
I Become Invincible When I Die, So Please Hurry Up and Kill Me!
死掉就能无敌,求求你们快下手吧!
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The protagonist was already broken from the first chapter. I want to see a side story where the protagonist, without awakening a system, is killed simultaneously by his mother, childhood friend, a Trisolaran girl, and a magical girl friend on the night before his birthday (the ultimate despair and ultimate twistedness where the protagonist escapes death three times only to be killed by his mother at home!!!).
Hello everyone! I'm Bai Xiaotong, the happiest person in the world! Today is my birthday party, or rather, tomorrow is actually my birthday. My adoptive mother has been looking at me with guilty eyes lately. Is it because she's busy and feels guilty about celebrating her daughter's birthday early? It's okay~ It's more meaningful to celebrate my birthday with my mom (ᐥᐜᐥ). My deskmate, who's been staying home all the time, came out when she heard it was my birthday. She even said she'd take me to see a super-sized meteor shower today. Haha, there haven't been any news about meteor showers lately, but it's okay, I can't refuse my deskmate's pleading face~ ( ̄▽ ̄~)~. My new transfer student friend heard about the birthday party and started rambling on about "time is running out" and "the deadline is approaching." She must be struggling to find a birthday present because it's early! It's okay, any gift, no matter how ordinary, will make me happy ٩(˃̶͈̀௰˂̶͈́)و. Even my childhood friend texted to say she's coming to my birthday party. I'm going to complain about her at the party, since she never replies to my messages, hmph <(`^´)>
Love that ends the world
Today is Bai Xiaotong's eighteenth birthday. When she woke up, she found a strange white envelope next to her, containing words she couldn't understand. The letter read, "Your mother, Bai Luofeng, will kill you tonight to save the world; your classmate, Yang Zhige, will kill you tonight to conquer the world; your friend, Ye Chenya, will kill you tonight to deceive herself; and your childhood companion, Da'e, will kill you tonight to seek revenge." The contents of the letter were cold and terrifying. "Who put this letter in here?" Bai Xiaotong wondered. She didn't take the words on it seriously, assuming it was a malicious curse. Of course, she was also puzzled as to why such a letter would be with her. When she opened her bedroom door, her mother was not home. Ever since an accident when she was eight years old, her mother, Bai Luofeng, would always send her birthday wishes the moment she opened her room. "Maybe Mom is busy today. Hmm, maybe I can get home early from school to prepare for my birthday and wait for her." She ordered a special cake from the best cake shop in the city yesterday. Tonight, she wants to spend a memorable birthday with her mother and a few friends who don't yet know it's her birthday. Today, her deskmate Yang Zhige unexpectedly missed class. In her memory, this seemingly cold and unapproachable deskmate had never missed a single class. Similarly, although Yang Zhige seemed cold and aloof, she was one of her few close friends. "Bai Xiaotong, can you come to the rooftop for lunch? I have something to tell you." The voice came from Ye Chenya, Bai Xiaotong's new best friend. Ye Chenya called out to her, but for some reason, Ye Chenya's appearance was strange. Although they had only known each other for three months, the two of them had already become very close friends in the eyes of others. "Okay, I'll come find you this afternoon," she replied, her thoughts already drifting away from school. "Why is everyone acting so strange today? Did they prepare some special surprise for me? Does that mean the cake I ordered is going to go to waste...?" The innocent girl was filled with wonderful fantasies about the unknown, but she never imagined that she would lose everything tonight. When she arrived at the rooftop in the afternoon, she found no one there. Puzzled, she searched the rooftop and discovered that the door had been closed, and a girl in a black cloak stood before it, holding a bow and arrow, pointing it at her. "Um, hello? Have you seen my friend? She is..." Before she could finish speaking, the unknown girl shot a sharp arrow at her. This arrow was not any kind of arrow she knew, but rather seemed to be a magical object from a novel. Bai Xiaotong reacted quickly and dodged, but even so, a scar remained on her face from the unknown girl's attack. The sudden attack terrified her, and in her haste to dodge, she didn't notice her footing and fell to the ground. At that moment, the girl opposite her approached, and she saw