
Don’t Ask Me to Forgive You. I Just Want to Die with Dignity
别求我原谅,我只想从容赴死
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 200k Words
- Genre
- Urban
- Subgenre
- Urban Everyday
- Updated
- 3y ago
- Source
- Fanqie
Synopsis
Other names
- Not Forgiving Is My Choice, and So Is Facing Death with Grace不原谅是我的选择,从容赴死也是Former title · until Oct 2026
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As expected of Brother Errang, he is really capable of mobilizing emotions. Lu He's transformation from a glimmer of hope to complete despair and then to living wholeheartedly for himself is really well written, and the diary part is really heartwarming... I can't even imagine how he managed to survive these ten years... Ye Xiangling... She is just a spoiled young lady who knows nothing about the world. It can be seen that she has a good heart. She knows regret and guilt. Although she still finds excuses to escape, she still faces her heart. She wants to persuade and make amends, but her experiences since childhood have left her unaware. No matter how you describe it, the princess's personality makes her occasionally angry and say some unintelligible words, but from a God's perspective, I can also feel the blockage in her heart... It's a pity that the belated apology is too late after all. I quite hope that one day I can see the so-called doting brother and crazy devil can really dote on the right person. I feel like I'm scheduled to take off.
First of all, I have read several books of the same type before, but they gradually started to change the tone. The heroine began to regret all kinds of things, and then the plot was dragged out by various things. It was really torture. But this book is nothing like that, which is a good point and one of my favorites, and I hope the author can stick with it. In addition, I would like to give a big suggestion to the author, it is best not to have a female protagonist, otherwise it will be really disgusting. Well, I wish the author a good result, and I send you five-star praise ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Recently, I am becoming more and more fond of this kind of sadistic novel. The more sadistic it is, the colder the male protagonist is, and the more painful he feels. Maybe I also yearn for this kind of thing.
Not even good, not perfect. It's not really a masterpiece in the same genre, but I just like this book. The protagonist is so free and easy, really free and easy. It makes me feel that he is me and I am him. It makes me feel a sense of freedom. It is not like other novels where this kind of danger is completely focused on chasing. Instead of focusing on other aspects of the husband's crematorium, this feeling of free extreme sports is really good. It is a first of its kind. I suggest other novels imitate this book. It is very good and should be regarded as a better representative of this genre. He deserves five stars.
It's very interesting so far, and the plot is also good. I hope I can continue this progress until the end. There must be no fantasy, magic, etc. (In short, the world view should not be so grand) or resurrection. Otherwise, this book will be G. Also, the introduction says that the protagonist will die, so by the end, the protagonist will be dead.
Read a good book and savor a life. Although this book is neither good nor perfect. (However, it is undeniable that it is still good) But it has finally come to an end, and even if we are reluctant to leave, we have to say goodbye. This book was shaped by this character👍. Of course, there are some problems with the later connection, but the author himself knows it, so I won't go into details. I will talk about what the author may not know (just my personal opinion, nothing more): 1. This book is very good, more than 80% better than others of the same type, so there is no need to belittle oneself. (Such as the level of decisiveness and the death of the protagonist) There is no distinction between the two priorities, but the author has deleted them, so it is expected. The author must know this. As for why I want to say it? Because I feel very sad when I see it😣, this is just a complaint, don't pay attention to it. The inner drama and plot of the three villains can be appropriately deleted or added. Then, evil can be described, but disgusting is not necessary. After all, most people don't like it... At least I don't. Of course, what I'm talking about here is the first part that you didn't delete. Since the latter part has been deleted, I won't comment on it. Four... Okay, there is no more four. The general topic and subject matter are good, and the details are also okay. Finally, I wish all readers to find your own love and freedom. I also hope that the author can write "your" wonderful book" So everyone, I look forward to meeting you next time. (Lu He is really really a little angel!!!)
It was late at night, and it suddenly attracted me who was about to go to sleep and kept me up all night. There are not many action protagonists who do what they say, and this is definitely one of them It made me cry while watching it. Although it was a little regretful, the content was really attractive. The author depicts the protagonist very realistically. I personally think that the emotions are very immersive and can easily resonate 🥺
Although the author said it is a trend-following theme, I personally think it is better than hating the terminally ill crematorium. Even though the transition to someone I once lived with may be a little too quick due to following the trend and cutting most of the threads, it doesn't feel too stiff to me. The protagonist's decision is also my favorite. It's not about being bold but being cautious. Although I was a little shocked when he died in the second project, it was indeed the most appropriate time. The protagonist doesn't want to be a useless person who can't move. He can run and jump while he can still move and understand himself at the best time. This kind of "willfulness" is what I like best. That kind of thing. (Silent) Okay, I'm talking nonsense.
Among the many books on this subject, I think this book is still very good. Compared with the few books I have read, the protagonist of this book is still very good. To be honest, what I hate about this subject is the single women. It is quite speechless that a person is about to die and he runs around to flirt with her. [Test] 🤔 Moreover, the character design of the main character also makes me not like it. I can still accept the character of the protagonist of this book. It is well written and feels much better than some high-scoring books, and I think it will be more interesting to read 🤔 🤔 Come on, author [Sending my heart] [Sending my heart] [Sending my heart]
Personally, I prefer this kind of novel with delicate emotions and the characters in the book have online IQs. It is very comfortable to read, but! Let's start in the middle period. The pace of the story is getting faster and faster. I hope that the author's next novel will maintain his own rhythm, writing style, emotion, and general direction. I look forward to the author's next novel, hoping it will be longer.