My Secret Collection of Tearjerkers, So Heartbreaking I Can't Bear to Read Them Twice 私藏虐文，虐到不敢看第二遍

1. 951 第 First Marriage, Cherished Love: Mrs. Fu Is as Beautiful as a Flower 第一婚宠：傅太太她貌美如花 Xia Mier夏弥尔Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted Fu Sinye loved one woman with all his heart, but four years ago, she cruelly left him. Now Xia Wan has returned with a child, and he swears he'll make her suffer and regret it. But then “Wanwan, as long as you'll stay by my side, I'll give you anything. You can even take my life.” Fu Sinye pleaded desperately. At last, Xia Wan stayed by Fu Sinye's side, just as he wanted. From then on, Fu Sinye cherished his wife more than his own life, and stories of President Fu doting on his wife spread throu 1.1kReads8.8Score126Shelves

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   Mrs. Fu is as beautiful as a flower. She is super sadistic. She basically cried from beginning to end. She is very beautiful.

2. 952 偏 Stop Torturing Me, You Possessive Daddy! Mommy's Pregnant and Has Run Away 偏执爹地别虐了！妈咪有孕出逃了 Dreaming Drunk on Black Coffee清咖醉梦Modern Romance179k WordsCompleted Six months into their marriage, an accident sent her straight to hell. The man who married her tormented, humiliated, and toyed with her, making her wish she were dead. When her heart had finally grown cold, she fled Jiangcheng at all costs, pregnant and all. Five years later, she made a stunning return with her twin sons. At the airport, the little darlings pointed at a man. “Mommy, that uncle looks just like me.” Before she could even turn around, a pair of strong arms yanked her into an embra 143Reads7.1Score—Shelves

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   This book is really sad and sad! I cried when I saw it [cry] [cry]

3. 953 闺 Best Friends Reborn Together: Marrying Princes, Then Faking Their Deaths 闺蜜同穿，嫁皇子，双双死遁 Jing Mo Yi京墨一Ancient Romance371k WordsCompleted [Best-friend fiction + transmigration + System + faked death + travel between ancient and modern worlds + princes chase their wives in the modern world] Wen Yuan, eldest daughter of the Grand Tutor’s household, and Ji Xingyao, youngest daughter of the great general who guards the border, are married on the same day: Wen Yuan to Crown Prince Li Zhao, and Ji Xingyao to Fifth Prince Li Heng. Both weddings are kept simple, with fewer than ten guests. That is because the maternal clan of the princes’ 3kReads7.3Score180Shelves

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   ✨🎉This one is definitely Hehe [Shy], the heroine and the second heroine are best friends, they traveled through time at the same time, and they fell in love with different people! But when they became successful one by one, they abandoned their vows. The two of them were also very decisive. When they found out that they were going to marry someone else, they immediately ran away [laughing]!

4. 954 第 The Twelfth Second 第十二秒 SunnessMystery274k WordsCompleted Nine years ago, she vanished without a trace while pregnant, leaving him only one clue: an eleven-second phone call to his police station, and a longing she never got to express. Nine years later, a strange warning call and two photographs of her set ablaze the longing he had buried for so long. As the police investigate and he makes inquiries of his own, a flood of astonishing secrets and buried memories comes to light. Through layer upon layer of mist, her face gradually emerges... Once, t 4.8kReads9.5Score1.1kShelves

