Angst, Despair, and Tragedy... 刀子，绝望，悲剧。。。

1 人 Heroes of the Nation: Thirty Years Guarding Earth 人间忠烈：镇守地球三十载 Suanni Roars狻猊咆哮Sci-Fi & Apocalypse478k WordsCompleted In 2066, a scientific research base is completed on Mars, and researchers head to Mount Olympus to collect data. On the far side of the mountain, a dust-covered battlefield comes into view. The wreckage of shattered warships. Giant steel mechs. A massive head buried in the dust. And a familiar red flag, standing tall on a platform at the very center of the far side of the mountain. What kind of battle took place here? Blood had congealed into fortresses, shattered, then congealed once more! It w 14.8kReads9.5Score1.1kShelves

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Knife[cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]

9 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 88.1kReads9.4Score7.7kShelves

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The hustle and bustle of the hospital corridor made Shen Nian's silence even more lonely. Wearing a tired body wrapped in professional attire, she sat alone with her head bowed, out of tune with her surroundings. When the mechanical cry sounded and the moment he stepped into the clinic, fate threw out the sharpest knife again - "The fetus is already seven weeks old and developing well." The doctor's congratulations seemed extremely ironic, and no one knew the turmoil she was hiding in her heart. Is the arrival of a child a gift or a shackle? There was no ecstasy, only endless sourness and struggle. In this consulting room filled with the smell of disinfectant, Shen Nian swallowed the unknown secrets alone. A deep love that has been crushed by the years will be shattered even more completely in this accident...

10 这 This Scholar Comes from the Underworld 这个书生来自幽冥 You Zi Yin油子吟Eastern Fantasy2.0M WordsCompleted “Where is this?” “Perhaps... the River of Forgetfulness...” “Who are you?” “Wuchang...” “I've never heard of anyone called Wuchang in this world.” “From now on... that's who I'll be!” The soul crosses the River of Forgetfulness, while its thoughts remain on the other shore. What is gained from all beings must be returned to all beings. When Su Mo woke up, he was no longer in his former life. He went to the capital to sit the imperial examinations, but accidentally stumbled into an immortal schem 68.7kReads9.4Score7.7kShelves

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I'll be a brother soon. Just watch. Just don't come back and kill me.

11 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 118.1kReads9.6Score20.7kShelves

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Although the ending of the heroine is hinted at at the beginning, but in the middle when the relationship between her and the hero is slowly warming up, one can't help but hope that the plot of the story will be reversed. I didn't wait for the reversal, but I waited for knives one after another [sad][sad]

12 长 Eldest Son: My Siblings Simulated My Life, and I Broke Down in Tears 长子：兄妹模拟我人生，泪崩 Flight Captain飞行团长Urban1.1M WordsCompleted [Anti-drug trafficking] [Narcotics officer] [High IQ] [Mastermind] [Undercover] The Wei family has five children. The second is a wealthy businessman, the third has an impressive background, the fourth is a research professor, and the fifth is a pop star. Only the eldest has amounted to nothing. He’s notorious and despised by his siblings. Because he sold off his younger siblings and drove his family away! He’s done every kind of evil, and his siblings loathe and spurn him! Then, on the day the 22.3kReads9.5Score3.7kShelves

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Not much to say, it's close to a perfect masterpiece, just watch it without saying a word. I can't hold it in my heart after watching it. Let's have a drink with everyone who has watched it (っ╥╯╰╥c)

14 虐 Torment 虐 Stillwater止水35k WordsCompleted Those unorthodox fiends who rely on creating Pain to gather chakra are called the Pain Cult. And people often say that those who hurt themselves to improve their concentration are masochists. 24Reads—Score—Shelves

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[Cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]

28 少 The Heroic Saga the Girl Never Wanted 少女她所不期望的英雄史诗 Remembering Snow忆雪呀Eastern Fantasy95k WordsOngoing This book has been abandoned and is only here as a placeholder. When will spring sunshine bloom? Rot slowly, and sweetness will come at last. Lush grass shines above buried bones; new birds sing as they sink underground. Flowers blanket the fields, yet sorrow remains; close your eyes, and you won't see life rotting away. Flowers and grass clamor in a forbidden profusion; spring withers, and the days of dreams grow longer. Who in the bustling streets can understand this grief? When spring return 152Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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It's well written, and the psychological aspects are very real, but the updates are a bit slow.

