What Are Some High-Quality Tearjerkers So Heartbreaking You Can't Bear to Read Them Twice? 有哪些虐到肝疼，不敢看第二遍的高质量虐文

1. 851 我 I Really Don't Want to Be an Official 我真不想当官啊 Longevity Breeze长生风Two Female Leads573k WordsOngoing [Wuxia] [Three Female Leads] (The three female leads drive the main plot) [Two Female Leads] (The main romance) [Love Grows Over Time] [Light Fantasy] [Heavy Political Intrigue] [Light Harem Intrigue] Er Wuwen lost her memory in an accident. Afterward, all she wanted was to lie flat and live as a carefree slacker. But another accident pulled her into a struggle, setting her off on a journey to solve a case... She never expected to become a powerful enforcer for the imperial court. What should sh 332Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Hi everyone, I'd like to recommend this book. It's a bit angsty at the beginning, but if you're interested in Tang Dynasty and martial arts stories, you might want to check it out. It features two female leads with minimal romance at the start; the focus is on solving cases. There are multiple couples, and it's more of an ensemble piece. The two main female leads are a traumatized, icy protagonist and a persistently pursuing, sunny one.

2. 852 听 Songs of the Listening Wind Tower 听风楼歌 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水Urban186k WordsOngoing Why does Xiangju run a business that only loses money and never makes a profit? She treats relationships just as carelessly, elbowing her way to the top of the airport’s Twelve Most Beautiful Women. She has Hong Zhi and Brother Gen fighting over her in a jealous brawl, and instead of being ashamed, she’s proud of it. After her eldest daughter gets into a prestigious university, she works hard and becomes independent. She tutors and models cars in her spare time, and accompanies her professor to 757Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Everyone in Tingfeng Tower stood behind others, while behind them, there was no one. Heart-wrenching pain, a bittersweet smile mingled with tears; everything was regrettable, yet everything was worthwhile.

3. 853 病 Pathological Triggers 病态诱因 Yi Wanru Yue伊琬如玥Two Male Leads222k WordsCompleted [Redemption + unhinged obsession + mutual devotion + intense push and pull + bittersweet romance + high-stakes twists] [Cold, ruthless powerful man vs. frail beauty, a canary who knows how to handle a tiger] Shi Qianran's father died, his mother ran away, and he fell ill with no hope of survival. He is afraid of the dark, ghosts, thunder, and rain, but seizes every chance to fight for his life! Wei Yi takes him in as a pretty little canary, never even giving him a proper look. Until the canary n —Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 854 苍 The Great Terror of Cangmang Mountain 苍芒山大恐怖 Tamashi of the Rooftop天台的塔玛希8k WordsCompleted The Great Terror of Cangmang Mountain 1Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 855 清 After Being Reborn, the Aloof Buddhist Monk Sweetly Seduces the Handsome, Strong, and Tragic Eunuch 清冷佛子重生后，甜诱美强惨督公 Not Reborn不往生Two Male Leads553k WordsCompleted Yun Qingchen spent twenty years practicing Buddhism. After descending the mountain to enter the palace as a tutor, he was turned into a human pig by the prince he had taught for ten years. His rival, the eunuch governor Fei Ji, rebelled for his sake, massacred a city, then killed himself, as if he had died for love. Reborn, they met again. To stop Fei Ji from ruining his great plan, Yun Qingchen played along with him, giving up his body and even having to soothe him. Fei Ji seemed to become addi 2.2kReads9.0Score298Shelves

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   It was heart-wrenching! "You've been angry for a long time this time." "You let someone touch you, so it's only natural that I'm angry." "That was an accident." "You caused this accident, so you should be punished." Fei Ji's fingertips caressed his feet. "There are handprints on your soles. It will hurt when you touch the ground. If you don't want to suffer, stay put." Only then did Yun Qingchen realize that several stamps had appeared on his feet. He felt that each stamp on his body was like an invisible shackle, binding him tightly. The feeling of suffocation and the helplessness of being a human pig were strangely similar. Before Fei Ji left, Yun Qingchen asked in a low voice, "Can I sit in front of the door for a while?" "Half an hour." Fei Ji ordered his men to remove all his old clothes and replace them with brand new ones. The locked collar and cuffs were difficult to put on and take off, very stuffy and heavy, making it hard for Yun Qingchen to breathe. Ah Hu and Ah Ke were forbidden to speak to Yun Qingchen and could only take care of him from a distance. Fei Ji's desire for control became increasingly insane. Yun Qingchen's attire was clearly the style of clothing worn by slaves imprisoned on the black market, intended to demonstrate their cleanliness and chastity so they could fetch a good price. Such clothing on Yun Qingchen was a silent humiliation. Yun Qingchen might not care, but those of them watching felt their hearts ache; why was Master Fei so cruel to him?

