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  1. 251 Love and Calamity in the Deep Palace 深宫情鸾劫 Ancient Romance814k WordsCompleted She's a cute, food-loving girl who transmigrates, and he's a cold-blooded emperor. The secret of a thousand-year-old tomb sends her transmigrating overnight into an unfamiliar dynasty. Her inexplicable studies at an academy uncover the mystery of her strange origins, and the once-invisible newcomer becomes Princess Yongyuan. By imperial decree, the young emperor even plans to choose her husband himself. “I don't want to get married yet,” she pouts. “Keeping you around wastes too much food,” he s 25Reads8.8Score—Shelves
  2. 252 Never Leaving You, Youning: After Our Reunion, He Begged Me to Take Him Back 不辞攸宁,重逢后他下跪求复合 Modern Romance190k WordsCompleted [First Love]+ [Both Pure]+ [Two Strong Leads]+ [Tormented Romance] Five years ago, Xu Youning thought she and Chu Yanci would be together forever. But as she knelt at his feet, she pleaded, “Aci, please don’t break up with me. Can’t you?” Chu Yanci pried her fingers off his trouser leg and said coldly, “Xu Youning, I’m tired of you.” Five years later, Xu Youning thought Chu Yanci would never be part of her life again. Until the day they met again for the first time. Chu Yanci’s first words were: 37Reads—Score—Shelves
  3. 253 Baby, I'll Love You Again in My Next Life 宝宝,妈妈来生再来爱你 Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted Baby, Mommy will love you again in our next life. 212Reads—Score—Shelves
  4. 254 A Song of the Phoenix in the Deep Palace 深宫离凰曲 Ancient Romance373k WordsCompleted The phoenix was an immortal, just one step away from ascending through the Southern Heavenly Gate. But an old debt remained unpaid, so her immortal bones were stripped away and she was sent through the cycle of reincarnation as a mortal. In this life, she is the one chosen by the Empress Dowager for her phoenix destiny. Carrying the innocence of the heavenly realm and a childlike ignorance of the human world, she marries him and becomes his queen. Behind her willingness to do anything, there may 1Reads6.5Score—Shelves
  5. 255 Love in Longcheng: Young Master Fu's Bride of Atonement 龙城囚爱:傅少的赎罪新娘 Modern Romance509k WordsCompleted “Both reborn” + “gut-wrenching angst” + “chasing his wife to the crematorium” + “substitute” + “imprisonment and miscarriage” + “happy ending.” When Su Nuan was ten, she saved Fu Hanchuan. But Fu Hanchuan mistook her for someone else, and for ten years, he gave all his tenderness to another woman. By a twist of fate, Su Nuan and Fu Hanchuan married ten years later, only for him to send her to prison, where she suffered three miscarriages. When Fu Hanchuan learned the truth, he knelt at Su Nuan’s 216Reads—Score—Shelves
  6. 256 Blossoms Fall Upon the Inkstone 花朝落砚 18k WordsCompleted Huachao Luo Yan 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves
  7. 257 15 Hell-Level Bad Endings: You Stop at Flirting, While I’m In Too Deep 15个地狱级be:你点到为止,我泥足深陷 Modern Romance159k WordsCompleted [Modern romance + domineering CEO + substitute + marriage + tragic love] Giving your whole heart in love will only leave you in pieces. Why do you think I’ll still be here just because you turn around? That if you crook your finger, I’ll make the same mistake all over again? I’m not the kind of person who forgets the pain once the wound heals. In love, the one who holds the power is never the one being loved. It’s the one brave enough to confess their feelings and brave enough to let go. I loved 895Reads8.2Score—Shelves
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  8. 258 Dream of Lan Ciyu 澜辞钰梦 14k WordsCompleted Lan Ci Yu Meng 381Reads—Score—Shelves
  9. 259 You Have the Wildest Tenderness in Me 你拥有我最放肆的温柔 Modern Romance179k WordsCompleted They say childhood sweethearts can't compete with someone who appears out of nowhere. But to Mu Shaoming, Nan Youyou is the love of his life. At three years old, Mu Shaoming swore he'd marry Nan Youyou and no one else. At eighteen, Mu Shaoming went to prison for Nan Youyou. At twenty, Mu Shaoming became Nan Youyou's husband. At twenty-three, Nan Youyou lost their first child. At twenty-five, Nan Youyou smiled at Mu Shaoming and said, "Brother Mu, let's get a divorce." Only after Nan Youyou died 228Reads8.2Score—Shelves