29 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 28.7kReads9.6Score7.3kShelves

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You also have to read "Youth Campus" for "The Knife". The ignorant heartbeat of youth and the bitterness of secret love are the most worth reading (if you want to eat "The Knife"). The first three novels are all novels by the same author. This author depicts the emotional line of youth very carefully, and unfolds a huge silent secret love through the eyes of the female protagonist. If you are relieved, or if you are not, who knows? Sure enough, you can't meet someone who is too stunning when you are young, it will really be remembered in your heart

32 忠 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 4.1kReads8.6Score474Shelves

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Big push! In this game, who is the prey? ⚠️A loyal dog protects its owner? Or will it turn against its master? ⚠️The gentle knife is deadly, can he hold the last line of defense? ——When loyalty meets temptation, when the beast smells the rose, there is no winner in this game. 📖"Loyal Dog", a dark and hormone-exploding work, is waiting for you!

33 裂 Sunlight Through the Cracks 裂缝里的阳光 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 113.6kReads9.8Score13.8kShelves

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This is a book for you to read. You will cry when you read it. It is purely about harvesting tears. Ah, ah, my little butterfly! ! ! !

34 这 Something's Off About This Demon Prince 这个魔子不对劲 Yi Qingfeng弈青锋Urban5.7M WordsCompleted The Sacred Heavenly Gate stands across the vault of heaven, while the Space-Time Demon Abyss lays waste to the mortal world. When twelve spirit springs burst forth from the earth, and the moon no longer belongs to humanity... Where will we go from here? A world of gods? A world of demons? No. This is a world that belongs to humanity! I will take up the crown that no one else dared to bear and become the king of a new era. My name is Ren Jie! A man should live to be a hero! 207.6kReads9.4Score19.1kShelves

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Very nice, very nice

36 出 After Her Release From Prison, Her Childhood Friend Leaves Her Mute and Mindless 出狱后，她被竹马虐得又傻又哑 Cheng Zhi城稚Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted [Angst, childhood sweethearts, physical torment, heartbreak, groveling for a second chance] As the saying goes, “Fools are blessed.” But Yuan Xi, this little fool, had no such luck. That little fool never had a blessed day in her life. In the end, she was left with nothing. She didn’t know how things had ended up this way. They weren’t supposed to be like this. It was cold, so terribly cold. Why didn’t anyone care? In the corner of a dark room, the girl trembled silently. “Please don’t abandon m 45kReads8.2Score2.8kShelves

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🔥**"After she was released from prison, she was tortured by Zhu Ma until she was stupid and mute"|The abyss of sadomasochism, the ultimate redemption of love and hate**🔥 **"That midsummer, a misunderstanding caused her to fall into hell, and after she was released from prison, what awaited her was Zhu Ma's more cruel revenge..."** Yuan Xi and Nian Shuhuai were childhood sweethearts, but due to an accident, she was accused of killing his sister Nian Huan. After being imprisoned for five years, she was tortured. After she was released from prison, she was imprisoned by Nian Shuhuai himself. She was humiliated, physically and mentally abused every day, and was even forced to become stupid and dumb... **✨Tweet Highlights✨** ✅ **Childhood Sweethearts Turned into Enemies**: The person who was once the closest to her became the person who hated her the most. Nian Shuhuai's love and hatred intertwined into the cruelest shackles. ✅ **Extreme sadomasochism**: The male protagonist takes cold-blooded revenge, and the female protagonist bears it patiently, but the truth is hidden under the most painful scars... ✅ **Broken Redemption**: When she loses her voice, memory, and even herself, he wakes up in madness - it turns out that he hates the wrong person, but his love never disappears. **"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."** But this time, can Nian Shuhuai restore the Yuan Xi who was destroyed by his own hands? 📖**A must-read for fans of bloody sadistic stories! ** The opening chapter is high-energy, and it makes your liver hurt, but you are still looking for candy in the glass slag! Sisters who like novels such as "Bone-eroding Love" and "Things in the Palm" should go straight to this book! 💔 # # # Chase Wife Crematorium #Force and Robbery #Redemption Articles

37 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 41.5kReads9.6Score9.1kShelves

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The ultimate be, the back of the neck is very full, passing by happiness again and again. Wanwan, because campus bullying is the pain of her life, saved her three times, but she left with him three times. The 36 dollars was a silent nostalgia for Qingyan. She met when he was 18 years old, and he left when she was 18 years old.

