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1. 1 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 91kReads9.7Score16.7kShelves

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   Top BE aesthetics!!!!! Meng Zhiwan's gold content is still rising!

2. 2 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 23kReads9.6Score5.1kShelves
3. 3 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 123.8kReads9.7Score19.8kShelves
4. 4 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 25.9kReads9.6Score6.5kShelves
5. 5 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 271Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The two-way BE abuse story has no blood, misunderstandings, or white moonlight, but it is very sad, and it is BE.

6. 6 我 I Have Never Truly Lived 我从未真正的活过 Xiaohu Who Likes Cats and Dogs喜欢猫狗的晓虎Modern Romance118k WordsCompleted [Pure despair | Ultimate tragedy | No redemption | Suffocating from beginning to end | No twists, no rebirth, no coming to terms] Diagnosed with moderate depression and bipolar disorder at the age of twelve, a boy spends ten years learning one thing: how to hide his own death perfectly in the middle of a crowd. This is not a story about fighting back. There is no comeback, no redemption, and no one opening the door at the last moment. It is a story about “not existing.” When no one has ever tru 8.5kReads6.8Score1.7kShelves

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   Extremely cruel writing.

7. 7 在 Playing the Black Moonlight in a Painful Hong Kong Novel 在疼痛香江文学里当黑月光 residueModern Romance145k WordsOngoing Ensemble cast!!! A jumble of eight couples, ship them however you like. The blurb tells the previous generation's story, and their story is realistic and full of melodrama! It only lasts for the first eight chapters, so please don't let that put you off. The previous generation's agonizing love and bitter resentment will help you understand why this generation is so complicated: they want to love but can't, and want to let go but can't. Female lead: Ren Ruyi. Male lead: Xin Xia. If you want a sw 141Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Eight pairs of cps, love the world, sweetness, casual sex, everything you want is available. This book is about a group of people - a group of people who came out of the rainy night on Temple Street. Zhong Aixiao squatted behind the counter of the "Xiangji" goldfish stall and raised Xinxia for Xin Tongda. She waited for six years and wrote six letters, the last of which contained only five words: "I can't wait any longer." Brother Fu sat on a plastic chair at the door and drank beer for six years, waiting for her to look back and see him. The day Xintongda signed the "child care" policy decided the fate of everyone. He went to the Philippines and took a glass of wine from Jiang Meiling in the bar. He didn't know that the glass of wine later turned into a son named Jiang Che. Nobuha has been carrying a girl through all the puddles in Temple Street since she was three years old. He stored her photos in a folder called "Weather" and faced those photos alone in the darkroom late at night. He loves her, but he doesn't dare let her know the depth of his love. There is a system living in Ren Ruyi's mind. She was doing tasks, she was wandering between two people, she thought she was just a player. Until the system collapsed, she went to London, played the piano to strangers in the snow, met a boy named Xinyue, and learned to "protect" instead of "be loved" for the first time. Jiang Che walked out of the back kitchen of the tea restaurant and walked all the way to the board of directors of Xinshi Group. He married Jiang Shuiqing, the woman who chose him even though she knew he had someone else in mind. She died in the delivery room, her last words being "Where's my daughter?" When Tang Zhenyi was ten years old, she blocked a knife for a five-year-old boy. The scar remained on the palm of her left hand for twenty years. Later, she had plastic surgery, changed her face, and entered the circle of the Xin family. At the arrival gate of Charles de Gaulle Airport, she was greeted by the full name of the boy who had grown up. Song searched for her for twenty years. Everyone is spinning in the cause and effect of the previous generation. Everyone is trying to make their own way. "When I feel sad, I try to be more understanding." But understanding is never a kind of open-mindedness. Is a person's name. It is an exile that will never reach the shore. "I love girls who love to laugh, but this girl is not you." The person who said this ended up sitting in the front row of the wedding, holding a half cup of herbal tea, and watched the entire scene. There is no pure bad guy in this book. No one lives the life they originally wanted to be. But they are still walking. Under the neon lights of Temple Street, in the sea of ​​lights of Victoria Harbor, in every snowy night and every endless rain. "After going round and round, I finally found you.". . ?

