Unrequited Love, Heart-Wrenching Angst, One Person's Turmoil, and They Never Get Together 暗恋 巨虐 是一个人的兵荒马乱最后没在一起的那种

1. 1 我 I've Secretly Loved Him, Year After Year 我偷偷喜欢他，一年又一年 Clouds and Smoke with You云烟与卿Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted Jiang Yuze will never know That a girl named Xiao Xi secretly loved him for seven years. Xiao Xi: a desolate hope. Just like her unrequited love, it would never see the light of day. She said, “I once loved someone with all my heart, too. But he never knew how I felt.” Reader's note: Based on a true story 2.1kReads8.6Score193Shelves

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   Secret love is a person's chaos

2. 2 风 The Day the Wind Blew 风吹过的那天 Clouds and Smoke with You云烟与卿Modern Romance3k WordsCompleted He Lin, congratulations on your wedding. On the day you got married, the wind blew. I thought I was finally ready to let go. 152Reads8.0Score—Shelves
3. 3 向 Keep Moving Forward, Don't Look Back 向前走，别回头 Clouds and Smoke with You云烟与卿Modern Romance39k WordsCompleted At 18, Zhao Xingyang fell in love with someone. To her, the boy was a ray of light in her life, the best gift heaven had ever given her. He was brilliant and flamboyant, carefree and unrestrained. Unfortunately, he didn't know she existed, and she was too much of a coward... Perhaps because she'd met someone so dazzling in her youth, it took her a full ten years to let go. At 28, Zhao Xingyang told herself: “Keep moving forward. Don't look back.” 120Reads8.0Score—Shelves
4. 4 一 A Small-Town Girl's Ten-Year Secret Crush 一个小镇女孩暗恋的十年 The Orange Mountain Has A Spirit桔山有灵Modern Romance351k WordsCompleted [Ten years of secret love × running away while pregnant × groveling to win her back × reunion after years apart × powerful man finally bows his head × both are each other’s first and only] This is not a mindless wish-fulfillment story!! The heroine is not love-brained!!! This is not a pampered-wife story!! People will die, so if you only want happy endings, this isn’t for you! No rebirth, no golden finger, no evil female rival, no women competing against each other, and no putting the heroine th 3.8kReads8.2Score343Shelves

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   Then you can watch it. A left-behind girl in a small town comes to Shanghai and has a secret crush on the male protagonist, a rich, handsome and sunny boy from the second generation of Shanghai's rich family. Not humble, but very sour, sad and sweet at the same time!

5. 5 我 I Only Took a Peek at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 15kReads9.6Score3.5kShelves
6. 6 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 89.5kReads9.7Score14.9kShelves
7. 7 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 70.9kReads9.7Score12.8kShelves
8. 8 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 85kReads9.6Score15kShelves
9. 9 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 27.2kReads9.6Score6.3kShelves
10. 10 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 63.3kReads9.5Score12kShelves
11. 11 我 My Unrequited Love Doesn't Count 我的暗恋不算话 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted My Unrequited Love Doesn't Count 1.3kReads—Score—Shelves

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    A secret crush is a person's chaos, a crush on campus. If she likes someone, she should confess to her. She thought for a long time and decided to confess. The love triangle between one woman and two men broke the ice since the third year of high school. She has been secretly in love with him for a long time. It is difficult to guess the thoughts of a girl's secret love. It is difficult to guess whether he loves her or not. , She plucked up the courage to confess, but he regarded it as truth or dare. She always wanted to apply for the same school in college in her senior year, so she would guard him and prevent him from being snatched away. She asked his good brother if he had anyone he liked, but his good brother smiled bitterly but said sourly that he would find out when he goes to college. Some loves are about to be exposed. She felt his good brother's tenderness and care for her, and she even felt comfortable snuggling in his good brother's arms. But he seemed to be jealous. He asked his good brother if he liked her, but his good brother denied it. After her senior year in high school, she moved her books home, and he and his good brother both He came to help, and he took the initiative to ask if he wanted to travel together for the first time after graduation, but because he didn't respond to her love, she angrily asked his good brother if he wanted to travel together. He was even more angry seeing that she and his good brother were so good. He threw the book at her. She closed her eyes and opened them, but his good brother blocked her. She was impatient. She took her good brother to see the school doctor. She began to question whether she really loved someone else. She kissed him but her heartbeat was not enough, but her good brother had a heartbeat when she kissed him. At this moment, she understood who she really liked, but she didn't dare to accept the truth. She blocked him and his good brother. She didn't see anyone, but he was so good. Her brother came to her and told her that he liked her, but she was at a loss. When she went to college, she thought she had nothing to do with them. But she heard two people confessing to her, and everyone else envied her. She was confused, and the sour feeling of secret love was only painful and hard to make a choice. She chose to ignore it, that she The mother she hated the most called her and said that her grandma was in the hospital and wanted money. Before she got home, she couldn't see her grandma for the last time. The White Rabbit toffee her grandma gave her was her favorite. Her favorite grandma was also gone. She hated her mother so much for making her a left-behind child. She was bullied alone in the countryside. It was him. The first one stood up to help her when she was bullied. The second one stood up was his good brother. There were some heartbreaks that even love could not make up for. The pain of losing a loved one was unbearable for her. He and his good brother comforted her. Should she choose one of them to put an end to her secret love?

