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1. 501 杀 Killergarten 2: Frozen Throne 杀戮幼儿园2冰封王座——Killergarten2FrozenThrone Bo L Tang波l棠73k WordsCompleted Killergarten 2: Frozen Throne —Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 502 神 Divine Punishment Descends 神罚莅临 Witch's Evil Knight巫衣邪士Sci-Fi & Apocalypse214k WordsOngoing The virtuous suffer poverty and die young, while the wicked enjoy wealth and long lives. When you are oppressed by evil, have you ever wished, even for a moment, that the underworld existed? If it did, would you dare to peer into it for even one-millionth of a second? The year quantum computing underwent a revolution, Company R offered an answer: the Cyber Underworld. Professor Qi Yuan used computer simulations to resurrect sinners in a virtual world after death, where they would endure eternal 267Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Ethical dilemmas + subtle philosophical reflections + subtle sharp wits + intellectual battles + high-concept + strong emotions + dramatic plot twists. He uses a quantum computer to create a virtual underworld to judge all evil in the world—but who will judge him?

3. 503 末EN The Apocalypse Is Coming? I’ll Arrive First! 末日降临？我先降临！ Noodle King Zai板面王仔Sci-Fi & Apocalypse2.8M WordsCompleted [The print edition of I'm a Supplier of Survival Plans for the End Times is now available on major platforms] [Character growth · Multi-theme stages · Ensemble cast · Occasional brutal takedowns · No cookie-cutter plot · No mindless wish fulfillment] After facing repeated layoffs and betrayals, Su Jin was at the lowest point of his life when he was accidentally hired by a mysterious company. Countless worlds are on the brink of destruction. Only by saving their clients can the sparks of civiliza 411kReads9.2Score34.2kShelves
4. 504 小 The Little Sister Can't Escape 小妹难逃 Shiluo Niang什洛娘Modern Romance559k WordsCompleted The short drama Warm Wine, Burning Heart is now streaming [Fictional] Qiao Baihe is a kind and innocent young woman. To her, nothing in the world matters more than her family Yet it was the family she loved most who pushed her into an abyss from which there was no escape. 17.2kReads7.6Score1.3kShelves

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   This fits quite well.

5. 505 蛮 The Savage Era: The Legend of Tang Yan 蛮荒纪元：棠焱传奇 Bo L Tang波l棠Historical87k WordsCompleted The Wilds Era: The Legend of Tang Yan 4Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 506 祁 Mr. Qi, May We Never Meet Again! 祁先生，后会无期！ Broad-Minded and Strong心宽体棒Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Short drama now streaming] Guan Min died saving Guan Hua. Gentle and kind, Guan Min made rebellious Guan Hua look like a complete delinquent. Guan Hua, with her terrible reputation, made Qi Zhanzhi, who loved Guan Min, marry her. Gripping her by the throat, Qi Zhanzhi snarled, “Why couldn’t it have been you who died!” But later, Qi Zhanzhi climbed the mountain on his knees, bowing at every step until he reached Qiyuan Palace. Before the statue of the Buddha Tathagata of the Three Treasures, he 8.2kReads8.8Score560Shelves

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   This... I'm almost crying! It's a tragic ending, but it's the most heart-wrenching and suffocating story I've ever read. [I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying]

7. 507 修 The First Great Mess in the Cultivation World 修仙界第一混乱 Noodle King Zai板面王仔Eastern Fantasy2.7M WordsCompleted “Sect Master Sun, your sect is now a renowned sword sect in the northern cultivation world. What is your opinion of Dean Xu?” “I often tell people in the know that Dean Xu is my idol. People hunt him down, and he still tries to make friends and strike deals with them. He raises disciples until they reach Foundation Establishment, then stops teaching them and sells them off to other sects. Now his students are everywhere, and his people are all over the place.” “And how do the senior members of 174.2kReads9.5Score30.3kShelves
8. 508 漂 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? 漂亮宝贝这么会钓，不要命啦！ Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich菜菜要发财Two Male Leads546k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + satisfying face-slapping + intense push and pull + both devoted only to each other] [An alluring, hot-tempered flirt of a bottom X a celibate powerhouse top with an overwhelming possessive streak] In his past life, Lin Que was framed maliciously and eventually died a miserable death from severe bipolar disorder. Only after his death did he learn that he was the true young master of a wealthy family, his identity maliciously switched at birth. The one who framed him was the fake 27.5kReads9.5Score3.8kShelves

