
I Want to Die, but They Think I'm Enduring Humiliation for a Greater Cause
我想噶,他们却以为我在忍辱负重
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- Completed
- Length
- 128k Words
- Genre
- Historical
- Subgenre
- Historical High-Concept
- Updated
- 5mo ago
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- Fanqie
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Everyone Has a One-Sided Crush on the Male Protagonist!!! No CP!!!
The protagonist is male! Male! Male! Important things must be said three times!!! Everyone has a one-sided crush on him!!! Thanks (*'▽'*)♪
Looking for Stories Where Someone Pretends to Be Beautiful but Tragic, Yet Never Gets Hurt at All
Looking for stories like *I Woke Up in Detective Conan and Welded My Victim Filter Shut*. I don't want someone who really has it hard but pretends to have it even worse. I want the kind of person who has nothing wrong with them but loves to act like it! No real angst, just fake angst.
Looking for Tragic Stories with Beautiful, Strong, Ill-fated Characters Who Risk Everything for Others. No Contrived Drama or Cringe
Something like a pampered-by-everyone story, preferably with no romance. Don't recommend domineering-CEO types.
The Protagonist Sees Things as Normal, but Everyone Else Thinks They're Miserable
With a terminal illness and no other choice, he can only sing his heart out!
Misunderstandings and Fake Angst, with Beautiful but Tragic Characters
Looking for books similar to How Do I Survive Around Conan When I Keep Coughing Up Blood? A tragic, beautiful, strong protagonist who's misunderstood, abused, experimented on, and has psychological issues, but whose own perspective on things is actually great.
The Protagonist Is Constantly Imagined as Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic, With a Miserable Past and a Burden of Endurance
Please, I’ve really been craving this kind of story lately. I’ve searched everywhere and can’t find any. It doesn’t have to be on Tomato Novel; other platforms are fine too. I’m begging you (*꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ)
Stories Where the Protagonist Isn’t Suffering, but Everyone Else Thinks They’re Miserable and in Pain
Looking for books like *Tomb Raiders: Pretending to Be Mysterious, Beautiful, and Tragic*. I want something like this book about Shen Huai. Don't recommend the exact same book, and please don't recommend anything I've already read. 😑
Any Fake-Angst Stories? I Can’t Handle Anything Too Tragic~
Looking for stories with fake angst, where everyone misunderstands the protagonist and feels sorry for them, but it turns out to be caused by the System or just something people imagined.
Any Books Where the Male Protagonist Is Imagined to Be Beautiful, Tragic, and Strong?
Looking for books similar to *Tomb Raiding: A Centenarian in the Middle of a Group Battle*.
Misunderstandings That Make Everyone Think the Protagonist Has a Heavy Burden, and So On
Nothing with people judging memories and such. The protagonist is completely fine, but others think they’ve made huge sacrifices and things like that.
The Protagonist Plays a Villain but Somehow Gets Whitewashed into a Beautiful, Strong, Tragic Character, with Someone Secretly in Love with Them
Misunderstandings, Fake Angst, and Delusions of Grandeur
Looking for books like *My Strength Depends Entirely on What My Enemies Imagine*. The fun is in everyone mistakenly thinking the protagonist is miserable, powerful, wonderful, and so on. Fake coercion stories are similar, too.
Blade, Blade, Blade. My Blade Tribulation Has Arrived. Fellow Daoists, Release Your Blades at Once
Looking for a Cool, World-Weary, Beloved Male Protagonist. No CP Is Fine. No Heroine, Please
Books With a Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic Character Buff! Group Favorite!!! A White Moonlight Character Works Too!!
Looking for books similar to "Ye Luoli: The Big Shot Is Forced to Pretend to Be the White Moonlight."
Looking for Insectoid Novels with a Fake Tragic Strong-and-Beautiful Lead, Fake Coercion, and Fake Misery. I'm Out of Books to Read
I want to read books similar to Grave Robbers’ Chronicles: Pretending to Be Profound, Beautiful, Strong, and Miserable.
(Fake) Beauty, Strength, and Tragedy + White Moonlight + Secret Identity! Plus Everyone Around Them Jumping to All Kinds of Conclusions
Looking for books similar to *Tomb Notes: Putting on an Air of Mystery, but Actually Being Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic (Echoes of Tomb-Raiding Days)*.
Looking for Stories Where the Protagonist Imagines Himself as Beautiful, Strong, and Miserable, When Actually Nothing Is Wrong
Looking for books similar to *Tomb Notes: I Put on an Air of Mystery, but I’m Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic*.
No Romance, Male Protagonist Gets Misunderstood Because People Read Too Much Into Things or Are Deliberately Led Astray
I'm looking for a male lead with no romance, where people imagine his identity and background are especially tragic and misunderstand him as being forced to act against his will and say things he doesn't mean, when it's all a misunderstanding or something the protagonist deliberately set up!!! Please, I really need this kind of story!!!
Any Stories Where the Protagonist Is Imagined as Beautiful, Tragic, and Powerful?
Looking for books like Infinite Escape: The Cannon Fodder Reinvents Themself as a Stunning Strong Character.
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I haven't finished reading the first world yet. I don't know why the author keeps emphasizing that the first world is not well written. I suggest you skip it! I really like the setting of the first world. The character of the Prime Minister is really to my liking.
I watched the first world but haven't finished it yet. I don't know if the protagonist is his original self. The original person was really kind to the people. If it is not the original body, then it is enough for others to know that the original body of this body is good.
Except for some content that is a bit repetitive, the other plots are very good and have deep emotions [almost crying]
The plot design is quite good, it looks good! The content contains many repeated sentences.
Some of the sentences are repetitive, but the article is well written and the plot has ups and downs. I quite like this type.
No, is it over like this? ! ! ! The author is really not good enough [crying][crying][crying] Although the writing style needs to be improved, the plot is okay. I wanted to follow up on it, but... It's over! ! ! [Cover face]
The emotions are well written, especially the sour feeling. I felt so sad that I shed tears after reading it.
Shen Yan has no cp and looks very good. There is a faint feeling of death, as if I already know the ending and live one day at a time (I want to die, but they think I have difficulties). This special orphan from the second world, what a peerless little pitiful person~ woo woo woo. Isn't this just Bai Yueguang [crying]. There is no thrilling story, no tears, but there is sadness.
The second world is very interesting. It can be read as a short story. The person who knew him best was gone, and those who followed him could only rely on other people's words to piece together an incomplete picture of him. Just when he was about to be happy, his life ended abruptly•᎔•
So tired... So painful... So miserable... It makes me feel uncomfortable... Just so faint... Why so short... …But it's still very beautiful…