The Aesthetic of a Legendary Bad Ending

51 江 Fishermen’s Lights on the River, Keeping Me Awake with Sorrow Can't CatchModern Romance54k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads8.6Score201Shelves

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The ending of the first one broke my guard so much that I almost cried. The second one was a little bit shocking, but I can accept it. The male protagonist is a bit seriously ill. The second male lead really made me cry to death.

53 阴 The Yin-Yang Agent: Fate Changer An Xiu LanMystery5.4M WordsCompleted 562Reads6.9Score101Shelves

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They were all the loneliest travelers, including the young and old Wan Lin, the night traveler Li Changan, the wasteland friendship ambassador Wang Ye, and the pink cloak Li Xiaofeng. Later, the child wrapped in darkness saw the dawn light. But in the end, dark clouds covered the sun, and when I looked back, I didn't see my old friends coming, and I walked alone holding an umbrella. [Cry][cry][cry][cry]

57 梧 Wutong Lane Song Che Doesn't Eat FishModern Romance174k WordsCompleted 35.3kReads9.6Score7.8kShelves

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? . . ? ! !

60 烬 Jinli: Gardenia Is Still Awake Tai Moshen30k WordsCompleted 11Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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You should be able to take a look

63 北 Princess Beichuan Hua AnAncient Romance94k WordsCompleted 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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Princess Beichuan[laugh][laugh]

64 放 Protect Me After School Qi CanModern Romance151k WordsCompleted 162Reads—Score—Shelves

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This book is beautiful. The affectionate and handsome boy has been secretly in love with the heroine for five years. He thought she loved the second male lead who was more handsome than him. After they reunited, they were together. They were sweet at first and then cruel [cry][cry]. The hero passed away and the heroine committed suicide[cry][cry][cry][cry]👇👇👇👇👇

65 我 I Want to Live Well Wenshu1234Modern Romance212k WordsCompleted 148Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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The plot at the front is detailed and becomes more compact as you read later. Highly recommended💛💛💛💛💛 short story, good writing, great contrast, and brutal writing. (The male protagonist became vicious due to being unpopular at home. The female protagonist was timid and cowardly due to domestic violence since childhood. The male protagonist bullied the female protagonist on campus when he was a student. The male protagonist's brother found out and then hurt the most important part of the male protagonist. Later, he experienced a series of things and changed his identity and married the female protagonist because he wanted revenge. Then he fell in love with the female protagonist. The female protagonist never forgave her from the beginning to the end and later suffered a mental breakdown. I won't say much about the ending.)

66 倔 Stubborn Xie HuanghuaModern Romance237k WordsCompleted 409Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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Xu Anzhi, this is the seventh year that I have had a crush on you. This secret love monologue, which belonged to me alone, finally ended successfully at this moment.

68 爆 Burst! the Undercover Boss Has Fallen See Spring Again in the WoodsModern Romance312k WordsCompleted 617Reads—Score104Shelves

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Highly recommend this book! It's so easy to cry, everyone is so miserable [crying]

69 糖 Candy Is Sour Luo ZhiModern Romance238k WordsCompleted 26Reads—Score—Shelves

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Abuse to the extreme

71 旧 Old Dream 1913 Shen YuzaoModern Romance159k WordsCompleted 3.1kReads9.4Score618Shelves

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Love in the Republic of China is tragic in nine cases out of ten

73 她 She Will Leave Eventually An JiuyueModern Romance51k WordsCompleted 21Reads—Score—Shelves

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🌿🌿🌿Abuse. Be, the heroine is a very introverted person. I met the male protagonist at the end of my life. She had a crush on him for two years. It shocked his entire youth. A person's life is very short. And not everyone's crushes come to fruition. This book is very beautiful. You can take a look if you like. The rating is not very high but the writing is pretty good.

74 我 I Pray to God to Protect Her YinyingxiModern Romance210k WordsCompleted 27Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Deaf mannequin vs. Scoundrel with bad records, the male protagonist falls in love at first sight, has a secret love, and the ending is absolutely cruel. "They have worked so hard, but nothing seems to have changed."

75 零 Return to Dust The Writer Has No Pen NameMystery668k WordsCompleted 45Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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As sweet as it was in the early stage, it will be so beguiling in the later stage... [Crying] The controlled life and the inescapable fate allowed her to see the warmth of the world, but she could never touch it... She was bound in endless shackles since she was born, and suffered a lot of pain and torture. When she forgot everything, she could have changed her identity and started living again, but she moved towards her destined ending step by step. The rekindled hope and picked up love and warmth pushed her into the endless abyss. She was willing to endure the pain of heartbreak in order to save him, and she sacrificed everything for those she cared about... At the last moment, he was always by her side, accompanying her to bear the pain of this world... When sadness condenses into eternal night, when love is crushed into dust by time, can you still pick up the last piece of warm memory in the cracks of the world?