12. 12 暗 Unrequited Love Is a Pantomime of Insecurity 暗恋，是一场自卑的默剧 Mu Yu yu暮雨yuUrban884k WordsOngoing (A new author and a new book! It has just received its first rating, and the score will go up!) [Not a wish-fulfillment story, no System, no stock trading, just authentic everyday Chinese school life] People say youth is rose-colored, but that's only true for the protagonists. As an NPC in Earth Online, Ye Zhouhong's youth has no dramatic plot twists, only a secret crush he doesn't dare to speak aloud. He doesn't dare get close. He doesn't dare confess. He thinks this silent drama will end with 190kReads9.3Score25.5kShelves

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    This book is really beautiful

13. 13 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 19.1kReads9.6Score4.2kShelves

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    These are all very beautiful, these books will make me cry!

14. 14 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 20.8kReads9.6Score5.5kShelves
15. 15 予 An Orange Summer for You 予你橙夏 Er Lili洱梨梨Modern Romance338k WordsCompleted [Sunny, lively hero vs. aloof, cold heroine + Mutual Secret Crush + Devoted Love + Tragedy (Bad Ending) + Love That Goes Unreturned] In 2006, during a hot, damp summer that seemed to stretch on without end. Yuan Man and her mother, Wang Xiaozhi, moved from Yancheng to Wutuo Town. The first time Yuan Man met Xu Jiayi, his mother was yanking him by the ear and scolding him. He was covered in mud and filthy from head to toe, and he clearly wasn't one for keeping clean. Yuan Man didn't like him much 33Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Secret love, and finally he died on her birthday

16. 16 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 27.1kReads9.1Score5.1kShelves

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    The fifth one has 8 stories. In these eight stories, there are two-way secret love, there is unrequited love, and the rest are unrequited love.

17. 17 独 One-Man Show 独角戏 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance12k WordsCompleted [Signed for simplified Chinese publication] I wish I were brave, but when it comes to loving you, I always feel so unworthy. 456Reads8.8Score125Shelves
18. 18 朝 A Thousand Suns Could Never Outshine You 朝阳万丈不及你 A Fish Who Loves Writing热爱写文的鱼Modern Romance350k WordsCompleted ⚠️ A new book is now underway. Head over to the one next door ➡️ (The unruly school bully × the insecure, sensitive nobody) (The male lead is violent and domineering at first, and is into everything from smoking and drinking to fighting. Later, he turns into a perfectly obedient puppy who’ll go east if told, never west.) Lu Xiaowan finally mustered the courage to transfer to Beicheng, following the boy she had a crush on. But she never expected the warm-hearted boy she remembered to have turne 2.5kReads8.7Score244Shelves

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    Ordinary people's youth does not have so much vigorous love. There are only endless test papers and endless books to read. At most, there is a secret love that is destined to be unknown.