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   Private collection of abuse articles | I don't dare to read it again after reading it, it's so powerful that I can't sleep. I've found a treasure in this book shortage! These sadistic novels are full of "life and death, love without love". It took me three days to read it, and the stamina is so strong that I want to send a razor blade to the author 💔 1. "Secret Love in This Huge Pantomime" 9.7 Points / Secret Love on the Ceiling Chen Ji has been secretly in love with Lin Jingye for ten years, and hides "like" in every "accidental encounter": • When he plays ball, she takes up the audience two hours early; • When he is sick, she anonymously delivers medicine, and writes "convenience store clerk" on the invoice; • The most amazing thing is that she cut his name into strokes and tattooed it on her collarbone - this secret love, she tried her best, but it was always a "mime". The ending was breathtaking: Lin Jingye received her "secret love diary" before the wedding, including yellowed ticket stubs, invoices for antipyretics, and a note: "You are the biggest pantomime in my youth." 2. "Wutong Alley" 9.8 Points / Old Alley be Aesthetics In Wutong Alley in the old city, the heroine returns for revenge and encounters him who was "unfaithful" at that time guarding the shoe repair stall. There is still a hair rope from her student days in the tool box... • Choking details: The male protagonist is terminally ill and coughs up blood to repair her wedding shoes on a rainy night, but she thinks he still hates her until she sees the note "I want to see her wear a wedding dress again" on the medical record • be Critical hit: The sycamore flower fell on the two people's clasped hands, and the male protagonist said, "I hate the unfair fate, and even more... I hate that I can't love you in an honest way." The ending directly made her cry until she was starved of oxygen. 3. "If There Were Fairy Tales in the Forest" 9.8 Points / Campus bullying + misplaced redemption. She stuffed the "life-saving note" into a tree hole, and was picked up by the male protagonist, a delinquent boy. Later, he went to jail for her, but she received a "farewell letter" while studying abroad. When they reunited, he became a forest ranger, she became a writer, and the secret base in the forest was still engraved with "forever", but in reality - • Unforgettable scene: The male protagonist blocked the knife to save her, and before dying, he took out the engagement ring that had been hidden for ten years: "I hate myself for being 'dirty', not worthy of your fairy tale, but... Loving you is the only clean thing I can do" • The pain of youth: the shadow of campus bullying, the low self-esteem after being released from prison, the love that went in both directions was crushed into glass slag, and the ending was so bad that I wanted to send a razor blade to the author. 4. "He is in the South of Yunnan" 9.8 Points / Frontier anti-drug sadomasochism The male protagonist of the anti-narcotics police went undercover and lost contact, and the female protagonist came to teach with her "last wish", but bumped into a "stranger" at the bonfire festival. It turns out that he lost his face and amnesia, and guarded her silently for three years. He blocked a gun to save her on a rainy night, and took out the engagement ring before he died - • Killing line: "I hate fate for letting me die once, and even more... The people I love guard the memories, but they can't recognize me." • Family, country and love: The little love in the wind and snow on the border was crushed to pieces by the righteousness of family and country. After reading it, I felt deeper pain for the sacrifice of the "narcotics police" 5. "At dawn, you will be back" 9.8 Points / Amnesia + Substitute Sadomasochism The heroine lost her memory in a car accident, and the hero protected her as her "fiancé". However, after she regained her memory, she discovered that she was just Bai Yueguang's substitute. Later, Bai Yueguang returned and the male protagonist silently quit, but she discovered when sorting out the belongings - • Cruel twist: The male protagonist wrote in his diary, "I hate that I am a substitute, but I hate it even more... After you regain your memory, there is no light in my eyes anymore." • The ending is critical: when the male protagonist did not come back at dawn, she realized that "he died a long time ago, on that rainy night when you lost your memory." The open ending is even more cruel than be. 6. "The Twelfth Second" 9.5 Points / suspense + Life and death sadomasochism: The detective husband is looking for his missing wife, but he hears "I am dead" in the voice at the twelfth second. As the investigation deepens, he discovers that his wife was abducted and forced to sell drugs, and the twins she left behind hide even more desperate secrets... • High-energy reversal: The wife faked her death to go undercover, but sacrificed herself at the last moment to protect the evidence. The husband held her urn and listened to the looped "twelfth second voice" and collapsed to the point of suffocation • Practical significance: tearing apart the dark side of abduction and drug trafficking, torturing the liver to the point of pain, and making people fear "justice" Summary: This wave of sadistic novels covers secret love, redemption, family and country, suspense... Each one has "pain" engraved in the bones! If you like being knifed, close your eyes and remember to prepare enough tissues. Don't blame me if you cry until you're dehydrated😭 #AbuseWriting Recommendation #BEesthetics # wildernesssaving #novels #Twitter (ps: The authors are really ruthless. It's recommended to read them in order, from youth to adulthood, to torture to the point of leaving the body, and the stamina is so strong that you can't slow down for three days🚨)

5. 955 人 The World Keeps Me Here, But the Years Pass Without You 人间留我，岁月无你 That Day, Those Clouds, That Sea那天那云那海17k WordsCompleted The world still has me, but the years have no you. —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   It was so cruel that I felt uncomfortable for several days after reading it. The story is about the heroine predicting the death date of her lover in advance, so she devoted all her love and time to accompany the hero in her last days. The night before the hero died, the heroine was still lying in the hero's arms and listened to the hero talk about their future. It was so sad, and there was also a side story from the perspective of the hero after his death.

6. 956 易 Yi Xun Is Hard to Find 易洵难寻 I'm Duoduo我是朵朵吖Ancient Romance99k WordsCompleted Love is like a mountain spring, its gentle current winding all the way to Jiangnan. [Though I know your heart is true, I cannot find you. I hope you will turn back again and ease this longing of mine.] Qi Wan, an illegitimate daughter of the Qi family in Jiangnan, has been overlooked since childhood. She has no interest in business and only wants to live out her life in peace and freedom. Then Yi Xun appears and changes everything. He teaches Qi Wan the ways of business and stays by her side day 72Reads—Score—Shelves

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   It must be these four books! It's so easy to cry [cry] [cry]

7. 957 朕 My Setting Is That I Love Her 朕的设定是爱她 Zhi Er织尔Ancient Romance71k WordsCompleted [System transmigration into a book + mutual healing + winning over a lovesick obsessive] A new historical romance from Zhier, author of one of Zhihu’s three great tragic novels, Late Departure. The main story is lighthearted and funny, but the extras will break your heart. She is his nightmare, and also his cure! He is written to love her, so no matter what she does, he will never blame her. “Yan Yu, I truly and sincerely love you. Don’t forget me, I beg you.” “Don’t be afraid. Your elder sister 395Reads8.6Score113Shelves

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   Every time I torture someone, I don't say a word. I feel so sad when I'm tortured.