the true face beneath the unknown girl's features. It was her friend, Ye Chenya. Ye Chenya remained silent, as if a magical arrow was aimed at her heart, and Bai Xiaotong's words received no response from the other side. Fear, doubt, sadness—a mix of emotions swirled in her mind. She closed her eyes, lost in thought. Just then, Ye Chenya was knocked away by a black-haired girl. Bai Xiaotong looked up and saw a black-haired girl. Even though time had kept them apart for a long time, she still recognized her at a glance. It was her best friend from the orphanage, her goose. Just as she was about to call out that name, someone spoke from the other side: "Deceitful Xiaotong, bad child Xiaotong, treacherous Xiaotong, you've probably forgotten who I am, haven't you? But it doesn't matter, I'm here to kill you. As long as I kill you with my own hands, everything about you will never leave me." These few words shattered her thoughts until Ye Chenya's attack came at them. "You coward who doesn't even dare to show his own face dares to disturb my reunion with Xiaotong, what are you?" "Bai Xiaotong is my prey, I must kill her, only in this way can I take back everything I lost, only then will I have a chance to atone for my sins to them." The two fought, but the academy seemed to have no reaction at all. Taking advantage of the two's fight, Bai Xiaotong ran down from the broken rooftop door. For some reason, the school, which should have been bustling with activity, was now deserted. She ran downstairs in a daze, but she didn't know where she was going. "Xiaotong! I'm here!" Yang Zhige's voice came from the corridor. Yang Zhige grabbed Bai Xiaotong's hand, and for the first time, a look of panic appeared on her face, which had never shown any expression before. "Hurry, I'll take you away, let's leave this world together!" Yang Zhige pulled Bai Xiaotong along as they ran. Her tightly clenched hands seemed to be afraid of losing some most precious treasure. Her clothes had many tears, as if she had been in some unusual fight with someone before. "Enough! How long are you going to keep playing me like this?!" Yang Zhige's grip on Bai Xiaotong's hand was forcefully broken. The girl, whose face was always filled with smiles, was now in tears. A straight cut on her left cheek was still bleeding bright red blood. She trembled as she asked, "Are you here to kill me too?" Seeing Bai Xiaotong's expression, Yang Zhige felt as if her heart had been struck by a thousand pounds, but she couldn't speak. She didn't know why Bai Xiaotong knew things she shouldn't know. She was heartbroken. She wanted to explain, "I... I did have such orders before, but not anymore. I want to leave with you, I want to stay with you, I want..." "If you want to kill me, kill me now. Otherwise, I'll leave right now. If you want to follow me, I'll end my own life." Yang Zhige's words were interrupted by Bai Xiaotong. Bai Xiaotong's right hand was gripping a sharp shard of glass, covered in bright red blood. Her tears flowed like a waterfall, her inner pain like a chasm that could not be healed. Yang Zhige wanted to wipe her eyes, wanted to take her away from this planet, wanted to know what true "love" was, but she was afraid of being hated by Bai Xiaotong, afraid that Bai Xiaotong would continue to hurt her, afraid that Bai Xiaotong would leave her forever. So she could only let go, watching Bai Xiaotong gradually disappear from her sight, feeling her heart pounding sadly, feeling the power of emotion. On the rooftop, Bai Xiaotong's "mother," Bai Luofeng, watched the two girls she had subdued beside her and her "daughter" crying as she left the school in silence, her thoughts unknown. The girl left the school and didn't encounter anyone along the way. She ran crying towards her "home". She didn't know why she suddenly felt like she had lost everything. She was scared. She didn't dare to think anymore. She just wanted to bury the worst possible ending with her tears. At the entrance of the residential complex, a cake delivery worker was stopped by a security guard who refused to let her in. The two women argued outside. Then, the delivery worker noticed a girl who had been crying all the way there. She stopped arguing with the guard and realized the girl was the one who had ordered the cake the day before. She also noticed the bloody marks on the girl's face and hands. The delivery worker quickly helped the guard get some medical supplies from the security room to treat the girl's wounds. The girl, who had been crying all the way there, now looked like a lifeless doll. She heard the delivery worker say, "Although I don't know what happened to you, your birthday is the most important