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Give Me the Angst, Make It Hurt 求刀,刀死我

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  1. 1 With Only Two Months to Live, They Finally Break Down and Repent 命剩最后两月,他们终于崩溃忏悔 Urban224k WordsCompleted [Tearjerker]+ [Heartbreaking]+ [Bad Ending]+ [No Clichés, Realistic Story] The world beneath the neon lights is dazzling, but it has never shone for just one person. Lonely souls are always searching for comfort, but the medicine that could heal their wounds died long ago in childhood. When the stories they left behind finally become known, all that awaits them is a corpse that has long since grown cold. His parents spend their entire lives mired in a failed marriage, treating Bai Mo like a garb 13.5kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves
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  2. 2 Detective Conan: Forced to Save the Day, I Just Want to Fake My Death and Get Away 柯南:被迫拯救后只想赶快死遁 Anime Fanfiction554k WordsOngoing [No romance + everyone adores the protagonist + beautiful yet tragic + madman literature 3 + ambiguous factions] Chiyahara Nozomu was the most useless codename operative in the organization. He couldn’t lift a finger to carry anything or fight, and he was out of breath every other step. Even climbing a flight of stairs could kill him. He also wore a device to monitor his heartbeat, various tracking devices, and even a collar around his neck that dispensed sedatives. Everyone else in the organiza 2.2kReads9.2Score300Shelves
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  3. 3 After Divorcing the Female CEO, I Wound Up in the Arms of a Stunning Doctor 和女总裁离婚后,误入绝色女医怀 Urban371k WordsCompleted [Complete. The animated adaptation is out. Click the author's profile for the new novel.] Original title: Divorced in the Late Stages of Cancer, Then Everyone Started Loving Me [Everyday life + slow burn + one heroine + no System or golden finger + no turning back + occasional madness] In their four years of marriage, Song Yilang thought he was lucky to have a beautiful wife and a happy family. So he worked himself to the bone, hoping to stand side by side with Lin Su. But when he got cancer and 14.2kReads9.1Score620Shelves
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  4. 4 The Crown Prince Gave Away His Country 太子他把国家送人了 Two Male Leads223k WordsCompleted [Complete]“No CP + no love interest + focused solely on building a career and saving the world + no female lead + reborn + tragic ending” A twist of fate turned Zhu Fanyi from the protagonist into a supporting character. Reborn, he turned his fate around. The System sobbed, “Heaven won’t let me go home. I want to atone and give everything back to you!” At first, Zhu Fanyi couldn’t have cared less. He thought, Don’t flatter yourself and dump that mess on me. Going along with fate is actually pre 1.7kReads9.3Score303Shelves
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  5. 5 Riddled with Illness, I Refuse Treatment. Why Are You Crying? 诸病缠身,我不治,你们哭什么 Urban307k WordsCompleted [Also known as: "Your Son Has Been Gone for a Long Time" and "My Depression Was Getting Better, but I Still Had Stomach Cancer"] Guo Lu was just passing through, a person suffering from depression, schizophrenia, and stomach cancer. After learning that he had only a few years left if he did not seek treatment, Guo Lu wanted nothing more than to end it all on his own terms. After the conflicts with his family accumulated and finally exploded time and again, the people close to him at last learned 13.6kReads8.8Score747Shelves
  6. 6 Betrayed by Every Woman, He Reveals His Memories and the World Weeps 众女背叛,记忆曝光后世人哭泣 Eastern Fantasy734k WordsCompleted Ye Changge, the most powerful villain across the Three Realms, Six Paths, and countless planes. He betrayed his word and killed his mentor. He subdued the Buddha, slaughtered monks across the land, and committed every imaginable evil. With a wave of his hand, he wiped out countless lives and plunged the world into chaos. At last, just as Ye Changge was about to break through, the ten heroines turned against him at the last moment. They joined forces with the Chosen One and powerful figures from 8.5kReads9.1Score1.3kShelves