8. 958 深 Moon in the Deep Palace 深宫月 Green Covers the Windy Shore绿满微风岸Ancient Romance93k WordsCompleted Many years later, I stood in the imperial city of Northern Zhou, gazing at the bright moon beyond the palace walls, and suddenly regretted that fleeting first encounter with Yang Yu in the year I came of age. But Yang Yu told me that even without that glance, he would still have married me. I was destined to be his, and there was no way I could hide from him or escape him. 93Reads8.0Score—Shelves

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   I just finished reading the first one, and I was crying ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ )‧º·˚, but I didn't cry when I was reading it. Now after reading it, I feel sad thinking about An An (the heroine), An An is so miserable (*´I`*).

9. 959 月 A Moonlit Wish 月明愿 I'm Duoduo我是朵朵吖Ancient Romance108k WordsCompleted [Tragic historical romance with a bad ending, slow start and strong payoff] [Those who love each other may not end up together, and those who do may not truly love each other] [In this world, perhaps the hardest things to obtain are not money and power] [The hardest thing to find is a heart that never changes] Preface: A thousand years ago, the realm was divided in two. The Celestial Dynasty and the Southern Wu Dynasty each claimed half the territory. Fearing the military might of Southern Wu, 181Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 960 权 The Game of Power 权栖戏 I'm Duoduo我是朵朵吖Ancient Romance126k WordsCompleted [Political Intrigue ✖️ Spycraft ✖️ Forced Love] [Scheming Against Each Other ✖️ Saving Each Other] The world is unpredictable, and fate can change in an instant. Yan Lepei, the daughter of Yancheng’s lord, is forced to conceal her identity and infiltrate the Quanqi Pavilion as a spy. Shao Quan, master of the Quanqi Hall, is calculating, powerful, and scornful of all things. Yet he cannot help falling in love with his own pawn. Shao Quan: “She is the most capable weapon in my hand, and the person 35Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 961 巨 Heartbreaking! The Madam Has No Vital Signs in the Resuscitation Room 巨虐！抢救室里夫人已无生命体征 Laughing at Your Single-Minded Love笑你情有独钟Modern Romance522k WordsCompleted [Angst novel + physical and emotional abuse + win-back-the-wife funeral pyre + body swap + obsessive love] Lu Jingchen would never know that Shen Ning’s heart first died when his beloved’s call came out of nowhere, then fell into despair when he personally handed her over to kidnappers just to trade her for the woman in his heart. He also never knew how furious, hysterical, and utterly broken she felt when his beloved appeared before her with a pregnant belly the same size as hers. And when she 7.3kReads8.5Score667Shelves

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    [Please update] I softened the tomatoes and shared a new world of books with you [I learned] [Please update] I cried all the way through it [crying] [crying], it's so cruel! I can't think about it, I can't help crying when I think about it [Learned] [Learned] [Please update] Shen Nian said weakly and slowly: "If Mr. Lu doesn't plan to kill me today, then please help Mr. Lu call 120, thank you Mr. Lu." "..." After a few seconds of silence, Lu Lingchuan walked out of the bedroom. "Bang!" She heard the door close. Shen Nian lay on the bed and smiled softly. After drinking a lot of wine, her head hurt. Curling herself together, Shen Nian pressed her lower abdomen and groaned in pain. Only when she was alone did she dare to show her vulnerable side. Shen Nian couldn't help but think that it would be good if he died like this.

12. 962 官 The Story of Guan Xi 官禧传 I'm Duoduo我是朵朵吖Ancient Romance131k WordsCompleted [Court intrigue + love and hate intertwined + sweet yet angsty romance] The long-awaited wedding she had looked forward to with all her heart turned out to be a trap set long ago by the man she loved. Overnight, her entire family was slaughtered. For Guan Xi, it was a devastating blow. The love that had seemed so pure was, it turned out, full of lies and deception. Sometimes I wonder if these words can truly tell the whole story of Guan Xi’s life. There is a quiet resilience about Guan Xi. She l 116Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 963 繁 President Fan, Stop Tormenting Me. Your Wife Is Already Married 繁总别虐了，夫人已嫁人 Ginger Candy姜糖Modern Romance2.2M WordsCompleted [Angsty Romance + CEO + Dark Obsession + Everyone Chases Their Wife Into the Crematorium] Three years ago, she fell in love at first sight with the refined and mature Fan Ye. She gave him her whole heart and doggedly pursued him, until at last they were married. She thought she had found her happily ever after. Three years later, the Yu family went bankrupt, her mother died and her father was gone, her brother was badly injured, and Fan Ye forced her to leave with nothing. She finally understood 1.5kReads8.7Score105Shelves

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    I don't regret watching it. I watched my heart attack...

