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1. 251 排 The Middle Child 排行中间的孩子 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫11k WordsCompleted The Middle Child 4Reads—Score—14d adds
2. 252 遗 Behind the Will 遗嘱背后 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫18k WordsCompleted What Lies Behind the Will 8Reads—Score—14d adds
3. 253 我 My Son Is a Vampire 我的儿子是吸血鬼 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫10k WordsCompleted My Son Is a Vampire 1Reads—Score—14d adds
4. 254 车 Car Crash Amnesia: She Summoned My Spirit 车祸失忆：她给我喊魂 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫46k WordsCompleted Amnesia After a Car Crash: She Calls My Soul Back 1Reads—Score—14d adds
5. 255 卧 A Mole's Redemption 卧底者的救赎 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫22k WordsCompleted A Spy’s Redemption 2Reads—Score—14d adds
6. 256 末 The War of the Apocalypse: Project Phoenix 末世之战·凤凰计划 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫41k WordsCompleted Apocalypse War: Project Phoenix —Reads—Score—14d adds
7. 257 出 The Day After I Returned from a Business Trip, My Mom Killed Herself 出差回来第二天，我妈自杀了 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫21k WordsCompleted The Day After I Got Back from a Business Trip, My Mom Took Her Own Life 36Reads—Score—14d adds
8. 258 第 The Seventh Artifact 第七件藏品 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫20k WordsCompleted The Seventh Artifact 16Reads—Score—14d adds
9. 259 我 Prepackaged Meals Drove Me to Bankruptcy 我被预制菜搞破产了 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫7k WordsCompleted Prepackaged Meals Drove Me into Bankruptcy 1Reads—Score—14d adds
10. 260 以 Sealed in Death 以死封缄 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫6k WordsCompleted Sealed in Death 5Reads—Score—14d adds
11. 261 他 He Is the Calamity I Can’t Escape 他是我躲不过的劫 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance25k WordsCompleted He Is the Fate I Can’t Escape 2Reads—Score—14d adds
12. 262 冤 Foes Have a Way of Crossing Paths 冤家路宽 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance23k WordsCompleted Fated to Be Rivals 1Reads—Score—14d adds
13. 263 视 Judge of the Vision 视界判官 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫46k WordsCompleted Judge of the Visual Realm —Reads—Score—14d adds
14. 264 当 When Love Turns to Ashes 当爱成尸 Drunk Without the Moon醉是无月Modern Romance187k WordsCompleted This story is entirely fictional. Any resemblance to real life is purely coincidental. How deeply can a man love a woman? If she is no longer a woman, will he still love her? When she was five, a deliberately engineered accident left her unable to live in this world as a normal woman ever again, unable to marry or have children like other people. She carries a beautiful, alluring shell, yet cannot ignore the rot and decay constantly eating away at her from within. Her name is Bai Ye. She always 12Reads8.4Score—14d adds

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    A very good angst novel. The female protagonist has experienced such a tragic life that she is no ordinary person. It is a very amazing novel.

15. 265 钓 The Seductive Green Tea: Do Not Try This at Home 钓系绿茶：切勿模仿 A Passing Guest in the Flow of Time往事流年稍作客Modern Romance142k WordsOngoing [A true hunter often enters the scene as prey.] Lu Yan, the crown prince of the capital's elite circle, was cold, ruthless, and world-weary. His methods were merciless, and he never let anyone get close. Everyone said the two things he hated most were women's tears and women. Until a woman named Jiang You appeared. On a rainy night, she stumbled into his arms in a white dress, her voice trembling. “Mr. Lu, I have nowhere to go.” In a single night, the cold-blooded devil broke his rules and took 38Reads—Score—14d adds

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    🥰🥰🥰🥰😘💕

16. 266 越 The More Off-Roading, the More Addictive It Gets 越野越上瘾 A Passing Guest in the Flow of Time往事流年稍作客Ancient Romance111k WordsOngoing ◆ Powerful leads tame each other ◆ Obsessive Emperor × Proud, Defiant Princess ◆ Explosive revenge plot ◆ A tragic romance that lasts until death ◆ “You once shackled me. Now I’ll repay you by turning your empire into a cage.” “Ye Huang, the wilder you get, the more addictive it becomes. This time, I’ll play along with you all the way to the depths of hell.” She was Liang’s most bewitching and unruly Ninth Princess, Helian Ye Huang. Three hundred li beyond the capital stood the royal hunting gro 1Reads6.4Score—14d adds