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  10. 260 The Blue Gum Tree Waits in Vain for the Mistletoe Bird 蓝桉等不到释槐鸟 Modern Romance133k WordsCompleted “If I loved you a little less, would I be able to say a little more to you?” The girl, Ru An, had a secret crush on Lin Fu, the brightest star in school. She loved writing in her diary. Over her three years of high school, she filled five diaries. Not once did she mention Lin Fu by name, yet every line was about him. She described Lin Fu as full of life and spirit, but couldn't find a single word that suited herself. She had always lived by the rules, following the same routine. The only courage 17kReads9.0Score3.2kShelves
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  11. 261 The Twelfth Love Letter 第十二封情书 Two Male Leads78k WordsCompleted [Top-quality novel + two male leads + unrequited love + short story + coming of age + tragic ending + school life + letters] [What am I? A grain of sand among ten thousand generations, A stone this big. I can love this version of myself too., “I,” Leslie Cheung] A story of unrequited love: no getting close, no confession, and certainly no mutual affection. It's silence, a secret, a treasure. It's the wild madness of youth, with no regrets. 1.2kReads9.0Score272Shelves
  12. 262 The Ninth Autumn 第九个秋 Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted [Innocent and carefree Mi Yicheng vs. taciturn Shen Jingjun] Everyone talks about meeting again in the next life, but he is a firm materialist. Love may bring partings and reunions, but there is no next life. On a rainy autumn day, Mi Yicheng waits beneath her office building for the rain to stop. As she gazes at the curtain of rain before her, an image of Shen Jingjun comes to mind. The dashing young man in a dark blue jacket stands across the road, smiling at her. He waves, the corners of hi 88Reads—Score—Shelves
  13. 263 Hidden Jasmine 藏茉莉 Modern Romance273k WordsCompleted The rating just went up. It’ll rise more later~ [Lin Mosheng × Zhou Yu] On a stormy day, the air was damp and oppressive. An old tune drifted from the music box on the table, and through her hazy consciousness, she returned to her first year of high school. “Shengsheng, what are you standing there for?” The woman smiled and urged her. “Hurry up and call him big brother.” Lin Mosheng looked at the boy in front of her, her eyes instantly turning red. Choking back tears, she said, “Zhou Yu?” The bo 541Reads8.3Score103Shelves
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  14. 264 Quick Transmigration: It’s Hard Being the Devoted Male Supporting Character 快穿之深情男配不好当 Two Male Leads529k WordsCompleted [Sweet Main Story + Angsty Mini-Worlds + Over-the-Top Drama + Redemption + Mutual Devotion] Lin Yixiu transmigrates into mission worlds as the villainous male supporting character, as usual. However, after the System is infected by a virus, Lin Yixiu is forced to play the devoted male supporting character instead. Lin Yixiu thinks he’s following a tragic ending where patience and quiet devotion earn him points to go home. In reality, this quick transmigration has been Xu Qinian’s plan to save hi 391Reads8.4Score101Shelves
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  15. 265 Crying in Secret 偷偷哭泣 Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted A little story with a bittersweet ending. [Angst, mutual healing, secret love, two male leads, bad ending] That summer, Xin Chen was saved by a boy through a twist of fate. The boy smiled and asked him, “Don’t you remember me?” Xin Chen stared at him, bewildered. “Have we... met?” Later, Xin Chen found out on the school confession page that the boy was called Chi Chuan. From then on, checking the page every day for news about him became part of Xin Chen’s routine. He hoped more than anything tha 507Reads—Score117Shelves
  16. 266 The Cruel Abuse of the Fallen Kingdom's Grand Princess, the Ruthless Sovereign Cuts Out His Heart to Win Her Back 惨虐亡国长公主,狠戾君上剖心追 Ancient Romance598k WordsCompleted The official ending is a happy ending! The bonus chapters fulfill some readers' requests. In the first, the second male lead gets the girl; in the second, it's a happy ending! [The male lead is an utterly deranged, obsessive yandere in the early chapters! If you're a heroine-only fan and can't accept that, don't read it!!!] [Steadfast, headstrong exiled princess + ruthless, deranged new emperor] [Angst + forcible possession + forced love + imprisonment of body and heart + alternate historical se 8kReads8.2Score473Shelves
