My Secret Collection of Tearjerkers, So Heartbreaking I Can't Bear to Read Them Twice 私藏虐文，虐到不敢看第二遍
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Stealing Kisses in the Dead of Night 暗夜偷欢
[One-on-one, angst before sweetness, a mad and obsessive domineering CEO] In her previous life, she did everything she could to escape Nanchuan and marry his uncle, Gong Ye. In the end, her heart and eyes were cut out, and she died a gruesome death. Reborn on the night they broke up, she vows never to leave him again in this life, and to make him pay! But Gong Ye suddenly falls hopelessly in love with her. The more she hurts him, the more he loves her... Nanchuan: “You're mine. Let him die!” Gon
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A Lifetime of Deep Love, Just for You 赠你一世情深
Xiao Yu was forced to retire at the height of his career. When he returned, the lover who had once dumped him had become his boss. Xiao Yu: \"Fu Jingheng, it's you or me!\" Fu Jingheng had hated Xiao Yu for years. Only when the truth came to light did he realize that he had no right to hate him at all. Fu Jingheng: \"Xiao Yu, wait for me a little longer.\"
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An Assassin’s Love and Revenge, Beyond Romance 暗卫情仇，无关风月
A Dark Guard's Love and Grudge, Beyond Romance
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Sword Dance for the Demon-Subduing Consort 剑舞镇妖妃
The Sword-Dancing Demon Queen
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A Love's Grief, No Regrets 情殇无悔
To protect Qi Xuan, Chu Moran keeps him by his side, caring for him in every way and cherishing him dearly. He never expected that he was inviting a wolf into his home... After the person he loved destroys his family and drives his closest relatives away; After all his dignity and pride have been trampled beneath someone’s feet; After he has been beaten and humiliated until he is left battered and broken, is there anyone in this world who can warm his heart, frozen to the core?
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You Gave Me Deep Love and Turned My Life Upside Down 予你情深，乱我一生
Eighteen years ago, Wen Ziyu was the person He Jingyang promised to stay with forever. Eighteen years later, Wen Ziyu was locked in an attic by He Jingyang and cruelly abused. He Jingyang always said Wen Ziyu owed him and that he'd make him pay little by little. But in the end, it was He Jingyang who owed Wen Ziyu a pair of eyes, a life, and a lifetime of love and devotion.
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He Said I Was Too Loud, So I Fell Completely Silent 他嫌我太吵，我彻底安静了
He Said I Was Too Noisy, So I Went Completely Quiet
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Just a Toy 只是玩具而已
Gu Xun stayed by Lu Chen’s side for five years, only for Lu Chen to suspect him over a pornographic video and throw him out of the house. When they met again, Gu Xun had mid-stage stomach cancer and could only pay for treatment by drinking with clients and selling his body. Lu Chen told him he was just a toy, and now that he was dirty, it was time to get another one. After Lu Chen brought him home again, Gu Xun learned that Lu Chen was getting engaged to someone else. Lu Chen transferred him a s
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I Died on Mid-Autumn Night, and Mr. Lu Went Mad with Regret 我死在中秋夜，陆总悔疯了
I died on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and General Manager Lu went mad with regret.
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I Promise You a Love as Deep as the Sea 许你深情深似海
Luo Ji was a ray of light in Shen Yi’s dark childhood. But after Shen Ge ruthlessly stole that light away, it became the arrow that wounded him most deeply. One misunderstanding, three years of torment, and everyone took their turn trampling him until he was utterly ruined. When Luo Ji finally learned the truth, he held his battered heart close and stopped believing in love. Shen Yi: “Once you’re dead, I won’t love you anymore.”
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Thinking of You, My Precious Rose 念汝瑰栖
[Cheongsam Beauty VS Cool, Detached Buddhist Monk × Grim Reaper of the Mortal Realm × Prince of Secret Crushes × Love Martyr × Villain Rising to Power] ↓↓↓ [Lin Qiruo VS Xie Jinyi × Zhou Yancheng × Ning Jihan × Pei Qi’an × Shi Jingzhi] 1V5! 1V5!! 1V5!!! Cheongsam beauty Lin Qiruo believes in Buddha, so when she meets Xie Jinyi, a cool and detached Buddhist monk, she can’t help falling for him. But the monk tricks her into giving him her body and her heart. As soon as his white moonlight returns
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The Blind Consort 盲妃
On the wedding day of Li Wenxing, the notorious and merciless general, and Jiang Yan, the beautiful blind young master of the Jiang family, every citizen in the city kept their doors shut and dared not step outside. The streets were empty and lifeless. Jiang Yan had loved Li Wenxing for thirteen years. He had thought Li’s promise to love him faithfully was sincere, never imagining that Li not only didn’t love him, but had long since given his heart to someone else and hated Jiang to the bone. Af
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Love Is Colder Than Death 爱比死更冷
Her father ruined his family for the sake of profit. Years later, he returned for revenge, and she was sold to him to pay off the debt. She thought he hated her to the core, never knowing he loved her with all his heart. When their child died in an accident, she lost the only reason she had to keep living. Like a fluttering butterfly, she leapt into the abyss. “Li Wenyi, do you like... this... ending...?”