8. 8 每 I Die Young in Every World 每个世界我都英年早逝 Wu Lanzi Ye无斓孜叶Two Male Leads566k WordsCompleted Mo Yinglan happened to read an old-school, melodramatic tragic romance novel and watched helplessly as the various male leads who ticked all his boxes were brutally tormented from start to finish. Most infuriating of all, it ended with a brainless happy ending for everyone. “...” “What kind of century-old joke is this?” “Is this guy right in the head? No, wait, he doesn't have a brain at all!” “If it were me, I'd absolutely die the moment that scumbag surnamed Jiang ‘came to his senses.’ If I co 3.2kReads8.5Score192Shelves

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   They are both male protagonists, and they should all use swords, and they are the kind that kill people without paying for their lives...

9. 9 快 Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death Due to a Terminal Illness, the Yandere Tycoon Went Mad 快穿：我靠绝症死遁后病娇大佬他疯了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads824k WordsCompleted [Yandere x obsessive, angst + catharsis, two power players putting on a show] [System: Host Yu Tang, a world’s main god is incredibly powerful and impossible to overthrow!] The tycoon who controlled the lifeblood of the economy: “Heh, you think you can escape my grasp?” Yu Tang: “Oh, really? I have late-stage stomach cancer, so I’ll die before you do.” The Federation’s celebrated war hero: “You’re nothing but my plaything. Be good and stay by my side!” Yu Tang: “But I have a serious heart con 14.4kReads9.5Score1.5kShelves
10. 10 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did 这宿主绝了，让他替反派死他真死 Cheng Nezha城哪吒Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted (Complete) Villain + Corruption + Master and Disciple + Mutual Devotion + One-on-One (the villains are all souls of the Main God) To come back to life, movie star Yu Tang binds himself to a quick transmigration System. His mission is to show the villains care and warmth, then die for them, driving them completely over the edge. But when he has finally earned enough points and wants to be revived, the System tells him: The worlds he visited have all collapsed. Yu Tang: ??? System: So you need to 41kReads9.6Score4.9kShelves
11. 11 快 Quick Transmigration: Why Hasn’t the Male Lead Come to Kill Me Yet? 快穿：男主怎么还没来杀我 Shang Shi Lei殇十泪Two Male Leads451k WordsCompleted Jing Mo was a mission-taker who played an utterly wicked villain. In each little world, all he wanted was to finish his mission early and recover his memories. But he never expected to hit a wall in the very first world. 1: Jing Mo was hated by the entire internet. He not only targeted the top-tier star, but was also buried in scandals, beyond even the Yellow River’s power to wash clean. Yet the sweet, naive male lead stubbornly stuck by his side, saying he wanted to protect him. 2: Jing Mo was 107Reads8.5Score—Shelves
12. 12 影 After the Movie Star Jumped Into the Sea, President Qin Went Mad 影帝跳海后秦总疯了 Li Xiaoju鲤小橘Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [Angst-ridden romance, groveling, bad ending, guaranteed tears] Popular entertainer Leng Qing approaches Qin Kun to save her younger brother, unaware she has fallen into a trap. The hunter becomes the prey, and by the time she realizes she's trapped, it's already too late! His possessiveness ensnares the person he loves deeply, and himself as well, becoming an impassable barrier between them. 319Reads8.8Score—Shelves