76 穿 Wearing Books: There Is a Paranoid Who Wants to Monopolize Me Micro RollModern Romance250k WordsCompleted 54Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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This book... How should I put it? If you think that the introduction is about the male protagonist and the female protagonist, then this book is definitely a B. I can't say that everyone is a B. I can only say that everyone is unhappy!

77 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did Cheng Nezha1.5M WordsCompleted 37.6kReads9.6Score4.9kShelves

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Definitely this

78 星 Star Trails Are Hard to Follow TuchunModern Romance55k WordsCompleted —Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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"I'll show you the crabapple flowers next spring." But he never waited until spring, 😭, short BE, and a cruel heart.

79 谁 Who Said Longing Is Silent QingyaModern Romance61k WordsCompleted 253Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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🌼① She spent her whole life loving him, but in return he was wantonly hurt and hated her. He said this was what she owed her, and she would give it all back to him now.

80 救 Rescue from Drowning Yin YiyiModern Romance215k WordsCompleted 1.9kReads9.2Score290Shelves

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If you like sadistic stories, get it.

82 无 Infinite Heart-Burning Madness Tangerine Sand7k WordsCompleted 13Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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BE Aesthetics of the Gods. In the early stage, the heroine lost many deceased relatives and used the ability to revive her, but was retaliated by the deceased relatives. Her mother saved her, but she could not revive her. Her mother's tears mixed with rice and she was trapped and went crazy.