14. 964 我 I Was Twenty-Eight When I Died 我死的时候二十八岁 Yi Mo Yao以沫瑶Modern Romance416k WordsCompleted At twenty, Song Jiniao was hailed by the entertainment world as the “Nation's Goddess,” while Lin Ti died unexpectedly at an awards ceremony. She would never forget what happened that day, or the bone-chillingly cold look in that man's eyes. From then on, Shen Jiulin dragged her from her pedestal and plunged her into the abyss. The Nation's Goddess fell from grace overnight, her fame as fleeting as a flower that blooms for one day. At twenty-one, forced to choose between her mother and stepfathe 772Reads8.5Score102Shelves

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    [Please update] I softened the tomatoes and shared a new book with you [Learned] [Please update] I cried all the way through it [crying] [crying], it's so cruel! I can't think about it, I can't help crying when I think about it [Learned] [Learned] [Please update] Shen Nian said weakly and slowly: "If Mr. Lu doesn't plan to kill me today, then please help Mr. Lu call 120, thank you Mr. Lu." "..." After a few seconds of silence, Lu Lingchuan walked out of the bedroom. "Bang!" She heard the door close. Shen Nian lay on the bed and smiled softly. After drinking a lot of wine, her head hurt. Curling herself together, Shen Nian pressed her lower abdomen and groaned in pain. Only when she was alone did she dare to show her vulnerable side. Shen Nian couldn't help but think that it would be good if he died like this.

15. 965 恰 Like a Cold Moon Turning Toward the Sun 恰似寒月向骄阳 Crossing the Stars渡星辰Modern Romance328k WordsCompleted [Original title: And Let the Breeze Carry Us Toward the Sun] Everyone knows Song Kexin is the younger sister being fostered by the Lu family. When they first met, she said, “Brother”; he replied, “Sister-in-law?” · He was the darling of heaven, a blazing sun high above the clouds. To Song Kexin, he was the passionate beginning of her youth... the place where the light came in... . Lu Yubai: “You're too young to date.” Song Kexin: “So I can once I'm an adult?” · Song Kexin dreamed of turning eigh 2.6kReads9.1Score220Shelves

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    Crying so hard

16. 966 命 One Year Left to Live: The Female CEO Goes Wild 命还剩一年，女总裁疯了 Chen Xize辰熙泽Modern Romance243k WordsCompleted (Pursuing her husband + tragic ending + angst + not a wish-fulfillment story) (Gentle, considerate younger man who’s secretly a mad wolfdog, paired with a cold, heartless flirt who’s secretly a sweet, teasing wife who calls him “hubby”) Back then, she looked the bedraggled young man up and down, his hair soaked through. Jun Ze raised his eyes to meet hers. With his bangs wet, his ice-blue phoenix eyes were revealed. He was born with heterochromia, yet his eyes were extraordinarily beautiful. The 1.5kReads8.1Score—Shelves

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    Abuse, abuse, abuse!! She shook her head and held his hand. Her eyes were so sore that they were almost swollen. He knew all about his preferences. However, she didn't seem to even know what he liked to eat, only that he didn't seem to have any particular preferences. All preferences are up to her. Whatever she likes to eat, he likes. Dark tears with bitterness slid down to the corners of my mouth. I couldn't sing what they tasted like. She once again lost the most important person to her. It was her father's death before, and now it was the man she loved most.

17. 967 阳 The Sunshine Isn't Warm 阳光不温暖 Jiang Zhiyu江芷寓Modern Romance171k WordsCompleted Luo Yiyi lost both her parents when she was young and had only her grandmother to rely on. After finally getting into Haicheng No. 1 High School, she became the victim of severe school bullying. Qin Yan, the pampered daughter of the Qin family, was her bully, while Qin Yan’s older brother, Qin Chuan, spoiled her rotten. After enduring Qin Yan’s petty tricks and Qin Chuan’s lies, Luo Yiyi was left wounded in both body and mind. Just before the college entrance exams, Qin Chuan accidentally discov 151Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 968 安 An’an Never Grows Up 安安长不大 Yan Xiaojiu盐小玖Modern Romance163k WordsCompleted He was Xu Shuyan, the top student in his year and the school’s untouchable heartthrob. He was naturally aloof, wanted nothing to do with people, and always kept to himself. One day, in a torrential downpour, with lights blazing all around, he sat quietly on a stool outside the door, drenched to the skin. She couldn’t understand why, so she held an umbrella over him and took him somewhere out of the rain. After that day, she began bringing him breakfast, walking to and from school with him, and d 997Reads9.0Score205Shelves
19. 969 愿 Wishing on the Stars 愿星星 A-Man's Darling阿瞒宝贝Modern Romance218k WordsCompleted [Love at first sight × redemption × mutual devotion × age gap × modern romance] [Stories always begin like this: the right place, the right time, completely unexpected.] Jiang Ling never imagined he’d become such a “beast,” falling for an underage girl, a little mute at that. The girl was timid, like a little rabbit, and couldn’t handle the slightest fright. Ever since Jiang Ling met this “little rabbit,” he hadn’t dared raise his voice. The old Jiang Ling: “Me, fall for some fresh little melon? 7.3kReads8.9Score980Shelves
20. 970 余 For the Rest of My Life, I'll Love You as Always 余生，爱你如常 Citron Coffee香橼咖啡Modern Romance358k WordsCompleted [Devoted Couple in Beijing’s Elite Circle + A Long Road to Winning Her Back + Female Growth + Powerful Man Bows to Love] Four years ago Yu Sheng was madly in love with Ji Bochang, but the Ji family forcibly sent her away. Before leaving, Yu Sheng threw caution to the wind and asked Ji Bochang, “Do you love me?” Ji Bochang answered without hesitation: “No.” Four years later Yu Sheng returned to Beijing and reunited with Ji Bochang. She had a boyfriend now, and a new life. When she saw Ji Bochan 18.2kReads7.6Score1kShelves