19. 19 惊 Leaves Fall in Autumn 惊秋落叶 Not a Good Day to Talk今日不宜讲話Modern Romance62k WordsCompleted [Campus Tragedy] [Mutual Secret Crush] Tang Qiu and Pei Jingnian On Ningchuan No. 1 High School's wall of outstanding graduates (its wall of fame), Pei Jingnian took the top spot that year, while Tang Qiu was relegated to the very bottom. "Wasn't Senior Tang Qiu a good student back then? Weren't she and Pei Jingnian the twin stars of the arts and sciences? How did she end up at the bottom?" "She wasn't even on the wall at first. They added her later." "I heard she didn't do very well on her exam 88Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 江 Chronicles of Jiangcheng 江城纪事 Tianling甜陵Modern Romance181k WordsOngoing [Realistic + Ensemble Cast + Tragic Ending] Because of her family circumstances, Lin Xiaoxi comes to Linchuan High School, where she befriends Qin Ling and Zhu Chengjing. By chance, she sees a little poem that He Linjiang wrote for his unrequited love, Ding Jingshu, and is drawn to his talent... 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The heroine is a person who is only popular for three minutes, but she persists in liking the hero for many years.

21. 21 那 That Year, Her Eyes Were the Brightest Starry Sky 那年，她的双眼是最闪耀的星空 Ni Qinghuan倪清欢41k WordsCompleted That year, her eyes were the most dazzling starry sky. 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Nice! The novel is both sadistic and sweet, and the writing can make you become a god. It's a joy to finish [lick the screen][lick the screen][like][like][like][explore]

22. 22 灰 The Gray Lotus 灰莲花 Clouds of Rough Noodles Again又见糙面云Modern Romance819k WordsCompleted [A textbook case of realist business warfare + a deeply romantic, top-tier intellectual romance] The world has gone mad. A top-tier rich, handsome young heir is forced to compete with his wealthy wife for a lover... “If she likes me and I like her too, then we’ll each have to prove ourselves.” The male lead is loaded with resources and comes with every advantage, while the female lead has brains and beauty and rises from humble beginnings. A textbook case of realist business warfare, arranged fa 35.4kReads9.4Score4.6kShelves

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    The ceiling of sapiosexuality. The male protagonist is a real noble son, pure and wild, the female protagonist is extremely charming, extremely intelligent but sober and sinking. The plot is very tense, realistic and exciting, the writing is steady, and the love line is extremely exciting. It is a must-read.

23. 23 姜 Jiang Wei: Father-in-Law and Son-in-Law Serve the Same Court 姜维：翁婿同朝 A Pearl in Hand明珠在手Female-Channel Fanfiction632k WordsCompleted Complete. An unofficial history of the Three Kingdoms!! The story of young general Jiang Wei's life, from his return to Shu to his death for his country: the Northern Expeditions and a love story. Jiang Wei and his wife Fei Zhao, daughter of Fei Yi and a county princess of Shu Han, embrace as they die for their country. Ten thousand bolts from the repeating crossbow pierce them, and she carries their unborn twins. The Sima clan means to separate them; when they cannot, they cut them apart. The h 63Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The second male lead was born at the wrong time. He appeared almost 30 episodes late and missed the show by seven years. Love to the point of pain, love to the point of humiliation, love to the point of death. After his death, some people were still trying to smear him, but one after another they discovered traces of his bitter love.

24. 24 最 One Last Rainfall Before We Part 最后一阵诉别雨 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance109k WordsCompleted [Mutual pining | A little campus romance | Short BE | Male lead dies, female lead finds peace] The sky waits for the rain, and I wait for you. Song Ting'an never got to see his rain. From that song by Jay Chou, with lyrics by Vincent Fang. “The sky waits for the rain, and I wait for you.” He listened to it again and again. Song Tianqing, the character in Song Ting'an's book, got to meet his Yue Yuyu. But Song Ting'an never got to meet his Li Yanyu. His chance of survival was only twenty perc 355Reads8.0Score119Shelves

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    Youth BE Secret Love written by the same author

25. 25 最 The Last Farewell Letter 最后一封离别信 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance24k WordsCompleted [Signed for publication in simplified Chinese] May this letter find you well, and may these words make you feel as if we were face to face. Jiang Xunian. This is the second letter I’ve written to you, and my last goodbye. Perhaps I should introduce myself to you again. Hello, my name is Yan Shun. 1.8kReads9.2Score571Shelves
26. 26 赤 Scarlet Farewell 赤别 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The signature youth BE romance by popular author Shi Qingyao. Sincere young Bei Jiang × cool, distant dream girl Nan Zhi. From the south to the north, one glance lasts a lifetime. Between her and her boy lie countless mountains they can never cross. When they first met, she smiled brightly. “My name is Nan Zhi. Nan as in south.” The boy looked up and gripped the hem of his shirt. “My name is Bei Jiang. Bei as in north.” They met for the first time in summer. The air was sultry, stirring the brig 1.8kReads9.4Score539Shelves