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   ① It's about a narcotics police officer who goes undercover. His wife and unborn son are both dead, so everyone misunderstands him. It's really heartbreaking [crying][crying][crying] (The content is quite bloody and violent. If you can handle it, then read it. If you can't, please don't report it, thank you. But I really recommend reading it though.) ② The protagonist has bipolar disorder. He was abused in his past life and eventually committed suicide. Then he was reborn to take revenge. (Spoiler alert: Later, his family members also traveled back to his past life and learned about the protagonist's story. [Crying][crying][crying] It's so heartbreaking.) ③ This one is super popular, I don't even need to say anything. ④ This one goes without saying, you can tell just by the title.

9. 509 盘 The Meal on the Plate: The Execution Ground, They Watch You, They Remember 盘中餐：刑场——它们看着你，它们记得 Bo L Tang波l棠58k WordsCompleted The Meal on the Plate: The Execution Ground: They Watch You, They Remember 2Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 510 皇 The Emperor's Gold Medal County Magistrate 皇家金牌县令 Noodle King Zai板面王仔Historical2.7M WordsCompleted [Farming + lighthearted fun + transmigration] Fang Zhengyi transmigrates to the Great Jing dynasty and becomes a county magistrate. After seven years of work, he has created his own earthly paradise. He’d planned to live out his days as a carefree little emperor. In the thirteenth year of the Jinghe era, the emperor of Great Jing travels incognito and accidentally wanders into Taoyuan County... The moment the emperor enters the county, he is astonished! The many strange and wondrous things leave 230.3kReads9.5Score28.7kShelves
11. 511 双 A Double-Faced Jianghu, Dedicated to the Eighteen of Every Story 双面江湖献给所有故事里的十八号 Bo L Tang波l棠Eastern Fantasy187k WordsCompleted The world sings the praises of heroes, But who remembers the nameless extras? The jianghu is more than flashing blades, It lives in serving tea and sweeping floors, too. Two voices separated by countless mountains and rivers, yet keeping exactly the same rhythm. Unhurried, neither too loud nor too soft. Like a heartbeat, like breathing. Like the jianghu itself, quietly and ceaselessly carrying on. 10Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 512 山 Chronicles of Mountains and Rivers 山河志 A Dao阿刀Urban1.9M WordsCompleted His beautiful mother was nearly assaulted by a village lout, but she tearfully begged the man who rescued her not to call the police. Young Gao Yuan couldn’t understand why at the time. Only when he reached his thirties and looked back on the past, with those scenes flashing through his mind, did he realize that the lives of countless rural people together form a chronicle of the mountains and rivers of China! 84.2kReads9.6Score9.2kShelves
13. 513 碎 Broken Pieces Mend Themselves: Finding Salvation in the Shadow of a Dysfunctional Family 碎者自拼：原生家庭阴影下的自渡 Zheng Zai Qian郑载虔Modern Romance761k WordsOngoing Being born is never a choice we get to make for ourselves. We cannot decide when or where we are born, or what kind of family we are born into. We cannot even decide whether to be born at all. The words Zheng Zaiqian heard most often from his mother were demands that he “go die”! Her most frequent judgment of him was that he “didn’t deserve to live in this world”! Her most frequent accusation was that “giving birth to you was the greatest sin of my life”! Why was he forced to face all this cruel 62Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Hehe 😁∽ Guaranteed to be super sweet

