
Lovers’ Grudge: What Am I to You?
鸳鸯恨:与卿何欢
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 2.5M Words
- Genre
- Ancient Romance
- Subgenre
- Palace & Household Intrigue
- Updated
- 4y ago
- English
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See allTwist After Twist After Twist! An Unpredictable Ending!
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I Want to Make Them Suffer!!!
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A Story That Makes Me Cry Every Time I Read It. Heartbreaking, but Sweet in the End
The kind that makes lots of people cry.
Historical Romance: Every Noble Family's Legitimate Daughter Should Have Her Proper Pride
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Short, Completed Stories With A Little Angst
The books I've been following are too long. I want something shorter, around 200 or 300 chapters.
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Shen Xiujin, Fu Shenxing, Bo Ye, Jiang Wenxu
Angst, Angst, Angst
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Looking for Harem-Intrigue Stories Focused on Court Rivalries and Favor. I Don't Mind Whether the Couple Are Each Other's First
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Angsty novels.
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Looking for Tragic Xianxia Romances
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I’m Out of Books to Read, Anything Goes
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Any Ancient-Era Angsty Stories Under 50 Chapters?
I want something really, really angsty.
Gong Qiang Liu Spoiled My Taste. What Do I Do Now That I’m Out of Books?
Please Recommend Historical Romance Novels with Extra Chapters Where the Couple Loves Each Other but Can’t Be Together, and the Angst Is Brutal
A boy and a girl grow up together. He is the son of a noble family, and she is a princess. For some reason, she has to become his palace maid. Her mother accidentally killed his father, so his mother forbids him from associating with her. Years later, the girl's younger sister takes the throne, but the girl and the boy are too far apart in status to be together, so they can only keep their relationship quiet. In the end, she dies.
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The writing is exceptionally good; every character the author portrays is incredibly unique and vivid. Thank you so much, author!
I've read this book twice, not because it's particularly good, but because I'd forgotten I'd ever read it before. I only reread it recently because I was looking for something to read! The male lead is a complete scumbag, and the female lead is utterly despicable! It truly lives up to the saying: "The male lead may torment me a thousand times, but I will still love him as if it were my first love!"
Great, great! Lots of great novels, but 10,000 gold coins only get you a few cents.
Thank you for writing such a wonderful book! The vivid characters and captivating storyline are truly moving! Thumbs up to the author!
The beginning was so angsty I wanted to cry 😭 The middle was so sweet I wanted to vomit 😵😵 The last few moments were so angsty I wanted to vomit blood. 🤑🤑✍🏼
The storyline is very satisfying; the male and female leads reunite, which is exactly the kind of love and life we all long for. A happy ending for love is what so many of us yearn for in life. "In life and in death, we made a vow."
I've only read half of it so far, the plot is very original. I wish the female lead would end up with her brother.
The author's writing is quite good! Although the plot is very mind-bending and the relationships between the characters are intricate, the ending is still good; Yuan Hao and his A-Gu are reunited! I really like Xuan Shizi's charmingly unrestrained and wild nature, his passionate love for A-Gu, and Gu Chengen's obsessive, ruthless, and vicious nature—all of which are very memorable!
This is the only one I've read that has a beginning, an end, and a clear explanation. I love it!
The author is very talented, writing flawlessly with no major plot holes. The first half is quite heart-wrenching, but the characters are highly immersive, easily drawing readers to tears—a powerful tool for attracting readers. The second half is too verbose and difficult to read; this old lady skimmed through it. In short, there's a lot of sibling romance in it, so you can criticize it while enjoying it!