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My Dearest, on the Seventh Day of the Seventh Month 七月七日卿
Huo Shaoqing hated Qiyue and wanted nothing more than for her to disappear from his world. Qiyue loved Huo Shaoqing. After loving him for seven years, she finally understood that some kinds of love mean letting go. When death came calling, Huo Shaoqing finally realized that he had fallen deeply in love with her long ago.
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Bite the Scales 咬鳞
[Pink little mermaid x high-ranking commander] [Gentle, cunning, and devoted x resilient, ferocious, and cruel little darling + corruption + melodrama + sweet and angsty romance + 1v1 + devoted couple, happy ending] Xing Nan is a rare pink mermaid, so rare that everyone covets him. Everything around him is dangerous. The first person he meets after escaping from the laboratory is Pei Wenyang. He begs Pei Wenyang to save him. Pei Wenyang is the gentlest human he's ever met. He dries Xing Nan's
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The Divine Falls: The Cold-Blooded Lord Jiang Kneels to Kiss His One True Love 神明陷落，冷厉江爷跪吻白月光
[Both Pure + Angst Before Sweetness + Husband-Chasing Crematorium] Five years ago, Jiang Ying decisively went abroad, leaving Jiang Xianli to face a career crisis alone. Five years later, he has become one of Licheng’s most powerful men, and humiliates Jiang Ying at every turn when she comes to him for help. When her leg is broken, she gives up completely. “Jiang Xianli, I hate you.” Then one day, the truth comes to light. He never knew she had suffered so much. He wants to make it all up to her
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Snow-Buried Eyes, Love Reduced to Zero 雪葬双眸，爱意归零
Snow buries her eyes, and love fades to nothing
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Joy Blossoms in a Dark Alley 暗巷生欢
[Publication rights signed: @Youyu Ru Zhou] [Healing + Devoted Couple + Intense Push and Pull + Bittersweet, Over-the-Top Drama + Major Twists] [Cold-Blooded Big Shot × Frail Beauty, A Clawed Cat Toying with a Tiger] Xia Xunqian was sickly and had depended on others since childhood. Even as an adult, he still had nowhere of his own. When his father sent him to live with Feng Lin, Xia Xunqian chose to obey. He was docile and compliant, and knew every trick in the book when it came to staying aliv
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After Driving His Wife to Her Death, the Overbearing CEO Went Mad 虐死夫人后，霸总他疯了
A new novel by the author of Reborn, I Became the Little Fairy of a Possessive Big Shot. It’s a sweet romance, so please show it lots of support. Xia Sang is a stutterer everyone looks down on. In her five years of marriage to Huo Shengjing, she has only ever done one thing: loved him. She would live and die for him, and even suffered disfigurement while saving him. But Huo Shengjing hates her. He has one of her fingers cut off, ruins her voice with acid, tricks her into having an abortion, and
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My Fiancé Tortured Me to Death, Then Wanted to Die for Me 未婚夫把我折磨至死，他却要殉情
My Fiancé Tormented Me to Death, Yet He Wants to Die for Love
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Little White Poplar 小白杨
Bai Xinyu, a rich second-generation kid, is thrown into the army by his family for "reform." Young Master Bai tearfully accepts his fate, and, as luck would have it, runs into Yu Fengcheng, who makes trouble for him at every turn. As Bai Xinyu struggles through army life alongside Yu Fengcheng, he gradually grows into a sturdy, resilient "little white poplar."