83 蝶 Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust: I Was Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-In-Law, and My Ex-Husband Has Been Looking for Me for Ten Years Ah55k WordsCompleted 208Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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I am Xiao Qihao. Everyone in the world says that I ruined Lin Dieer, but who knows - what I ruined is myself [almost crying] [crying] [almost crying] I am Xiao Qihao. In the story you read, I was the heinous villain, the villain who pushed her into the abyss, and the lunatic who used despicable means to imprison her in another hospital and let her give birth to my child. Yes, I recognize all of this. But today, I want to take you to look at this story again with my eyes. Look at how that woman named Lin Die'er destroyed a man's life - no, how she made him destroy himself with his own hands. I hate Zhang Zhiming, starting from the moment I was born. He is the eldest son of the Zhang family, and he has everything when he is born. Fame, family fortune, respect from everyone. And what about me? I am the illegitimate son left behind by my father outside. I take my mother's surname of Xiao, and I am not even qualified to call him "Brother". It's okay, I'm used to it. I can tolerate being dependent on others and looking at people's faces. Until I met her. I will always remember the first time I saw Lin Die'er. She was standing in the courtyard of Zhang's Mansion, with a pond full of koi carp behind her. She was wearing a light green skirt with a silver butterfly hairpin in her hair. She looked like she had stepped out of a painting. No, he's even prettier than the person in the painting. She glanced at me. Just a light glance, polite and distant. Then she turned around and walked towards Zhang Zhiming. At that moment, something in my heart broke. Why? How come Zhang Zhiming, who was born with everything, can even have such a woman? And I am not even qualified to let her take another look. I began to be crazy jealous, and also began to fall crazy. I began to deliberately extend my stay in Zhang Mansion. I know her daily routine, knowing when she goes to the rouge shop in the morning, when she returns home in the evening, and when she turns off the lights at night. I hid behind the rockery and watched her sitting alone by the pond in a daze. She crumbled the white-flour steamed buns and threw handfuls of them toward the koi in the pond. There was no smile in her eyes, only bottomless loneliness. She is unhappy. Zhang Zhiming, don't you love her? Don't you regard her as a treasure in your palm? But you make her unhappy. That idea took root at that time - since you don't cherish it, then do it for me. I know you will call me despicable and shameless. But I want to ask - if a person has nothing since birth, how should he fight for what he wants? My methods are really bad. I colluded with Zhang's mother, plotted against Zhang Zhiming, and ruined his business. I took advantage of her danger and tricked her into my other courtyard. That night, I said to her who was struggling desperately and with tears on her face: "Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. From now on, you are mine." I admit that at that moment, I felt a twisted sense of joy in my heart. I finally beat Zhang Zhiming once. I finally took something from him, something he valued most. But that kind of pleasure lasted less than one night. Because every tear she shed pierced my heart like a knife. I thought that getting her was enough. I thought that as long as she was by my side, one day she would accept me. I started to learn to be nice to her. I made the other courtyard exquisite and warm, and collected her favorite snacks and treasures. I put aside all my negative thoughts and learned to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. Late at night, she curled up in my arms and fell asleep, mumbling a name indistinctly. I held my breath and listened carefully - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing straight into my heart. In her dream, she was calling another man's name. Not hate, not resentment. It was a dependence that even she herself was unaware of. It was something she would never admit to in her waking life. I knew at that moment that I would never be able to win her heart in my life. But I still refuse to let go. I became addicted to smoking and wanted to use it to numb myself. I became decadent, crazy, and unreasonable. I guarded her every day, and was pushed away by her every day. The moment she gave birth to her baby, I was ecstatic. I thought it was my flesh and blood, the only bond between me and her. Did you see it? I will believe until my death that Yi An is my son. I never discovered that there was a silver necklace hidden in the swaddling clothes - it was the token she left to her child, and it was the only blood link between him and Zhang Zhiming. The day she was secretly sold to Yihongyuan by my mother, I was quitting smoking. When I came out, there was no news from her. I searched frantically everywhere, traveling through the streets and alleys, but there was still no news about her. I have been searching for several years, waiting for several years, and obsessing over it for several years. The last thing that awaited was the news of her death. She blocked the gun for someone and died in the arms of another man. That man is not me, nor is he Zhang Zhiming. I didn't even see him for the last time. I didn't even get a chance to say "I'm sorry." I hugged the golden butterfly hairpin she left in another courtyard and locked myself in the room. I didn't eat or drink for three days and three nights. I remembered what she once said to me. When I lost control that night, she looked at me and said coldly: "I'm just your trophy." No. Die'er, no. I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy. But I never had the chance to tell her this. Even if I tell her, she won't believe it. You all know what happened next. I poured all my guilt and longing for Die'er into Yi'an. I devoted everything I had to being kind to him, teaching him how to read and write, and to remember the righteousness of my family and country. I made Ping'er my wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But when it comes to Yi'an, I am partial. It's so biased that everyone can see it. Because I owe his mother, and I will never be able to pay it back in this lifetime. And what I owe Zhang Zhiming - the man I have hated my whole life - I repaid in another way. When the national crisis hit, I turned all the scheming and methods I had used on him, as well as the connections and financial resources I had operated in the dark, into a force to support the front line. I can point the blade at my brother, but I will never point it at my own country. This is my bottom line. It is also my final salvation. In my life, I have loved someone I shouldn't love and hated someone I shouldn't hate. I destroyed her and myself. But I have never regretted meeting her. If there is a next life - I hope not to meet her again. It's not because I don't love her anymore, it's because I hope that she won't have to suffer the same pain in this life again in the next. If possible, I hope she and Zhang Zhiming can be together well in the next life. This is my story. Confessions of a Villain, Confessions of a Madman If you only see Zhang Zhiming's affection and Yang Yanchen's protection in this book, then I ask you to take a look at Xiao Qihao as well. Take a look at this man who loves in the most despicable way, destroys with the deepest obsession, and spends his life to redeem. He is not a good person. But he loves Lin Die'er, it's true. "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is not a story about forgiveness. This is a story about obsession. It's about a man who spends his whole life repaying the sins he committed. It's about a woman who spends her whole life missing the person she should love the most. If you prefer deep feelings and extreme regrets, you might as well read it slowly and carefully. This book is enough to reach the peak of sadomasochism in the Republic of China. Although the flowers bloom again, love is destined to never be reunited. The butterfly shadow returns to dust, and there is no time to wait for its return. ——Xiao Qihao

85 再 Goodbye, Hansheng ZiyueModern Romance171k WordsCompleted 601Reads9.3Score119Shelves

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These are classics of be aesthetics. I used to cry when I saw them, and I would feel sorry and painful for them. Especially as a person who had a crush on my childhood sweetheart, I don't dare to touch these now.

90 装 Decorate Your Dreams Tang FlagModern Romance262k WordsCompleted 179Reads—Score—Shelves

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Youth campus, secret love sadomasochism!

91 浪 The Waves Trust the Whiteness of the Clouds Qinghe QingheModern Romance335k WordsOngoing 149Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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A 30-year-old soul returns to the 16-year-old high school campus. Sweet campus abuse × feelings of family and country. Rebirth of the soldier king × war doctor Zhuang Zhou Xiaomeng. Crazy little wolf dog × animal trainer heroine. Twelve years of obsession × two-way redemption. Rebirth jet lag/extreme possessiveness/contrast sense of personality/contradiction between heart and mind/deep undercurrent reversal.

92 我 My Youth Xun BaiModern Romance144k WordsCompleted 22Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Must support!

94 没 There Is No Such Thing as the Most Stubborn One, Only the More Stubborn Ones. The Flowers in My Friend's Hometown Are BloomingEastern Fantasy2.4M WordsCompleted 5kReads8.9Score304Shelves

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It's sweet at the beginning, refreshing in the middle, and brutal at the end!