38 异 The Lost City of Exotic Beasts 异兽迷城 Peng Pai彭湃Urban3.0M WordsCompleted [The new book The Maze of Inversion has begun serialization. Updates come at 9 p.m. every evening. Please continue to support it.] Gao Yang was an orphan. At the age of six, he transmigrated to a parallel world and began living in a warm family of five. When he turned eighteen, Gao Yang accidentally discovered the truth about the world: this was not a parallel world at all, but a mysterious realm, and all the relatives and friends around him were terrifying Beasts! Gao Yang nearly lost his life 515.9kReads9.7Score67.6kShelves

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Strong amway.

39 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 127.7kReads9.7Score20.8kShelves

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I really cried to death. The countdown to Xu Si's college entrance examination was the countdown to Jiang Qiao's death. Qiao Qiao died in the midsummer of that year, when Xu Si's favorite 18-year-old was born. His little rose stayed at 18 forever [crying] [crying] [crying] Everyone came to see him and stopped coaxing her.

40 旧 The Old Ones? What a Joke, I Can't Handle Them at All 旧日？笑死根本应对不了 Moyu Yaoqingfeng墨雨遥清风Urban100k WordsOngoing [Infinite Flow, Urban Legends, Cthulhu-Style Roleplaying, Sequences] With terminal cancer, Su Ning still manages to find a bargain at a street stall. After performing a mysterious ritual, blue characters flicker before his eyes: [Welcome to the Domain of the Abnormal] Clear dungeons to raise your [Sequence] rank. From [Pickpocket] to [Master Thief], from mortal to god. But Su Ning... “Controlling the bizarre” means making it part of his harem. “Mastering technology” means using someone else’s S 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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I just like to eat some knives. [Rolls eyes]

41 见 Meeting Summer 见夏天 As Always, An'an安安如故Modern Romance254k WordsCompleted Xia Linxi x Tang Yu Xia Linxi is a sophomore with excellent grades and impeccable conduct. Tang Yu is a carefree bar singer. They’re worlds apart, with nothing in common. No one could have imagined that one day the two of them would end up together. In a dark alley, Xia Linxi saw Tang Yu locked in an intimate embrace with a strange woman, but she simply left in silence. She believed the man before her was nothing like the womanizing facade he showed the world. She saw right through him at a glan 2.6kReads8.5Score490Shelves

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These three books are all very good sadistic novels. In my opinion, it can be regarded as the ceiling of abuse. I like it very much, the plot inside is very painful and sad. See spring but miss old friends. Respect the landscape but not the past. His little rose stayed in that summer forever. Come and read these beautiful novels!

43 重 Reborn as a Concubine in the Su Household 重生之我在苏府当小妾 Shangguan Loves to Drink Water上官爱喝水Ancient Romance377k WordsCompleted Nontraditional rebirth + women's self-rescue + psychological healing + original poetry + metafiction Don't let the title fool you. The original title was Dawn's Clear Light. Rebirth is the ultimate act of self-rescue. A profound story that is both heartbreaking and healing. Zheng Ming awoke after transmigrating, only to become the concubine of a powerful minister. She navigated the storms of political rivalries and stirred the winds of change across the realm, believing she was carefully plan 135Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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The title of the book may seem vulgar, but the inside is very solid. Although it is a historical fiction, it can be seen that the author set up a rigorous political arena based on the Northern Song Dynasty, and wrote about the court battles and the plight of women very thoroughly. The writing is excellent, and the original poetry is the finishing touch. The plots are interlocking, the foreshadowing is profound, and the group portraits are brilliant. The shocking twist in the later stage directly sublimates the meaning of the entire story, and its stamina is so great that people can't help but read it again and take a closer look. The core is a grand and silent tragedy about persistence and letting go. Half a pack of tissues was wet with tears. I sincerely recommend it to friends who can read "abuse articles", a niche product.