6. 856 疯 The Ruthless Madman Kicks Down the Door and Forces His Love, Stomping Right Across the Line 疯批踹门强制爱，踩着红线哐哐迈 Red Bull Sweet Potato红牛地瓜Two Male Leads311k WordsCompleted [Complete / devoted to each other + equally formidable leads + obsessive, coercive love + redemption + 11-year age gap] He Qian was forced into a relationship. The other person was a lunatic! The first time He Qian tried to escape, he was intercepted along the way and dragged into the woods outside the city… Zhou Xuying stared at him with cold, crazed eyes. “He Qian, is running away really so much fun?” He Qian was dragged back and kept as a canary for five years. Over those five years, He Qian 16.3kReads9.4Score1.5kShelves

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   Watching the dual male leads, I was truly moved to tears by the end. He Qian and Zhou Xuying may be timid, but their love for each other is extraordinary.

7. 857 何 What Brings Joy to Life 何生欢喜 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted Two male leads + body-double romance + BE aesthetic “So, Xu Linxun, what am I to you? A tool you summon whenever you want and discard whenever you're done?” “Say something!” Xu Linxun's eyes were just as cold, their depths impossible to fathom, as if the feelings they had shared over the past three years had never meant a thing to him. “Say something... Tell me, even if you have to lie...” Yu Chensheng dug his fingernails into his palms, the pain cutting to the bone. Still, he forced a smile and 642Reads8.8Score100Shelves
8. 858 病 Yandere, I’d Give You My Life 病娇，我的命都给你 Milky Cat奶乐猫Modern Romance93k WordsCompleted [Angst / confinement / chasing his wife to the crematorium / love and hate / bad ending] I dressed up as a gift box to celebrate my boyfriend Xie Qinghuan's birthday, only to be delivered to the man who hated me to the bone. Xiao Yanzhan was convinced I'd caused his sister Xiao Yiyi's death, and kept me trapped in his villa... After my heart died and I disappeared beneath the sea, he went mad searching every inch of it for me. When the truth from three years ago finally came to light, Xiao Yanzh 4Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 859 我 After I Died, Everyone Was Left to Regret It 我死后，全员火葬场 Xiaoxiang Rain潇湘雨15k WordsCompleted After I Died, Everyone Held a Cremation for Me 40Reads—Score—Shelves

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   I've been dead for three months, and Fu Hansheng was completely unaware. His heart was entirely devoted to my half-sister, Jiang Miaomiao. He accompanied her to her doctor's, gave her the best care, and even set off fireworks all night on her birthday to make her happy. Hearing that those who see the Northern Lights will be blessed with lifelong happiness, Fu Hansheng actually accompanied Jiang Miaomiao to Northern Europe to see the aurora borealis while I was pregnant. As for me, his legally married partner, Fu Hansheng never cared. He always assumed that no matter what he did, I would obediently wait for him to come home. Until the police found my fragmented remains and, based on DNA testing, tracked down Fu Hansheng. Knowing the truth, Fu Hansheng went mad! He didn't let anyone who harmed me get away with it, including himself.

10. 860 帅 Handsome, Strong, and Tragic, but It's Forced Love 帅强惨，但强制爱 Tea Cloud Ling Lake茶云陵湖Two Male Leads671k WordsCompleted ★Complete★ [Quick transmigration + pseudo-coercion + drama queen + beautiful, powerful, and tragic + equally matched leads] Jun Zhaoliu, a model employee at the Space-Time Administration and a retired savior of small worlds, loves writing scripts and is a drama queen at heart. After binding himself to a Secret Identity System, one careless move turned him into a real multiple-personality patient. From then on, he set out to collect fragments of his soul. Your main body has a fatal attraction f 5.9kReads9.2Score494Shelves
11. 861 老 Don't Be Afraid, Honey. I Have a Redemption System to Help Me Win You Back 老婆别怕，我有赎罪系统换我追你 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance203k WordsCompleted “Runaway Heiress x Possessive New Money Peacock” “Mind Reading + Both Reborn + Wife-Chasing System” * In her previous life, Song Yi was an untouchable heiress who treated Jiang Lin like a plaything. She took him by force, abandoned him, then left the country without a second thought. Later, when the Song family went bankrupt, he was the only person who could save her. He trapped her in a five-year marriage, holding her captive. Everyone said Jiang Lin was a distant, untouchable flower: cold, ele 2.8kReads—Score121Shelves

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    A runaway heiress x a narcissistic nouveau riche, both reborn, their destinies intertwined. In their past life, he was abandoned, fueling his hatred, and in retaliation, imprisoned her in marriage for five years, ultimately resulting in both their deaths and injuries. In this life, the aloof beauty blooms wildly, relentlessly pursuing his wife. 👇