day for every child. I hope you can cheer up, just for those who care about you." The delivery worker gave the cake to Bai Xiaotong and left. Bai Xiaotong returned home carrying the cake. The sky outside was inexplicably overcast, as dark as night despite it being only afternoon. She had already stopped crying, though tear stains and bloodstains remained on her face. Calmly, she placed the cake on the table, then opened it. Before her was a small but exquisite cake with the words "The Happiest Person in the World" written on it. She cut a small piece of cake and took a bite. It was the most unpalatable food Bai Xiaotong had ever eaten. She calmly put down the cake and sat quietly in her chair, motionless, as if awaiting the final verdict of the prophecy. Not long after, Bai Xiaotong's mother returned home. Upon seeing Bai Xiaotong, she immediately showed a mother's concern for her daughter. Bai Luofeng's concern continued until Bai Xiaotong uttered the words, "In such a big world, isn't there a place for me?" Bai Xiaotong spoke these words expressionlessly. Upon hearing this, Bai Luofeng's pretense of "motherhood" crumbled. "To exchange your life for the lives of eight billion people, this is my mission." "This is your last time. Do you have any wishes?" Bai Xiaotong had given up on everything, but she didn't want to die in a place that brought her both immense happiness and despair. "I want to go to the rooftop and take one last look at the sky." Bai Luofeng led Bai Xiaotong to the rooftop. It wasn't nighttime; there were no stars or moon in the sky. It wasn't afternoon either; the sky was pitch black and the sun was nowhere to be seen, much like Bai Xiaotong's inner world. She calmly turned to Bai Luofeng, opened her arms, closed her eyes, and awaited death. Bai Luofeng used a specially made weapon to stab Bai Xiaotong in the heart, as indifferent as two complete strangers. The sound of a weapon piercing flesh rang out, but Bai Xiaotong found herself facing someone else. Yang Zhige, covered in wounds, had somehow broken through the surrounding RPC's blockade and appeared before Bai Xiaotong. "I'm not human, I don't know what emotions are... But I want to be with Xiaotong, forever... Perhaps, this is love." Yang Zhige was covered in wounds, a specially made bayonet piercing her heart. In her final moments, she kissed Bai Xiaotong, who was weeping for her alone. Yang Zhige was tossed aside like a rag doll. Bai Luofeng plunged the bayonet into Bai Xiaotong's heart without hesitation. Bai Xiaotong could feel her life slipping away. She lay on the ground, wanting to hold Yang Zhige's hand. In her last moments, she wanted to grasp the last happiness that belonged to her in the world. Unfortunately, she was just an ordinary person. After the specially made weapon pierced her heart, she did not have the ability to persist to the end and show her emotions like Yang Zhige. In the end, she could not hold Yang Zhige's hand. Bai Luofeng felt Bai Xiaotong's life come to an end, and couldn't help but hold onto her body and wail. This woman who had played the role of a mother for ten years finally poured her emotions into her daughter. The RPC commander watched as the number representing the impending apocalypse slowly decreased, and the entire team cheered, excited about their decade-long plan and ecstatic that their nightmare was finally over. But when the index dropped to 1, the numbers stopped, and then, as if the power had gone out, the entire control room went dark. Then the number began to increase, from 1 to 10, from 10 to 100, from 100 to 1000, from 1000 to 10000, until the machine self-destructed. Everyone stared wide-eyed, holding their breath. In the final moments of Bai Xiaotong's life, she realized that she hadn't lost everything after all; she had found someone who truly loved her unconditionally. Yet, she had single-handedly discarded her last bit of happiness. She was filled with sorrow, despair, and hatred; she wanted to destroy everything. Bai Xiaotong opened her eyes. She saw someone trying to take Yang Zhige away. She destroyed everyone who had hurt Yang Zhige, even her "mother" couldn't resist her. She picked up Yang Zhige's body, but no matter how much power she used, she couldn't make Yang Zhige open her eyes. She remembered the moment she was abandoned by her biological parents, the moment she was abandoned by her "mother," and Yang Zhige's last words. And so, the world ended, leaving only Bai Xiaotong and the eternally unawakened Yang Zhige… Mortals believed they had sealed the Demon King with magic, unaware that the Demon King had sealed himself with love. The story that began with love ended with the end of love.
