
Addicted to the Pain
痛瘾沉溺
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- Completed
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- 226k Words
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- 1y ago
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- Fanqie
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I support be. Not knowing how to love is not an excuse [awkward laugh] I love you so much that I love you so much that I won't even care about your wife's health if she gets hurt. If you say this is a paranoid character, I can't help it [laughs] Can you at least feel sorry for your wife [shocked]
I really hope this book is be. Zhuo Zaizai is really heartbreaking. As a patient with some stomach problems, I can understand what it feels like to have stomach pain. Not to mention having to fight with so many people. It is not difficult to see that Zhuo Zaizai is really strong [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying]
The writing is very good, and it made me realize that he was a patient who was deceived into entering the hospital. But I still hope that this book will be. Normally speaking, I will be excited when I see Cheche, but this book really made me feel astringent and painful at the same time [covering my face] (so I can't feel astringent at all). It's really like what the director said, "You are like an injured person wearing a bandage. What is elegant is the bandage, but underneath the bandage are all cracks." Although I like he, but overall, be is the best result. If you blindly guess, one of you will die first (I showed my cards, and I feel that Qi Zhuo will die/go crazy/lose himself first) Also, the author is begging you, can you predict whether the ending will be he or be in the future? It is really painful for he fans to watch, and I can't laugh at all, but I still feel sorry for Xiao Qi and some other emotions that keep me watching...
Gong really doesn't know how to love people. I think be is more suitable for them. If some love can only be achieved through pain, does it really make sense? Or OE is also acceptable. I think this sentence is very suitable for Shou's psychology. "To be close to you is pain, to be far away from you is happiness." The love in the seal makes Shou suffer physical pain and psychological pressure. A high-spirited person will no longer be polished by time.
I feel that it is a brand new experience. The writing is really good. The emotional resonance and the flexibility and vividness of the characters always give me a very distinct feeling. This book also gave me a different feeling. When I saw the documentary, to be honest, I felt very peaceful and beautiful. My mind was full of beautiful feelings and warmth, but there was a kind of depression hidden behind it. It was like It's like a portrayal of life, which touched me very much. The characters of Feng Ting'an in the article are so portrayed that I don't know whether to hate or love them. From a book fan's point of view, I like to treat them as my own children. He doesn't know love, doesn't understand love, and doesn't understand what love is. What he brings to Qi Zhuo is depression. In the part of imprisonment, I feel like I'm scolding him in every chapter, and he just It's like a newly born child doesn't understand anything and needs someone to guide him, but it's too suffocating and Qi Zhuo has no energy. Feng Tingan's demands are pressing harder and harder. I feel like the darkness wants to devour people step by step, and Qi Zhuo is trying to teach him how to love. He is tolerating Feng Tingan and giving in again and again, but Feng Tingan doesn't understand love and can't feel that Qi Zhuo is. He may know that he loves him, but he just wants to force Qi Zhuo to say it. This is what Feng Tingan thinks of as love. He believes that the author can write better and better and bring their story to a perfect conclusion. I don't know if Qi Zhuo's vitality can be reflected again in the subsequent development, but he hopes that Qi Bao can be full of vitality and live happily. I also hope that Feng Tingan can truly learn to love. At present, it seems that be is the best. Feng Ting'an's love is too suffocating. I think the decision made by force cannot be reconciled. If we are together in the end, it will be love or compromise. I think the compromise is too much. Xiao Zhuo's body has become very bad because of Feng Ting'an. Feng Ting'an's desire for control and strong private desire to dominate Xiao Zhuo is no longer pure love. I think it is like a kind of paranoia. He thinks Xiao Zhuo can only be his in any way. Be, Xiaozhuo is getting better, and Feng Tingan should let him go free. Well, it's good to say it to the author. Now that Xiao Zhuo has been given some kind of memory potion, I feel that the way Xiao Zhuo recovers his memory later will be very extreme. When I saw Chapter 90, Feng Tingan said that Xiao Zhuo never loved him. If you don't understand love, why would you say he never loved you? Jiu San can see that Xiao Zhuo is mentally ill. As mentioned before, as long as the ending is not Xiao Zhuo's death and he, I think I can accept it. I just hope that Xiao Zhuo's ending will be better. Be cried a lot in the extra episode, but it is undeniable that he is so sweet (whispered, bb didn't understand the timeline)
I'm a little angry if the author can write it to death [cover face] [cover face] Although the writing is very good, I'm really angry. I watched it at 2:30 in the morning, and I was cursing at the same time. I really couldn't stand it anymore, and I felt really angry. So angry! So angry! So angry! I'm not in control or attack control, but I'm really angry when I see the attack's behavior. I want to vomit blood [crying] [crying] It's true that I never read be when I read articles, but this is the only one I want the author to write be about, which makes me very angry! Very angry! Very angry! Help. Help. Help [crying] [crying] Author I really can't do it. I have to write be first. I'm going to be so angry in the middle of the night.,
Although it's fun to watch, please be [send your heart][send your heart][send your heart]
So pretty! ! It feels sweeter than the last one~ I followed it all the way from the previous one hahahaha, the author really made me cry for a long time! !
I'm almost tortured to death [I'm about to cry] It's really the first time that I feel like BE is good, it's so painful Qi [crying] But it's really sad to see BE [I'm about to cry] The teacher's writing is very good and beautiful [crying] [crying]
It's nice to look at, but I think Feng Ting'an injected some drugs into Qi Zhuo that hurt his body. He didn't regard Qi Zhuo as his lover at all, but as his favorite toy, and because of certain things, he ignored Qi Zhuo's safety, which even caused Qi Zhuo to stay away from his beloved acting career. Maybe because of Feng Ting'an's childhood, he didn't know how to love, but he still didn't like Feng Ting'an's behavior towards Qi Zhuo. (Only my personal opinion, there is no one who doesn't like the big article) I hope I can write that Feng Tingan treats Qi Zhuo better later, please ((๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)