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    [Chigua][Chigua] The female protagonist was adopted by the male protagonist's family when she was 13 years old. Later, the female protagonist fell in love with the male protagonist. When she was forcibly sent away by the male protagonist's mother, she found that the male protagonist did not like her, and the female protagonist was relieved. Four years later, when they reunited, she no longer had any love for him...

21. 971 深 The Black Moonlight in the Abyss 深渊中的黑月光 Tao Tao Tao Peach Ya陶陶陶桃子吖Modern Romance406k WordsCompleted [Gentle, steadfast little white flower × obsessive, lovesick madman] Su Mianmian liked a boy for five years, and was bullied for those same five years. What helped her endure those difficult days was a ray of light shining into her dark life. Only when they finally met in person did she learn that the boy she had loved for five years was the very person who had dragged her into the abyss. Seeing his demonic face, she ran. She deleted every way to contact her bully, thinking that once she made it 8.5kReads8.8Score670Shelves
22. 972 别 Dreams in the Garden Villa 别苑寻梦 Purple Zixin紫色紫馨Modern Romance31k WordsCompleted Dreams in a Garden Retreat 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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    [Bookshelf plus one]

23. 973 太 The Sun Won’t Honor Its Old Promise 太阳不赴旧约 Shangguan Junli上官君黎11k WordsCompleted The Sun Won't Keep Its Old Promise 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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    If you are looking for friendship abuse articles, you can read it. We have been together day and night for more than ten years, with sincere promises and two-way protection. It's just that everyone has their own path forward. She chose to embrace a new life, leaving a memory that became an unsolvable pain in her heart.

24. 974 离 Back to High School Before the Divorce: This Time, I Won't Fall for You 离婚前重回高中，这次我不心动了 Xun Can旬灿Modern Romance429k WordsCompleted (Print edition signed) [Campus rebirth + regretful pursuit + bad-boy wins her heart + living-under-one-roof romance] [Slightly rebellious good girl x laid-back, aloof bad boy] After her grandmother passes away, both the Tan and Lu families feel sorry for Xu Entang, who has no family left, and want to take her in. When she arrives in Beicheng, she sees again the boy she never forgot after meeting him once. Lu Jin is brazen and unruly. Over the years they grow up together, she watches one woman af 109.8kReads9.4Score10.9kShelves
25. 975 你 You Still Haven't Confessed to Me 你还没跟我告白 Awu Awu Wants to Write Now啊呜啊呜想码字咯Modern Romance105k WordsCompleted [Hot-tempered, possessive troubled boy & sweet, gentle girl] A tragic ending, an angsty campus romance. When they first met, Chi Wen was an exemplary student at No. 16 High School, excelling in both academics and conduct. Bian Qingye, meanwhile, was the fearsome “Ye-ge” from the vocational school next door. Everyone said he was exactly what his name suggested: wild, and wild in everything he did. He changed girlfriends faster than he changed clothes. At that age, what girl wouldn’t want to leav 68Reads6.4Score—Shelves
26. 976 魂 The Soul Disperses Among the Bluebells 魂散风铃草 Purple Zixin紫色紫馨6k WordsCompleted A Soul Dispersed, Bluebells in the Wind 1Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 977 快 Quick Transmigration: Becoming the White Moonlight Who Makes Powerful Men Weep 快穿：穿成虐哭大佬的白月光 Miss Cat一只猫小姐Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted At first, none of them liked her. Later, she became the unreachable first love in their hearts! A scum-trashing Mary Sue romance, with regretful exes chasing their wives! After cultivating for a thousand years, the parasitic vine spirit Si Si finally succeeds in ascending. But during the Ascension Ceremony, her superior gets her in trouble. The Heavenly Dao orders her to help cannon-fodder supporting heroines in three thousand worlds fulfill their wishes. Only after earning enough merit can she 12.5kReads9.1Score794Shelves

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    Who knows? I only dare to read it when I want to cry! I can really cry until I lose oxygen, it's so cruel, I torture the male protagonist! 1️⃣World 1: He asked people to move his hands, but found that she was the one he was looking for. When he wanted to save her, she had been..., So she wanted Bo Yang to see her die in front of him, and she wanted him to pay the price for his actions! Ah, cry to death, please be gentle!!!