14. 514 镜 The Person in the Mirror: Who's Living My Life? 镜中人：谁在替我活着 Bo L Tang波l棠45k WordsCompleted The Person in the Mirror: Who Is Living My Life 4Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 515 帅 The Handsome Young Man 帅小伙 A Dao阿刀Urban1.8M WordsCompleted The Wang and Hai families had been neighbors and friends, but a dispute over building a house turned them into sworn enemies. Wang Xiaoshuai, a third-generation member of the Wang family, became a thorn in Haitang’s side. Every day after school, Haitang would block his way and beat him to a pulp, never tiring of it. Desperate to escape Haitang’s shadow, Wang Xiaoshuai racked his brains, and Haitang became the goal he was determined to surpass. 38.7kReads9.3Score3.8kShelves
16. 516 命 With Only Two Months to Live, They Finally Break Down and Repent 命剩最后两月，他们终于崩溃忏悔 Xiao Baihu筱白狐Urban224k WordsCompleted [Tearjerker]+ [Heartbreaking]+ [Bad Ending]+ [No Clichés, Realistic Story] The world beneath the neon lights is dazzling, but it has never shone for just one person. Lonely souls are always searching for comfort, but the medicine that could heal their wounds died long ago in childhood. When the stories they left behind finally become known, all that awaits them is a corpse that has long since grown cold. His parents spend their entire lives mired in a failed marriage, treating Bai Mo like a garb 12.3kReads9.1Score1.2kShelves
17. 517 我 My Sweet Girl Desk Mate 我的乖乖女同桌 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban335k WordsCompleted [Pure-love school romance + one heroine + no melodrama + sweet] “Hi, I’m He Pingxing. I can grant you one wish.” “I... I’m Xiao Qingting.” In B-Robo Kabutack, the Dragonfly Captain decides who gets the Peace Star. When they were seventeen, they became deskmates in a new class. Seventeen years later, he made a wish upon the Peace Star: to hear the sorrow in your breath. 3.9kReads9.4Score520Shelves
18. 518 大 A Powerful Figure Transmigrates to Ancient Times and Dotes Only on His Poor Little Husband 大佬穿越古代独宠可怜小夫郎 Chosen One23天选23Two Male Leads483k WordsCompleted (Transmigration, supernatural abilities, food, farming, devoted romance, 1v1, sweet romance) Han Mo transmigrates with supernatural abilities and starts from the bottom, with an empty house and just a few acres of poor farmland. His master has even arranged a poor husband for him. What can he do? He’ll take care of him! With his wood-type powers, he’ll make a fortune. Let them look down on us: we’ll show them how well we can thrive. 824Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Good afternoon, have you been reading yet?

19. 519 温 I Completely Succumbed to the Gentle CEO's Advances 温柔女总裁攻势下，我彻底沦陷 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban172k WordsCompleted Lin Mushi is a wealthy heiress, the very picture of beauty and privilege. Unfortunately, she is still single at twenty-five and dreams of finding a romantic love of her own. While moving, she finds a notebook and meets Zhaosheng, a kind and upright firefighter. While preparing an animated film, she also meets Yu Chenghua, a handsome, aloof artist. The two men have completely different personalities and give her two entirely different experiences. The thrill of dating them both is beyond most peo 14kReads9.4Score1.6kShelves
20. 520 合 Roommates: I Have Two Months to Live, So Don't Fall for Me 合租：还剩两个月命，不要爱上我 A Song of the Starry Han一曲星汉Urban174k WordsCompleted At twenty-six, Xia Xing was diagnosed with a terminal illness in the prime of his life. He had only two months left... After quitting his job, he moved out of the dorm and rented a place elsewhere. His roommate was Qin Ziyue, the beautiful teacher from his university. Under the same roof, the wheels of fate began to turn... A sweet little treat, safe to enjoy. 774Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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    A gem among terminal illness novels, featuring two virgins and a single female lead.

21. 521 三 Three Realms Middleman: Raising a Husband in Ancient Times 三界倒爷：古代养夫郎 Chosen One23天选23Two Male Leads176k WordsCompleted (Starting from Scratch: Farming and Raising a Husband) He Xiao is a mercenary feared throughout the rainforest at Dalian Pass, the infamous Lord Xiao of the lawless borderlands, and the ruler of diamond and jade mines. One day, his cultivation-obsessed father gives him an ancient jade, and he becomes bound to the [Three Realms Space System]. He can not only see through everything, but also travel bodily at will between the modern world, another world, and ancient times! The very first time he st 1.4kReads—Score367Shelves
22. 522 女 Women, Don't Go to Northern Myanmar. There's No One There. 女人不要去缅北那里没有人 Mo Mi莫羋Urban323k WordsCompleted The world is beautiful. I won't be coming back in my next life. Bailu (a pseudonym) said something after returning from northern Myanmar that I still can't forget. She said: "When Heaven was taking me apart, it got the balance just right. Any harder, and I'd have died. Any gentler, and I might have had a decent life." My so-called best friend tricked me into going to northern Myanmar. That's when I learned that women here aren't even treated as human beings. Beatings, imprisonment, being drained 21kReads7.4Score1.2kShelves

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    I'm following this book. The protagonist is tricked into going to northern Myanmar and forced into telecom fraud. During this time, he endures things like being forced to drive a train, being doused with cold water, having his tendons cut, and having his toenails ripped off... It's heart-wrenching, and it's perfect to start reading now.