12. 862 许 Let Me Look Toward You 许我向你看 Xin Yiwu辛夷坞Urban442k WordsCompleted Han Shu had successfully forgotten many of the details of that day. It was as though an eraser had silently wiped away the parts he was afraid to remember, leaving dust scattered everywhere. But there was one scene he could never erase: she stood in the dock, while he sat below. Han Shu didn't dare look into her eyes, yet he hoped she would glance his way. She didn't. He knew she hadn't, not even for a second. There was someone living in Jutian's heart, and she firmly believed that person had on 4.6kReads9.6Score714Shelves

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    Reading Xin Yiwu's novels really caused me heartache. [Crying]

13. 863 打 I Lost a Fight, So I Deserved to Become a Peerless Fairy Monster 打架输了活该穿成绝世大妖精 Big Dragon Fruit大那火龙果Ancient Romance566k WordsCompleted [Male-to-female transformation, gender-bender, exclusive romance, brainless fun, thrilling throughout with a touch of angst.] [Fantasy immortal-demon world meets ancient reality] [forced love + sweet romance + no saintly heroine] [Insight + bewitching charm + dazzling beauty + demonic physician + lightning-fast makeovers] Before transmigrating, he was a ruthless demon lord. Afterward, she became an ordinary young woman. The original owner was the legitimate daughter of the Prime Minister's house 459Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I recommend this novel written by one of my elementary school classmates.

14. 864 盲 The Blind Consort 盲妃 Egret Jiuzhou白鹭九州Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted On the wedding day of Li Wenxing, the notorious and merciless general, and Jiang Yan, the beautiful blind young master of the Jiang family, every citizen in the city kept their doors shut and dared not step outside. The streets were empty and lifeless. Jiang Yan had loved Li Wenxing for thirteen years. He had thought Li’s promise to love him faithfully was sincere, never imagining that Li not only didn’t love him, but had long since given his heart to someone else and hated Jiang to the bone. Af 386Reads6.9Score100Shelves
15. 865 我 My Best Friend Is Such a Stud, and She Hits So Hard 我闺蜜超man，她打人老疼了 Big Dragon Fruit大那火龙果Urban619k WordsOngoing [Man transmigrates into a woman] [Strong heroine] [Decisive and ruthless] [Gender-bending romance] An ace agent's soul transmigrates into a young girl. She doesn't shrink back or lose heart, but calmly accepts reality. Let's stick to one principle: The strong never complain about their circumstances. Even if I've become a woman, I'm going to be the female lead of a male-oriented power fantasy! When it's time to be decisive, she's decisive. When it's time to take down scum, she does so without me 245Reads—Score—Shelves
16. 866 山 The Boy from the Mountain City 山城少年 Mo Cha墨茶Modern Romance21k WordsCompleted In the mountain city, there are not only young men, but also big sisters. We were once each other's salvation. Watching the young man shine so brightly, I couldn't selfishly keep him trapped by my side. Without Big Sister in this world, that young man would be gone too. 45Reads8.2Score—Shelves

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    I have to say, these few books are really tragic [crying][crying][crying][crying][crying][crying][crying] It's so unfair, I can't bear it.

17. 867 新 On My Wedding Night, I Made My Wicked Mother-in-Law Kneel as She Left the Bridal Chamber 新婚夜，我让恶婆婆跪着出了婚房 Chongqing and Sichuan Spicy Girl川渝辣妹子17k WordsCompleted On Our Wedding Night, I Made My Wicked Mother-in-Law Leave the Bridal Chamber on Her Knees 2Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 868 喜 I Went Crazy After Falling for You 喜欢你后我疯了 Sweet Sugar Su甜糖苏Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted For the sake of his first love, Luo Jinxuan breaks Shen Yuning’s leg. The servants of the Luo family find one cruel way after another to torment him. Shen Yuning goes from silent endurance to a complete breakdown, but Luo Jinxuan doesn’t care. He tells him, “You really are crazy.” Later, his first love causes Shen Yuning to fall off a cliff. Shen Yuning nearly dies, and at last Luo Jinxuan pays attention to him. He even says, “If you can get better this time, I’ll marry you. How’s that?” When Sh 309Reads8.8Score—Shelves
19. 869 血 Bloodshed in Wenjiang 血洒温江 Rain-Scaled Madman雨麟狂生Urban85k WordsOngoing A stirring, passionate anthem. In every age, there are young people who fight oppression for their ideals and beliefs, throwing themselves into the struggle without hesitation. With their passion and youth, they paint humanity's most magnificent portrait. The male protagonist stands unwavering in his faith amid battle. After enduring trial after trial, he forges a will of steel like Pavel's, winning the hearts of several remarkable heroines around him. They are witnesses to and participants in t 55Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Years later, no matter how powerful or wealthy you are, you will all fade into obscurity. Only the brilliance of your thoughts will shine brightly...