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Drunk for a Hundred Years 一醉经年
A secret crush is like a flask of strong liquor. You know that drinking it will leave you dizzy, make you lose control, and bring you pain, yet you still throw yourself into it like a moth to a flame, all too happy to suffer. You only take a sip, while I drink until I’m drunk. But everyone who drinks has to sober up one day. A calm, aloof engineer bottom VS a selfish, cold-hearted celebrity top
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Trace Her Beauty Mark! Kiss Her Starry Eyes! The Movie Star and the Beauty Are a Perfect Match 抚红痣！吻星眸！影帝与美人绝配
Nan Qian used to be the entertainment industry’s top-tier star. With a bright red beauty mark beneath her eye and naturally petal-shaped eyes, even the slightest glance from her could make people scream. But when the trending topic “Daughter of a Mistress” appeared, she became a vixen mocked and scorned by everyone in the blink of an eye. Despondent and drunk, with her mind hazy, she gave her assistant the address of her ex’s home. She pushed open the door and saw a pair of eyes more beautiful t
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A Flash Marriage, a Pampered Life: The Wealthiest Mogul Falls for Me 闪婚成宠首富大佬爱上我
She was an ugly country girl who took her younger sister's place as the bride of Fu Nancheng, the most powerful man in Ye City. By day, she worked diligently as a humble maid. By night, she took off her scars to reveal a peerless beauty, becoming the stand-in bride of a tycoon worth hundreds of billions. When the secret of her stand-in marriage came out, Ye City's socialites waited for her to be humiliated. But all they got was a front-row seat as she launched her unstoppable new life, blending
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Me, Hiding in the Sofa 藏在沙发里的我
Me, Hiding in the Sofa
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The Wolfish CEO’s Unrestrained Devotion to His Wife 狼性总裁，宠妻无节制
Aggressive seduction + Angsty indulgence + Both leads are each other’s only partners + Powerful CEO pursues his adorable wife + Devoted husband On her boyfriend’s birthday, she plans to give him her first time. But her best friend tricks her into the wrong room, and she ends up in the male lead’s bed. After one passionate night, he becomes addicted to her. When they meet again, she never expects him to be an important client at her company. She needs a job, and the man wants her beauty and her s
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My Love Story with a Delinquent Girl 我与精神小妹的爱情故事
My Love Story with a Free-Spirited Girl
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His Love Is an Obsession: Mr. Mu's Priceless Bride 霸爱成瘾：穆总的天价小新娘
That year, she entered the Mu family to atone for her father’s crimes. He declared, “No one is allowed to help her without my permission!” She stayed silent, refusing to ask him for help! She lived in the basement and worked to earn money, enduring ten years of hardship. When he found out, he flew into a rage. “Have you still not learned to come to me for help?!” She had always believed he hated her and nothing more. She didn’t know that, beyond his hatred, he had given her everything...
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After Huo Yan Tormented Her, She Ran Away 被霍闫虐惨后，她逃跑了
[Angst + awful male lead + wife-chasing crematorium + fighting back + revenge + tragic romance] On their engagement day, Huo Yan abandoned Cheng Yuru and sent her to a mental hospital. Her parents died tragically, and the company changed hands. Every bit of it was part of Huo Yan's scheme. Her wonderful fiancé had not only killed her entire family, but seized their company and left her blind in one eye. Though she was pitiful and miserable, he showed no mercy. With a wave of his hand, he made he
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Kept 豢养
Huo Li and Gu Shixiao. They were two parallel lines that should never have crossed. But when Gu Shixiao was at her lowest, a contract in black and white bound them together. Ten years of her youth, signed away. He saved her from the hardships of reality, only to push her into hell with his own hands. Gu Shixiao: “Huo Li, did you ever have any genuine feelings for me?” Huo Li smiled. “What we have is just a transaction.” Gu Shixiao: “Huo Li, was there ever a moment when you...” Huo Li cut her off
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Who Says Longing Is Silent? 谁说思念无声
She knelt in the pouring rain, begging him to give her father a proper burial. All she got in return was: “You should've been the one to die!” Her hatred burned fiercely, while her love slowly faded away. She said, “I spent my whole life loving you, but you hurt me, hated me, and ruined my life. You said I owed you. Now I've paid you back!” A knife pierced her chest. She smiled, proud and desolate. “Don't cry at my grave. You'll soil my path to the afterlife!”