  7. 7 Don’t Ask Me to Forgive You. I Just Want to Die with Dignity 别求我原谅,我只想从容赴死 Urban200k WordsCompleted [Regret and remorse] [No forgiveness] [Extreme sports] [Livestream] [Protagonist dies] Lu He enjoyed less than a month of happiness in the first half of his life. His mother became a vegetable, and they blamed him. The family business was struggling, and they blamed him. Even when his adopted younger brother only got a minor scrape, they blamed him. And now, ALS had come for him too. He was about to die. Why should he still be sensible and obedient, constantly making things difficult for himself 1.5kReads8.5Score103Shelves
  8. 8 You Said You’d Kill Me, So Why Do You Regret It Now? 说好的要杀我,你们怎么后悔了 Eastern Fantasy1.2M WordsCompleted [Xianxia Fantasy + Memories Revealed + No System + One Heroine + Tragedy + Slow Burn] A friendly warning: This is not a wish-fulfillment novel! This is not a wish-fulfillment novel! This is not a wish-fulfillment novel! Important things must be said three times! Before the Heavenly Void Palace. “Chen Zun, you murdered your master and betrayed the Dao. You personally trapped me in a ten-thousand-year ice cave to suffer punishment. Today, you will pay with your life!” “Demon Lord, you slaughtered 4.9kReads8.3Score531Shelves
  9. 9 After My Cancer Diagnosis, I Cut Ties with You. Why Are You Crying? 癌症后,我断绝关系你们哭啥? Urban1.0M WordsCompleted [Male-Oriented] [Cancer + Rebirth + One Wealthy Heroine with Strong Possessiveness + Regret and Redemption + Entrepreneurship] Switched at birth, the impostor stole eighteen years of his life! After going through hell to find his way home, he thought things would finally get better. But his parents thought he was inferior to the fake son! His sisters despised and misunderstood him, his parents favored the impostor, and the fake son strutted around like he owned the place. Reborn, he looks at the 458Reads6.5Score100Shelves
  10. 10 I Become a Villain and Get Dumped? Me: Dump Me, Dump Me! 成为反派被退婚?我:退退退! Urban1.1M WordsOngoing Shen Chong transmigrates into the world of a novel and becomes a top-tier villainous rich second-generation heir. He obtains a Survival System: as long as he follows the plot and stays alive, he can earn a huge number of rewards. But what he never expected was that every heroine could hear his inner thoughts. [The first heroine is a lovesick idiot. Good thing she called off the engagement. Stay away, stay away!] [Big Sister Li Yu is so beautiful, but she’s a traitor and a pathetic simp. Not for 373Reads7.8Score—Shelves
  11. 11 I Have One Month to Live, and the Whole World Is Telling Me to Die 只剩一个月命,全世界人喊我去死 Urban385k WordsCompleted (Anthology + multiple stories + major heartbreak + bring tissues) Xiang Jin’an valued his family and friends above everything else. And every one of them hoped he would die!!! At sixteen, he was diagnosed with terminal cancer. When they learned he was going to die, his family and friends said: His father: “Hurry up and die. Then I won’t have to beat you every day. I’m exhausted too, so it’d be a relief if you died!!!” His mother: “When you’re about to die, don’t do it at home. It’ll bring bad lu 5Reads6.4Score—Shelves
  12. 12 Stop Asking Me to Forgive You. Can You Just Let Me Go Before I Die? 别求我原谅了,临死前放过我好吗 Urban213k WordsCompleted [A pure healing story. The protagonist is destined to die + guiding spirits to the afterlife] Also known as [I Guide All Living Beings Through the Mortal World] After a checkup, Lu Yuan learns that he has at most six months left to live. So Lu Yuan decides to cast aside the heavy burdens that were never his to bear and start living for himself! Just then, he encounters the “Forget Worries Tavern,” and after his death, he becomes its owner. 2.7kReads9.0Score105Shelves