20. 870 黑 The Kurozaki Family's Little Darling: The Powerful Daddy Who Spoils the Sweetheart He Picked Up 黑崎家小奶包：大佬爹地跪宠捡来的甜妻 Chongqing and Sichuan Spicy Girl川渝辣妹子6k WordsCompleted The Kurosaki Family’s Little Darling: The Powerful Daddy Spoils the Sweetheart He Picked Up —Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 871 替 Ten Years as Her Stand-In! Now That I'm Leaving, She Regrets It Too Late 替身十年！今离去，她却追悔莫及 A Thousand Autumns Moon千秋月Urban2.3M WordsCompleted [No Angst, No Harem, One-On-One Everyday Romance] “I think everyone meets someone in life, falls for her, and gives her everything they have.” “But not everyone gets the ending they hoped for.” “The story didn't begin well, and its ending was embarrassing enough, too.” Jiang An and Liu Youran grew up together. He guarded her carefully for ten years, but in the end, he never got to be with her. All he got was the return of the man she had always loved. “Don't do this anymore.” See? Those words dr 554Reads8.8Score118Shelves

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    ①I've never read a book word by word before, but undoubtedly, this is a rather unique writing style among angst novels. I didn't read it for long. Unlike typical angst novels that stab my body dozens or hundreds of times from beginning to end, this is a more everyday angst novel. At least it doesn't make you cry your eyes out or feel like your palms are being stabbed with knives. It's not so angsty that you can't bear to read it. The male lead's silent departure at the end is the final blow.

22. 872 一 A Blossom, A Cup of Wine, An Immortal Life 一花一酒一仙人，亦眠亦醉亦长生 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [This book is also known as The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring] [The print edition of The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring goes on sale at 7 p.m. on November 15!] [Immortality + taking disciples + no female lead + lighthearted comedy, no tearjerkers] When your master serves food, you spin the table; when your master chants a spell, you chatter away. When your master rests, you sing; when your master sleeps in, you bang on a pot. Your master is immortal, but your life is short; your master 199.2kReads9.5Score24.5kShelves

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    😢📖 This is so heartbreaking! This is the first novel that made me cry from chapter five onwards, and I cried until the very end. That night, I curled up in bed, my pillow soaked with tears, unable to calm down for a long time. 💔🌙 Every twist and turn was painful, and the fate of every character resonated deeply. The emotional depth and tight plot of this novel made it impossible to put down once you started reading. 🥺🥺

23. 873 哑 The Mute Slave 哑奴 Qiangtang羌塘Two Male Leads367k WordsCompleted The Prince of Zhenbei holds immense power, standing above all others. He is lustful, promiscuous, interested in both men and women, and utterly brutal. He has taken nine concubines, and not one has survived. Now the Prince of Zhenbei has set his sights on the prefect’s daughter. To escape a fate of being tortured to death by the prince, the household switches bride and groom: a mute servant is sent in her place beneath the bridal sedan. The mute servant is as beautiful as an immortal, but was bo 4.3kReads8.5Score598Shelves

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    [Dual Male Leads + Ancient Chinese Style] The beginning is extremely angsty, and it'll leave you feeling really sad after reading it o(╥╥)o. The male lead is mute, but he recovers later, and the story gets sweet afterwards. It's incredibly, incredibly, incredibly good! For those of you looking for something to read, come check it out!!! [Admiration][Admiration][Admiration]

24. 874 退 After My Engagement Was Called Off, My Powerful Archenemy Took Me Home and Hilariously Spoiled Me Rotten 退婚后，我被死对头大佬捡回家爆笑养废 Sleepyhead Baby瞌睡虫宝宝8k WordsCompleted After Calling Off the Engagement, I Was Taken In by My Archrival, a Powerful Tycoon, Who Hilariously Spoiled Me Rotten 7Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 875 记 Memory Judgment: She Doesn't Want You Anymore 记忆审判：她不要你们了 Xing Yan66星衍66Modern Romance693k WordsCompleted [Everyone's redemption arc + lightning-fast face-slapping + no forgiveness + satisfying angst] After an attempted murder, Jiang Liuying goes viral across every major platform. In the end, everyone votes her onto the national list of the most evil people of the 22nd century. Rumor has it that when she was four, she abandoned her eldest brother, ran off, and left him in a kidnapper's car. After returning to the Jiang family, she framed the adoptive parents who had raised her for ten years and show 5kReads8.7Score601Shelves

