Books That Hurt to the Bone, Hurt So Much You Can't Breathe 痛到骨髓，痛到无法呼吸的书。

1. 351 既 If You Love Your First Love So Much, Why Are You Crying Now That I'm Gone? 既爱白月光，我走了你哭啥？ King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance15k WordsCompleted If you love your first love so much, why are you crying now that I've left? 1.6kReads—Score—Shelves
2. 352 他 He Actually Stole My Wife 他竟偷走我的妻 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance13k WordsCompleted He Actually Stole My Wife 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
3. 353 妻 The Hell My Wife Hid in the Receipts 妻子藏在收据里的地狱 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance13k WordsCompleted The Hell My Wife Hid in the Receipts 539Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 354 开 Dumped from the Start, Then Spoiled by the Handsome Lu! 开局被退婚，亲亲陆少宠上天！ King Revolver左轮王14k WordsCompleted From the Start, I’m Dumped by My Fiancée, but Doting Lu Won’t Let Me Go! 119Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 355 契 A Sweet Contract Romance: I’m Mr. Lu’s Most Precious Treasure! 契约甜宠，我是陆总的心尖尖！ King Revolver左轮王20k WordsCompleted A Sweet Contract Romance: I’m Mr. Lu’s Apple of His Eye! 40Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 356 穿 Transmigrated to 1997 as a Fake Heiress, I Took My Butcher Husband’s Place at the Altar! Now They’re All Regretting It! 穿越1997假千金，替嫁我的杀猪老公！他们悔疯了！ King Revolver左轮王Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted I Transmigrated to 1997 as a Fake Heiress and Married Off to My Butcher Husband! Now They’re Regretting It Like Crazy! 40Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 357 竹 My Childhood Friend Set a Trap, and I Personally Got My Husband to Sign the Share Transfer Agreement! 竹马设局，我亲手送老公签了股权转让书！ King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance20k WordsCompleted My childhood friend set a trap, and I personally handed my husband the equity transfer agreement to sign! 143Reads—Score—Shelves
8. 358 重 Reborn, the Fake Heiress Panics, but I'm Done Pretending! 重生后假千金她慌了，我不装了！ King Revolver左轮王17k WordsCompleted After Being Reborn, the Fake Heiress Panics: I’m Done Pretending! 58Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 359 你 You Turned Away, So I Learned Not to Love You! 你选择转身，我学会不爱！ King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance13k WordsCompleted You chose to walk away, so I learned how not to love you! 1.6kReads—Score—Shelves
10. 360 爱 Love Isn't Gentle, and I Won't Lick My Wounds 爱不温柔，我不舔舐伤口 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Love isn't gentle, and I won't lick my wounds. 436Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 361 备 A Backup Plan? I'm Done Putting Up with This! 备胎？老子不伺候了！ King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance11k WordsCompleted A Backup Plan? I'm Done Putting Up With This! 393Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 362 妻 My Wife's Secret Text Messages 妻子的秘密短信 King Revolver左轮王11k WordsCompleted My Wife's Secret Text Messages 2.1kReads—Score—Shelves
13. 363 老 My Wife’s Deadly Perfume 老婆的致命香水 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance15k WordsCompleted My Wife’s Deadly Perfume 30Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 364 洛 Mr. Luo, If You Said It Was Just for Fun, Why Are You Taking It So Seriously? 洛总，你说的玩玩，那么认真干什么？ Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Mr. Luo, when you said we were just having fun, why take it so seriously? 14Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    Extremely angsty, heartbreaking + tragic ending + a "wife-chasing-after-the-wisp" scenario, the last book features double angst. Those who enjoy angst should check it out!

15. 365 心 After His Inner Thoughts Were Exposed, the Cold-Hearted CEO Tore Up the Script Overnight 心声暴露后，冷情总裁他连夜拆剧本 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊7k WordsCompleted After His Inner Thoughts Were Exposed, the Cold-Hearted CEO Tore Up the Script Overnight 21Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    I've always known what you want, and I've always known what I want, but I dared not ask, I couldn't afford to. It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I love you too much, and I can't bear to hurt you.

16. 366 大 Boss, I'm Really Innocent! 大佬，我真是纯的！ AhriiiTwo Male Leads395k WordsCompleted Original title: Is That Sea Still the Sea? [Extreme melodrama + Not a chaste pairing + No CP + No female lead + Extreme yandere + Revenge on scumbags] Four years ago, he was cruelly abandoned by a scummy lover and endured bullying and electric torture. Four years later, he became a powerful man's precious darling, able to turn the entire country upside down with a single command. This time, I'll keep my promise. A devoted-dog romance, where the loyal dog finally gets his moment to shine! "I'll s 43Reads6.4Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    The most tragic protagonist, bar none.