13. 13 秋 Autumn Vow 秋誓 Bai Liyun白篱云Two Male Leads398k WordsCompleted [No female lead] As the young master of the Lin family, Lin Funian grows up surrounded by the love and affection of everyone in both the Lin and Jiang families. He should have had a happy life, but one sudden upheaval takes everything from him. Jiang Yuchi hates him to the bone. Lin Funian's father dies of illness, his mother is murdered, his older brother dies in an accident while on a mission, and he himself is diagnosed with terminal stomach cancer. . Lin Funian: Can't you love me one more ti —Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 14 相 A Shattered Longing 相思碎 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads49k WordsCompleted One meeting, and they were fated to be entangled for life. Jiang Lingyu never imagined that the person he loved most would destroy everything he treasured with his own hands. “If you ever betray me, I'll make you wish you were dead!” His dignity, his body, and his shattered heart were trampled underfoot and ground into dust. He had obeyed, begged for mercy, and fought back... but in the end, he could only surrender to fate. Who can truly see through love and hate entwined? When all was settled a 1kReads8.6Score108Shelves
15. 15 爱 Loving You Like the First Day 爱你如初 I'll Diet After I Eat My Fill吃饱了再减肥Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Five years ago, he had no choice but to leave, drifting through foreign streets, alone and destitute. Five years later, he returned home, only to find that the other man was already married. Since you won’t let me go, I’ll spend the little time I have left by your side, until the very end. I love you, just as I did back then. 32Reads8.0Score—Shelves
16. 16 在 No Escape from Fate 在劫难逃 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Yu Yang thinks Li Han is his destined calamity. He gave him everything, even his life. But with their memories missing, the sweetness they once shared has become ammunition for hurting each other! After betrayal, exploitation, misunderstanding, and reckless cruelty, how can a shattered heart find its former lover again? “Yu Yang, you were the one who came after me first! Leave? Don't even think about it. Even if you're rotten and reeking, you have to stay by my side!” I'll stay with you until I 84Reads8.4Score—Shelves
17. 17 痴 A Love So Deep 痴痴情深 Lü Jiang Ah律酱啊Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted The naive Su Cheng had a heart as pure as snow, and thought only of the prince. But the prince felt nothing for him. Again and again, he called him by the wrong name, let go of his hand, and wounded his devoted heart. Did the prince know that even a naive boy could understand love, and that even he could be heartbroken? 315Reads8.4Score—Shelves
18. 18 鸩 A Cup of Poisoned Wine, and Drunk with You 鸩酒一杯与君醉 Flowing Wind流风Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted Blurb: When they first met, he was a subject, and he risked his life to take a sword meant for the other man. Later, that man became emperor, wiped out his entire family, stripped away his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He waited, full of hope, for his elder brother to return victorious, but all he received was a cold corpse. In the end, he drank poison in front of everyone, smiling like a spring breeze. “Your Majesty, I offer my life as the price of regicide. May you live for all ete 1.7kReads8.0Score195Shelves
19. 19 命 He Was Never in My Destiny 命中无他 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads49k WordsCompleted He hated the other person’s betrayal and hated how they kept running away from him, again and again. But he also loved them to the bone. He gave them his whole heart, only to have everything taken from him by the person he respected and cared about most. Everyone thinks a lifetime is long, but sometimes it’s too short to grasp. If I could live again, I hope I’d never have met you. 363Reads7.2Score—Shelves
20. 20 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 106.4kReads9.6Score19kShelves