28. 978 狼 The Wolf and the Tuberose 狼与荼蘼 Northern Battle Letter北战书Modern Romance144k WordsCompleted There's a scam in this world called Shen Muyan loving Su Qianyang. When the deception is exposed, he gradually closes in on her, baring his vicious fangs. His voice is gentle yet cruel. “A Yang, do you know a wolf's nature? Once its loyalty has been killed, all that remains is hatred!” When a wolf turns back, it's either to repay a kindness or to take revenge! Shen Muyan says he will repay Su Qianyang a hundredfold for the trap she laid for him! So he tortures her until she is utterly broken. * 443Reads8.3Score—Shelves
29. 979 快 Quick Transmigration: The Crown Prince Torments You Again 快穿之太子再虐你一遍 The Mysterious Me谜一样的我Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Xianxia romance + play the pig to eat the tiger + quick transmigration + one-on-one devotion] The Crown Prince of the Heavenly Realm was born a flirt, always chasing after women. In a fit of rage, the Heavenly Emperor banished him to the mortal realm, where he would undergo many lifetimes of reincarnation and suffer the pain of losing love and desire. The Left Star Diviner had this to say: “Writing the Crown Prince’s fate book... is hard!” The poor little Spirit Clerk was pushed forward as a sc 3.3kReads9.3Score331Shelves
30. 980 玩 Pleasure at the Cost of Wisdom 玩物丧智 The Very Long Cat很长的猫Modern Romance163k WordsCompleted Song Yanxiu appeared in her life only to drag her into hell! He bullied and humiliated her, and killed her father. Xia Mo watched with her own eyes as he was sentenced to death. Ten years later, he appeared before her again under a new identity. His abuse was even more vicious than it had been ten years ago. He wanted to see her wishing she were dead. The words Xia Mo said to herself most often were, “I mustn’t lose my mind.” This time, she would kill the devil with her own hands! But then she h 41Reads6.8Score—Shelves
31. 981 快 Quick Transmigration: The Universally Disliked Fight to Become the No. 1 Fan Favorite 快穿：万人嫌争做人气角色No1 Han yuu寒yuuAncient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted After Shi Wuqing died, someone claiming to be a System found her. If she collected enough “popularity points,” she could come back to life. Shi Wuqing agreed. Then she was sent into various novels, where she became the cannon-fodder character readers hated most. Her mission was to become the character readers loved most, with the highest popularity, by the end of each novel! World One: Shi Wuqing became the scheming younger sister who took the heroine's place and married the prince. At the begi 43.1kReads9.5Score5.1kShelves
32. 982 逗 Just Kidding 逗你玩儿 Fish Doesn't Speak鱼不语Modern Romance213k WordsCompleted The sky that year. He was the dark cloud that lingered in Yu Ning’s heart, gloomy and oppressive, impossible to escape. Yu Ning was the gentle breeze he longed to chase, impossible to touch and impossible to hold on to. “Yu Ning, did you ever really like me, even just a little?” “Never.” He fell silent, smiling faintly, his heart pierced with pain. If only that summer, he hadn’t been so cruel and hateful, personally pushing her into the abyss and coldly watching her struggle with all her might. 5.6kReads9.0Score594Shelves
33. 983 顾 Mr. Gu, Please Stop Torturing Me. Your Wife Is Dying 顾总求你别虐，夫人她快死了 Watching the Stars望繁星Modern Romance615k WordsCompleted Complete [Angst and suffering + obsessive possessiveness + a groveling pursuit after the breakup] Su Jiameng saves Gu Chengli twice: first by carrying him out of a fire, then by donating bone marrow to cure his leukemia. In return, he tells her, “I'll make you wish you were dead!” Gu Chengli is convinced she killed the woman he loved. He hates the autistic son she gave birth to and resents her for taking the place of Mrs. Gu! Only when she jumps from a towering building does he realize that the 12.1kReads8.5Score1.1kShelves

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    Abuse, I don't dare to replay it

34. 984 望 May You Be Safe 望汝安 i Cheni陈Modern Romance259k WordsCompleted “You pushed me into the abyss, and you still think I could love you?” “Chen Si, I don't love you.” “Ji Sian, you have to love me. You can only love me.” This is the story of a bully falling in love with the person he bullied. One act of kindness from Ji Sian pushed her into an endless abyss. If she could turn back time, she would wish she had never met a boy named Chen Si... P.S. The male lead is not a virgin. If that's not your thing, please move along. 10kReads8.6Score434Shelves
35. 985 温 When Miss Wen Cries, the Capital’s Powerful Men Panic 温小姐一哭，京圈大佬们都慌了 Please Call Me Little Lungs请叫我小肺肺Modern Romance440k WordsOngoing Eight years ago, Chu Ran pushed her into Fan Wenke's arms for the sake of his unattainable first love. Fan Wenke bullied her at school for two years. Then, in the depths of despair, an accident made her disappear for six whole years. Chu Ran searched for her for six years, and finally lured her back. When she returned, she was the youngest daughter of the Wen family. Chu Ran is now the most scheming, cold-blooded, powerful young master in Beijing's elite circles. Fan Wenke is now the wealthiest 445Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Eight years ago, Chu Ran pushed her into Fan Wenke's arms for Bai Yueguang. Fan Wenke bullied her at school for two years. In despair, an accident caused her to disappear for six years. Chu Ran searched hard for six years and finally lured her back. When she came back, she was the youngest daughter of the Wen family. Chu Ran has become the most sinister, cold-blooded and powerful eldest son of the Chu family in Beijing today. Fan Wenke has become the most unrestrained and richest heir to the Fan family in Beijing today. Now Chu Ran was willing to take a bullet for her but still pushed her towards Fan Wenke indifferently. Fan Wenke felt guilty for six full years due to misunderstanding. When he saw her again, he didn't want to let her go and tried every means to keep her by his side. When Chu Ran and Bai Yueguang received news of their engagement, Wen Nuan resolutely agreed to Fan Wenke's proposal. At the wedding scene, Chu Ran openly snatched the marriage. He regretted that he should not have pushed her away eight years ago, and he should not have pushed her away eight years later.

