female protagonists (the fourth one is a short story). The first one is about the kind of heroine who chases her husband in the crematorium and does nothing. The second book is a stand-in novel that is also a crematorium for chasing her husband. The third book is about an undercover agent who is misunderstood by his comrades, abandoned by his motherland and hated by his daughter, and finally the truth is revealed.

21 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: The Long-Lived One Just Wants a Quiet Retirement 盗笔：长生种只想安静养老 Splendid Robes and Fine Books锦衣书华Mystery446k WordsOngoing (The rating just came out and will go up!) [DMBJ fanfiction + long-lived heroine + no romance in the main story + everyone loves her + apologies for OOC + main story + Nine Gates + Southern Archives + a little angst] You might not believe it, but Zhu Tingyu has been alive for over two thousand years. She survived from the Spring and Autumn and Warring States periods all the way to modern times. She saw Zhu Zhiwu persuade the Qin army to withdraw, watched Li Bai write poetry, and even tossed Zhu 35.6kReads7.5Score6.4kShelves

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Who knows! Immortality is also a curse!

22 弹 The On-Screen Comments Come from the Future: Everyone Watches Me Change History 弹幕来自未来，全民看我改变历史 Steamed Bun with Red Bean Paste馒头豆沙包Urban1.0M WordsCompleted If you could transmigrate through time and change history, what would you do? "I'd tell the Yongzheng Emperor to stop picking consorts! The West was industrializing at the same time. If he'd worked harder, gotten his act together, and focused more on science, we'd be the ones working four days on, three days off by now!" "If I could transmigrate to the Ming Dynasty, I'd make sure Zhu Qizhen never took the throne. Then maybe the Ming wouldn't have fallen! Long live the Ming for a thousand gener 7.9kReads9.2Score861Shelves

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These three books are all very sharp, and they can be said to be bloody.

25 模 After a Thousand Simulations, I've Mastered the Escape Game 模拟一千次，我有逃生游戏速通法 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Urban1.1M WordsCompleted [Print edition on sale February 21 at 7 p.m. Please show it lots of support!] [Infinite-flow + fast-paced + funny + invincible protagonist + no female lead + no angst for the protagonist] [Across the four streets, east, south, west, and north, ask around and find out who’s the boss] [Don’t compare yourself to others. Just look at you: who do you think you are?] The White Tower descends, and the entire world enters death-instance mode. Zheng Xun, bound to an infinite simulation System and forced 231.4kReads9.6Score51.2kShelves

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A very sharp book. He has become the center of the world's crisis. Even if he is defeated in the end, he must devote himself to saving the world. He loved everyone except himself. My Xunxun

26 凤 The Phoenix God Tomb 凤凰神墓 The Babbling Stream溪水潺潺Two Male Leads202k WordsCompleted [Devoted affection + obsessive + yandere + love-triangle drama + utterly cruel] [Naive + obedient + stunningly beautiful + deeply devoted + unwavering to the death] On Qin Yu’s birthday, two wishes were made. The first was for him to be supremely noble and untouched by the world. The second was for her to stay by his side for a long, long time. He also promised that she would be happy all her life, never knowing sorrow. But later, that blessing became a curse she could never escape. And the rest 193Reads9.2Score—Shelves

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The first book: Conan. The male protagonist was originally a good person but was led astray by the system. He failed to save the world time and time again. Especially because Gin always tortured the male protagonist over and over again. He got into various addictions and then quit them. God didn't care. He later wanted to die. PS: You can't use the same method twice.

30 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did 这宿主绝了，让他替反派死他真死 Cheng Nezha城哪吒Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted (Complete) Villain + Corruption + Master and Disciple + Mutual Devotion + One-on-One (the villains are all souls of the Main God) To come back to life, movie star Yu Tang binds himself to a quick transmigration System. His mission is to show the villains care and warmth, then die for them, driving them completely over the edge. But when he has finally earned enough points and wants to be revived, the System tells him: The worlds he visited have all collapsed. Yu Tang: ??? System: So you need to 42.5kReads9.6Score5.5kShelves

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The middle is a sad ending and a quick passage story

31 我 I Am Not the God of Drama 我不是戏神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.0M WordsCompleted The brand-new masterpiece by San Jiu Yin Yu, author of Slay the Gods | Winner of the Best Science-Fiction Web Novel Award at the Macau International Science Fiction Awards | A Chinese grotesque epic that turns the tide of an era After a scarlet meteor streaked across the sky, human civilization ground to a halt. From that day onward, humanity could no longer build a rocket, a nuclear bomb, an airplane, a car... The pyramid of civilization built upon modern science collapsed with a thunderous roa 1.8MReads9.9Score179.5kShelves

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There are a lot of knives [cry][cry][cry]

33 只 Live Long Enough, and No One Can Beat Me 只要活的够久，就没人是我对手 The Day I Ascended to Godhood成神这天Eastern Fantasy1.2M WordsCompleted [System]+ [Transmigration]+ [Playing It Safe] Xu Fan transmigrates to a fantasy world and obtains an Immortality System. The System’s only function is to extend his lifespan. Today’s run: lifespan +2 days Today’s boxing practice: lifespan +3 days Today’s kicking practice: lifespan +5 days “A gentleman’s revenge can wait five hundred years.” After Xu Fan waited five hundred years and finally found his enemy again, the only thing he could do was dance on his enemy’s grave. Question: What 14.1kReads9.0Score1.2kShelves

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I once planned you into my future." "I love fireworks to death, and you under the fireworks. "

36 我 Slay the Gods 我在精神病院学斩神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 1.2MReads9.9Score172.5kShelves

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? Pressure!!

