Doubt and Love

I've always been alone. It's not that I like being lonely, but the people around me always look at me differently. Then one day, I met a girl who also loved cleanliness. She'd had a hard life ever since she was little. One of us suffered emotionally, while the other suffered in life. Different experiences, the same pain. In the end, we got together. She was a year older than me. We called it dating, but she took care of me more like an older sister. She rarely talked about herself, but I knew her past must have been painful to remember. Whenever she was with me, she was always careful and considerate. She studied for the college entrance exams with me, and we did our best to make each other happy…