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    😎😜😜🥺🥺🥺

17. 267 他 He's Always So Good at Sweet-Talking Her 他惯会哄她 Chong Qiwu重栖梧Modern Romance276k WordsCompleted [Two Top Students x Childhood Friends x Mutual Devotion x Tragedy] Sunny ray of sunshine x Double-Standard Top Student Jiang Shiyuan was the brightest sun in Pei Zhiheng's world. They made many promises at seventeen, but the words "I'll be with you forever" were buried along with her in late autumn. The plane tree leaves had yet to fall from the branches in late autumn when Jiang Shiyuan's life came to an end. [My name is Jiang Shiyuan. Shi, as in time, and Yuan, as in wish. Pei Zhiheng.] [J 806Reads8.0Score10014d adds
18. 268 一 Half Ginkgo, Half First Snow 一半银杏一半初雪 Chong Qiwu重栖梧Modern Romance338k WordsCompleted [Two top students + school life + everyday moments + sweet at first, then bittersweet] [Arrogant, headstrong girl vs. cold genius] That summer, she escaped the abyss and met him. * That autumn marked the beginning of their happiness. She asked, “Do you know why I like ginkgo leaves and the first snowfall?” He said, “Someday, I'll take you to different places to see the ginkgo trees and the first snow.” Beneath the ginkgo tree, the boy looked serious as the wind sent leaves swirling across th 165Reads—Score—14d adds
19. 269 喜 Pleasant Goat and Beautiful Goat 喜羊羊与美羊羊 A Carefree Cloud一只闲云Urban133k WordsCompleted [A tearjerker novel. If you don't want to get struck down in one blow, get your mindset ready before diving in!] My name is Xu Kun. I like singing, dancing, and rap. No, I just lied... My name is Xi Yangyang. I like Mei Yangyang. P.S. This book is also titled Let Me See You Through Your Final Journey. 91Reads8.2Score—14d adds

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    Then this is the only book I can recommend.

20. 270 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted The Butterfly’s Shadow Returns to Dust: Sold into a Life of Vice by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 319Reads—Score—14d adds

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    "Sir, you've mistaken me for someone else." It was 1942, Shanghai. The late autumn wind swirled sycamore leaves, scattering them onto the bluestone pavement. I emerged from the teahouse, carrying a packet of tea—a cover for my mission. A man approached, wearing a faded indigo long gown, his temples streaked with gray, his eyes etched with the marks of time. We brushed past each other. Then, he abruptly stopped. His leather bag clattered to the ground, its contents scattering—yellowed photographs, a worn-out leather notebook, and a dozen or so silver butterfly hairpins of various styles. He rushed towards me like a madman, gripping my wrist tightly, his strength aching my bones. His hands were rough, calloused, exactly as I remembered. His voice was hoarse, as if sanded, choked with sobs, calling out again and again—"Butterfly! It's you! My Butterfly! I've finally found you!" My pupils constricted sharply. Just for a moment. Then, I slowly withdrew my hand, my face showing just the right amount of bewilderment and panic. In standard Japanese mixed with broken Mandarin, I said, word by word— "Sumimasen, anata wa… You've mistaken me for someone else. Sir, you've mistaken me for someone else." "My name is Chiba Kaoruko. I grew up in Japan and haven't been back in China for long." He froze. He stared intently at my face; those almond-shaped eyes, that dimple when I pursed my lips—it was clearly an image etched into his very being. He wanted to say something more, but I had already turned around and walked, step by step, into the crowd. My back was straight, without a trace of lingering. The moment I turned the corner. In a deserted corner, I leaned against the cold wall, covered my mouth, and wept silently. Tears fell like broken beads onto my kimono. Zhang Zhiming. I didn't run away with anyone. I didn't abandon you. I just… can't acknowledge you. Ten years have passed, a lifetime apart, yet I cannot forget you, even without thinking of you. The truth he searched for ten years was hidden in that single tear she shed after turning away. And he died without ever knowing. 🥺😢🥺😢🥺😢😢🥺😢🥺😢🥺😢🥺😘😢🥺😢

21. 271 血 Crimson Neon: The Tenth Shattered Pregnancy 血色霓虹：破碎的第十次怀孕 Yang Xinsheng杨新生Marriage & Romance23k WordsCompleted Blood-Red Neon: The Tenth Broken Pregnancy —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The misery is beyond your imagination! [I highly recommend it!][Learned something new!][Please follow!]