17. 367 舔 The Simp Strikes Back 舔狗的反击战 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊10k WordsCompleted The Simp Strikes Back 11Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 368 错 A Twisted Love: The CEO Has Been Plotting This for a Long Time 错位孽缘：霸总他蓄谋已久 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted A Twisted, Ill-Fated Romance: The CEO Has Been Plotting This for a Long Time 3Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 369 合 Contract Moonlight 合约月光 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊12k WordsCompleted Contract Moonlight 433Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 370 海 Heart of the Sea 海心 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊8k WordsCompleted Heart of the Sea 1Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 371 夜 Silent Night 夜无声 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance13k WordsCompleted The Silent Night 3Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 372 他 He Forgot Our Agreement, but He Still Remembers Loving Me 他忘了协议，只记得爱我 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊13k WordsCompleted He Forgot Our Agreement and Remembered Only That He Loved Me 11Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 373 我 My Husband Cheated on Me With My Coworker, His Classmate's Mom 我老公出轨了我同事——他同学的妈 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted My Husband Cheated on Me with My Coworker, His Classmate's Mom 2Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 374 新 On Our Wedding Night, My Husband Held Me and Cried All Night 新婚夜，丈夫抱着我哭了一整夜 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted On our wedding night, my husband held me and cried all night 29Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 375 我 I Turned the Tables and PUA’d the CEO 我反向PUA了霸总 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊12k WordsCompleted I turned the tables and PUAed the domineering CEO 15Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 376 饿 After Fainting from Hunger for Three Days, I Stole the CEO's Lafite 饿晕三天后，我抢了霸总的拉菲 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊11k WordsCompleted After Starving for Three Days, I Stole the CEO's Lafite —Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 377 姐 The 26 Years My Brother-in-Law Was Away: My Sister Fell for a Bad Man 姐夫缺席的26年，姐姐爱上了“坏男人” Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted The 26 Years Her Brother-in-Law Was Away, Her Sister Fell for a “Bad Man” 73Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 378 我 I Hot-Potted His Heart 我把他的心，涮了火锅 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊9k WordsCompleted I Hot-Potted His Heart 5Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 379 你 Who's the Most Pathetic Person You've Ever Met? 你见过最窝囊的人是谁? Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted Who's the most pathetic person you've ever known? 2Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 380 你 What’s the Craziest Thing You’ve Ever Done? 你做出最疯狂的事情是什么? Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted What’s the Craziest Thing You’ve Ever Done? —Reads—Score—Shelves
31. 381 婚 The Night Before My Wedding, I Flew a Thousand Miles to Find the Man Who Hated Me 婚礼前夜，我飞千里去找那个恨我的男人 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊11k WordsCompleted On the Eve of My Wedding, I Flew a Thousand Miles to Find the Man Who Hated Me 3.5kReads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    On the eve of my wedding, I flew a thousand kilometers and knocked on his door. "Just this once," I said, trembling, to put an end to these ten years. He was the man I had loved for ten years, and who had hated me for ten years. He looked at me coldly, like a stranger: "You're getting married, don't be pathetic." I wandered around his city for seven days, waiting for him at the same bookstore every day.

32. 382 我 The Day I Died, the Mistress Cried Louder Than I Did 我死那天，小三哭得比我还大声 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊9k WordsCompleted The Day I Died, the Other Woman Cried Louder Than I Did 103Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 383 三 Three Years Later, She Begged on Her Knees for Mercy 三年后，她跪着求饶 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Historical10k WordsCompleted Three years later, she knelt and begged for mercy 387Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 384 第 The Third Player 第三玩家 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance17k WordsCompleted The Third Player 285Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 385 分 Six Months After We Broke Up, Her Husband Came to Me: You’re Still the One in Her Heart 分手半年后，她老公来找我：她心里装的还是你 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Six Months After We Broke Up, Her Husband Came Looking for Me: She Still Has You in Her Heart 144Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 386 离 After the Divorce, She Begged Me to Look at Her 离婚后，她哭着求我看看她 King Revolver左轮王9k WordsCompleted After the divorce, she begged me through tears to look at her. 21Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    Heartbreaking, a short and completed angst-filled story, very good. [Thinking][Thinking][Thinking]

37. 387 逃 The Runaway Princess with Unmatched Strength 逃婚郡主，武力爆表 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊Marriage & Romance36k WordsCompleted The Runaway Princess Consort, Unmatched in Combat 84Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 388 用 I'll Give My Life to Repay You for a Kidney 用命还你一个肾 King Revolver左轮王10k WordsCompleted I'll Give My Life to Give You a Kidney 9Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 389 分 After We Broke Up, My Ex-Boyfriend's Crematorium Was Bathed in My Divine Light 分手后，前男友的火葬场冒着我的圣光 King Revolver左轮王16k WordsCompleted After We Broke Up, My Ex-Boyfriend's Crematorium Was Bathed in My Holy Light 2Reads—Score—Shelves
40. 390 分 Seven Years in Separate Bedrooms 分房七年 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊8k WordsCompleted Seven Years in Separate Rooms 48Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 391 你 When You Divorce, I’ll Marry You 你离婚我娶你 Ten Thousand Gu万蛊6k WordsCompleted Divorce him, and I'll marry you 142Reads—Score—Shelves
42. 392 分 She Stole My Dog After We Broke Up, and the CEO Won't Let Go 分手偷我狗，总裁大人不放手 King Revolver左轮王11k WordsCompleted She stole my dog when we broke up, and now the CEO won't let go. 10Reads—Score—Shelves
43. 393 你 You Watch Her Perform, I’ll Announce Our Divorce 你看她表演，我公告离婚 Little Sister Won't Listen妹妹不听话Modern Romance453k WordsCompleted Tomatoes are the most satisfying! The hero and second male lead get divorced The male lead watches the green tea put on a show, while the heroine goes straight to the newspapers and announces their divorce! A powerful financial magnate * a young lady whose family has fallen on hard times Married first, love later * both leads are sexually inexperienced Every male character in the story is a virgin, whether he's the second or third male lead... Xu Qing'an married Shen Yuanyuan simply because he t 10.9kReads7.1Score326Shelves