37 快 Quick Transmigration: Ding! Your Crematorium Has Arrived. Please Pick It Up 快穿，叮，火葬场到货请查收 Just Ink就墨Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + Quick Transmigration + Putting scumbags in their place + Feel-good story + Regret and redemption] After finally avenging his great grudge, Gu Yao is left all alone. Cancer takes him naturally, and he becomes bound to a System. To keep the world's storylines running, he conscientiously fulfills his role as a supporting character. But why has he become the white moonlight of every Child of Fortune?! The emperor he admired as a boy uses him as a stepping stone to the throne. G 9.1kReads9.3Score878Shelves

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These are all super, super, super sweet posts. Don't watch too much cruelty, I'll give you something super sweet. It's really not a knife (//∇//) [smile][smile][smile][smile][smile]

39 与 After Marrying into the Mad Prince's Family, I Turned Out to Be a Tragic Beauty 与疯批和亲后，本王竟是美强惨 Frost-Cold Traveler霜寒客Two Male Leads324k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + devoted to each other + sweet and angsty + a touch of court intrigue + beautiful, tragic characters] A ruthless, unhinged Miaojiang priest & a brazen, irresistible prince adored by everyone In public, Song Ling was Qitian’s most favored, rebellious prince, but a parasitic curse had cost him his chance at the crown prince’s position. Zhao Heng came from a sacred temple in Miaojiang, prayer beads in hand and covered in blood, to eliminate the threats surrounding Song Ling. After 394Reads9.1Score100Shelves

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The harder the knife, the steadier the hand.

40 原 Genshin Impact: After a Hundred Reincarnations, I’ve Incurred Countless Love Debts 原神：轮回百世，我惹下无数情债 Ten Thousand Words a Day万字更新Anime Fanfiction2.3M WordsCompleted [A hundred lifetimes of reincarnation, bringing Hu Tao to tears] There were no twin [Raiden sisters]. It was only a cliched story made up by the dying Thunder Demon. There was no free-spirited [bards]. It was merely the wind becoming a boy's eyes, seeing the world beyond the tower for him. There was no immortal [zombie Qiqi]. It was just the dying old man's humble plea, heard by a god. Li Mo had lived a hundred lifetimes of reincarnation in Genshin Impact. He only had one final life's task left 8.4kReads9.5Score1.2kShelves

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I hope you won't cry after reading it

41 黑 Hei Hua CP! Angst! Tragedy! 黑花cp！虐！刀子！ Shipping Danmei Couples原耽cp磕起来Urban2k WordsCompleted Hei Hua CP! Angst! Knives! —Reads—Score—Shelves

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45 世 The Person Who Loves Me Most in the World 世界上最爱我的人 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban2.0M WordsCompleted The purest kind of love is this: you rejected me, and I’ll never resent you for it, but I won’t come near you again. If you ever need my help, I’ll still give everything I have to help you... 57.1kReads9.3Score6.6kShelves

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Life is not easy, carpe diem, readers, you might as well experience the feeling of being abused. ①[Cherish it carefully] The two male protagonists are very well written. If you can accept it, just take a look. Anyway, it is sweet and cruel. [Sending Hearts] ②[Sending Hearts] It is another sadistic book, and the ending may be unacceptable in my eyes. If you like torture, don't miss it [Please pay attention] ③[Eating Melon] This is an underrated book, you must read it to the end, every character is very well portrayed, maybe the perfect ending is not perfect [Crying] ④This book is a bit realistic, maybe too harsh, and the rating is low. It is recommended that people with a low crying point should not read it [Sending Hearts] [Sending Hearts]

48 原 Forgive Me, This World Has No Fairy Tales 原谅这世上没童话 An Xiaomo安小漠Urban144k WordsCompleted [“I can no longer tell whether you're a friend or the love I let slip away.”] [Forgive me, from south to north; forgive me, as the ending I face turns to ash...] After ten years of living meekly, she had long since stopped expecting fairness from reality. At seventeen, she traveled alone to a small northern city, thinking nothing could pull her out of the gloom. Then a radiant boy shook her resolve. At first she resisted him, but gradually, something subtle changed between them. With him protect 54Reads9.3Score—Shelves

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These books are so "sweet" that they will make you cry. Especially the last one is a quick time travel story. Each world ends with "be" but will be returned later and given a knife and a candy. It is sweet and cruel at the same time. [Learned] Absolutely.