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    Check this out!! It's incredibly heart-wrenching, and I feel so sorry for the female lead. It's like those novels on TikTok that only let you watch half of the story, but once you start, you can't stop! [Crying][crying][crying]

26. 876 三 On Our Third Anniversary, She Went to Pick Up Her White Moonlight 三周年纪念日，她去接了白月光 January Frost一月霜Urban544k WordsCompleted [The Ex-Husband Chase: Too Late to Regret]+ [One Female Lead] After three years together, Jiang Chen finally learned that Su Zhi still couldn't let go of the man she had always cherished. Three years ago, the man named Qin Yu had flown across the ocean to further his studies. She got hopelessly drunk, and in her daze, saw a face that looked a little like his. At the time, Jiang Chen had mistakenly believed he had found love. When Su Zhi broke their promise to celebrate their third anniversary be 5.4kReads6.1Score206Shelves
27. 877 替 The Substitute’s Acting Is Explosive, and Mr. Song Stumbles into a Trap 替身演技炸裂，宋总阴沟里翻船 Frosty Maples in Late Autumn霜枫晚秋Two Male Leads530k WordsCompleted The person Mr. Song loved went abroad, so he kept a poor student, Chu Yanyi, by his side as a stand-in for two whole years. Mr. Song knew Chu Yanyi was hopelessly in love with him. Those eyes full of affection alone gave him away. When the real thing returned, Mr. Song prepared to send the stand-in away, but the stand-in killed himself. Just as Mr. Song thought Chu Yanyi was dead, he discovered that the man’s parents had been paid to pretend to be his parents, and the urn supposedly holding his 8.4kReads9.2Score972Shelves

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    Two male leads, a sadomasochistic and obsessive love story.

28. 878 从 The All-Around Game Designer Who Started by Making Players Cry 从虐哭玩家开始的全能游戏设计师 Jason Stan Ming杰森斯坦銘Urban484k WordsOngoing Zhang Yang transmigrated to a parallel world. Seeing how backward game design was there, he knew it was his moment to make a name for himself! He developed one hit game after another, leaving every game company dumbfounded. Huh? The games aren't fun enough? He made games like “The Strange Adventure” and “Cat Mario,” making tens of millions of players cry in frustration. Huh? You have to pay to play games? He brought over all kinds of online games from his previous life, giving players “free” gam 453Reads9.1Score—Shelves

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    Su Chen sat in the back seat of the extended Hongqi limousine, leaning slightly forward, the cigarette in his hand flickering. The staff at the Civil Affairs Bureau were about to leave, but his fiancée, Wen Wan, still hadn't appeared. After waiting another three minutes, his patience began to wane. His phone rang. Su Chen glanced at the caller ID and answered. On the other end, his assistant's voice was panicked, "Mr. Su, we've found Ms. Wen Wan's whereabouts. She went to Antarctica with Chen Shaoyu to see the snow." Su Chen gave a soft hum, his tone unreadable. He hung up and then dialed Wen Wan's number. The phone rang for a long time before being answered. A gentle female voice came from the other end, "Su Chen, I'm afraid we can't get our marriage certificate today. I have some urgent business to attend to. How about we go in two weeks?" Su Chen couldn't help but smile, a smile spreading across his face. "What, going on a date to Antarctica with your little secretary is more important than getting a marriage certificate?"

29. 879 岁 May You Be Safe, Year After Year: No Snow, No Spring 岁岁佑安：不听雪来不见春 The Hero Who Saves the World拯救世界的大侠Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted May the Years Keep You Safe: No Snowfall, No Spring 329Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The second story is a tragic love story. The mother is Uncle Song's ideal woman, while I am the "jinx" his son hates to the core. He scolds me, hurts me, yet after I lose my memory, he asks me with red eyes, "Perhaps he likes you and is looking for you?" A deeply abusive and forced love story | A wife-chasing tale in a crematorium. After losing my memory, I forgot everything except that I was afraid of him. The third story involves the second male lead reversing the course of their love, personally sending her to his nemesis to witness their entanglement, regretting it but having no chance.