22. 272 昼 Burning by Day, Reduced to Ash by Night 昼焚夜烬 Yang Xinsheng杨新生10k WordsCompleted Day Burns, Night Turns to Ash 6Reads—Score—14d adds
23. 273 快 Run! Her Flash Marriage Turned Abusive, So She Fled in the Night 快逃！闪婚被虐疯，她连夜跑路 Love of Yang Zi杨子之爱Modern Romance1.4M WordsCompleted “Who are you? What are you doing in my room?” A sudden shout rang in Liu Ya’er’s ear. Startled, she jolted awake. When she saw the strange man, her face turned pale with shock! She married him in a whirlwind wedding, yet no one knew that she ranked below even the maid. Every day, she waited on him and his ex-girlfriend, and he kept finding new ways to bully her! Six months later, he caught her after she ran away. “You think you can get away from me? Go on, try running again!” “Let go of me!” she 183Reads7.3Score—14d adds

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    This book is so heart-wrenching!

24. 274 苏 President Su, Your Wife Has Gone Missing Again 苏总，你媳妇又不见了 Miao Ling曼妙灵Modern Romance426k WordsCompleted Hua Nian had no idea what Su Yu and Zhang Beiwei's relationship had been in the past. If she had, she wouldn't have married him even if it killed her. Zhang Beiwei cried, made a scene, and threatened to take her own life. “Why are you carrying his child? I can't accept this...” He comforted her and coaxed her home. Hua Nian put on an act and went to the hospital. When she opened her eyes, Su Yu was furious, his words clenched between gritted teeth. “You're ruthless. You really are.” In the midst 8Reads7.1Score—14d adds

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    I recommend this book.

25. 275 弃 The Tearless Orphan 弃儿无泪 Mu Feng Wuchen沐枫无尘Modern Romance154k WordsCompleted Abandoned by her family at birth, she was passed from place to place before being adopted by her current parents. Her adoptive mother, determined to support the household, always tries to control her life. Her future is in danger of being ruined, she has no say in whom she marries, and even after starting a family, she will still be under their control. Though she is only a little girl and has already reached the lowest point in her life, she possesses a powerful soul. See how she uses her unyie 50Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Check out these two heart-wrenching novels, they're guaranteed to make you cry.

26. 276 弃 The Tearless Orphan II 弃儿无泪二 Mu Feng Wuchen, Branch Office沐枫无尘分号Modern Romance237k WordsCompleted From the day she was born, she was abandoned by her family. After many twists and turns, she was finally taken in with compassion by her current adoptive parents. But life still had no smiles for her. For the sake of the family’s livelihood, her adoptive mother often tried to set her life on a predetermined path. Trapped by layer upon layer of restrictions, her future seemed shrouded in gloom. She had no say in her marriage, and even after starting a family and building a career, she could not e 20Reads—Score—14d adds
27. 277 鸳 Lovers’ Grudge: What Am I to You? 鸳鸯恨：与卿何欢 Gentle Clear Broth清汤绵绵Ancient Romance2.5M WordsCompleted On their wedding night, he drove his sword through her chest. She gave a bitter smile. “Are you satisfied with this strike, Your Highness?” Within the confines of the deep palace compound, she schemes desperately to escape him, but he clips her wings and imprisons her body and soul. He forces a bowl of abortifacient down her throat, and her heart finally turns to ashes. At the Cliff of Despair, her white robes flutter as she leaps into the abyss. The wind carries away his heart-wrenching cries. 3.3kReads8.6Score32614d adds

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    They're all so beautiful ⊙⊙ (Out of words)