44 岁 The Years Have Slipped Into Twilight 岁月忽已暮 Green Song绿亦歌Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted [Campus Romance] [Mutual Secret Crushes] [Coming-of-Age Feelings] [Happy Ending] When the prodigy Jiang He was sixteen, she followed the boy she liked, Jiang Hai, to San Francisco to study. Together, they won an outstanding award in mathematical modeling, conducted experiments, and wrote papers. Just as Jiang He thought they could keep working together in perfect harmony, a girl named Tian Xiatian appeared and slowly drew Jiang Hai's attention. Heartbroken, Jiang He went to Boston to pursue a ma 2.1kReads9.4Score381Shelves

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**📖 "The Years Are Suddenly Dusk" - Youth is a regret that no one can escape** "Later I finally understood that love is a reflection in the long river of time. If I reach out to catch it, all that is left is in vain." **Secret love is the most painful scar of youth** Jiang He spent his entire youth chasing the river and the sea, like chasing an unreachable light. She studied hard and traveled across the ocean just to be with him, but she forgot to look back - the person behind her named Gu Xinlie had already lit up the entire starry sky for her. **The regret that the wind in San Francisco will not dissipate** "If you are tired one day, remember that I will always be here." Gu Xinlie's confession was submerged in the fog of the Golden Gate Bridge, while Jiang He clutched Jiang Hai's sleeves and hid his sincerity as a secret. When we are young, we always think that love must be vigorous, but later we realize that the most painful thing is the unspoken "forget it". **Time has suddenly passed, and you and I are both passers-by** From Beijing to New York, from school uniforms to suits, they lost to time and stubbornness, but no one dared to say "regret". This book is like a gentle knife - it turns out that for some people, missing it is a lifetime. **"You are the dream I had when I was young, but the dream will eventually wake up."**

45 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 28kReads9.7Score5.6kShelves

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I lost 10 pounds after watching this! Super sad [crying]! I'll give you angina pectoris! The ending of P1 is very intriguing, highly recommended!

47 崩 On the Brink of Honkai Impact 3Rd 崩坏之际 It's Amo, Yeah是阿墨哟—Anime Fanfiction3.4M WordsCompleted PS: This story begins in the Previous Era and has now reached the Current Era. Please note: this novel has no romance, features a female protagonist, and has two female leads. A slow burn, with mostly slice-of-life scenes and storytelling, and relatively little combat. “The dark, dark sky hangs low Bright, bright stars follow along...” “Do you remember? This is the song you sang to me when we first met.” “Back then, I was weak and helpless, and afraid of everything around me.” “You took my 11.3kReads9.6Score1.1kShelves

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A knife is not a knife

48 何 Why Not Cross the River Together? 何不同舟渡 Xian Yuke羡鱼珂Ancient Romance483k WordsCompleted "The print edition under the same title is available to buy online" [No golden finger, no transmigration, no rebirth. A pure historical romance about family and country, with high-IQ espionage and political intrigue] [A double agent undercover + a petty thief who grows: a lone wolf plays a game of raising a rabbit, gives her fangs, then insists they run away together] In a chaotic age, she is a thief worth less than a blade of grass, willing to do whatever it takes to stay alive. She steals ten 197.1kReads9.7Score43.9kShelves

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The whole story is a tragedy, and the emotional line is he, but I cried from the beginning to the end. It tells the story of a careless female thief who only knows how to kneel down to beg for help, and slowly grows up, from selfish to selfless, from the weakness of kneeling down to beg for help, to the strength that can threaten the enemy. Living is harder than dying, and the righteousness of the family and country is inspiring. The sacrifices of each person teach the heroine what righteousness is. It is better to die than to live. Human dignity means nothing in troubled times, and running away will only lead to death. The male leader taught the heroine to learn to make her own way, gifted the heroine with flesh and blood and courage, and guided her from kneeling to standing, and her body from cowardly to upright. This is a group portrait novel. There is no right or wrong, only standpoint.

49 堂 The Donquixote Family 堂吉诃德家族 Her Majesty Ruoyu若羽陛下Anime Fanfiction208k WordsCompleted The disaster of innocence, the shackles of fate. The bitter fruit of arrogance, the inevitable outcome. Flames of hell, cleanse me. “The Donquixote family has no future. Everything we do in life is for the past.” Doflamingo said without looking back as he stepped into eternal darkness. 60Reads—Score—Shelves

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He is Doflamingo, a flamingo, a Joker, and even Don Quixote.