30. 880 顾 Mr. Gu, Stop Tormenting Me! Your Wife Drank the Potion of Forgetfulness! 顾总别虐了，夫人喝了忘情水！ Zi Ling梓翎Modern Romance1.6M WordsCompleted Gu Lancheng adopted a very obedient little thing. If he told her to go east, she wouldn't dare go west. She saw him as her whole world and loved him with all her heart. But for the sake of his moonlight, he took one of her kidneys. Years later, she stood at the top and met him again at the height of his success. He said, “I regret letting you leave me!” She said, “I’ve never regretted leaving you!” 1.6kReads7.4Score316Shelves
31. 881 我 I'm Trying My Best to Die in This Torture Novel 我在虐文里努力求死 A Useless Woman一枚没用的女子Ancient Romance914k WordsCompleted A Lan is a newcomer to the White Moonlight Group for quick-transmigration angst novels. Her task each time is to die by the end of the story so the male and female leads can live happily together. She has always thought she did a great job, and every rating from her System, Qi Wu, has been above SSS rank. But maybe she did too good a job: after she dies, the male and female leads end up either strangers or acquaintances. That's not right. A Lan can't figure it out, but she still has to carry out 1.8kReads8.7Score109Shelves
32. 882 别 Don’t Ask Me to Forgive You. I Just Want to Die with Dignity 别求我原谅，我只想从容赴死 Er Rang二让Urban200k WordsCompleted [Regret and remorse] [No forgiveness] [Extreme sports] [Livestream] [Protagonist dies] Lu He enjoyed less than a month of happiness in the first half of his life. His mother became a vegetable, and they blamed him. The family business was struggling, and they blamed him. Even when his adopted younger brother only got a minor scrape, they blamed him. And now, ALS had come for him too. He was about to die. Why should he still be sensible and obedient, constantly making things difficult for himself 1.1kReads8.5Score103Shelves

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    Challenging extreme sports! The protagonist's cheerfulness after learning he doesn't have long to live, and his passion for participating in extreme sports later on. Especially during the skydiving scene, taking off the parachute and facing death head-on [crying emoji]

33. 883 全 Everyone in This Story Is Crazy. Please, Won't You Kill Me? 全文疯批，请杀了我好吗 Jiu Jiu Ziqi酒酒子琪Two Male Leads297k WordsCompleted [Power couple + Mutually faithful] [Angst early on, more angst in the middle, the male lead turns into a lovesick puppy later; tragic ending, but with rebirth] The pursuer thinks the pursued betrayed him. The pursued spends two years hiding away, then gets caught and brought back. The pursuer starts beating and tormenting him in every way, and even brings his fiancée to see him. She'll stop at nothing and wants to kill him every day. After enduring endless humiliation, Bai Feiying tries to escap 2.1kReads9.0Score278Shelves

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    This book is incredibly angsty, filled with real knives and shards of glass, and has a tragic ending. The protagonist runs away for two years, is found, and then suffers various forms of abuse and torture at the hands of the seme. After failing to escape again, the seme personally breaks the protagonist's legs.

34. 884 狼 The Wolf's Captive: The Domineering CEO's Darling Husband 狼的圈养，霸道总裁男娇妻 Double-Faced Ichiro双面一郎Two Male Leads329k WordsCompleted Overwhelming possessiveness Obsessive top Coercive pursuit Forced love If Li Chengming were a wolf, then Chen Yang would be a helpless sheep before him. Their chance encounter sent Chen Yang tumbling into Li Chengming’s trap. Little by little, his defiance was worn away until he could only obey. Chen Yang thought he’d spent six or seven years as Li Chengming’s hidden secret, and that one day he would finally be free. But from the moment they met, Li Chengming’s schemes and cunning kept the naive 4.9kReads8.9Score285Shelves
35. 885 熙 Xi Yu's Ordeal: He Regretted Changing His Fated Love Trial 熙瑜有劫：逆改情劫后，他后悔了 The Hero Who Saves the World拯救世界的大侠Ancient Romance15k WordsCompleted Xiyu's Trial: After He Changed the Course of Their Love Tribulation, He Regretted It 35Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 886 落 When the Flowers Fall, We Meet Again 落花时节又逢君 Le Xiaomi乐小米Ancient Romance101k WordsCompleted The third installment in Le Xiaomi’s Duan Qingyi series, Phoenixes Roam Above Phoenix Terrace, is complete. The fourth installment, When the Flowers Fall, We Meet Again, continues the story of their past-life bond. The daring female thief Ding Xiaoxian and the peerlessly handsome Duan Qingyi return together. We’ve waited more than a decade to find out how their story ends. —Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    High-quality tragic ending stories, every single one leaves you heartbroken [crying]