28. 278 离 Divorced CEO, Love That Never Fades 离婚总裁，情深不悔 Xiao Ci笑慈Modern Romance1.4M WordsCompleted At sixteen, she secretly sold her jewelry to pay the hefty tuition fees for the nineteen-year-old him to study abroad. At twenty, he returned from studying in the United States, only to learn that he was the heir to the Tang family of Shenyang. By then, the childhood friend who had weathered so much with him was already by his side. At twenty-one, she learned that family pressure had forced him to break up with his childhood friend. Thinking they might otherwise miss each other for a lifetime, s 1kReads7.5Score10414d adds
29. 279 江 A Thousand Miles of Kingdom Can't Compare to You 江山万里不如你 The Commoner of the Valley山谷俗人Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted Amid the bleak autumn wind, he takes hold of her, his gaze dark. “Ah Xi, stop this. Come back to the palace with me.” “Back to the palace? Are you willing to make me the mistress of the Eastern Palace?” “I will give you the entire realm, all ten thousand miles of its mountains and rivers.” 212Reads6.9Score—14d adds
30. 280 云 Deep in the Clouds, Love Knows No Bounds 云深不知情长 Jing He惊禾Ancient Romance55k WordsCompleted “Luo Qingyun, let me die. Please, let me die!” —Reads—Score—14d adds
31. 281 风 Your Grace Like Snow, Just as You Were Before 风华如雪你如故 Gu Nuan顾暖Ancient Romance49k WordsCompleted The man who once told her, “Among three thousand beauties, I need only you,” gave the order with his own lips to execute her family! That day, imprisoned in the Cold Palace, she heard the terrible news and fell gravely ill. Jun Mohan, from this day onward, you and I will be enemies for all eternity! 22Reads—Score—14d adds
32. 282 娇 My Wife Is Too Fierce: Mr. Gu Can't Afford to Mess With Her! 娇妻太狠，顾少惹不起！ Nalan Yunxi纳兰云熙Modern Romance1.5M WordsCompleted Gu Jingshen loved Lin Annuan for many years, yet when she became pregnant, he coldly told her, “Get rid of the baby!” Only then did Lin Annuan understand that she had been naive about love. How could a substitute ever win his heart or bear his child? After losing the baby, Lin Annuan left in despair… Two years later, she returned. Gu Jingshen came after her. “Nuannuan, come back to me!” Lin Annuan: “Get lost!” Everyone in Nancheng knew that the president of CK Group was waiting for a woman. Lat 73Reads6.9Score—14d adds
33. 283 我 I Hunt Down Transmigrators in Ancient China 我在古代抓捕穿越者 Evergreen Greens长青菜菜Eastern Fantasy1.3M WordsCompleted The protagonist, Long Chen, transmigrates into an ancient world. But it turns out that world is full of transmigrators. They belong to many different factions. Long Chen, himself a transmigrator, receives a mission: eliminate every other transmigrator. … 3.4kReads—Score17214d adds

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    This book is quite novel

34. 284 动 Mending Bones, Restoring Love 动骨恢情 Chu Linmu楚林木Modern Romance1.5M WordsOngoing [Face-slapping + scumbag takedown + a little angst with sweetness + humor + souls swapped between a man and a woman + down-to-earth and relatable + ordinary people with great wisdom + wealthy families + workplace business battles + youthful, sweet romance. Impossible to put down!] The years pass peacefully. Everyone has a first love in their heart, but not everyone can have a Jiang Miao Jie in theirs! In her previous life, Lin Muzi was robbed of her destined match, missed out on her dream guy, f 132Reads9.4Score—14d adds

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    Unrequited love

35. 285 我 I Lost My Little Sister 我弄丢了我的小阿姊 Xun Ge逊歌19k WordsCompleted I Lost My Little Sister —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    [Realistic and Heartbreaking Stories, Suffocatingly Empathetic] More cruel than the shattering of fairy tales is reality. These stories are rooted in life: illness, poverty, societal pressures… love is utterly vulnerable in the face of reality. There are no plot devices, only a profound sense of powerlessness and relatable emotions, making the heartbreak incredibly real.