  13. 13 After I Died Miserably of Stomach Cancer, My Seven Sisters Regretted It 身患胃癌惨死后,七个姐姐后悔了 Urban221k WordsCompleted [Clearing his name / No forgiveness / No cultivation] “I’m going to kick Lin Luo out of the Lin family. Lin Qitian is the only young master in our family.” Lin Chuyue, the eldest sister and CEO of a multinational conglomerate, said coldly. Their second sister, a famous actress; their third, a brilliant surgeon; their fourth, a computer genius; their fifth, a top military officer; their sixth, a renowned voice actor; and their seventh, a hugely popular campus beauty all agreed! But just as they w 961Reads8.3Score104Shelves
  14. 14 Is It Really So Wrong for a Terminally Ill Patient Like Me to Slay a God? 我一个绝症患者屠个神很过分吗? Urban748k WordsCompleted “I really am terminally ill with heart disease!” A global fog descends. The great powers fight for supremacy, and humanity is surrounded by wolves and tigers on all sides. Lin Xiao has terminal heart disease and isn't fit to shed blood defending the borders, so he plans to spend what little time he has left traveling around the country. Then he awakens an ability that makes him stronger whenever his heart condition flares up! To stay alive, Lin Xiao deliberately pushes himself until his heart ac 161Reads9.0Score—Shelves
  15. 15 When They Wanted to Turn Back, I Was Already Gone 当她们想回头时,我却早已不在 Urban460k WordsCompleted In his previous life, he was the youngest son of the prestigious Jiang family, lost as a child. After they found him, they never accepted him. No matter how hard Jiang He tried to please them, nothing worked. During a fire, his three older sisters abandoned him without hesitation, anxiously taking the fake young master away and leaving him to burn alive... In this life, Jiang He stops debasing himself by begging for the ridiculous, biased love of that family. He simply waits quietly until he com 11.2kReads8.6Score877Shelves
  16. 16 I Have Only Three Months to Live, and Now They Want My Forgiveness! 只剩三个月命,他们来求我原谅! Urban551k WordsCompleted Chen Shu has stomach cancer and only three months left to live. In the final three months of his life, Chen Shu no longer wants to accommodate others, put the greater good first, or keep compromising. He wants to say goodbye to the past, see the world through his own eyes, and finally be himself! The irony is that all the care he once desperately wanted but could never get is finally coming his way... They all regret it now, but isn’t it too late? He doesn’t need it anymore! The one thing Chen S 1.4kReads6.6Score108Shelves
  17. 17 The Live-In Son-in-Law: The Whole World Thinks I Love You 赘婿:全世界以为我爱你 Urban401k WordsCompleted [Urban romance + one heroine + live-in son-in-law. This is not a wish-fulfillment story: the male lead suffers early on, and the female lead suffers later. Not a wish-fulfillment story, not a wish-fulfillment story!] Everyone in Yuncheng knew the Jiang family had a live-in son-in-law who was a lovesick doormat. He’d spent years fawning over their daughter, Jiang Yiwei, always at her beck and call... But everyone in Yuncheng also knew that the Jiang family’s eldest daughter had loved Song Qingche 6.1kReads8.5Score304Shelves
  18. 18 Mom Says: Having a Son Like Me Is a Total Failure 妈妈说:有我这种儿子,真失败 Urban403k WordsCompleted Rising star Li Chulu appears on the show Little Lu's Appointment and openly admits that she failed as a parent. She says her son has loved fighting since he was little, hates reading and studying, likes going out to fool around, and comes home late every night. “Having a son like that is a failure!” But when the production crew gets in touch with Li Chulu's son and projects his memories onto the big screen, everyone discovers that things aren't quite as Li Chulu described... He fought from a you 1.5kReads7.8Score170Shelves