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  17. 267 I Only Make Money, Never Romance: I'm the Best Professional Simp! 只赚钱不谈情,职业舔狗我最行! Urban3.9M WordsOngoing (Succubus + winning back the husband + lighthearted comedy + everyday campus life + no System + not reborn + sweet and angsty) A gambling-addicted dad, an alcoholic mom, a sick little sister, and a broken-hearted him. To make money, Lu Xing chose to provide emotional support instead of doing either brainwork or manual labor. Everyone knows Lu Xing is the humble pursuer of the aloof campus beauty Wei Qingyu. He loves her to his very core and takes care of her in every possible way! Wei Q 262.2kReads9.5Score19.2kShelves
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  18. 268 Life with Severe Depression 重度抑郁生活 Modern Romance359k WordsOngoing Everyone, love yourselves and be happy every day. I love you all too‧˚₊*̥(∗︎*⁰͈꒨⁰͈)‧˚₊*̥ My darlings, mwah ( *ˊᵕˋ)✩︎‧₊ I picked the work’s tags at random 14Reads—Score—Shelves
  19. 269 He Kept Summer Hidden 他藏了夏天 Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted That night, the young man slowly bent down, bracing his hands on his thighs so he could look her in the eye. It was as if he were declaring that they stood as equals in matters of the heart. Keeping his voice low, he asked, “Senior, I like you. Do you like me?” Ji An raised her hand to stroke Xu Linxi’s cheek and softly ordered him, “Close your eyes.” Xu Linxi trembled, then obediently lowered his lashes. Ji An’s lips curved into a smile. She placed both hands on either side of his face, rose on 8.7kReads9.1Score2.1kShelves
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  20. 270 Swallow That Oleander 吞下那朵夹竹桃 Two Female Leads122k WordsCompleted [Girls’ love + dual female leads + bad ending + angsty romance + childhood friends] A brief reunion, sparked by guilt and a sudden desire to fulfill a promise made many years ago. The arrival of a girl who looks just like someone from the past. Lu Tingye and Xiao Lingyu gradually remember what happened back then. The ending changes, and yet it doesn’t. The path that once veered off course returns to its proper track. In the end, everything goes back to where it began. When love becomes the o 1.4kReads—Score207Shelves
  21. 271 No Official Relationship 无实名关系 Modern Romance349k WordsCompleted New rating just in: [Brooding, insecure sweetheart vs. aloof on the outside, warm-hearted young master] [Rekindled romance | School life first, then city life | Each other's first love | Happy ending] * Cheng Zhike witnessed a farcical debt-collection scene in a dead-end alley. He was just an onlooker enjoying the spectacle, but somehow ended up taking home the filthy schoolmate who was being hounded for money. The schoolmate was beautiful, with sparkling, limpid almond eyes that seemed able t 17.5kReads8.1Score1.6kShelves
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  22. 272 I Died on Mid-Autumn Night, and Mr. Lu Went Mad with Regret 我死在中秋夜,陆总悔疯了 12k WordsCompleted I died on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and General Manager Lu went mad with regret. 515Reads—Score—Shelves
  23. 273 Fragrance of Dust, Like the Days of Old 尘香如顾 9k WordsCompleted The Scent of Dust, Like You 513Reads—Score—Shelves
  24. 274 My Cousin Got into Harvard and Had Me Committed to a Mental Hospital 表姐考上哈佛大学,将我送进精神病院 12k WordsCompleted My Cousin Got into Harvard and Sent Me to a Mental Hospital 17.2kReads—Score108Shelves
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  25. 275 Five Corpses in the Cellar 地窖里的五具尸体 7k WordsCompleted Five Bodies in the Cellar 911Reads—Score—Shelves
  26. 276 The Thirteenth Day After My Death 我死后的第十三天 7k WordsCompleted The Thirteenth Day After I Died 12Reads—Score—Shelves
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  27. 277 He Said He Cheated on Me 他说他出轨了 8k WordsCompleted He Said He Cheated 10Reads—Score—Shelves
  28. 278 I Forgot You, and Learned to Let Myself Go 我忘了你,也放过我自己 6k WordsCompleted I forgot you, and let myself move on. 655Reads—Score—Shelves
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  29. 279 Jing Yu Xun Jin 惊予浔槿 Modern Romance1.1M WordsOngoing [Marriage first, love later | Older man | Sweet romance | 1v1, both leads are each other's only partner | Slow burn] [The rating just came out, but it'll go up later] In Beijing's elite circles, everyone said the eldest daughter of the Luo family was cold and indifferent. Luo Jin thought so too, and figured she was perfectly suited to being a pawn in a marriage alliance. So when the “smiling King of Hell” proposed to her in front of everyone at a banquet, she asked only six words: “When are we r 11.3kReads8.4Score1kShelves