37. 887 穿 Reborn as the Sugar Baby Cast Aside by My Sugar Daddy 穿成被金主抛弃的小情人 Tangyuan汤圆儿Two Male Leads789k WordsCompleted Luo Shiji transmigrates into a book, where his character is an unmatched scumbag. He flirts with others while cheating on his sugar daddy, until his shameless lover abuses him and his sugar daddy dumps him without a second thought. After arriving, Luo Shiji immediately kicks his cheating lover to the curb and keeps his distance from his sugar daddy. Ling Yan comes from a wealthy family and is a business tycoon running a publicly traded company despite his young age. He keeps himself chaste and t 128Reads9.2Score—Shelves
38. 888 满 A Max-Level Uncle Starts Over as a Rookie, and the Demon Lord Turns Out to Be My Wife 满级大叔成新手，魔头竟是我老婆 Drifting Clouds of Thought随想流云Eastern Fantasy362k WordsCompleted Forty-one-year-old farmer Han Guoyun woke up to find the world in ruins. A System appeared in his mind: You have reached max level. Hurry and save the world. Before he could figure out what was going on, his gentle wife asked, holding a blood-dripping sword, “Husband, which sect should I destroy first?” His nine-year-old son raised his hand. “Dad, the Eight Hundred Demon-Subduing Formation is ready!” Han Guoyun gripped his hatchet and fell into thought: Which one of them was the person who neede 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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39. 889 无 The Affliction of Silence 无言之症 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] His Love Is Deafening Dual rebirth + mutual salvation + realism + happy ending + extreme madness Antisocial, cold and aloof heartthrob vs. beautiful, quirky little troublemaker After being imprisoned for three months, Xu Mi was killed by Chen Huangnian over a single breakup. Only in his final moments did he realize that the boyfriend he had spent every day with had an antisocial personality. When he opened his eyes again, he was back ten years ago, at the time whe 14.4kReads9.5Score2.4kShelves
40. 890 小 Xiao Zhang the Accountant's Path to Immortality 小张会计的修仙路 Drifting Clouds of Thought随想流云Eastern Fantasy501k WordsCompleted Zhang Chen, 26, was an accountant at a private company. In his previous life, he was a math prodigy and an Olympiad gold medalist, but his blunt, inflexible nature made him an outcast in academia and a target for petty harassment at work. In the end, he became a lowly accountant bullied by his boss. After transmigrating, he kept his mathematical talent and remained just as stubborn, but in the world of immortal cultivation, that very stubbornness became an asset: an unwavering Daoist heart. —Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 891 快 Quick Transmigration: The Enchanting White Moonlight Is Even More Dangerous 快穿：白月光妖娆迷人，更要命 The Twin in Peerless无双的双Ancient Romance635k WordsCompleted [The heroine is stunningly beautiful and looks too delicate to manage on her own, but she’s strong-willed and rational inside. This isn’t a wish-fulfillment story. It focuses on romance, with both sweet and painful moments.] Luo Yi has been a lonely ghost wandering beside the River of Forgetfulness for a thousand years. She can’t enter the cycle of reincarnation because she doesn’t remember who she is. Then one day, something called a System suddenly appears and tells her that if she binds herse 931Reads7.2Score100Shelves
42. 892 说 You Said You’d Kill Me, So Why Do You Regret It Now? 说好的要杀我，你们怎么后悔了 The Long Wind Blows Away长风吹去Eastern Fantasy1.2M WordsCompleted [Xianxia Fantasy + Memories Revealed + No System + One Heroine + Tragedy + Slow Burn] A friendly warning: This is not a wish-fulfillment novel! This is not a wish-fulfillment novel! This is not a wish-fulfillment novel! Important things must be said three times! Before the Heavenly Void Palace. “Chen Zun, you murdered your master and betrayed the Dao. You personally trapped me in a ten-thousand-year ice cave to suffer punishment. Today, you will pay with your life!” “Demon Lord, you slaughtered 4kReads8.3Score368Shelves

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    🍊🍊🍊Chute Madai, take a look! It mainly talks about: [Fantasy Xianxia + Memory Exposure + No System + Single Female Lead + Angst + Slow Burn] Friendly reminder: Not a wish-fulfillment novel! Not a wish-fulfillment novel! Not a wish-fulfillment novel! I'm saying it three times because it's important! ... You might not have met the right person, but you can meet the right book! 🤣🤣🤣

