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1. 251 赌 A Gambling Dad, a Sick Mom, and a Broken Him 赌博的爹，生病的妈，破碎的他 Insomnia Sundae with Extra Crispy Coconut失眠圣代添加脆脆椰椰Two Male Leads810k WordsOngoing [Male-Male Romance]+ [The Pursuit After Losing Her]+ [Substitute Romance]+ [Substitute Marriage]+ [Love Triangle Showdown]+ [Age Gap]+ [Size Difference] A gambling father, a sick mother, a useless first love, a broken-hearted him, a husband who bullies him, and now he has to be the stepmother to a younger brat. Life for Li Yuanjin is a constant struggle: he can neither live nor die. Born after his father’s death, he moved with his mother into his stepfather’s home, where he endured years of beat 371Reads8.1Score—14d adds
2. 252 暗 Joy Blossoms in a Dark Alley 暗巷生欢 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads274k WordsCompleted [Publication rights signed: @Youyu Ru Zhou] [Healing + Devoted Couple + Intense Push and Pull + Bittersweet, Over-the-Top Drama + Major Twists] [Cold-Blooded Big Shot × Frail Beauty, A Clawed Cat Toying with a Tiger] Xia Xunqian was sickly and had depended on others since childhood. Even as an adult, he still had nowhere of his own. When his father sent him to live with Feng Lin, Xia Xunqian chose to obey. He was docile and compliant, and knew every trick in the book when it came to staying aliv 15kReads9.6Score2k14d adds
3. 253 当 After the Wimp Became the Villain 当窝囊废成为反派后 Yangchun Noodles阳春面Two Male Leads265k WordsOngoing [Quick transmigration | Angsty stories | Two male leads | The main couple are each other’s only partners] [Soft-hearted, spineless bottom vs. sharp-tongued, guiding top | 1v1] The missions revolve around the six senses, with six worlds in total, including the real world. Bad endings in the mission worlds, happy ending in the real world. The rating has only just been set, so it will rise. Content warning: The mission worlds contain heartbreak! This is not a power fantasy!] A father running from d 91Reads8.5Score11614d adds

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   The protagonist transmigrates into a novel's world and is forced by a system to complete various missions, resulting in numerous tragic deaths. The male protagonist of the book discovers the secrets behind this and begins a relentless search for the true protagonist's identity.

4. 254 堕 Fallen into the Abyss, Unaware of the Pain of Parting 堕渊不谙离恨苦 Luo Li Nan Wei洛璃楠微Eastern Fantasy161k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Both Powerful] [Xianxia] [Some Angst] [Pursuing His Lover After Losing Him] [Reconciliation and a Happy Ending] An unpredictable, deranged Venerable Lord x a gentle, refined young master Mu Mianchen wanted to honor his engagement and help his junior sister, so he went to the Demon Realm, hoping to make his death seem justified. But Liu Cheny you did not kill him. Instead, he refined him into a puppet. Controlled in the Realm of Rebirth, Mu Mianchen was made to seize a sword. 706Reads—Score—14d adds

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   The author loves to deliver angst.

5. 255 星 Starfall King 星罗王 Chen Ming from Bazhong巴中陈茗Two Male Leads262k WordsCompleted Prince Tuyang Danzhen of the Xingluo Kingdom grew up starved of love. Then he found his sun: Fu Wangtian. His heart opened for his sun. When the light came, he became happy and warm. When it disappeared, he closed his heart and silently endured, armoring himself with coldness and strength. Though covered in wounds, he never gave up on love! Was that right or wrong? 49Reads—Score—14d adds

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   The story is both sweet and heartbreaking at the end.

6. 256 斯 The Butler's Chronicles at Steffelly Manor 斯特菲尔利庄园男仆记事 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉13k WordsCompleted A Butler’s Chronicle at the Steffelily Estate 911Reads—Score12814d adds

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   A heart-wrenching story that lingers even after watching.

7. 257 堕 Fallen from the Azure Heavens 堕青云 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉6k WordsCompleted Falling from the Azure Heavens 438Reads—Score1114d adds
8. 258 无 The Sparrow Without a Blessing 无佑之雀 My Desk Has Drawers我的桌子有抽屉6k WordsCompleted A Sparrow Without Blessings 525Reads—Score—14d adds
9. 259 戏 The Play Tells of Him and His Story 戏文说他和他的事 Northern Sacred Emperor北圣皇Historical577k WordsCompleted Two male leads, heartbreaking romance, political intrigue Gu Mingshu is a peerless opera star, a man whose beauty is the envy of all. He moves through a dazzling, complicated world of fame and fortune, caught in a vortex of political intrigue. Li Moning, young master of the Heishuimen, is domineering yet deeply devoted. He treats Gu Mingshu as his personal possession, using confinement to assert his control. Then there's Xiao Changyu, a battle-hardened general who goes from a passing interest to —Reads—Score—14d adds

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   Recommended new book with two male protagonists and a heart-wrenching plot.