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  30. 280 I Pretended to Be Blind for Three Years, but My White Moonlight Said She Knew All Along 装瞎三年,白月光却说她早就知道了 Marriage & Romance38k WordsCompleted I Pretended to Be Blind for Three Years, but My Dream Girl Said She Knew All Along 3kReads—Score—Shelves
  31. 281 If Only You'd Let Me Be Young Again 假如许我再少年 Modern Romance268k WordsCompleted Ye Qingchen’s despair: She didn’t dare tell him she loved him. Zhou Shi’s grief: He didn’t have time to tell her he loved her. The phrase “if only” describes the overwhelming regret one feels over something that has already happened, and the futile fantasy of trying to change it. [The first time they met, he was twenty-five and she was twenty. He didn’t trust her and missed his chance to save her from despair, sealing her fate. The second time they met, he was thirty and she was twenty-five. The 5kReads9.1Score357Shelves
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  32. 282 So What If You Hid for Five Years? The Commander Still Has You Wrapped Around His Finger 躲了五年又如何,首长又被拿捏了 Modern Romance557k WordsCompleted [Period setting + fake siblings + the hero is a stubborn coward at first + Marriage Before Love + groveling chase + a straight man's change of heart] Fu Chenzhou is the feared devil of the military camp in the Northwest, impervious to bullets and blades, cold-hearted and emotionless. Except when it comes to Qin Moyu, for whom he falls completely and utterly. She is the “younger sister” he has raised and doted on, but when she turns fifteen, he develops feelings for her that he shouldn't have. He 3.2kReads—Score275Shelves
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  33. 283 My Love Is Real, and So Is My Desire to Kill You 爱是真的,想杀你也是真的 Marriage & Romance21k WordsCompleted My Love Is Real, and So Is My Desire to Kill You 31Reads—Score—Shelves
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  34. 284 Jinli: The Gardenias Haven't Fallen Asleep 烬璃:栀子未眠 30k WordsCompleted Jin Li: The Gardenia Has Yet to Sleep 28Reads—Score—Shelves
  35. 285 The Gray Lotus 灰莲花 Modern Romance819k WordsCompleted [A textbook case of realist business warfare + a deeply romantic, top-tier intellectual romance] The world has gone mad. A top-tier rich, handsome young heir is forced to compete with his wealthy wife for a lover... “If she likes me and I like her too, then we’ll each have to prove ourselves.” The male lead is loaded with resources and comes with every advantage, while the female lead has brains and beauty and rises from humble beginnings. A textbook case of realist business warfare, arranged fa 36.4kReads9.4Score4.3kShelves
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  36. 286 The Little Emperor Imprisoned by the Left and Right Chancellors 被左相右相囚禁的小皇帝 Two Male Leads523k WordsCompleted After the Beijing Rebellion, the imperial family of the Yu Dynasty was handed over to the Northern Barbarians, who subjected them to every kind of humiliation. The only survivor was a ten-year-old prince. The capital was moved to Nanjing, and the boy ascended the throne at ten, with the two chief ministers doing their utmost to support him. But the young emperor was unable to have children. Little by little, he fell into another abyss. He said he loved him deeply, yet their struggle was a fight 9.5kReads6.4Score624Shelves
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  37. 287 Everyone Thinks I'm Shen Qingyan's Weakness 所有人都以为我是沈青砚的软肋 8k WordsCompleted Everyone Thinks I'm Shen Qingyan's Weakness 2.3kReads—Score—Shelves
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  38. 288 How Could I Bear to Miss You? 怎么忍心错过你? Modern Romance14k WordsCompleted How Could I Bear to Miss You? 62Reads—Score—Shelves
  39. 289 I Regret Losing You 失去你,我追悔莫及 Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted Without you, I regret everything. 122Reads—Score—Shelves
  40. 290 My Scumbag Husband Shoved Me Into the Water for His Mistress, So I Sent Him Straight to the Police 渣夫为小三推我下水,我反手送他进警局 Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted My scumbag husband shoved me into the water for his mistress, so I turned around and sent him straight to the police station. 14Reads—Score—Shelves
  41. 291 This CP in Chinese Entertainment Nearly Went BE! 内娱这CP差点儿要be了! Modern Romance6k WordsCompleted This CP in the Chinese entertainment industry almost broke up! 55Reads—Score—Shelves