36. 286 妈 My Mom Went Mad for Her White Moonlight. After I Faced-Slapped Her, She Lost It 妈妈为白月光疯狂，我打脸后她破防了 Xun Ge逊歌17k WordsCompleted Mom Went Crazy for Her White Moonlight, but She Fell Apart After I Face-Slapped Her 1Reads—Score—14d adds
37. 287 心 Cicadas Sing When Hearts Stir 心动时有蝉鸣 Xun Ge逊歌12k WordsCompleted Cicadas Sing When Hearts Flutter —Reads—Score—14d adds
38. 288 仙 Immortal Tribulation: My Senior Brother's Immortal Bones and My Millennial Reincarnation 仙劫：师兄的仙骨与我的千年轮回 Xun Ge逊歌Ancient Romance20k WordsCompleted Immortal Tribulation: My Senior Brother's Immortal Bones and My Millennium Reincarnation —Reads—Score—14d adds
39. 289 孤 The Lonely, Eternal God and the Ghost-Hunting Priestess Bride 孤独而永恒的神，鬼怪的天师新娘 Xun Ge逊歌43k WordsCompleted The Lonely, Eternal God and the Heavenly Master’s Bride of Ghosts and Monsters 24Reads—Score—14d adds
40. 290 凰 Phoenix Fire Burns Away a Century of Tears in a Wedding Dress 凰火焚尽百年嫁衣泪 Xun Ge逊歌10k WordsCompleted Phoenix Fire Burned Away a Century of Wedding-Gown Tears —Reads—Score—14d adds
41. 291 咳 He Coughed Blood as He Painted His Life, but He Was Buried Forever in the Flames 咳血画完一生，他却永葬火场 Xun Ge逊歌Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted He Finished Painting His Life While Coughing Blood, Yet Was Buried Forever in the Flames —Reads—Score—14d adds
42. 292 弱 Among Three Thousand Beauties, Tianpeng Ruined Everything 弱水三千，天蓬误我 Xun Ge逊歌10k WordsCompleted Three Thousand Beauties, Yet Tianpeng Ruined My Chances 1Reads—Score—14d adds
43. 293 朱 Cinnabar Tears: The Life of the Marquis of Dingyuan’s Daughter in Disguise 朱砂泪：定远侯女扮男装的一生 Xun Ge逊歌Ancient Romance22k WordsCompleted Cinnabar Tears: The Life of the Dingyuan Marquis’s Daughter, Disguised as a Man 1Reads—Score—14d adds
44. 294 全 The World’s Best Teacher, the Worst Dad 全世界最好的老师，最差的爸爸 Xun Ge逊歌15k WordsCompleted The Best Teacher in the World, the Worst Dad 118Reads—Score—14d adds
45. 295 我 Ten Years After I Died, the Whole Internet Was in Tears 我死后第十年，全网都泪崩了 Xun Ge逊歌10k WordsCompleted Ten Years After I Died, the Entire Internet Was in Tears 782Reads—Score—14d adds
46. 296 仙 Tears of the Immortal Tribulation: Beneath the Shaluo Twin Trees, the God of War Regrets Too Late 仙劫泪：裟椤双树下战神悔时已晚 Xun Ge逊歌11k WordsCompleted Tears of the Immortal Tribulation: The God of War Regrets It Too Late Beneath the Sala Twin Trees —Reads—Score—14d adds
47. 297 十 Sixteen Years in Red, Hiding Every Tear, Until Only Bones Remain on the Battlefield 十六年红妆藏尽泪，终成沙场白骨 Xun Ge逊歌Ancient Romance21k WordsCompleted Sixteen Years of Tears Hidden Beneath Her Bridal Finery, Until She Became a White-Boned Corpse on the Battlefield 1Reads—Score—14d adds
48. 298 高 One More Shot at the College Entrance Exam, Yet Summer Still Ends in Regret 高考重来一场，盛夏依旧遗憾 Xun Ge逊歌12k WordsCompleted A Second Chance at the College Entrance Exam, Yet Summer Still Brings Regrets —Reads—Score—14d adds
49. 299 爱 I Love You, For All My Life 爱你，此生为限 The Fish That Catches Cats抓猫的鱼Modern Romance49k WordsCompleted Loving him drained every last bit of strength she had. —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    These are all very cruel.

50. 300 此 Strangers for the Rest of Our Lives 此生陌路不复 Xian Yiren咸移仁Modern Romance58k WordsCompleted When Chu Junmo forcibly tears open her wound, leaving it drenched in blood, Li Fuyi knows she must pay for the crime she committed at eighteen. Because of him, she found the light; because of him, she descended into eternal night. There are no winners in this battle. There are only two people doomed to endless ruin. 606Reads8.2Score10214d adds

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