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    Nice be article

27. 27 你 You Won’t Remember Me 你不会记得我 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance49k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] Chen Yuanwang can seem gentle even when he isn’t smiling. But he shows no one any special warmth. Qin Qiu’s unrequited love ends in regret. She never gets to taste the candied hawthorn Chen Yuanwang promised to treat her to, and he never remembers her. In her youth, he will forever be the male lead whose name fills her diary and whose initials cover her scratch paper. But she will never become his leading lady. 249Reads8.8Score111Shelves
28. 28 暗 Secret Love Is Like a Green Plum 暗恋好似一颗青梅果 Xiaoxiang Qimin潇湘祈敏Modern Romance102k WordsCompleted A heartbreaking BE that will make you cry your eyes out: youthful angst, unrequited love, and bittersweet longing Xia Xi's youth was shrouded in gray. Her parents' endless arguments, her classmates' distance, and the chains of social anxiety left her like a shadow in the corner, silent and invisible. That changed in her first year of high school, when the sunny Shen Yiqing became her desk mate. Cheerful and kind, he was a ray of light piercing her gloomy world. He taught her to be brave and help 3.8kReads8.6Score929Shelves
29. 29 于 Yu Dongbie 于冬别 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance15k WordsCompleted [Signed for publication in simplified Chinese] Yu Zhe said he'd wait for her, and he would keep waiting. But Shi Taoning had no way out. She couldn't go back. 930Reads9.2Score307Shelves
30. 30 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 24.9kReads9.7Score4.9kShelves
31. 31 美 My Beautiful Deskmate Always Pinches Me: From Fighting Back to Falling for Her 美女同桌总掐我，从抵抗到真香 Kakakakarot卡卡卡卡罗特Modern Romance683k WordsOngoing [School life] [Deskmates] [Ensemble cast] [Based on real events] There are no melodramatic, hackneyed plots here, nor any characters deliberately designed to win you over. You're free to like or dislike anyone. This novel wasn't written for cheap thrills; it's a true story from the past, and I'm only the narrator of time. If you're willing to take a little time to savor this gently told story, that would be my greatest honor. This story begins with Chen Xi and Yuan Meng as middle school deskmate 69Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Stop talking. I'm going to cry [cry] [cry]

32. 32 庸 Beware the Mediocre 庸人小心 Yin Mu殷木Urban370k WordsCompleted Realistic fiction · Unrequited love with a bad ending · Small-town life · Ordinary people · Coming-of-age · No golden finger Based on the true experiences of friends, this story is told from a male first-person perspective and follows Jiang Xin through the ups and downs of his youth in a small southern county town from 2005 to 2014. He was once an elementary-school prodigy admired by everyone. But from the moment he started middle school, his life quietly began to veer off course. As a boy, he 209Reads—Score107Shelves

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    The secret love in the book does not have the sweetness of "running in both directions", but only the chaos of "one person". His love is the throbbing of secretly tracing the back, the cowardice of hesitating and not daring to reach out, and the "die without a problem" under the double shackles of reality and personality. This kind of "massive abuse" is not deliberately sensational, but the folds of life itself - just like the words we didn't say and the steps we didn't dare to take in our youth eventually became thorns in our memories. After reading it, you will be in a trance: it turns out that the ending of "not together" hides the truth about the youth of countless ordinary people.

33. 33 我 My Younger Days 我的年少时 Xun Bai荀柏Modern Romance144k WordsCompleted I dedicate this book to my one and only youth, which I remember with such regret! [Redemption + unrequited love + love that goes both ways + tragic ending] When I was six, I followed my mother to another village after she remarried. My broken family made me want to escape from my mother from a young age. I met Yang Luobei when I was seven. We were each other’s only friend. While he went to school, I stayed home to look after my younger siblings. When he started high school, I had only just gradu 19Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Youth is a grand war and chaos

34. 34 涅 Nirvana: Journey to the Isle in the River 涅槃：走向在河之洲 No Idea What to Call Myself不晓得叫啥名Modern Romance731k WordsCompleted (An interschool secret-crush story. Come see whether it’s to your taste.) Is it a crime to love Shen Tingzhou? Why did this sincere secret crush become a joke? Is it a crime to want to become a better person? Why have all my efforts been in vain? Is it a crime to long for someone’s true affection? Why do those smiles conceal betrayal and scheming, again and again? Yes, she is guilty. From the moment she bubbled in the wrong answer on her test sheet, she was already beyond forgiveness. 16Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's a completely bitter secret love, the male protagonist still doesn't know how much the female protagonist likes him [crying]

35. 35 无 A Love That Came to Nothing, Part 1 无疾而终1 xbylyModern Romance6k WordsCompleted A Love That Came to Nothing 1 146Reads—Score—Shelves

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    He thought the days ahead would be long, but he once again left without saying goodbye.