23. 523 只 A World Where Only Demons, Me, and Humans Exist 只有恶魔，我，人类存在的世界 Bai Yeshu白野树Urban150k WordsOngoing Reporter (smiling): “I’m from the Miyagawa University News Department. Minazuki, may I ask you a few questions?” Minazuki: “Of course.” Reporter: “What’s your favorite color, Minazuki?” Minazuki: “I don’t have one.” Reporter: “What’s your favorite subject?” Minazuki: “The end of class.” Reporter: “Are you guided more by feelings or reason?” Minazuki: “Inertia.” Reporter: “What’s your rule for making friends?” Minazuki: “Don’t make friends.” Reporter: “What skill would you most like to master?” M 697Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The world's number one novel is here!!! Tomato's one and only true god of the future!!! It's so good!!! It's a smash hit!!! Author, please update soon!!!

24. 524 同 Tortured Love Between Men 同性之虐爱 TAT Blue Sky and White CloudsTAT蓝天白云Two Male Leads526k WordsOngoing Another angsty little story, with something in common with the last one. Let me emphasize once more: the values in my work do not represent my own. These stories were created to satisfy some unusual kinks. I’ll keep working hard. 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I recommend it; it should meet your requirements quite well.

25. 525 月 A Ravishing Beauty Beneath the Moonlight 月光下的尤物女子 Sang Yan, Who Loves Suzao Pork Knuckle爱吃苏造肘子的桑言32k WordsCompleted After changing gender, he/she uses insight into the human heart to plot each move carefully and unleash the fiercest revenge on those who once hurt him/her. Once the wheels of fate begin to turn, the threads of emotion become entangled as well. Along the road to revenge, his new work is now available. Head over to Tomato Novel to read my story. I hope you enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell every story well! 151Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This book was also incredibly suffocating and heart-wrenching; it made me cry.

26. 526 我 My Girlfriend Has a Cheat, and Seven Divine Songs Take the Music World by Storm 我有外挂女友，七首神曲横扫乐坛 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban206k WordsCompleted Tang Yiao is a minor celebrity in the entertainment industry, stuck in a career rut and going nowhere. His company sends him to compete on a talent show for newcomers. After his former rumored girlfriend publicly announces her relationship with a popular young star, he becomes a laughingstock, enduring ridicule and mockery. Setbacks in both his career and love life send him to the lowest point of his life. By chance, while watching a livestream on his phone, Tang Yiao reunites with Jiang Xinyue, 8.2kReads9.6Score893Shelves
27. 527 咒 Jujutsu Kaisen: Suguru Geto, My Foolish Little Sister 咒回：夏油杰，我愚蠢的妹啊 Hello Everyone, I'm Little French Dragon大家好我是法国小龙龙Anime Fanfiction463k WordsCompleted [Everyone’s darling + yandere + suffocating love] My name is Natsu Yuyame, and I’m Natsu Yujie’s younger sister. My brother is kind and handsome, and he treats me very well. His friends are all dependable too. That day, I came home as usual, only to find my parents lying in pools of blood. Terrified, I rushed toward my brother, only to see him reach out to me through his tears 2.2kReads7.1Score247Shelves

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    Seriously... It was so suffocating! Don't be fooled by the cover and title into thinking it's a sweet romance; once you start reading, it feels like you're being tortured in hell. Seriously...

28. 528 郭 Guo Xiaoqi’s Love Story 郭小七的爱情 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪Modern Romance119k WordsCompleted Guo Xiaoqi was born into a rural family obsessed with having sons. She had little schooling, but was very beautiful. As an adult, she was pursued by a married man. The two did everything they could to finally get married, but married life was not as wonderful as they had imagined, and she endured all kinds of hardship. After many twists and turns, she finally understood that she could rely on no one but herself. 526Reads8.9Score111Shelves

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    That's so realistic!