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    Everyone went to see [cry][cry][cry]

21. 21 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 75.8kReads9.5Score14.5kShelves
22. 22 找 Complaining to the Seventeen-Year-Old Him 找17岁的他告状 Plucking Feathers to Float on Green Water拔毛浮绿水Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted [Bittersweet literary fiction, bad ending] At seventeen, Shen Yan liked waiting for Lin Xing to come home beneath the old locust tree by the school gate. At twenty-seven, Shen Yan no longer wants to go home to a place with Lin Xing. -- “Shen Yan, what if you bully me someday?” “Then tell seventeen-year-old me, and I promise I won’t let him get away with it.” His youthful face was earnest as he hooked his little finger around hers. “Lin Xing, let’s make a promise. Shen Yan will stay by Lin Xing’s 37Reads—Score—Shelves

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    17-Year-old Shen Yan likes to stand under the old locust tree at the school gate and wait for Lin Xing to come home. 27-Year-old Shen Yan no longer wants to go back to home with Lin Xing. "Lin Xing, let's hook up. Shen Yan must stay with Lin Xing for the rest of his life. If he breaks the promise, Shen Yan will never be loved again." Her youth is the scorching sun, the chirping of cicadas, and the youth. It's her thoughts that are hard to calm down and words can't express.

23. 23 我 We Ran Out of Time to Be Happy 我们来不及幸福 Ink Snow Lotus墨雪莲Modern Romance50k WordsOngoing In the cemetery, I buried midsummer with my own hands, and my blazing youth came to an end alongside it. Beneath the mulberry tree when we were twelve, she was the only light in my bleak life. But I went to Germany to earn my doctorate, and cowardly pushed away the girl who had waited for me with all her heart. I’m a top hematologist who can cure countless patients, yet I couldn’t save the woman I loved from leukemia. After death, I was trapped in a cycle of reincarnation, reliving every regret 4Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 24 蓝 The Blue Gum Tree Waits in Vain for the Mistletoe Bird 蓝桉等不到释槐鸟 Chive Leaf I韭叶IModern Romance133k WordsCompleted “If I loved you a little less, would I be able to say a little more to you?” The girl, Ru An, had a secret crush on Lin Fu, the brightest star in school. She loved writing in her diary. Over her three years of high school, she filled five diaries. Not once did she mention Lin Fu by name, yet every line was about him. She described Lin Fu as full of life and spirit, but couldn't find a single word that suited herself. She had always lived by the rules, following the same routine. The only courage 12.2kReads9.0Score2.7kShelves

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    This book is really worth reading. The best for you is that you deserve better. You must meet Qiao Qian first in your next life [crying] [crying]

25. 25 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 340.7kReads9.5Score48.9kShelves

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    This looks good.

26. 26 我 I Once Promised You a Golden Age of Joy 我曾许你盛世欢颜 Flirtatious Little Bottle风流小瓶子Modern Romance44k WordsCompleted Ye Chen waits for his Mrs. Ye, from the days when youth was like a dream until her hair turns white as snow. But he will never know that his Mrs. Ye was buried long ago in that rotten, muddy grave... 3kReads6.6Score389Shelves

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    Both books are very short and can be read in just over an hour. Recommended star rating: ★★★★

27. 27 原 Turns Out Every Ending Is Filled with Longing 原来结尾都相思 Yu Sheng雨升Modern Romance49k WordsCompleted How do you hurt someone who loves you until they’re utterly broken? Perhaps you throw their love on the ground and trample it again and again, until it’s shattered, until it’s gone. 258Reads6.2Score—Shelves
28. 28 我 I Want to Leave 我想走 Little Fox Cub狐狸崽崽崽Two Male Leads161k WordsCompleted After ten years of marriage on paper, Yu Shuyi still couldn’t make it to the end of the contract. At first, he begged his husband to look at him, just once. Later, he begged his husband to come home and have a meal with him. In the end, he begged him to let him go. He said there was a saying: Better a brief pain than a long one. So I’ve let myself go. Please let go of me, too. I’m not asking you to love me or forgive me. I’m only asking you to let me go. Don’t save me anymore… Setting: Same-sex 4.9kReads8.4Score503Shelves
29. 29 我 My First Teacher: The Big Sister Next Door 我的启蒙老师：邻家大姐姐 Little Bookworm's Sidekick小小书童跟班Urban260k WordsCompleted First-love face × mature, alluring figure; a ten-year age gap; an older woman-younger man romance; a secret crush on the girl next door; a divorced heroine; a gorgeous mature woman; a young man pursuing love. The story blends sweetness and heartbreak: an intense, drawn-out crush in the early chapters, high-sugar moments as they weather hardships together in the middle, and heartbreaking, tearjerking twists later on. Will it be a happy ending or a tragic one? Stay tuned! 4.1kReads8.2Score209Shelves

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    A book that makes my liver hurt from crying

30. 30 长 Changye Wuyue 长烨无月 Awakening at Ten夢醒十分Ancient Romance248k WordsCompleted [A princess sent away for a political marriage × an obsessive crown prince and emperor] [Tragic romance] (The comic adaptation is now available.) A general dies in battle, and a princess is sent far away to marry for peace. The young man who had been her childhood sweetheart remained forever on the battlefield in the desert. As a princess of her nation, she was sent far away to Great Jin for a political marriage. The desert battlefield claimed the young General Zhou, while the bright and spiri 32kReads9.1Score2.4kShelves

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    : "If I win the battle, she won't have to go and get married." "If I go to get a get-together, he won't have to fight anymore." The young general, he... He was defeated... The coffin is already on the way back to Beijing.