43. 893 被 The Abandoned Good-for-Nothing: Defying the Heavens to Become Supreme 被弃废柴：逆乱鸿蒙成至尊 Drifting Clouds of Thought随想流云Eastern Fantasy398k WordsCompleted Qin Yuan, the good-for-nothing of the Xuantian Sect, was kicked off Soulbreak Cliff by a genius disciple for rescuing the Holy Maiden. At death's door, he awakened the Primordial Dao Embryo and obtained the Mirror of Reversing Space and Time and the Primordial Creation Art. From then on, his mixed spiritual roots transformed into Primordial spiritual roots, and his cultivation advanced by leaps and bounds. He delivered face-slapping to his enemies, swept through the demonic path, seized treasure —Reads—Score—Shelves
44. 894 白 Even in Death, She Is a Beautiful White Moonlight 白月光她连死都美 Grape Tea葡萄茶茶Ancient Romance618k WordsCompleted Ending: Bad Ending | No CP | Read with caution | Everyone has had a moonlight that belonged to them alone, lighting the path ahead. The scholar was adrift and disheartened; the prince was despondent and had given up on himself; the senior brother was down on his luck and had no one to rely on... Only after meeting her did they learn what true love and deep devotion meant. Wen Qing committed suicide, and the System found her because she could neither obtain a utopian love as everlasting as the fl 4.2kReads8.8Score267Shelves
45. 895 我 I'm the Hero of a Wish-Fulfillment Novel. How Could I Put Up With This Miserable Romance? 我，爽文大男主，能受虐文的气？ Love Drinking Ice-Cold Cola爱喝冰可乐Urban2.4M WordsCompleted [A mix of gut-wrenching angst, satisfying triumphs with no humiliating setbacks, domineering Dragon King CEOs, ignoring the rules, memes, and variety] After transmigrating to another world for eighteen years, the angst-novel System finally showed up. Su Chen said he had no use for it, absolutely none. The System would only slow down his unstoppable progress. The worlds of angst novels are crawling with protagonists? Just watch me speedrun one in a month! If killing an entire family solves the pr 6.8kReads6.8Score417Shelves
46. 896 我 I Was Twenty-Eight When I Died 我死的时候二十八岁 Yi Mo Yao以沫瑶Modern Romance416k WordsCompleted At twenty, Song Jiniao was hailed by the entertainment world as the “Nation's Goddess,” while Lin Ti died unexpectedly at an awards ceremony. She would never forget what happened that day, or the bone-chillingly cold look in that man's eyes. From then on, Shen Jiulin dragged her from her pedestal and plunged her into the abyss. The Nation's Goddess fell from grace overnight, her fame as fleeting as a flower that blooms for one day. At twenty-one, forced to choose between her mother and stepfathe 680Reads8.5Score105Shelves

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    These are all exceptionally good books, highly recommended. There are no second female leads, and both the male and female leads experience tragic endings due to unforeseen circumstances. These are books that a seasoned bookworm of at least 10 years enjoys and still keeps on their bookshelf. The sixth one is even better!

47. 897 沉 Consumed to the Bone 沉溺入骨 Here Comes a Big White One一只大白来了Modern Romance359k WordsCompleted They agreed it would be a “business arrangement”: he would help her pay off fifty million in debt, and she would play along with his act. But Bo Nian couldn’t resist his good looks. She became addicted to him, only to discover that he was hiding a girl and protecting her fiercely. He even went so far as to take her bone marrow for that girl. Only then did Bo Nian face reality: she would never be able to warm his heart. He said, “I can’t be responsible for what happens to other people. Life and 693Reads8.2Score103Shelves

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    The female lead has a terminal illness, and the male lead keeps a mistress; the story is filled with heartbreak and despair.

48. 898 我 I'm Really Not a Good-for-Nothing Heir to Ancient Martial Arts 我真不是废物古武传人 Drifting Clouds of Thought随想流云Urban359k WordsCompleted Everyone at the academy knew Song Ziyou was a good-for-nothing. A psychic energy rating of 1.3, three years without progress. Even a dog would look down on him. No one knew he could blow a spirit master away with one punch. No one knew he carried an ancient Martial God's Chaos cultivation manual in his pocket. And no one knew that the Martial Hunter Bureau had been searching for him for five hundred years, while the Descenders had been waiting for him just as long. Song Ziyou said, “Don't r —Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 899 三 The Three-Foot Heavenly Abyss Sword, the Blind Man, and the Heartless Killer 三尺天渊剑，瞎眼男子，无心狠人 Actor in Red戏子红衣Eastern Fantasy1.7M WordsCompleted [Decisive and ruthless + play the pig to eat the tiger + no System + cold and merciless] Xiao Luochen transmigrates into a world of political intrigue written for female readers, becoming the disowned son of a declining family. From the start, his cultivation is crippled, and his childhood sweetheart, the heroine, kicks him out of the house. Then the vicious villainess snatches him away, intent on abusing and tormenting him? This crazy, vicious villainess is completely unhinged! What? The heroin 12.6kReads8.6Score1.5kShelves
50. 900 鸩 A Cup of Poisoned Wine, and Drunk with You 鸩酒一杯与君醉 Flowing Wind流风Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted Blurb: When they first met, he was a subject, and he risked his life to take a sword meant for the other man. Later, that man became emperor, wiped out his entire family, stripped away his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He waited, full of hope, for his elder brother to return victorious, but all he received was a cold corpse. In the end, he drank poison in front of everyone, smiling like a spring breeze. “Your Majesty, I offer my life as the price of regicide. May you live for all ete 1kReads8.0Score133Shelves

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