29. 529 冷 Assistant Leng! President Ye Is Looking Everywhere for You! 冷助理！叶总到处找你！ Bai Sanqianqian白三千千Two Male Leads417k WordsCompleted Assistant Leng! President Ye is looking everywhere for you! Assistant Leng! President Ye can't find you and is getting angry! Assistant Leng! Hurry back and talk him down! Leng Yuchen: Can you all leave me alone for a minute? I'm done with this job! Ye Tianling: Where's Assistant Leng? I want him in my office, right now! Everyone else in the office: Have President Ye and Assistant Leng made up today? 2.7kReads—Score138Shelves
30. 530 社 I'm Shy and Introverted, Yet a Girl Confessed to Me 社恐内向的我，被女孩表白了 Century Egg Trying to Become Tastier努力变好吃的皮蛋Urban321k WordsCompleted [First Person] [Slight Angst] [High School] [One Heroine] “Yiru, can we walk home together after school from now on?” “But I have to go home.” “That's fine, we live in the same direction.” “Yiru, can we have dinner together tonight?” “At the cafeteria?” “Yeah.” “Yiru, I told my mom that I like you,” the girl said. “Huh? What did your mom say?” “Hehe, I told her I had a crush on a boy in my class, and she told me not to be a simp.” A long time later. “Jun Jun.” “Hmm? What is it?” “I'v 1.6kReads8.9Score245Shelves

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    The author's autobiography, written in the first person, is generally depressing; its low rating is due to it being a new book.

31. 531 他 He’s Straight, So Can I Be the One Who Likes You? 他是直男，那换我喜欢你可以吗？ Bai Sanqianqian白三千千Two Male Leads395k WordsCompleted [Possessive, obsessive younger seme × Uke afraid to face his own feelings] [Mutual firsts + Secret crush comes true] Shen Yize never wanted to fight or compete for anything. His life of going along with whatever came his way seemed destined to remain dull, stifling, and full of compromise. Then, the moment he met Qi Siyuan, it felt as if sunlight had entered his life. He wanted to hold on to that smile. Qi Siyuan had always thought of Shen Yize as the younger brother of the person he secretly lo 2kReads—Score157Shelves
32. 532 弃 The Tearless Orphan 弃儿无泪 Mu Feng Wuchen沐枫无尘Modern Romance154k WordsCompleted Abandoned by her family at birth, she was passed from place to place before being adopted by her current parents. Her adoptive mother, determined to support the household, always tries to control her life. Her future is in danger of being ruined, she has no say in whom she marries, and even after starting a family, she will still be under their control. Though she is only a little girl and has already reached the lowest point in her life, she possesses a powerful soul. See how she uses her unyie 51Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 533 律 My Lawyer Wife Cheated with Her Scholarship Student. After Divorcing Me, She Regretted It 律师妻子出轨资助生，与我离婚后，她却后悔了 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机10k WordsCompleted My Lawyer Wife Cheated with Her Sponsored Student and Divorced Me, but Now She Regrets It 2.6kReads—Score—Shelves

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    A collection of top-rated short videos from Douyin (TikTok)

34. 534 弃 The Tearless Orphan II 弃儿无泪二 Mu Feng Wuchen, Branch Office沐枫无尘分号Modern Romance237k WordsCompleted From the day she was born, she was abandoned by her family. After many twists and turns, she was finally taken in with compassion by her current adoptive parents. But life still had no smiles for her. For the sake of the family’s livelihood, her adoptive mother often tried to set her life on a predetermined path. Trapped by layer upon layer of restrictions, her future seemed shrouded in gloom. She had no say in her marriage, and even after starting a family and building a career, she could not e 22Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 535 哪 Forget Who Came First. It Has to Be You! 哪来的先来后到，只有非你不可！ Bai Sanqianqian白三千千Modern Romance385k WordsOngoing [Mutual devotion + redemption + reunion after years apart + a broken relationship put back together] [Male lead: Possessive, obsessive, the sort who breaks into your home Female lead: Clear-headed, aloof beauty who neither fights nor fusses] Four years ago, Meng Qingying: “I’m sorry, I don’t like you!” Ye Mufeng: “That’s okay. I have all the patience in the world.” Four years later, Meng Qingying: “Why is it you again? I told you it could never happen.” Ye Mufeng: “Playing hard to get? I like it 108Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 536 未 My Fiancée Planned to Marry Her Male Best Friend. After I Left, She Panicked 未婚妻要跟男闺蜜办婚礼，我走后，她却慌了 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机11k WordsCompleted My Fiancée Is Marrying Her Male Best Friend. But After I Leave, She Panics 1.3kReads—Score—Shelves
37. 537 快 Quick Transmigration: The Sickly Darling of the Villain's Family 快穿：反派家的病秧子团宠 Wu Xunyu雾薰钰Fantastical Romance779k WordsOngoing [Quick Transmigration + Sickly Character + Ten Tragic Endings + Family Bonds + Villain + Illness That Never Gets Better + Angst + Everyone’s Darling] (At the strong request of many readers, only the first world will have on-screen comments. There won’t be any in the later worlds. Hope you enjoy reading!) After Shen Huai died unexpectedly, he was bound to the Sickly Villain Rescue System. He had to transmigrate into different worlds as the sickly son of a future villain, trading his short life fo 836Reads8.4Score287Shelves