31. 31 爆 Explosive! The Undercover Big Shot Has Fallen for Me 爆！卧底大佬他沦陷了 Spring Returns Beneath the Trees林下又见春Modern Romance312k WordsCompleted [BE] [BE] [BE] [Undercover police officer in Myanmar × genius doctor with a split personality] [No arguments, misunderstandings, or groveling] [Both leads are devoted only to each other] Myanmar, a rainy night, Guanyuan. A muffled thud came from the backyard. She saw him and glanced over without a trace of emotion. “Disgusting. Throw him out.” Lu Chen froze, then hurriedly spoke up. “I have money. Lots of money.” Su Qingyan stopped and glanced back at the man on the ground. “Take him inside.” .. 180Reads—Score104Shelves

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    This book, everyone will be

32. 32 妈 Mom Says: Having a Son Like Me Is a Total Failure 妈妈说：有我这种儿子，真失败 The One Chasing Shooting Stars追赶流星的人Urban403k WordsCompleted Rising star Li Chulu appears on the show Little Lu's Appointment and openly admits that she failed as a parent. She says her son has loved fighting since he was little, hates reading and studying, likes going out to fool around, and comes home late every night. “Having a son like that is a failure!” But when the production crew gets in touch with Li Chulu's son and projects his memories onto the big screen, everyone discovers that things aren't quite as Li Chulu described... He fought from a you 2kReads7.8Score187Shelves

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    Here, it looks good.

33. 33 也 Perhaps There Was Once Light in the Deep Sea 也许深海曾有光 Ding Huaijin丁怀瑾Modern Romance75k WordsCompleted After an earthquake, young Jiang Ning began living with Song Ao, her younger brother by neither blood nor marriage, who had autism. In Song Ao’s world, Jiang Ning became his only splash of color. Years later, Jiang Ning was surprised to discover that her new boss was Shen Fang, the school heartthrob she had harbored innocent feelings for in her youth. At the same time, though, she sensed that her relationship with Song Ao was gradually changing, blurring the line between family love and romance. 648Reads9.3Score162Shelves

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    I push! Quite cruel

34. 34 暗 I Loved Him in Secret for Six Years. The Day We Divorced, I Was Diagnosed with Leukemia 暗恋他六年，离婚那天我确诊白血病 Jiangnan Yidao江南易道Marriage & Romance12k WordsCompleted I Had a Crush on Him for Six Years. On the Day We Divorced, I Was Diagnosed with Leukemia 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Recommended short stories about abuse | I had a crush on him for 6 years, and I was diagnosed with leukemia on the day of the divorce. This book, this book, this book!!!

35. 35 那 Where the Lights Slowly Dimmed That Year 那年灯火渐熄处 Sparse Rain in the Smoke City烟城稀雨Ancient Romance210k WordsCompleted [Younger man and older woman + playing dumb while hiding his strength + mostly sweet with a little angst + monogamous, both pure] Gilded lanterns swayed frantically in the blood-soaked, sinister wind, their flames flickering in and out of sight. That was the year the new emperor ascended the throne. He walked over the corpses of millions, slowly making his way toward the throne that was his. Later, rumors spread among the people that the new emperor was cruel and tyrannical, killing innocents in 7Reads—Score—Shelves

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    "That Year Where the Lights Fade Out" be, good-looking, but not popular😭😭😭

36. 36 陈 Mr. Chen and Ms. Lin 陈先生和林小姐 Gu Wan from Luocheng洛城的顾晚Modern Romance109k WordsCompleted Long-distance relationship | Breakup by silent treatment | The beauty of a tragic ending In January 2020, she met him on an online forum. The second time they met, he said, “I like you.” She said, “Quit smoking, and we'll be together.” He said, “Okay,” then bent down and kissed her. That was when she learned for the first time that you could forget to breathe during your first kiss. Later, she thought they would always be like that: he would take a cross-city ride-share to see her, ride the Ferr 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    If you like be, you can watch it. I cried while watching it. It's so realistic and uncomfortable.