If: The best mother
The following is a record of the Foundation's collection of materials from RCP-U-001's diary after his death: Today I was taken away by a very pretty aunt. Could she be the kind of wicked stepmother from a fairy tale? Wouldn't I be doomed then? Σ(⊙▽⊙"A Waaaaah~ Big goose, save me QAQ Mom is the best! My house is so warm, and there's a super big TV in the living room. My mom also buys me lots and lots of plush toys! The round shark is so cute! I wrote a letter to the goose, I wonder what she'll say in reply? I can't wait! I recently discovered that my mom is actually a superhero who saves the world! He leaves early and comes home late every day, and always comes up with some good but fake excuses to go out. Hmph, how could that possibly fool a smart person like me? However, we adults are magnanimous and won't argue with childish adults. Mom will take care of saving the world! I have Round Shark and lots of fluffy friends with me, so I'm not lonely at all~ I do miss my mom a little bit, though... The goose hasn't replied yet. Did the postman send it to the wrong address? I'll write another one! I! Can! Spell! Every time I fall asleep on the sofa, I wake up to find myself in bed with Shark~ Looks like I'm a magical girl too... Yeah, right! My mother thought she had kept it a secret, but actually, being as clever as I am (actually, I'm a light sleeper), I already knew that it was my mother who took me back! My mother's embrace is so warm; this must be what happiness feels like! Mom is the best! I had a high fever a couple of days ago. Why didn't Mom come back? Why? Please don't leave me. Mom is the worst. Mom seems to be spending more and more time with me lately~ She even cooks dinner for me (it's super delicious!), And says goodnight to me. I really hope these days can last forever! Well then, I'll reluctantly forgive my mom—I just can't do anything with her! The only pity is that the goose hasn't replied to me yet. They've probably forgotten about me. A pop-up window appeared above Mom's head. It mentioned the RCP research institute and said I was a monster that would destroy the world... It said that Mom came to kill me. I don't believe it. This isn't true. Why, why, why Mom is the worst. Mom is the worst, the worst. Mom, if you're watching. Thank you for spending ten years with such a hateful monster as me. Even if this gift is fake, I was indeed happy and joyful because of it. Mom, I will never forgive you in this lifetime. I won't in my next life either. Mom, I will love you for the rest of my life. I'll do it again in my next life. Mom is the worst. Mom is the best. (The following text is illegible due to ink smudging.)
If: "madman"
My name is Ye Chenya, a retired magical girl. Or, to be more precise, a magical girl who was expelled. Yes, it's rare to see a magical girl who gets expelled, right? I once committed a sin that buried all my brilliance, but I later realized it wasn't my fault. This sin caused me to lose a lot, but it also gave me a lot. For example, it made me realize someone's true colors, and it brought me personal growth... Of course, none of that matters. What matters is that it brought my light into my life. When I first met her, I accepted the royal court's mission to assassinate her with a ridiculous desire for redemption. Luckily, I was stopped. Then, as I got closer to her, I gradually became captivated by her every smile and gesture, her loveliness and kindness. Everything about her was like a shooting star, piercing through the darkness in my heart. Those were the happiest three months of my life. Unfortunately, she moved away three months after we met. I grieved and cried over it, but ultimately I chose to accept it. There's nothing we can do about it. Of course, we should forgive such a cute little angel. Besides, moving out doesn't mean the end of our friendship; she still writes to me every day! I receive a letter almost every afternoon. Although there is a time difference of several days, I am still very happy that she can share the little things in her life with me. I don't know if it's because I deliver mail too frequently, but the postman always looks at me with a strange expression when he delivers mail. Indeed, very few people still communicate by letter these days. A month or two later, she went on a trip with her mother. Every day she would send me several photos of tourist destinations and scenery, including cute little penguins, dazzling aurora borealis, vast mountains and plains, and magnificent palaces. It's such a coincidence that I've been to every place she's been. So in my daily replies, I would tell her about my experiences here. Having endless topics to discuss with your loved ones brings immense joy. I've been having a really bad headache lately, and I don't remember much about going to mail letters every morning. Tsk, the backlash of magic... I miss her embrace so much. Every time I'm held in her arms, I feel incredibly comfortable and warm, as if I'm bathed in pure white holy light. Ah, enough chit-chat, her letter has arrived. The mailman took a deep breath and knocked on the door. "Knock knock knock" "Here you are!" The rusty wooden door opened, and a black-haired girl with messy, stiff hair and a face as pale as a corpse poked her head out. A chilling smile spread across her lips as she took the letter. The postman ran away as if fleeing. Ye Chenya tossed the torn envelope aside and walked into the room while reading the letter. The twilight bathed the envelope, illuminating two lines of text: Mailing address: No. 23, Building 2, Xinfeng Street Mailing address: No. 23, Building 2, Xinfeng Street "They all say I'm crazy, but I'm perfectly lucid."
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Xiaotong's image as the "white moonlight" is becoming more and more perfect. As we all know, the most perfect white moonlight is the one who died, so author, hurry up and finish the story! I can't wait! 😋
I originally came for the main character who gets stabbed, but now I don't want Xiaotong to get stabbed anymore #(crying) She's so well-behaved, sensible, smart, and gentle. Most importantly, she clearly doesn't want to die!
The protagonist is so great! For the first time, I wish someone like Khorne's Chosen or the old director from FGO could replace the protagonist in a CS game and give the world a little bit of the shock of rivers of blood. The protagonist should just go live a good life in this wonderful children's world.