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    "Big brother, you're here." "Yeah." "Big brother, you have big hands." "Big brother, your hands can hold a lot of things." Shen Huai said, "Help me hold them." "Help what?" "Help Dad. When he's sad because I'm not here anymore, help me hold him." "Okay."

38. 538 半 I Got a Late-Night Hotel Pickup, and the Passengers Were My Wife and Her Lover 半夜接到去酒店的代驾单，上车的竟是妻子和她的情夫 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机10k WordsCompleted I got a designated-driver job taking someone to a hotel in the middle of the night. The passengers turned out to be my wife and her lover 646Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 539 妻 My Wife Said She Was Working Late, but I Saw Her on Her Senior's Social Media 妻子半夜出门加班，我却看见她出现在学长的朋友圈 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机12k WordsCompleted My wife left in the middle of the night, saying she had to work overtime, but I saw her in a senior's social media post 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves
40. 540 快 Quick Transmigration: Why Hasn’t the Male Lead Come to Kill Me Yet? 快穿：男主怎么还没来杀我 Shang Shi Lei殇十泪Two Male Leads451k WordsCompleted Jing Mo was a mission-taker who played an utterly wicked villain. In each little world, all he wanted was to finish his mission early and recover his memories. But he never expected to hit a wall in the very first world. 1: Jing Mo was hated by the entire internet. He not only targeted the top-tier star, but was also buried in scandals, beyond even the Yellow River’s power to wash clean. Yet the sweet, naive male lead stubbornly stuck by his side, saying he wanted to protect him. 2: Jing Mo was 103Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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    The first book, the first world, was about smiling depression. The first 50 chapters of the second book were almost entirely angst. It's a bit better now.

41. 541 柯 Detective Conan: Forced to Save the Day, I Just Want to Fake My Death and Get Away 柯南：被迫拯救后只想赶快死遁 A Moon Rabbit一只月兔Anime Fanfiction554k WordsOngoing [No romance + everyone adores the protagonist + beautiful yet tragic + madman literature 3 + ambiguous factions] Chiyahara Nozomu was the most useless codename operative in the organization. He couldn’t lift a finger to carry anything or fight, and he was out of breath every other step. Even climbing a flight of stairs could kill him. He also wore a device to monitor his heartbeat, various tracking devices, and even a collar around his neck that dispensed sedatives. Everyone else in the organiza 1.4kReads9.2Score224Shelves
42. 542 被 The Little Emperor Imprisoned by the Left and Right Chancellors 被左相右相囚禁的小皇帝 Liang Wang两汪Two Male Leads523k WordsCompleted After the Beijing Rebellion, the imperial family of the Yu Dynasty was handed over to the Northern Barbarians, who subjected them to every kind of humiliation. The only survivor was a ten-year-old prince. The capital was moved to Nanjing, and the boy ascended the throne at ten, with the two chief ministers doing their utmost to support him. But the young emperor was unable to have children. Little by little, he fell into another abyss. He said he loved him deeply, yet their struggle was a fight 9.5kReads6.4Score631Shelves

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    As long as Your Majesty is here, I'd gladly go to hell.