  19. 19 Six Months to Live: My Wife Begs Me to Forgive Her 剩六个月命,老婆哭求原谅 Urban189k WordsCompleted [Single heroine]+ [Bad ending]+ [Tearjerker] Chen Mo, timid and meek, has been married to Gao Ruoyun for three years, but their marriage has never been consummated! Gao Ruoyun despises Chen Mo for being spineless and bluntly asks him for a divorce. As if things couldn’t get any worse, Chen Mo learns that he has stomach cancer and only six months to live. With what little time he has left, Chen Mo just wants to let loose for once. From now on, he’ll live only for himself and his family. [My name 113Reads5.5Score—Shelves
  20. 20 Heavenly Dao: I Grant You a Hundred Days in This Body to Settle Your Mortal Affairs 天道:允你百日身,了却凡尘事 Urban233k WordsCompleted If you were peerless in cultivation and had a lifespan of over a thousand years, but suddenly learned you had only a hundred days left, what would you do? A century after transmigrating, Wang Shun had already become humanity's fifth strongest fighter. After another century, he finally led humanity to victory in the first invasion from another world. But before he could spend time with the people he loved, the Heavenly Dao told him that a second invasion was coming! And this time, prot 3.1kReads8.2Score226Shelves
  21. 21 Global High Martial: Copying SSS-Rank Talents from the Start 全球高武:开局复制SSS级天赋 Urban1.2M WordsCompleted He transmigrates to a high-martial world where the strong can shatter stars and moons, while the weak are reduced to ants! From the start, Lu Yu activates the Divine Copy System! All it takes is a touch to copy and upgrade! “What? You have amazing talent? Copy!” “Congratulations, Host. Your talent has been copied and upgraded to SSS rank!” “You’re showing off your divine weapon in front of me? Copy!” “Ding! Congratulations, Host. You have copied and upgraded a divine weapon: the Fuxi Sword!” As 14kReads8.7Score1.1kShelves
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  22. 22 My IQ Can Be Recharged 我的智商能充值 Urban1.5M WordsCompleted “Your IQ balance is running low. Please top up immediately!” Chen Zhao, a high school student, accidentally acquires a System that can raise his IQ and transmigrates to a parallel world much like Earth. As long as he completes the System's missions, he can top up his IQ and become the smartest person in the world! And just like that, he becomes insanely impressive! He glances at the questions on an exam and calculates the answers in his head! As a gaming streamer, his lightning-fast judgment mak 8.2kReads9.0Score797Shelves
  23. 23 I Hide My Identity in the Armor Hero World 我在铠甲勇士世界隐藏身份 Anime Fanfiction379k WordsCompleted Chen Zifan transmigrates into the world of Armor Hero, but the System is so useless that he has no choice but to hide his identity to stay alive. Xin Nan: “I’d really like to ask the Flame Dragon Hero impersonating me how he got so strong.” Dong Shan: “Who’s the Wind Eagle Hero impersonating me? Give me a chance to thank him in person.” Bei Miao: “Black Rhino Hero impersonating me, show yourself! I’ll make you team leader!” … When the time is right, Chen Zifan can finally come clean: “Actually, 21Reads8.2Score—Shelves
  24. 24 My Wife's World 我妻世界 Urban2.4M WordsCompleted When worlds descend and the world itself is threatened, no one can stay out of it! Biological anomalies! Climate anomalies! Geological anomalies! Anomalies in the laws of nature! All anomalies must be eliminated! Become the world’s [white blood cells] and devour them! The West: “I will protect our world!” The East: “We will protect our shared home!” Zhang: “I will protect my wife!” Everyone: “???” [Comedic and lighthearted] [Includes hand-drawn monster illustrations] 34.6kReads9.2Score3.4kShelves
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  25. 25 Genshin Impact: Nine Lifetimes of Endless Erosion 原神:九世轮回,我经历无数磨损 Anime Fanfiction628k WordsCompleted After transmigrating to Teyvat, Xiuyuan learns that the System requires him to experience nine lifetimes of reincarnation. In his first life, he becomes Hu Tao's grandfather. He teaches her manners, responsibility, and how to write limericks. “Once Grandpa is gone... remember to eat well... and sleep in your coffin less... Coffins are cold, and you'll catch a chill...” “Be good... Xiao Tao, smile more. When you smile... you really are beautiful...” In his second life, he awakens the se 10.1kReads9.7Score1.4kShelves