36. 36 第 The Boy Who First Made My Heart Flutter 第一次心动的男孩 Gu Yuewei古月薇40k WordsCompleted The Boy I First Fell For 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The author is a novel based on himself and written in a real diary. The heroine lives in a family that values ​​boys over girls. She suffered from severe depression when she was in junior high school because she was beaten, scolded and even abused by her mother for no reason. However, due to her limited identity, she was unable to escape the control of her original family and struggled in the quagmire of pain for half her life. In the youth of the 1990s, the heroine missed an unforgettable first love because of shyness, lack of courage, and the constraints of her native family. It was sweet at first and then cruel, and she couldn't love it. We fell in love at the wrong time when each other was going to school, and we loved each other at the right time. We couldn't express our love in our hearts. We couldn't communicate in the age without mobile phones, and then lost contact again, which was so frustrating.

37. 37 装 Decorate Your Dreams 装饰你的梦 Tang Zhi唐帜Modern Romance262k WordsCompleted [University Campus] [Unrequited Love] [Tragedy] A love story at Zhongshan Medical University. The male lead, Tan Shengxu, is devoted to the female lead, Zhong Mengwei. But because of a misunderstanding born of circumstance, she thinks he is her enemy and rejects his advances. In truth, he is the one she has been longing for. Heartbroken, Tan Shengxu gives up on their relationship in despair. Zhong Mengwei regrets it too late and starts pursuing him, but to no avail. Her love leaves her depressed 88Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Modern romance novel. . ,

38. 38 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted The Butterfly’s Shadow Returns to Dust: Sold into a Life of Vice by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 327Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The ceiling series of abuse stories in the Republic of China

39. 39 浪 The Waves Trust the Clouds’ Whiteness 浪花信任云的白 Qinghe Qinghe清和清和Modern Romance345k WordsOngoing Two souls fall into a campus dream; reunited on a Middle Eastern battlefield | Doctors Without Borders × frontier defense hero | unhinged yet restrained, healing regret | sweet, bittersweet tension | rekindled romance | devoted to each other, happy ending A three-day romance in their youth, followed by twelve years apart across mountains and seas · Mature adults wearing the guise of high schoolers, falling into the most heart-wrenching romance in a dream · Each other's cure and salvation; a god 113Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Reunion after breaking up, sweet abuse on campus, hateful love in the sea, sour and twisted, returning to high school at the age of 16 at the age of 30. Dreams and reality are intertwined, calmness and lust fight. He is a border soldier, guarding the country; she is a field doctor, saving people in troubled times. There is no stupidity, no brains for love, two strong men side by side, crazy little wolfdog × animal trainer heroine, madness and obsession, talk about the most heart-wrenching love in the dream

40. 40 锦 The Star Brocade Chronicles 锦星录 Xun Bai荀柏Urban351k WordsCompleted [Modern Setting + Two Male Leads + Sweet Romance + Unforgettable Love + Angst + The Love of a Lifetime + Bad Ending] This is just a practice story. I don’t know what I’m doing, so I’ll look things up as I go. It’s purely for practice, and I’m writing it all over the place. Two boys meet and begin to support each other and grow together. One is bright and sunny, playful and adorable; the other is composed, reserved, and courteous. One burns like the blazing sun, the other is gentle as moonlight. 22Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 41 雪 Xue Wutong 雪梧桐 Xun Bai荀柏710k WordsCompleted [Republican-era ensemble cast + love of country + two powerful leads + older man/younger woman + sweet romance + pursuit of love + powerful man bows his head + heartbreaking angst + bad ending] In the Republican era, Nanjing was home to two renowned romantics. I do not believe in Buddha, but I would kneel at every temple in Nanjing if only Heaven would give me back my wife. Zhou Qingshi, courtesy name Changyu, was the eldest son and eldest grandson of the Zhou family, and ninth in birth order. 378Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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