    Reader note

    Tomato is the most satisfying! The most cathartic! A wife-chasing funeral parlor! A story where the male lead and male supporting character are divorced! The female lead doesn't waste words; a divorce announcement keeps the news trending for three days! The opening chapter is heartbreaking for the female lead. The male lead hasn't touched the female lead in a year of marriage, then turns off his phone to watch a scheming woman's performance. The female lead is in a car accident, immediately announces the divorce, and disappears without a trace. The male lead is heartbroken, experiencing a agonizing, wife-chasing funeral parlor...

44. 394 离 After the Divorce, I Became the Apple of the CEO's Eye 离婚后，我成了总裁先生的心尖宠 King Revolver左轮王11k WordsCompleted After the Divorce, I Became the Apple of the CEO's Eye 6Reads—Score—Shelves
45. 395 求 Rejected After His Proposal? His Childhood Sweetheart Shoved Her Wedding Photo in My Face 求婚被甩？她青梅的结婚证照糊我脸上 King Revolver左轮王Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted Rejected After Proposing? Her Childhood Friend's Marriage Certificate Was Shoved in My Face 2Reads—Score—Shelves
46. 396 囚 Imprisoned in Snow: Begging Her to Take Me In 囚雪：求她入怀 The Magic of Roses蔷薇的魔法Modern Romance425k WordsCompleted Just launched, so the rating will gradually rise over time. A wild, unconventional plot. Dive in without worry. [Unhinged brothers × forced love × a cutthroat rivalry for her affection] Xue’er’s whole life has been trapped in an invisible cage, with nowhere to run. Her life was bleak. She met Chen Guolun and gave him her whole heart, only to become entangled in misunderstandings, schemes, and the cruel twists of fate, suffering through love. Lin Haoting is an utterly obsessive madman. Domineerin 15Reads7.3Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    It's emotionally intense but not physically painful; it's definitely heart-wrenching and entertaining.

47. 397 刑 A Detective Meets You at the Wrong Time 刑警，在错的时间遇上你 Edamame Lover爱吃醋毛豆Modern Romance254k WordsCompleted On a business trip, Ye Hanxin was unexpectedly caught up in a hijacking by internationally wanted criminals aboard her flight. At the brink of life and death, the police detective Gu Qingyi shielded her with his body, trading his life for her safety. She thought the harrowing ordeal was nothing more than a brief interlude in her life. But after returning home, she discovered that he was the man her best friend planned to confess her feelings to. Steady and reserved, the detective knew she had 2.7kReads7.0Score226Shelves

    Reader note

    After reading for thirty years, I found this book to be really good. The male lead is a criminal police officer who falls in love with the female lead during a plane rescue. He pursues her, she avoids him, and he teases her until she loses control. The plot is incredibly addictive.

48. 398 离 After the Divorce, I Became the Father My Ex-Husband Could Never Hope to Measure Up To 离婚后，我成了前夫高攀不起的爹 King Revolver左轮王11k WordsCompleted After the Divorce, I Became the Father My Ex-Husband Could Never Hope to Win Over 4Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 399 疯 A Wildly Growing Clarity 疯长的清醒 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance502k WordsCompleted A genuinely unhinged gang heiress VS a proud, fallen young master Love and hate + two obsessive madmen + both are virgins + angst + tragic romance + mutual torment * On a rainy evening, dirty water streamed through the old alley. He approached her recklessly, his voice gentle. “Are you… all right? Do you need help?” Yan Zhuo’s lips curled into a cold smile. Hah, he thinks he can save just anyone. The next second, she recognized his face: the man from the dark-web livestream, who beguiled viewers 2.5kReads8.0Score160Shelves

    Reader note

    A ruthless heiress from the underworld forces a down-on-his-luck nobleman into keeping him as a pet. The male lead hates her to death. The female lead also hates him because he is the love interest of her enemy.

50. 400 离 After the Divorce, My Ex-Husband Wept Bitterly 离婚后，前夫他哭惨了 King Revolver左轮王Marriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted After the Divorce, My Ex-Husband Was Left in Tears 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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