I Want to Die, but They Think I'm Enduring Humiliation for a Greater Cause
我想噶，他们却以为我在忍辱负重
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- Completed
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- 128k Words
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- Historical
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- Historical High-Concept
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- 6mo ago
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I haven't finished reading the first world yet, and I don't know why the author keeps emphasizing that the first world is poorly written and suggesting I skip it! I really like the setting of the first world. The character of the Prime Minister is really to my liking.
I've seen the first world, but haven't finished it yet. I wonder if the protagonist is the original body. The original body was truly kind to the people. If it's not the original body, then it's enough for others to know that the original body of this person was good.
Aside from some repetitive emphasis, the rest of the plot was quite good, with a deeper and more emotional depth. 🥺
The plot is quite well-designed and enjoyable! However, there are many repetitive sentences.
Some sentences are repetitive, but the writing is excellent, with a captivating and engaging plot. I quite like this type of writing.
No way, it's over just like that?! The author couldn't get enough of it! 😢😢😢 Although the writing style needs improvement, the plot was okay. I was planning to follow it, but… it's finished!!! 🤦
The emotions are beautifully written, especially the bittersweet feeling; it left me with a sore heart and brought tears to my eyes.
Shen Yan has no romantic pairing, and it's a great read. There's a subtle sense of death about it, like the ending is already known, and the author lives one day at a time (I want to die, but they think I have my reasons). The orphan from the second world is so pitiful... *Sobs*. Isn't this just a white moonlight? 😢 There's no thrilling story, no tears, but it's permeated with sadness.
The Second World is very good; it could stand alone as a short story. The person who knew him best is gone. Those who came after him can only piece together an incomplete picture of him from the words of others. His life came to an abrupt end just as he was about to find happiness.
So tired... So painful... So bitter... It makes me feel uneasy... It was so brief... Why was it so short...? …But it's still very beautiful…