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Three Years After I Transmigrated, the City Lord Became My Prisoner 穿越3年后，城主成我阶下囚
Content warning: This is a revenge story with a tragic romance. The male lead seeks redemption. It includes injury, imprisonment, and whipping, so proceed with caution. The leads are bitter enemies bound by fate, in both this life and their past lives. Angst and heartbreak, both leads are strong and devoted to each other, happy ending Proud, aloof Emperor Star VS revenge-driven Seven Killings queen In her first life, Yun Shuyue fell blindly in love with Huo Chenfeng. Little did she know the ma
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A Eunuch's Ambitions: Tormented by the World of Mortals 宦情：红尘虐
[Not a chaste couple + truly eunuch male lead + sweet at first, angst later + devoted love] Wang Yunqu had been inexplicably fixated on Xiao Qibai since childhood. Even after he was subjected to castration, she still married him without hesitation, exchanging vows and sharing their wedding night. She thought they would live happily together in mutual love from then on. But the emperor threatened her with the life of the person she loved, forcibly made her a consort, and compelled her to bear a d
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Mr. Li Goes Mad Trying to Win Back His Wife 为追妻，厉先生他疯魔了
To atone for her father’s sins, she became his private plaything. By day, she was his special assistant, taking care of everything at work. By night, she was his captive, enduring every kind of humiliation and torment at his hands. She said, “Mr. Li, please, let me go.” He replied, “Unless I’m dead, you’ll never escape me in this lifetime.” Only when the bloody truth came to light did he realize he had hated the wrong person. From then on, one more person joined the long road to winning her back
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Princess, Disaster! The Top Scholar Has Run from His Wedding Again! 公主不好了，状元郎又逃婚了！
[1v1 + fictional setting + angst for the pleasure of it] Angst! Angst! Angst! If you want sweet romance, proceed with caution!!! [Brash, domineering ninth princess vs. refined, resourceful top scholar] Chu Yanyan was the most precious ninth princess of Tianyao, adored by everyone, but she just had to meet the greatest rival of her life: the newly crowned top scholar, Gui Zimu. As the top scholar rode through the streets, one glance was all it took for Chu Yanyan to fall in love. Among the flower
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My Love, Come to Me in a Dream 闻君入梦来
Five years ago, he led his troops to war, intending to welcome her as his wife with ten miles of wedding finery. Five years later, she betrayed their love, ended their child’s life, and became his father’s woman. He hated her betrayal. He branded her face, severed her fingers, and even killed their daughter! She swore she would make him pay for every drop of blood. When all the secrets came to light, he was consumed with regret. “A Zuo, don’t go...” She turned and plunged her sword into his
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The Blossoms Have Yet to Fall, but the Songs Have Ended 繁花未落笙歌尽
“Did you ever truly love me?” she asked. “Never...” he replied. She smiled. So the love she had longed for had all been a beautiful dream, and all it brought her was utter ruin...
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The Healer 治愈者
Scene One: Su Weian stuffed the thing she had stolen straight into her mouth, then smiled at him innocently. Gu Yunzheng raised an eyebrow and murmured in her ear, “You eat mine, I’ll eat you.” His breath was warm against her ear. Her earlobes instantly turned red, and she whispered, “You pervert!” Scene Two: Gu Yunzheng said sternly, “Bring your computer to work tomorrow. Get here ten minutes early every day. I’ll dock ten yuan for every minute you’re late. You must finish each day’s work that
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Fourteen Sentences 十四句
[The print edition of Fourteen Lines, bearing the same title, is now available on multiple platforms.] Life is like duckweed on the water, so why doubt that people will meet and part? Morality and ethics clash with matters of the heart. A realistic story. If that’s not your thing, don’t read. The greatest regret isn’t that people enter your life at different times, but that you’re meant to meet without being meant to be together. A remorseful husband tries to win back his wife. Written as realis
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She Said She Loved the Sea 她说喜欢海
Lin Chiyu, the fish in a pond that longs for its old depths, a caged bird yearning for its old forest. She suffers from depression, and her mother favors boys over girls. Her mother only cares about whether her younger brother likes or needs something, never considering Lin Chiyu at all. Just like this ordinary bowl of egg noodles. Someone enveloped in darkness doesn't yearn for the light. [Contains a relationship between two men. Read with caution.]
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Old Dreams of 1913 旧梦1913
[Republican-era tragic romance + a love lost to regret + loving someone you cannot have] Three years in the Republic, and not a single rainstorm came. A whole lifetime, and not once did I hear you say, “I love you.” A sweet, spirited heiress × a devoted, restrained military officer. We lost each other in a time of turmoil, and after that brief farewell, we never met again. Repairing the roof with thatch for you and listening to the rain beside your bed were nothing but an old dream that could ne
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Reborn: My Blind Date Became My Childhood Friend 重生之相亲对象变成青梅竹马
(Sweet romance | sweet courtship | younger male lead, clingy and possessive | second male lead, unhinged powerhouse | groveling chase) Before she was reborn, Li Mo used high-tech devices to make everyone around her hear the malicious thoughts she couldn’t control. He schemed to frame her again and again because she’d forgotten the promise they’d made, turning her into someone everyone hated. After a year of being framed, the once sunny, cheerful girl became insecure and sensitive. She was afraid
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