10. 260 他 He's Just a Fool 他只是个傻子 Salted Fish with Soybean Paste咸鱼蘸大酱Two Male Leads413k WordsCompleted [Boys' Love / melodrama / happy ending / modern / angst / win-back romance / silly fool fiction] Qin Yun was deemed a failure and sent to a remote mountain village to oversee the management of a mine. There he met a fool. Though dim-witted, the fool was good at taking care of others. In this impoverished backwater, Qin Yun made a move on the only little fool he found tolerable to look at. But after hurting him recklessly again and again, Qin Yun never expected the fool to say he didn't love him 62Reads8.7Score—14d adds

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    Sisters who like angst should check this out. The protagonist (gong) is sent to the countryside and meets the other protagonist (shou). The other protagonist suffered brain damage due to a childhood illness that wasn't treated in time. The protagonist initially doesn't know how to love, but this is changed later in the story.

11. 261 失 The Silent Mime Show 失声默剧 I Want to Embrace a Carefree Life我要学会佛系Two Male Leads57k WordsCompleted —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    He forces himself to love her while secretly treasuring all the evidence of their love. Even on the verge of death, he still wants to pave a future for Yan Yan. I'm crying my eyes out! [Crying][crying][crying][crying]

12. 262 绝 A Stunning God and the Five Men Who Covet Him 绝美神明和觊觎他的五个男人 Liang Wang两汪Two Male Leads275k WordsOngoing Adult content. Reader discretion advised! [Beautiful, tragic, compassionate god-priest bottom × devoted, insecure, deeply loving top; soul transmigration; secret identity; mind reading; one-on-one ending; happy ending] There is a famous god-priest in the Heavenly Realm named Shan Qingyan, blessed with peerless beauty that makes it impossible to tell whether he is male or female. He is gentle and dignified, with compassion for all. And yet, few people ever come to worship him. In fact, he has bee —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Some parts are quite brutal.

13. 263 揽 Gathering Dust: BL Collection 揽尘【BL合集】 Storm-Tossed Roujiamo暴风卷馍Two Male Leads225k WordsOngoing Two male leads, a collection of short stories First person, shou’s perspective Collection One: After Sunset Transmigration, futuristic fantasy I transmigrated into the future, only to discover I had already been there for a long time. Open ending Collection Two: Worship the Serpent Ancient setting, supernatural beings After worshipping a god, I became the object of its obsession. Happy ending Collection Three: Encountering a Ghost Modern setting, supernatural The person I took in turned out t —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Two male protagonists, short stories, angst, first-person narration... There are seven stories in total, each a short story. The first six are already completed, and the following are angst-filled. The first is "After Sunset": The setting is time travel and future fantasy. The protagonist, a shou (bottom), has already traveled to the future but falls into a coma due to an accident. Everything he experiences is a recollection of the past. One-sentence summary: Traveling to the future without realizing he's been there for so long. Ending: OE (Original Ending). The fifth is "NPC Rebellion Manual": Setting: Unconventional infinite flow, NPCs. The protagonist, a shou, has lived for over ten years. One day, a transfer student appears and discovers he's an NPC. One-sentence summary: After living as a human for over ten years, he suddenly discovers he's an NPC?! Ending: HE (Happy Ending, both protagonists die). The sixth is "False Dream": Setting: Ancient times, cultivation, slightly horror. The protagonist, a shou, goes mad after his sect's destruction and mistakenly enters an illusion, becoming deeply trapped within it. One-sentence summary: Both reality and illusion are "dreams," only the real one I wish to be a "dream." / In my poor mental state, I mistook the illusion for reality! Ending: Happy Ending (Both die)

14. 264 涸 An Encounter in a Dried-Up Riverbed 涸辙之遇 Chen Ming from Bazhong巴中陈茗Two Male Leads190k WordsOngoing The Taowu people were massacred in Fujin and fled to the neighboring country of Dawo, hiding in the dense mountains and forests of Blackgate. The Dawo government searched for them year after year and finally found their trail. Now the Taowu people are trapped with nowhere to turn... —Reads—Score—14d adds

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