  42. 292 I Was Diagnosed With Stomach Cancer, but My Husband Abandoned Me to Pick Up His First Love 我确诊胃癌,老公抛下我去接白月光 Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted His first love kept texting him, telling him to hurry up and divorce me. At first, even though we were married by contract, we were deeply in love. But after his first love returned to the country, he abandoned me again and again. I was already in the final stages of cancer, and when I died, he still didn’t make it in time to see me. I never expected the System to give me another chance at life. Given another chance, I made a different choice. 26Reads—Score—Shelves
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  43. 293 When Birds Meet Fish 飞鸟与鱼遇见 Modern Romance16k WordsCompleted When Birds and Fish Meet 54Reads—Score—Shelves
  44. 294 She Went Mad With Regret After I Was Diagnosed With Late-Stage Stomach Cancer 我胃癌晚期后,她悔疯了 Modern Romance9k WordsCompleted My girlfriend said she wanted to know what it felt like to be a female boss. Without a second thought, I transferred the company into her name. A reporter asked who she was most grateful to on her journey, but she nestled in the arms of a sweet-talking man and smiled coyly. “Big sister, of course I had to help you. It hurts my heart to see you struggle~” I curled up in my hospital bed, the diagnosis of stomach cancer glaring in my hands. Only later did I learn that the sweet-talking man had appr 9Reads—Score—Shelves
  45. 295 After I Left the Band, the Lead Singer Quit 我退队后,主唱他不干了 Modern Romance21k WordsCompleted Everyone in the band knew I’d been chasing Xu Jinan for four years. I was once a top student at a prestigious music conservatory, but I was content just to be his guitarist. In our fourth year, Xu Jinan brought back a sweet-looking girl. “From today on, Mi Band will have two lead singers.” After seeing just how much Xu Jinan doted on Chen Keke, I finally gave up. I submitted my resignation to our manager and, with my cancer diagnosis in hand, left for another country. Xu Jinan thought I’d stay b 35Reads—Score—Shelves
  46. 296 It's You or No One, Even If I Have to Fight the Whole World! 非你不可,就算与全世界为敌! Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted You’re the Only One for Me, Even If It Means Defying the Whole World! 7Reads—Score—Shelves
  47. 297 A One-Minute Goodbye 一分钟的告别 Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted On New Year’s Eve, Yan Shu and I held our engagement party. He walked into the hall holding the hand of his long-lost orphanage sister. When Fu Qingqian pretended to trip and shove me, Yan Shu’s livestream had just passed one million viewers. I hit the floor hard. A warm red stream soaked through my white dress. Fu Qingqian wore a mocking smile. “Big Sis, why didn’t you get ready ahead of time if your period was due?” Yan Shu had started to reach out to help me, but he pulled his hand back, his 10Reads—Score—Shelves
  48. 298 The Day I Regained My Hearing Was the Day We Broke Up: My Ex-Husband’s Long Road to Winning Me Back 复聪之日,亦是决裂之时:前夫,你的追妻路漫漫 9k WordsCompleted Five years ago, I became completely deaf and mute while saving Gu Peichen. “When I thought Heaven had finally taken pity on me and let me hear again, I was planning to surprise him. But in front of everyone at the company, he said he’d had enough.” Gu Peichen’s expression darkened. “Enough! I’ve had enough of you clinging to me. I’ve done all I can to take care of you. What more do you want from me?” I remembered him holding me and saying, “Wanw an, I’ll take care of you for the rest of my life. 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  49. 299 Rescuing Your Desert: I'm Your Guardian of the Galaxy 拯救你的荒漠:我是你的银河卫士 Modern Romance9k WordsCompleted Saving Your Desert: I Am Your Galactic Guardian 15Reads—Score—Shelves
  50. 300 With Terminal Bone Cancer, I Was Driven to Despair by My Cheating Husband 骨癌晚期,我被出轨丈夫逼上绝路 Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted Jiang Shaocheng cheated on me, but I was dying. A pregnant woman moved into our home. I shoved her, and he had me locked up. My bone cancer flared up, the pain unbearable, but I could hear him fooling around with her outside. When she went into labor, they took me away to give her a blood transfusion. I couldn’t hold on any longer. I died on the operating table. By the time they found me, my body had gone cold. I was dead, but Jiang Shaocheng went mad. 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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