36. 986 赐 After Being Betrothed to the God of War, I Lay Low in a Villa 赐婚战神后我苟在别院 Xia Er Haishang夏而亥殇Ancient Romance471k WordsCompleted A gentle, resilient princess + a cold, ruthless general + a mild-mannered imperial brother Love after marriage, domineering pursuit, mutually devoted, angsty at first, then he turns into a clingy big puppy. Six-year age gap. A great beauty was overlooked in the palace: Xiao Mingyue, the late emperor's daughter born to a concubine. She seemed as delicate as a flower, but was actually resilient and clever. For ten years in the Cold Palace, she protected her mother and younger brother and kept her 5.3kReads—Score445Shelves

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    Super pretty! Robbery by force, bow for love

37. 987 一 A Moment of Splendor, a Moment of Ashes 一念繁华一念灰 Su Xiaoshi苏小时Modern Romance345k WordsCompleted Seven years ago, he was a favored son of heaven, while she was an utterly ordinary girl. The two should never have crossed paths, but his stubbornness ruined her life. After seven years in prison, he became the person she hated most. She would spend the rest of her life making him regret it! 246Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    I really cried every time I read this book. Ji Zi'an was always upset.

38. 988 他 He Knows He Was Wrong 他知道错了 Peachwood Yaoyao桃木瑶瑶Modern Romance184k WordsCompleted [Bullying + tragic ending + coercive love + mutual devotion] That year, at the park, she found a place in Jiang Ye's heart. But in Su Yin's heart, he was a demon, a nightmare. When they first met in the classroom, Jiang Ye said to Su Yin, “I don't want anything in particular. I just think my dull, boring life might finally get a little more interesting. We have plenty of time!” He had no idea those words would mark the beginning of Su Yin's nightmare, pushing her into an endless abyss! . 1.9kReads8.1Score103Shelves
39. 989 割 Letting Go 割愛 A Little Bad One一只歹Modern Romance48k WordsCompleted [Short tragic ending + obsessive male lead] After my mother remarried, my stepbrother, who shared neither parent with me, was always finding new ways to bully me. But after our parents died, he changed completely. He stopped bullying me and instead stayed by my side, taking care of me without ever giving up on me. It was as if he’d become a different person. 66Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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    After reading the full text, there is no one who is not uncomfortable. It is a short sad story that can shock people [crying][crying][crying]

40. 990 裂 A Heart Torn Without a Trace, an Endless Farewell 裂心无痕，终无期 Xia Nannan夏南楠Modern Romance48k WordsCompleted She plunged a knife into her own heart and smiled with heartbreaking sadness. “If I cut out this heart that loves you, it won't hurt anymore.” Only then did Qi Liangnian understand what it meant to have your heart torn apart. It hurt so much... 476Reads5.4Score—Shelves
41. 991 山 When Mountains and Rivers Burn, I’ll Part from You 山河烬，与君绝 Xia Er Haishang夏而亥殇Ancient Romance459k WordsCompleted Synopsis The two nations go to war. The land changes, the empire spanning thousands of miles falls, and human lives are as insignificant as ants. Song Yingying, a princess born to a concubine, and her father and brothers become prisoners in an instant. Li Zonglie, the Fourth Prince of Great Zhou, is a mad, scheming man who destroys her country alongside his father and brothers. While being taken north as a prisoner, she accidentally saves him, and their torturous entanglement begins. At first, h 957Reads6.0Score114Shelves
42. 992 娇 One Hug from Her, and the Mad Dog Goes Soft 娇娇一抱，疯狗软了腰 Sweet Candy Baby糖甜宝贝Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted [A wicked, possessive, mad-dog of a scoundrel hero x a soft-hearted, easily frightened heroine who grows stronger; sci-fi mecha setting, one-on-one romance, some coercive elements] Ning Tong had no idea how she’d managed to get on He Qianzhou’s radar. He was a madman who did whatever he pleased, completely unrestrained, and nobody dared cross him. The two of them had barely interacted, until one day she suddenly gained the ability to hear his thoughts [Her eyes are all swollen from crying. Poor 11.2kReads9.3Score966Shelves