  26. 26 The Netherworld Scholar Immortal 通幽小儒仙 Eastern Fantasy2.0M WordsCompleted “Where is this?” “Perhaps... the River of Forgetfulness...” “Who are you?” “Wuchang...” “I've never heard of anyone called Wuchang in this world.” “From now on... that's who I'll be!” The soul crosses the River of Forgetfulness, while its thoughts remain on the other shore. What is gained from all beings must be returned to all beings. When Su Mo woke up, he was no longer in his former life. He went to the capital to sit the imperial examinations, but accidentally stumbled into an immortal schem 73.9kReads9.4Score8.2kShelves
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  27. 27 Once Upon a Time, There Was a Demon-Suppressing Pass 从前有座镇妖关 Urban3.0M WordsCompleted Once, there was a pass like this. Once, there was a group of people like this. Every inch of this pass was stained with blood. These people would not return until they were dead. All so that, amid mountains of corpses and seas of blood, in their final moments, they could turn around and see the lights of countless homes shining behind them, with peace and safety year after year. 197.7kReads9.6Score24kShelves
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  28. 28 Call Me the Ghost Messenger 请叫我鬼差大人 Mystery2.1M WordsCompleted After the Eternal Night, terror returned. Ten miles of desolate graves, eerie singing. An old man searching for his arms, a headless baby... They kept piecing their bodies back together, unleashing an even more terrifying aura. In the wasteland, even a severed hand could destroy heaven and earth. In this world of darkness and despair, a post office appeared and vanished from view... A mysterious young man, a postal carriage traveling through the void... One blood-red letter after another became 123.7kReads9.5Score12.5kShelves
  29. 29 A Diary of Life in Teyvat 提瓦特生活日记 Two Female Leads388k WordsCompleted Genshin Impact and Honkai, the Sustainer of Heavenly Principles and the Herrschers. Is there some indispensable connection between them? Aether, Lumine, a new home? The secrets of the Seven Archons, the truth of Teyvat. Hmm, lofty ideas indeed, but what do they have to do with Bai Mo? She just wants to know where she came from, then travel with her adorable Lumine. What? The secrets of Teyvat? What have they got to do with her? Shoo, go away. Fight monsters, travel, slack off, dote on Lumine. Ah 1.2kReads9.5Score146Shelves
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  30. 30 City of Beasts 异兽迷城 Urban3.0M WordsCompleted [The new book The Maze of Inversion has begun serialization. Updates come at 9 p.m. every evening. Please continue to support it.] Gao Yang was an orphan. At the age of six, he transmigrated to a parallel world and began living in a warm family of five. When he turned eighteen, Gao Yang accidentally discovered the truth about the world: this was not a parallel world at all, but a mysterious realm, and all the relatives and friends around him were terrifying Beasts! Gao Yang nearly lost his life 473.2kReads9.7Score73.9kShelves
  31. 31 In the Apocalypse, I'm the Only One Zombies Don't Attack 末世之只有我不被丧尸攻击 Sci-Fi & Apocalypse556k WordsCompleted [A completed classic Western fantasy novel] [A new novel from a veteran author, guaranteed quality] Bai Yin is a high school student who secretly works in the criminal underworld. He was planning to visit his younger sister, who had been adopted. Unexpectedly, he transmigrates to a parallel world. The apocalypse arrives, and zombies break out. As humanity becomes zombie food: "Ding! System bound successfully!" "Kill ten zombies to obtain the Zombie Friend ability!" Bai Yin becomes the only human 1.4kReads9.3Score189Shelves