37. 37 我 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted At fifteen, Junxi accidentally got blood from an AIDS patient into one of his wounds and contracted the disease. From then on, his normal life was completely upended, and he lived in constant fear that he could die at any moment. But Li Poxiao never left his side, giving him the courage to carry on. Through his pain, he smiled through his tears. “Brother Junxi, my greatest wish is to become your bride. You have to fight to stay alive, because… this is a dream only you can help me fulfill.” A lov 1kReads9.5Score222Shelves

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    Really, these two books made me cry so hard that I suffocated.

38. 38 没 No One Loves Him 没有人爱他 The Third Prince's Civilian Girlfriend三太子的圈外女友32k WordsCompleted No One Loves Him 290Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The story of me and the person I like is very heavy

39. 39 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 141.2kReads9.2Score10.1kShelves

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    Tears running TT!!

40. 40 零 All Things Return to Dust 零落归尘 This Author Has No Pen Name该作家没有笔名Mystery668k WordsCompleted [Fantasy Romance / Tearjerker / Fate / Light Ensemble Cast] This is not a power fantasy, nor does it follow the usual tropes. There is no harem and no mindless heroine. A long-form mystery, with a light ensemble cast in the early chapters and the main plot taking center stage later. The setup takes its time, and the main story is heartbreaking, so reader discretion is advised. When sorrow congeals into an eternal night, and fate is ground to dust by the passage of time, can you still pick up th 33Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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    Super cruel, super be [crying] The reincarnation of fate pushed her into desperate situations again and again. In her life, she kept gaining and then losing... Good times always have to end; good people will eventually be separated. There is only loneliness, as endless as the long night, coldly covering the end of life, eternal...

41. 41 浓 Soul-Locking Fog: I Love Her with His Memories 浓雾锁魂：我带着他的记忆爱着她 Mo Wu陌吾Modern Romance267k WordsCompleted The girl he fell for was the daughter of “his” wife. Chen Luo had lived for eighteen years without ever experiencing joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness. A dense fog lay locked in his mind, concealing the memories of a man who had been dead for eighteen years. Then he met Du Xiaoyu in the library. The instant he saw the jade pendant around her neck, he blurted out a name: “Xiao’er.” Du Xiaoyu didn’t know he was calling her mother. She knew even less that her father’s memories, all his love, and all 29Reads—Score—Shelves

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    If memories can be passed down, can love too?

42. 42 夫 Madam, President Yan Deserves to Die a Thousand Deaths! 夫人，颜总罪该万死啊！ Die Die Qing Cai蝶蝶青菜Modern Romance419k WordsCompleted Bai Wanxi killed someone. Yan Qingyun personally sent her to a psychiatric hospital. When she got out, all she had left was a disabled body. Yan Qingyun still wouldn’t leave her alone. “I want you to live as a prisoner and spend the rest of your life atoning to me.” “I’m a murderer. I’m guilty, and I’m willing to accept my punishment,” she said indifferently. He flew into a rage. “Bai Wanxi, I’ll make your filthy soul burn in hell.” She thought the psychiatric hospital was the eighteenth level o 607Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    I didn't torture you to death, I tortured the author to death, oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, o, I, go, give me the heroine, help me.

43. 43 堕 Fallen into the Abyss, Unaware of the Pain of Parting 堕渊不谙离恨苦 Luo Li Nan Wei洛璃楠微Eastern Fantasy161k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Both Powerful] [Xianxia] [Some Angst] [Pursuing His Lover After Losing Him] [Reconciliation and a Happy Ending] An unpredictable, deranged Venerable Lord x a gentle, refined young master Mu Mianchen wanted to honor his engagement and help his junior sister, so he went to the Demon Realm, hoping to make his death seem justified. But Liu Cheny you did not kill him. Instead, he refined him into a puppet. Controlled in the Realm of Rebirth, Mu Mianchen was made to seize a sword. 466Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The little lunatic who abuses knives hehehehe

44. 44 涸 An Encounter in a Dried-Up Riverbed 涸辙之遇 Chen Ming from Bazhong巴中陈茗Two Male Leads190k WordsOngoing The Taowu people were massacred in Fujin and fled to the neighboring country of Dawo, hiding in the dense mountains and forests of Blackgate. The Dawo government searched for them year after year and finally found their trail. Now the Taowu people are trapped with nowhere to turn... —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Dual male protagonist abuse story

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