43. 543 女 My Girlfriend Called Me a Beggar on My Birthday. After I Left, I Discovered It Was All an Act 女友在生日上说我是乞丐，我离开后，却发现她是在演戏 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机10k WordsCompleted My girlfriend called me a beggar at her birthday party. After I left, I discovered she had only been putting on an act 7.5kReads—Score—Shelves
44. 544 得 After Learning My Girlfriend No Longer Loved Me, I Decided to Give My Life for My Country 得知女友不再爱我后，我决定以身报国 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机8k WordsCompleted When I learned my girlfriend no longer loved me, I decided to give my life for my country 374Reads—Score—Shelves
45. 545 花 The Flowers Bloomed 花，开了 AhriiiTwo Male Leads55k WordsCompleted If not for that glass of “Glacier,” he would never have inexplicably walked toward him. If he had never met Chen Ji, he would probably still be shrouded in darkness, unable to believe that anyone in this world could truly love him. An Yi is the top seller in this part of town, a butterfly dancing on the edge of taboo, dazzling yet elusive. Chen Ji, a spotless top student, is like a little deer lost in forbidden territory. He has stepped into more than this absurd place: he has also entered An Y —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This book has two male protagonists and isn't too long; it only has five chapters, and I cried while reading it [frustrated]. His little butterfly flew away [crying].

46. 546 庸 Beware the Mediocre 庸人小心 Yin Mu殷木Urban370k WordsCompleted Realistic fiction · Unrequited love with a bad ending · Small-town life · Ordinary people · Coming-of-age · No golden finger Based on the true experiences of friends, this story is told from a male first-person perspective and follows Jiang Xin through the ups and downs of his youth in a small southern county town from 2005 to 2014. He was once an elementary-school prodigy admired by everyone. But from the moment he started middle school, his life quietly began to veer off course. As a boy, he 190Reads—Score107Shelves

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    This book doesn't feature heart-wrenching torture, but it possesses a lingering, suffocating quality. Set in a southern county town between 2005 and 2016, the story follows a young man as he watches his ideals slowly fade, his feelings for Lin Qiyu remaining unresolved. Much of the pain doesn't stem from sudden events, but from the gradual, sinking sense of oppression that arises when one realizes they are merely an ordinary person and powerless to change many things.

47. 547 得 When I Learned My Professor Fiancée Had Taken My Admission Letter, I Called Off the Wedding 得知当年是教授未婚妻取走录取通知后，我决定退婚了 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机12k WordsCompleted When I learned that my professor fiancée had taken my admission letter back then, I decided to break off the engagement 2.7kReads—Score—Shelves
48. 548 我 I'm Put on Trial in a Livestream, and All of China Is in Tears 我被直播审判，全华夏泪崩了 Winter11冬日11Urban1.3M WordsCompleted Lin Xuan was framed and driven into a desperate situation. To appease the public, the authorities decide to broadcast his trial. Meanwhile, a machine capable of retrieving memories is invented, and all of Lin Xuan’s memories are played back. Lin Xuan’s younger sister, Lin Yu, a goddess of her generation, watches her own brother’s broadcast. She wants to know why the good brother she once knew turned into this kind of person! When his memories are brought to light, the entire nation breaks down i 663Reads5.6Score—Shelves

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    Highly recommended! The first book perfectly fits the description; it's really depressing and unfair throughout. The second book is about the protagonist's own situation. The third book is about a protagonist who is extremely gentle but, due to a mistake in the world's consciousness, tries to save people countless times but fails and is abused to the point of losing himself. In the end, he tries to commit suicide to escape but is thwarted in every way. The fourth book is about someone who was abused since childhood, and later, when his life improved, he discovered he had incurable cancer.

49. 549 未 After My Fiancée Went on a Trip to the Islands with Her Intern, I Decided to Let Her Go 未婚妻和实习生去海岛旅游后，我决定放手了 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机9k WordsCompleted After my fiancée went on a trip to an island with her intern, I decided to let her go 225Reads—Score—Shelves
50. 550 当 After I Reset Their Affection, My Two Childhood Friends Went Crazy 当我清空好感度后，两个青梅却疯了 Little Lamb Typewriter小羊牌打字机13k WordsCompleted After I reset their affection levels to zero, my two childhood friends went crazy 921Reads—Score—Shelves

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