My Cool Childhood Friend Is Actually My Idol

I'm an ordinary high school student with a goddess-like childhood friend, but she's so aloof that we've grown distant.

I'm a geek with an idol: she's a cheerful, lively, perfect rising star among virtual idols, and I'm her most devoted fan.

People ask me if having a goddess-level childhood friend is great. I can only say, are you kidding? What's so good about a childhood friend you're barely close to? Is she better than my idol?

But then one day, I discovered that

my aloof childhood friend

and my cheerful, outgoing idol

were the same person.