  32. 32 Against the Gods 逆天邪神 Eastern Fantasy7.2M WordsOngoing The animated series of the same name is now streaming on iQIYI! Wielding the Pearl of Heavenly Poison, bearing the blood of the Evil God, and cultivating power that defies heaven, a generation’s Evil God reigns supreme! 4.9kReads9.3Score304Shelves
  33. 33 Deicide Learning In A Psychiatric Hospital 我在精神病院学斩神 Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 1.1MReads9.9Score180.5kShelves
  34. 34 The Lone Wanderer in Another World 异世界的独行者 Eastern Fantasy603k WordsCompleted Black Jiu, an introverted high school student who secretly works in the underworld, gets into a car accident during a school-organized spring outing. The entire group transmigrates to another world crawling with monsters. There, he meets his younger sister, whom their parents sold when she was little. Now a slave of the demon race, she is trying to kill herself... “If justice has its heroes, then darkness deserves its own savior, too. But saviors always like to keep clean. So people like us, the 2kReads9.0Score190Shelves
  35. 35 I Was Raised by Monsters 我被怪物养大 Urban769k WordsCompleted The story is set in a modern city in a parallel world. Legend has it that City A is home to an urban myth called the White Cat Agency. The agency is run by a group of monsters and demons. As long as you pay the appropriate price, they'll fulfill any request you make. Money, organs, emotions, memories, years of life... Anything could become a bargaining chip. Seventeen years ago, an infant boy of unknown origins was found by the agency's owner and raised by a group of monsters. Seventeen years l 2.3kReads9.6Score348Shelves
  36. 36 I’m the Only One in the World Without Powers 全世界只有我没有异能 Sci-Fi & Apocalypse1.4M WordsCompleted The apocalypse arrives, and after destruction comes new life. Everyone gains special abilities, while Li Chang'an, who has none, lives like a beast. Some teach him to be kind to others; others teach him to fight his way to a better world. Little by little, he comes to believe that there is light even in the darkness. Though the road is hard, he still wants to become one of the strongest, standing at the very top. But one day, the light vanishes before his eyes. 4.7kReads9.4Score625Shelves
  37. 37 I Turned the Horror World Into a Raising Game! 我把惊悚世界玩成养成游戏! Mystery2.3M WordsCompleted A mysterious force descended upon Earth, giving rise to another world of terror. Everyone was forcibly sent into the world of horror games on their eighteenth birthday. While everyone else was immersed in fear, struggling to survive in the cracks between life and death, Qin Nuo discovered that he could earn System rewards by influencing the ghosts’ emotions. And every time he completed a dungeon, he could establish his own business in the world of horror. So he became a food runner at the Yin Sp 150.2kReads9.5Score17.3kShelves
  38. 38 The Blade Wielder of the Ghost Domain 鬼域执刀人 Urban306k WordsCompleted “A lot of the time, unless we make an effort, we'll never know just how useless we really are.” The survivors of the calamity stared in shock at Lu Xiaoqi on the high platform. He fell silent for a moment, then slowly began to speak: “So most of the time, we're just fighting to stay alive. The lucky ones have always been few, and life has always been cruel and merciless.” He smiled and gazed into the distance, murmuring: “I know. Human hearts are treacherous, monsters run rampant, and clever peo 970Reads8.7Score—Shelves
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  39. 39 My 26-Year-Old Female Tenant 我的26岁女房客 Urban2.1M WordsCompleted After a wild night at a bar, a beautiful woman pinned him with a paternity claim, and the down-and-out young man suddenly became a father. As if things weren't bad enough, the owner of his rented home changed, and he was about to be kicked out. But his new landlady was beautiful! Should he ask to share the place? She coolly gave him a single word: “Get out!” A romantic entanglement sparked by a housing problem. 123.9kReads9.7Score13.7kShelves
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