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    This is really beautiful! The male protagonist is a complete lunatic. Maybe the old man didn't figure it out, but it's the new year anyway. The female protagonist is pitiful, and the male protagonist loves her to no end, is crazy and jealous

43. 993 病 The Illness Called Love 病名为爱 Xi Niu悉牛Modern Romance59k WordsCompleted Lin Chi has cancer, and the doctor says she has only six months to live. As she grieves, Lu Shenyuan tells her he’ll give her a grand funeral. Sick with love for him, Lin Chi is willing to give him everything, even though her life is about to end. But all he gives her in return is, “Do you think you deserve me?” Whether or not they are a good match, she chooses to love him with all her heart. So when her time finally runs out, she can only forgive him for not loving her. 160Reads8.0Score—Shelves

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    I rummaged through all the bookshelves and only found this...

44. 994 情 In the End, Deep Love Leaves Nothing but Heartbreak 情深终负尽 Flying Bird飞鸟Modern Romance40k WordsCompleted After five years of dating and three years of marriage, Qin Yue underwent IVF more than a dozen times, but in the end Gu Yanzhi still rejected her. “You can't have children. You're not fit to be my wife.” Later, Gu Yanzhi saw another man tenderly holding Qin Yue, whose belly was swollen with pregnancy... 173Reads8.0Score—Shelves

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    ①You will be back at dawn. It's super sad, it starts sad, it ends sad, it's a little sweet in the middle. If you're into tears, I advise you not to read chapter 25. When you see 24, you jump to chapter 25. Don't, don't read chapter 25, otherwise the whole book will be sad.

45. 995 我 I Gave You All My Love 我的爱都给你了 Orange Sea Salt1桔子海盐1Two Male Leads143k WordsCompleted Two male leads + sweet romance + sweet at first, then angst + BE A pale, introverted bottom meets a quirky, mischievous younger top. This story gets a little angsty. If you can't handle that, I don't recommend reading to the end. The reserved and quiet Li Jiaqi meets the sunny, cheerful Ruan Quanhong. Under Ruan Quanhong's influence, Li Jiaqi learns to love studying and life. But the road ahead is full of twists and turns. Will the mutual love he hopes for come true...? 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I really don't dare to read these two books a second time. I feel suffocated all over my body.

46. 996 风 A Captivating Allure 风情摇曳 San Muli三慕里Modern Romance791k WordsCompleted Also known as “Swaying” Chen Luochen gave Jiang Yu her whole heart, but in the end, he still gave up half his life for someone else. Later, whenever she heard the name Jiang Yu, her heart remained as calm as still water, without the slightest ripple. 5.9kReads8.8Score1.2kShelves
47. 997 曾 There Was Once Someone Who Loved Me Like Life Itself 曾有一个人，爱我如生命 Rolling the Sun into a Ball搓圆太阳Modern Romance47k WordsCompleted For more than twenty years, Shen Siyan had stubbornly loved a man named Xiao Zonghan. Even when he resented and hated her, she had never thought of giving up. But now, she was reaching the end of her strength... 1.3kReads6.5Score192Shelves
48. 998 傅 Mr. Fu, We’ll Never Meet Again in This Life or the Next 傅先生 死生不复相见 Daji Has No Love妲己没有爱Modern Romance630k WordsCompleted A carefully plotted scheme destroyed Fu Lixuan’s love life and career, all at Zheng Weiwei’s hands. For three years, Zheng Weiwei took every blow and every insult without complaint, making herself a doormat to atone for her sins. When the truth comes out, Fu Lixuan regrets everything, but Zheng Weiwei has already been tormented beyond recognition... Zheng Weiwei says, “Fu Lixuan, may we never meet again, in this life or the next.” When they meet again, Fu Lixuan says, “Zheng Weiwei, I’ll die s 273Reads7.3Score—Shelves

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    Domestic violence scene, don't watch it if you are timid, you can't stand it

49. 999 阎 The King of Hell Called My Name, and I Laughed 阎王点卯到头，我笑了 Yan Wan言晩Urban213k WordsCompleted [Terminal illness + Fantasy + BE] With little time left, Mu Ren realized he could shed an astonishing number of tears. He thought that a child who grew up surrounded by love probably wouldn’t be so easily moved. Even with death approaching, Mu Ren still couldn’t bring himself to tell his parents about his illness, not after all the wreckage they had left in his life. His birth had been neither wanted nor blessed. He had thought he could accept death with equanimity. But who could have guessed th 23Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Knife, Despair, Be, many foreshadowings, different settings, new book, new blood,

50. 1000 难 Hard to Hold 难拥 Orange Sea Salt1桔子海盐1Two Male Leads179k WordsCompleted “You are the one I could meet but never hope to find, meet but never keep, meet but never have for a lifetime.” “Did you know? There's a Ruidada Road in Shanghai's Yangpu District, named after the two of us. I'd love to go there with you and see it.” If only I were a girl. Then I could marry you openly and without shame. In our next life, will you marry me? 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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